eeks~!
another boring bdae!!!boo hoo hoo!haha...nahz,aniwae my mum said the feng shui shi said i cant celebrate bdae diz yr n it so happens dat on the 25th is 1 of the daez dat i shldnt b celebrating it on!yucks rite?betta 2 believe it man aniwae...
2dae cant celebrate it's still alrite coz i'll b celebrating it wif my buddies in another few more daez time!hahaha...cant wait!we can go n havoc!n yes,im finally 18!!!so mani things can b done now!n i wanna learn DRIVING!!!yay!haha...gonna bug my parents!!!hahaha...
ok ok,im off 2 watch all the pirated shows on the com now...shh...hehe...


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life's so full of surprises!
guess wat?hon got 2 book out 2dae wen he aint supposed 2!coz he was supposed 2 haf field camp diz wkend...howeva his field camp was cut short 2 onli a dae instead of the actual 2 daez 1 nite...he got 2 book out diz mornin but is oready back in camp...their book out time is planned weirdly...juz out 4 afew hours n dey gotta go back in...

*grinz*
realized dat i haven been bloggin 4 a while...haven got aniting 2 blog coz all i do is read n read...wen out afew times the past few daez but it nth fantastic 2 blog abt it...
aniwae,will b mitin up wif roszian 2 go dwn 4 the "interview" 4 the talent scout thingy(we got scouted at orchard mrt)...we were approached the other dae wen i was out wif her,she left her no. n i cldnt possibly haf rejected dat lady den,so i juz left my no. as well...aft dat wen their head called,i rejected but roszian accepted...
aniwae,i'll b accompanyin her dwn tmr so i'll c 4 myself watz it all abt actually...hope dat i dun fancy aniting tmr while we r out...haven got ani xtra cash 2 spend...sad!gotta save 2 get a 6th mth anniversary gift 4 hon...plannin on gettin him a shirt...gotta go hunt 4 a nice shirt!or mayb a cap?hmmz...whoo...cant wait 2 get my ang pao!haha...
aniwae,i betta get goin,gonna read my Lesley Pearse book!so darn interesting!haha...cheerios!

happy bdae daddy!!!
yepz!it's my daddy's bdae 2dae!!!gave him the card dat i made on behalf of the whole family,signed by all of us of coz!
aniwae,my left eye is swollen n it's bloodshot!woke up diz mornin n felt dat my left eye cldnt open fully...dad sent me 2 deb's place n my eye was betta aft dat...got back hm n tried 2 slp awhile n aft abt 40mins of my nap,my left eye puffed up again...now it's red n swollen again...it kinda hurts a lil too...
aniwae,wen 2 deb's hse n we were supposed 2 watch 'dawn of the dead'...apparently,the darn CD had some probz so yeahz,we din get 2 watch it...so sad...but nvm,coz she'll b gettin another copy frm her fren...ooo...we bitched abt lotsa stuff...there wasnt enuf time 4 us 2 finish our "lesson" man,so deb,let's haf another mit up session 4 all those bitching!haha!
alritez all,it's dinner time!muz go haf dinner wif my family!!!happy bdae once again daddy!muacks!~

yawnz...
im so tired...yes,ive been complainin dat im tired lately but datz the fact...been slpin too lil lately...spent the nite wif hon last nite n we left 4 his hse earli diz mornin...was at his place the whole dae...
wen dwn 2 PS coz we wanted 2 catch Troy,but all the time slots were filled!tink we'll catch it 2 wks later wen he book out again...he aint able 2 book out diz wkend coz of field trainin...
walked arnd PS,wen 2 J8 aft dat den wen back 2 his place...slacked arnd...n yes,his parents gave me my bdae present(super advance)!it's a necklace wif the letter "M"...so pretty...aniwae,im juz glad 2 spend time wif him...
tmr's daddy's bdae!!!so 2nite im gonna stay up n make a pretty lil card 4 daddy...alritez all,im goin off...ciaoz!

PHS opening ceremony is over!
zZzZ...believe or nt,i juz got hm...yes,the time is 2.20am!
aniwae,2dae(or ydae rather)was phs opening ceremony...the press were in sch n it was sucha grand ting...haha...it's pretty fun actually althou i was bz the whole dae wif all the np rush here n there,it was overall pleasant...
dinner was great too...was held in the hall n thank goodness the air-conditioner was on,otherwise i tink alot of us wld haf died in our number 1 uniform...haha...
aft everyting ended,we CIs had a mini miting outside sch...n dat lasted till like 11.30pm?den i joined val,jo etc behind sch...at the 24hr coffeeshop...all were HPT members n luckily i was once in HPT so it wasnt dat awkward...
yes,n we chatted all the wae till like arnd 2 plus wen my daddy called...so yepz,had 2 leave dem...nw im so ultra de duper tired...
oh yah,hon's buddy called me 2 tell me dat hon cldnt bk out,onli tmr(erm...later rather)...nice of him 2 bother 2 convey his msgs 2 me...gonna turn in now...it's been a long dae 4 me...*yawnz*

aching all over...
OC preview is finally over...was kinda fun actually...juz dat i dunno y my back is aching so terribly now... : (
aniwae,din do much the whole of 2dae...woke up n got ready 2 go 2 PHS 4 OC rehearsal...no sword belt 4 me 2dae,so i din hafta carry the scabet,which was a gd ting coz my boots were spared diz time round... howeva,cherry accidentally stepped on my boots...so sad!luckily it wasnt full force...hehe...
so slpy...been slpin pretty lil 4 the past few daez...tmr's gonna b a slack dae...supposed 2 go catch dawn of the dead wif deb but i tink she cant make it...i dont wan to miz dat show!!!
haiz...hon called me frm camp illegally juz now...he said he'll onli get 2 bk out diz saturdae...so no long weekend 4 him...n he said he got cut,so careless...i dunno wat happened,he'll fill me in wen he bk out...
haiz...im off 4 now...ciaoz!

woot!
whoo hoo!had so much fun 2dae!
ok,b4 the fun,i made a wasted trip dwn 2 PA wif jay jay...it was seriously a wasted trip i tell u,coz the person we were lookin 4 aint there...dammit!n the weather was so freakin hot!
aft dat,steph came over 2 my place...haha...we watch "valentine" n "how 2 lose a guy in 10 daez"...n we munched on so much chips!argh!im so dead!been eating so darn much lately...haha... watching 2 shows continuously is kinda tiring man...din noe dat watchin shows cld tire a person out...haha...aniwae,really had fun...gonna plan another of diz again...n the nxt time,val gotta b arnd!hahaha...
tmr is phs's opening ceremony preview...i gotta b off 2 get my uniform n everything else done...ciaoz all!

it's juz another dae...
met up wif danping 2dae 2 exchange books...juz got the book diz afternoon n now im oready halfwae thru...im gonna stop 4 2dae i tink...or mayb i shld juz finish it up n can start on the library bks dat i borrowed juz now...
aniwae,the turnin pt is here...he posted sumting on his blog dat made me feel...happy perhaps?...tings r finally clearin up...n im glad...
putting dat aside,im goin 2 PA tmr...gonna get my probation thingy signed...goin wif jay jay n dunno hu else...mayb juz him...i dunno...
guess i'll stop here 4 2dae...

tired...
haiz...saw dat boi 2 daes in a row...like watz goin on man...fancy seein him wen i dun really wish 2 c him...juz my luck...
aniwae,ydae's OC parade was ok...was the CC 4 2 rounds...dey onli had 3 rounds of rehearsal...wed's the preview n im still gonna sub kel as CC...n i tink it's a full dress rehearsal...
aniwae,ydae was supposed 2 b my personal time wif hon...but somehow,we ended up wif his jc frenz...kinda sad...stayed out wif dem till abt 1.30am...got hm n slept all the wae till 11.30am...
tink mondae is gonna b another boring dae 4 me...at least tues i still got the option of goin 4 my class chalet cum bbq...dunno if i wanna go,tink it'll b kinda boring...den wed will b OC's last rehearsal...so at least my wed is planned out 4 me...

shop shop shop!
juz got hm...haha!wen out wif danping 2dae...den met up wif the twins,ying ying n wen wen... :) met danping at 2pm...den on our wae 2 fareast(2 trim eyebrows),diz talent scout approached me but i rejected her b4 she cld sae much...so aniwae,yeahz,wen 2 do our eyebrows n guess wat?we waited like 2 freakin hrs juz 4 our turn!!!so long sia!aniwae,im pleased wif diz round's trimming...nt bad...hehe... aft dat we headed 2 heeren n i bought a lil bag!hehe...a hand carrier...so nice cos it's orange!!!my favourite colour!haha...
we den headed 2 PS for dinner den met up wif the twins...the twins got contagious laughters!hahaha!wen dey came,we all wen REALLY mad!haha...laffed so much ok!
i bought a notebook specially 2 write 2 hon... :) oh yah,saw ben n his fren at PS...waved 2 his fren but avoided him...n i tink he was avoidin me too...hu cares?!
aft dat we walked back 2 orchard...coz it was so freakin boring at PS...ate thai food below Meridien,pretty yummy...hehe...den chilled at cineleisure's yoshinoya...
diz is the most irritating part!there was diz grp of 4 guys in yoshinoya...hu kept lookin over, like WTF!nv c human being b4?crap sia!made me n danping super irritated!
dat aside...i got the most pleasant surprise frm hon...he was so sweet!he cant bk out 2dae coz of some xtra "remedial",but u noe wat?he got his fren 2 call me!!!his fren said smth like "hello,is dat may anne?yah,im jeremy's fren...jeremy cant book out 2dae...n he saes he misses u..." wah wah wah!my heart melted man!so swt!!!!!n his fren oso really 'bang ren bang dao di' coz he called once but it was a missed call...den he called a 2nd time...
haha...juz wanna sae diz: hon,u r so swt!thx dear! ok ok...im off 4 now...tmr got parade at 8am n i gotta sub kelvin as contingent commander...worse thing is dat idiot jay jay wanna cum dwn 2 phs 2 c!like wat the heck!im out!ciaoz!

rejoice!
yes!the exams r finally over!the long,draggy,brain cells consuming,body n mind shagging exams r finally over!!!im like so over the moon now!haha...i gotta really plan out my holz coz otherwise i'll end up stoning at hm like last time(while waiting 4 poly 2 start)... alritez...im off 2 watch tv!tmr gonna mit danping 2 go trim our eyebrows!!!yay!hehe...ciaoz!

another surprise!
hon got 2 book out 2dae again!!!coz it's navy dae or smth!haha...was so shocked wen he came online diz afternoon!aniwae,saw him online at 3.30pm n met him at 4pm!haha...fast!wen 2 town wif him n his ns frenz...all his frenz were in no 4!so cartoon...onli hon n another were in civilian...
we watched van helsing den dined at marche aft dat...so full...im abt 2 burst...urgh...
wen back 2 hon's place aft dinner den he got ready 2 go back 2 camp...kk im off 2 study...haven really started...im so darn dead...n tmr's my paper!luckily it's an evening paper...im off!

yikes!
oh no oh no!!!it's abt 2.23pm now!n guess wat?i juz woke up!!!diz is bad...wat a pig...but i've finally gotten my at-least-12hrs-of-slp aft my ATC which was so long ago!slept 4 like erm...13 1/2 hrs?haha...now my eyes r like so freakin wide open,tink i cant slp 2nite...haha...
oh!2dae is Mummy's birthdae!!!Happy Birthdae Mummy!!!Muacks! alritez,i betta get goin...gotta start studyin as soon as i wash up n take my breakfast...or lunch rather...haha...cheerios!

tired...but happy!
yay!hon booked out ydae(din c him 4 almost 2 wks!)n he called me while i was out wif emily,jay jay n raymond...emily dragged us ALL the wae 2 orchard juz 2 get her bumble bee...wat the hell!cos sum1 told her dat onli the 7-11 at lucky plaza sells bumble bee...so yeah,we were stupidly fooled 2 orchard...haha...
aniwae,hon called me at arnd 7.30pm n we met up at 9pm at orchard...walked arnd n talked tings out...met afew of his ns mates...n at 11pm,daddy came 2 pick me up at centerpoint...hon wen 2 spend the nite out wif his ns mates...
cldnt slp last nite,dunny y...n poor hon vomitted aft the motion sickness he got...hu ask u drink so much huh?n dun smoke le,u promised!
hon came over to my place at 5.30am...yeahz,u din c wrongly, it was 5.30am...haha...he looked real terrible...guess he muz haf felt real shitty wen he vomitted...so aniwaez, slept 4 awhile den we left at arnd 7.15am...headed off 2 his place 4 him 2 go hm n shower,den wen 2 amk central 4 breakfast...wen back 2 his place aft dat den his whole family wen 4 his cousin's wedding church service...

blame urself!
sumtimes,tings happen in wae dat i really wanna laff!sum ppl r complainin abt losing all their good frenz onli wen dey let ppl out of their lives...n stupidly,dey wanna blame those ppl hu's outta their life.
so it's everyone's fault but urs, is it?CRAP!diz is pure shit!u lost all ur frenz,all ur close frenz...y?it's bcoz u chased ppl outta ur life!u brought everything upon urself,so dun blame ppl,n dun blame God...it's absurd to blame Him 4 tings datz been happening!
u alwaes tell ppl 2 cherish those arnd dem,howeva,haf u done the same ting?NO!the state dat u r in now,is all bcoz u din cherish those arnd u,u took ur frenz 4 granted,n i noe it damn well.i dun pity the state dat u r in now.i seriously tink u deserve all these.
howeva if 1 dae u finally wake up frm ur fantasy world,i do hope u really sit dwn n reflect...ive cum 2 realize dat u've actually been in ur own world all these while.every1 hu has read ur journal feels the same wae as i do.
4 once,wake up!u may nt read diz but i dun care.if u dunno dat im tokin abt u,i feel u r really damn hopeless n u seriously ought 2 wake up frm ur dream world.u brought all these upon urself,qn urself 1st b4 u blame others animore!REFLECT!n dun eva blame the mighty 1 up there eva again!u'll get ur desserts.

yay yay yippie yippie yay!
whoo hoo!juz got hm not too long ago!!!it's steph's bdae 2dae...n it's oso our biz stats paper...biz stats is over!!!!!yay!
n 4 the 1st time in the past week,i wen out!!!haha...as in out shopping...the past 1 week i've been stayin at hm n muggin!seriously din go aniwhere...the onli place i wen 2 was SP,n datz 4 my econs paper...n den hm...haha...i suddenly feel so attached 2 my bedroom!coz datz where i've been the past week...
zZZ...stats was brain wrecking!almost pulled all my hair out...argh!weneva i do my exams,i look damn terrible...coz my hair wld b all over the place n i'll start tuggin at dem wen the qns make no sense 2 me!haha...juz imagine dat...
steph left very early n val left like 40mins b4 the paper ended...wen i wanted 2 leave,the bloody invigilator said, "u've got 20 mins left,no1 is 2 leave frm now on"...i was like "wat the freak!"...kana sai...but i tink it was a lucky thing coz i sat there n stoned awhile den decided 2 go back 2 a qn which i gave up earlier n i sorta figured out how 2 do n wrote smth...haha...whether or nt it's rite,i haf no idea...but at least i din left it blank...muahaha!
aft the paper,wen out wif susanty n shin yu to orchard...ate at pasta mania...wasn't up to standard today =(
aniwae,gettin 2 c hon real soon...cant wait... ;) ok ok,im off 2 watch tv now...time 4 some relaxation...cheerios!

happy 5th mth!!!
hey hon,it's our 5th mth 2dae...time really flies huh?i find it a lil hard 2 believe dat we've been 2gether 4 5 whole mths oready!so fast!hehe...aniwae,happy 5th mth anniversary 2 u...ure in camp thou so cya diz wkend!seems like a long time since i last saw u...so sad u cldnt book out last wkend...but nvm,will get 2 cya soon!
zzZ...juz started on my biz stats 2dae...gonna die soon...brain cells all died last nite aft my econs...none left 4 2dae...how 2 study?tink i betta stop crappin n go back 2 my notes...cheerios!

finally!
at last!econs is over...the paper was somewhat a killer...almost pulled all my hair out!was starin at all the invigilators juz now...dun even noe if my graphs made ani sense...wat the heck...n it seems like SP loves evenin papers man!can u imagine,at 8.20pm,dover mrt is filled wif SP students?
humpx...nxt paper is biz stats...im so gonna die...datz a mornin paper...n my last paper which is accounts,is an evenin paper again...like wat the heck!
zZZ...gonna slack arnd now...cheerios all!

boring sundae...
4 the past few daez,ive been startin at nth but my econs notes...everyting is about money supply,interest rates,money multiplier,tax,n all the formulas...it's drivin me nuts!how abt diz man: AE=C+I+G+(X-M) ...ARGH!!!im goin bonkers!n yes...govt bonds n discount rates...damn...
yucks...aniwae,wen 4 parade ydae n learnt the parade procedure of phs openin ceremony frm kelvin...gonna substitute him 4 1 rehearsal as contingent commander...the sword almost killed me...kinda heavy dat it almost tore my skirt off my waist ydae!n the sword belt was too big 4 me...haha...borrowed joosong's 1 n it was loose but luckily there were additional holes made so yeahz,finally fitted me...
the damn scabet kept hittin myboots while marchin,poor boots!all scratched...humpx...gotta polish it again...=(
dang...goin back 2 my econs now...as usual...another borin sundae 4 me...cheerios every1!hope everyone's sundae is betta than mine...take care!

tired tired...
YELCH!been muggin the whole of ydae n 2dae i started muggin immediately aft i kissed lalaland goodbye...n studyin aint good!coz it makes me eat n eat n diz is bad...i smell trouble...haiz...wat 2 do...?!
i simply cant help it...everytime i study 4 exams,i'll b eatin non-stop...esp wen im at hm!there's so much food arnd...dang!gotta control!hmmz...mayb frm tmr onwards i shld go on bread n water diet!haha...but im bound 2 b tempted by mum's cookin...tmr's a saturdae so mum will b cookin good food!so my "diet" plan cant b carried out!conclusion,im a goner! *wails*
i've gotta do smth abt diz...hmmz...i shld probably study in the canal outside my hse...there aint aniting 2 eat there...oh yah,i'll get a free tan too!how perfect!
im goin back 2 my haunted room now...those creepy econs notes r waitin 4 me...gonna lock myself in my room...bye...

yawnz...
another tiring dae...wen 2 sch 4 my CRS test...haha...realised dat it was 2dae instead of tmr...got all my dates wrong...aniwae,jer made me kinda sad...
supposed 2 mit him aft my test but he landed his ass in amk central wif his NS buddies...said it slipped his mind...haiz...n he was at his fren's place last nite yet he said he was at hm...wat a lie...howeva,he PROMISED nv eva 2 lie 2 me again...
he made a promise in his dad's car juz now on the wae back 2 his camp...i'll rem it...there's some consequences if he wld 2 break his promise,dun wish 2 sae it here...but yupz,glad he did dat...he betta b gd,or else...
aniwae,wen 2 PA 2 get my no. 1 uniform 2dae...haha...4got 2 get my buttons n rank frm the other CIs thou...tink dey left it in NP...goin 2 get it on saturdae...den can put up everyting n c how it looks...haha...dun even noe y we draw no 1 4...i aint even involved in PHS's opening ceremony...hmm..
hmmz...so freakin tired lately...yes,it's coz i haven got my 12-14 hrs straight of slp eva since i got back frm ubin!im so gonna hibernate 2nite...will probably wake up aft lunch tmr...haha...den muz start muggin le!
mondae's my 1st paper which is econs yet i've not touched my notes!im so freakin doomed!owellz,start tmr betta than nv rite?haha...
alritez...brain aint functioning too well...bye!

oh no...nt again...
argh!my legs r itching like mad!!!hope it aint sandflies bites again!!!i seriously hate it wen i go 2 ubin...i'll cum back worryin like a nut case!the last experience during CIBTC ATC was bad enuf...i had scars left on my legs,dang!since den,a slight itch on my leg will cause me 2 panic like mad!
oh aniwae,the guy whom i saw dat looked so familiar on the dae dat hon enlisted is called samuel...finally found out his name on saturdae...haha...so he's really our CII indeed...n guess wat?!he so happens 2 b hon's bunk mate!haha...
ARGHHH!!!!!!the itch is killin me!!!!!haiz...got my bloody ITAB test tmr summore...tink im gonna blast my damn aircon 2nite...so dat i wun hafta scratch my legs...haiz...

*prayin hard dat it aint sandflies bites*

2 weeks!!!
i juz got hm...sent hon back 2 camp wif his parents n bro...b4 he book in,we wen 4 dinner at jack's place...so full nw...hon kept askin if im sure i was full...haha...juz coz i ate so lil?dun worry,wen i sae im full,im really full...
sent him back 2 camp aft dat...his mummy was like so tense...coz it was kinda late...in the end,baby still reached on time...
haiz...guess wat?!hon wun b bookin out diz cumin wkend!!!coz he's gotta go 2 the range...so 2 sae i wun b seein him 4 2 whole wks!he'll b out on 31st may...but guess it aint a bad thingy,coz den i'll b able 2 concentrate on my studies 4 my exams...ive yet 2 start my revision...dang!
hmmz...got ITAB test tmr on microsoft access...sux man...i've gotta get real serious n start revising my work...i shall officially start studying tmr!!!n it's gotta b intensive studying...otherwise im gonna b so dead 4 my exams!!!

*missin hon...*

exam dates r as follow:
20 April -- ITAB
22 April -- Critical Reasoning Skills
26 April -- Econs (macro)
29 April -- Biz Stats
6 May -- Accounts

yawnz
hmmz...2dae was another wonderful dae wif hon...i dropped by his place at arnd 16:20 den read the daily journal he wrote 4 me...was kinda sad over some issues...hon,u muz b guai k?muz b honest wif me oso... c",)
aniwae,we wen out aft dat,wen 2 town...walked arnd den watched "Hellboy"...was a pretty nice show...i seriously gotta blog diz dwn!the seats at cineleisure sux 2 the core!the arm rest cldnt b put up completely...now how irritating is dat man?yelch...
aft the show it was 21:00 plus i tink...headed 2 delifrance at paragon 2 eat...yum yum...so full...hehe...den of coz wen hm aft dat...
hmmz...now hon's showin me some colours over msn...so sad...sae i chase him 2 slp...like wat the...i din...

im back!
yeah!ATC n NPDP r finally over!!!
ATC was killer...slept 4 onli 2hrs den nxt dae had NPDP duty...i was practically a walkin zombie!!!haha...but at least my probation is almost cleared...so happy!
wen i was at ubin,hon booked out n he called me...a pity dat reception at ubin sucked...the conversation lasted 4 abt 5mins but i tink we were tokin 4 onli 2 mins n the rest of the 3 mins was spent on me saein "huh?i cant hear u...wait,lemme shift position"...crap!aft hanging up den i found some really good spots where reception was good...wat the heck!
aniwae,camp was fun...crapped wif the other CIs n WCIs at nite...dat explains y we slept 4 abt 2hrs onli...haha...n cherry shared some ultimate crappy stories n jokes!had a damn good laff!
ydae was NPDP...i was doin food reception 4 the VIPs n dey seriously acted like VIPs!!!then men were ok,but the women were so haughty!but cant blame dem lahz...dey r like principals of schs,high ranked officers etc...the officers were all nice ppl...
ok...here cums the interesting part n the most shockin part of the dae 4 me!!!hon was like msgin me askin wen i'd b done n so on...den wen i was finally done which was like abt 21:20,i called hon n his background was so noisy so i knew he was out...he claimed dat he's dwnstairs his hse wif him mum n i believed him...he said wen im abt 2 reach hm den call him n he'll cum over...
so jay jay,cindy,cherry n i left PA 2gether n i realised dat jay jay n cindy wen missin so cherry n i stopped 2 look back n guess wat?!?!?!jer was right behind!!!haha!!!so surprised!i din c him initially but as he came closer i found the person lookin so familiar...haha...my jaw seriously dropped wen i saw him!
he said he was there since 20:30...so sweet rite?!we den took a cab home...he was supposed 2 mit his NDU mateys 4 late nite movie but in the end,he stayed at my place till like arnd 12 plus n got his parents 2 fetch him hm...
i nid my 15-16hrs straight of slp 2nite 2 replenish all my lost slp...it's kinda like a routine dat aft camp i'll slp 4 at least 14hrs...record was 16hrs...i noe of ppl hu can slp more than dat...haha...
hmmz...goin out wif hon later...urgh...stomach ache...gtg!

an hr more...
juz done wif my last min packin...in an hr's time im outta my hse 2 mit joo song,teck soon n cherry den we'll b headin 2 ubin!
haha...showered 4 like 1 hr juz now...wanna scrub myself clean coz doubt i'll b showering over at ubin(as usual)...it's a norm not to shower durin camps...but i'll be back tmr cos i've got NPDP duty...n i wun b bookin in back 2 camp aft dat...haha!
hmmz...wonder wat time will baby book out tmr...lookin 4ward 2 seein him...the whole wk he din call me...kinda sad...but owellz...
alritey...i gtg...gonna grab a quik bite den prepare 2 leave hm le!!!hope the sandflies will leave me alone diz time round!haha...

yawnz...
juz done wif polishing my boots...din manage 2 take a nap cos was too bz packin my camping stuff n doin up my full-u...rush rush rush!
argh dang!im puttin on weight!seriously...cant stand it...can my period like juz cum now so dat my craving 4 food will stop?i hate diz...
yes,miting joo song,teck soon n cherry tmr at 6pm den head 2 ubin 2gether...so 2 sae,i still haf time 2 go hm aft sch n rest 4 awhile!meanin i DUN hafta bring my camping stuff 2 sch!yes!the last ting i wanted was 2 bring all my camping stuff 2 sch coz it's too cumbersome!
noein dat i dun hafta bring all the shit 2 sch,im kinda relax at the moment...can do some last min packin tmr...
haiz...kinda lazy 2 attend sch tmr...but cant skip...damn Character Development course...skip it n we r dead meat!sometimes i tink diz kinda modules r a waste of time...it's so darn similar 2 hao gong min,civics n moral education n wateva similar subjects...all these subjects teach us morals abt diz n dat,yet we r onli answering the qns based on watz rite,nt based on how we really feel abt things etc...in short,we r LYING!so where r our morals?these subjects r plain USELESS!
ok ok...tink i betta stop here...otherwise diz will b never ending...cya all arnd!

*excited -- seein hon in a couple of daez...*

haiz...tired...
juz got home...came back straight hm aft sch...amazing huh?it's been sucha long time since i came back straight hm aft sch...
ultra tired 2dae...datz y...gotta go 2 ubin tmr summore...gotta pack my camping stuff...sianz...imagine immediately aft sch tmr gotta go ubin...sianz...cant even cum hm 2 put my sch books...n the worst thing is dat i gotta bring my full-u 2 ubin!huever brings full-u to ubin man?wat 2 do?gotta do rd marshal duty on saturdae...goin 2 HQ straight frm ubin...shag...
n the dae aft gotta wake up earli 2 go shao mu thingy...haiz...wonder wen den i can get 2 c my baby...wanna throw everything aside n mit up wif him once he book out...but apparently i cant...
mayb aft my NPDP duty i'll go n c hon...really drained now...mayb i'll go n snooze 4 awhile...later everyone~

*prayin 4 the wkend 2 cum faster...missin hon...*

whoopie!
the past 2 daez was kinda boring...cant rem wat happened the dae b4(short term memory) but ydae i wen 2 collect my specs le but i tink i made diz pair of specs 4 nth...nvm lahz,at least now i haf a nicer uglyfier...get wat i mean?haha...my previous specs was a total uglyfier(my face is oready bad enuf)...now 4 diz pair,it's a nt so ugly uglyfier...
so happy wif the new pic i took wif jer...haha...so sweet...nice nice...
haiz...another few more daez b4 i can c him again...but the sad thingy is dat i gotta go 4 ATC on fridae n on saturdae ive got road marshal duty 4 NPCC Day Parade...dang dang n triple dang!!!so 2 sae onli on saturdae nite i'll get 2 c him...haiz...
hmmz...k lahz,i gtg get changed 4 sch le...my daddy's sending me!!!haha...

as i was slackin arnd at hm,val msged me,askin if wanna go 2 expo's john little sale...haha...so yupz,off we wen 2 expo!haha...
hmm...the sale was ok lahz...kinda weird coz it was so big den din noe where 2 start off wif...haha...we ended up goin in a systematic manner...haha...pretty fun...
wen dwn 2 orchard aft dat...n oh,met debbie wen we were on our wae 2 fareast...she was wif her mummy n lil sis...
urgh...totally shagged out...kinda tired...mayb coz i haven been slpin much the past 2 nitez...all priority was given 2 hon datz y...im gonna really catch up on my lost slp 2nite...gonna pig my nite awae...bye!

*missin baby*

weird feelings whooshes past...
hmm...sumtimes i feel dat i nid 2 break free...it's a feelin dat cant b held inside u 4 too long...the line will juz find it's wae round ur neck u strangle u unknowingly...air will juz b compressed outta ur lungs n u'll feel a sense of helplessness...
im somewat havin dat kinda feelings now...it juz feels nt rite...nt as if aft bloggin i feel more peaceful but at least it helps a lil...
wanna shut the door outta life sumtimes...but i noe it aint the rite ting 2 do...damn...i tink im seriously makin no sense at all...it's juz part n parcel of life...tink i'll juz end it here...

double n triple dang!!!
i was hm since 6.15pm but i onli juz entered my hse at 7.30pm cos i made a stupid mistake of 4gettin 2 bring my keys!argh!so yeahz...was stranded outside my hse 4 over an hr...
diz aint dat bad actually...i remembered once abt 2 yrs back,i wen 4 npcc camp n i 4got 2 bring my keys!dang!i was locked out 4 like 4 freakin hrs!imagine...aft camp n u r totally so damn shag n u 4got 2 bring ur keys!i was so angry at myself den!
aniwae,i juz got myself a new pair of specs 2dae...collection will b on mondae...made a rimless specs...haha...val n steph made a pair each too!we juz had diz sudden urge 2 make a new pair of specs!i can finally kiss my black rimmed specs goodbye(it's more 4 hm use)...haha...finally i dun hafta moan n groan over my specs which looks so oversize on me...it's not huge actually,but dunno y it looks gigantic on me...wif diz new specs made,i'll use it more often than my previous 3 other pairs...yay!hehe...
ok...presentation 2dae was alrite...breezed thru my part...thank goodness i was pretty stable...
yes!!!less than 24hrs n i'll get 2 c jer!!!cant wait 2 see his botak head!hahaha...
hmm...im kinda sad dat he n i r nt in contact animore...sucha pity dat tings turn out liddat...sumtimes i dunno y u flare weneva we r tokin so ok over msn...i dun like it wen tings turn nasty...sumtimes i really feel dat u r the 1 hu's makin tings big n it's hard 4 us 2 eva reconcile...i feel u gotta make the line less taut...it'll snap 1 dae...so gif some slack weneva possible...wish tings will b ok btwn us soon...
hmm...been eatin pretty alot lately...tink it's due 2 my period...it's cumin...cant b help!!!but the amt of food im consuming really freaks me out sumtimes...n im HUNGRY now!haha...kk...gonna get dinner!

fruitful dae...
fwoah!juz got hm...tired...but happy!
spent practically the whole dae wif steph n val today!1st we wen shoppin at suntec...den ate dinner at kenny rogers n gossipped!...aft dat we wen 2 cafe cartel n continued bitching!haha...we seriously chatted the whole time thru!
laffed alot too!it's been a long time since i had sucha good n long laff...we r gonna make it a pt dat we do diz every fortnightly...yay!
tink in no time im gonna gain back those kgs dat ive taken so long 2 lose!haha...but owellz,guess juz dun overdo it can le...
kk,i betta get goin...gotta prepare my speech 4 tmr's presentation,bye!

*awaitin thursdae's arrival...*

*still awaitin thursdae's arrival...*

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yah rite...haha...farnie...

whoo hoo!
guess wat?!the 2 babes skipped the whole day of sch 2dae!haha...power!!!dey were actually on their wae 2 sch but coz dey realised dat dey din do accounts tutorial(dey had 2 present their ans),dey decided nt 2 go 2 sch at all!hahaha...
aniwae,i met up wif steph aft sch...wen 2 suntec...den raffles city...haha...got myself a new pair of slippers frm m)phosis...it's plain black but pretty...i can finally kiss my both pair of old slippers goodbye n sae hello 2 my new edition...haha...

*awaitin thursdae's arrival*

tiring dae...
dang...juz got hm nt too long ago...sucha long dae 4 me 2dae...had plans since the moment i got outta bed...diz was how my dae wen:
wen 2 phs 4 npcc training...gave my sec 1s a lect on the 0.177 air rifle...the classroom was so freakin stuffy...tink the ventilation in the sch classrooms sux 2 the core!
aft parade,wen 4 lunch wif the campcraft team n the TOs...one of the TO gave us all a treat,was so freakin full!tink diz was the 3rd treat we had diz yr oready!so generous!
aft the soooo filling lunch,teck soon,joo song,cherry n i headed 2 mayflower sec campus 1 4 atc miting...
aft the miting i rushed hm juz 2 shower n left hm once i was done...haha...met up wif jay jay at dover den headed 2 NP 2 mit emily n sylvia...hmm...the strings concert was ok...
wen 4 dinner at bukit timah market or smth liddat lah aft the concert...dat was like 9 plus 10?den took 852 home...the damn bus took 15-20mins 2 arrive!i almost died of boredom!gtg to bed now!

hypocrites alert!
wen out wif danping 2dae,met her aft sch...had dinner wif her parents den her parents sent me hm aft dat...how sweet!
oh yah,2 tink there r really ultimate suckers arnd!?how hypocritical can ppl get?get a life!act like a pure angel infront of ppl n turn in2 a fuckin devil the nxt min...yucks!stop bein childish!u dun hafta TRY 2 act nice!it's so disgusting to act!wateva u r doin,it's damn fuckin obvious,dun hafta TRY 2 hide it here n there!it's so NOT workin!no1 provoked u so shut ur stinky lil ass!i hate the sight of u!

*pissed 2 the max*

there he goes...
hon enlisted le...woke up diz mornin n his parents came 2 get me den we wen 2 sembawang 2gether to send him to camp...
the pool's so darn cool...it's like 10 metres deep...wif levels of 1 metre n 4 metres(where they'd b doin most of their trainin at)...the pool can b seen frm beneath...similar to dat of viewin polar bears in the zoo...haha...
saw an enlistee hu looked really familiar...tink he's 1 of the CII frm CIBTC...he kinda gave me the "i tink i noe u" look too...hmm...
dunno watz he doin now...guess his hair is gone...tink he'll look kinda weird?cant imagine...saw pics of him wif real short hair b4...but botak is pretty hard 2 imagine...hmm...he'll book out nxt thurs coz fri is gd fri...cant wait...missin him oready...
n the worst thing is dat their freakin officer said dat dey cant haf their handfones wif dem!!!even so,it'll b kept by the officers...dang!diz is so torturing man!at least tekong allows recruits 2 use their hps...NDU is simply so weird...nvm lahz...im lookin 4ward 2 nct thurs...

pissed!
dang!jerks still exist in diz era?!n it's juz my luck dat i happen 2 noe 1...alwaes using the word "fuck" on gals?so barbaric n unrefined...dunno watz his prob...nv provoke him n i got blasted 4 nth...
he likes 2 get tings heated up wen everything is so calm...tink he juz loves 2 find fault wif ppl...i wun b surprised if he loses all his frenz...tink if dat dae cums,he deserves it totally!wif his kinda attitude,he cant hang on 4 long...

*gonna dig a grave specially 4 u!*

a few more hrs is all datz left...
15 hrs n decreasing...hon's left wif juz dat lil time b4 he enlist...so scary!
aniwae,hon's cumin over later...muz spend the last few hrs wif him...haiz...will miz him...seems like these few daez ive been tokin abt diz issue n nth else...well,it's coz he's really on my mind too much...haiz...
dunno how m i gonna pass the nxt 3 wks...it'll be torturous but i will make it!
hmm...exams cumin up soon...gotta buck up le...haiz...

nervousness sets in...
juz got back frm hon's place...aft sch i wen 2 orchard 2 get some things done den bought takopachi balls 4 my baby cos he was craving 4 it...
haiz...baby will b enlistin real real real soon...he's left wif like 1 more dae!datz like juz tmr onli...n the dae aft he'll b bald!i'll definitely miss him alot!dunno how life's gonna b w/o him arnd...im gonna flood him wif msgs...hahaha...den he'll go bonkers wen he reads dem all b4 he slps...hehe...
haiz...he wants me 2 attend sch on wed...n nt send him in...but...i DUN CARE!!!i wanna send him in!!!no matter wat he saez,im gonna skip sch n send him in!!!
baby,i'll miss u alot...really...i luv u hon...take care...

Muacks!!!
happy 4th mth hon!!!we've been thru alot...n i really mean ALOT!luv u so much hon!

yay...happy 2dae...
juz got hm frm my date wif honey...jason n his gf too...we sort of double dated...hehe...watched scooby doo 2 again...juz realised 2dae dat wen i watched it the other dae,i missed quite alot of parts...haha...
b4 the show n b4 miting jason n xian wen,baby n i walked arnd...n time alone wif him was enjoyable...
aft the show,jason n xian wen wen off on their own...so 2 sae it was hon n i again!hehe...walked arnd 4 awhile...den headed back hm...
yawnz...super duper tired...tink i'll slp soon!

haiz...
haiz...baby...ydae wen u msged me saein u 4got 2 bring ur hp,it was 3 plus...den y ur journal was timed at arnd 1pm?i dunno but somehow u aint bein really very honest...i dowanna b lied by u animore,coz it hurts me alot...esp wen i find out tings by myself...it really sends a stab thru me...
aniwae,im still sick...coughing like a nutcase...last nite almost dieded coz breathing was so tight!
hon's enlistin real soon...will miss him lots...hmm...kk,gtg...


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bozo!
was feeling kinda crummy 2dae...n guess wat...yes,i did it again...bought a white long sleeve tee frm topshop...guess it's turnin in2 sum kinda bad habit...weneva im troubled,i'd spend...
last mth was on dat zara jacket...n now diz...owellz,i fell in luv wif it the moment i saw it n i cldnt resist it...it happened wif dat zara jacket too...aniwae it's nt alwaes dat i fall in luv wif sumting immediately once i c dem...so yepz,weneva i c smth i really really like,i'd get it...i shld start pamperin myself more...
aniwae,i juz hope dat diz wldnt turn in2 a habit...aniwae my mum said dat the top was nice...but she almost strangled me wen she saw the price tag...haha...
another boring evening im gonna spend...ciaoz every1!

pleasant dae...
yawnz...juz got hm...2dae was a nice dae indeed...met hon diz afternoon at arnd 12 n we wen 2 body worlds 2gether...the exhibitions were pretty boring...mayb coz im sick datz y i dion really enjoyed myself...but time spent wif hon was great...
at arnd 5,we left expo n i headed 2 town 2 mit my CI mateys...watched scooby-doo 2 wif dem...abit lame lahz...waste of my time n money...now im officially broke...brought out 60 bucks n im left wif like 4 bucks?damn...how poor can i get man...
haiz...now my hon is angry wif me juz coz he tot i msged him earlier 2 sae im goin hm but the fact is dat i msged him onli at 9pm wen i juz finished eating dinner...den at 9.45 wen he still haven reply,i msged him once more 2 ask y he din reply n told him i'd b goin hm soon...den dunno y he said i msged him 2 hrs b4 2 sae im goin hm...dunno wat happened lehz...haiz...now im so stressed over dat...n the worse thing is dat now he's kinda dao-ing me...sad sia...haiz...
nvm lahz...im goin off 2 slp le...hope tmr everyting will b fine...

yawnz...
haiz...been feelin really lethargic lately...dunno y...
juz got back frm PHS nt too long ago...PHSNPCC is havin a camp now n i finally saw 4 myself 2dae dat a computer in the com lab is really switched onat nite!there's no entry 2 the room somemore...freaky huh?i heard diz frm mani ppl b4 n onli 2dae i saw it 4 myself...was wif cherry wen we saw it,coz we wen 4 a trial of the solo walk...
hmm...the solo walk thingy was pretty scary...tink the cadets really put in lotsa effort in it...kinda spooky...
hmm...tmr aft my econs test i still gotta go get a cake den head dwn 2 ECP 2 join the rest...argh...i gtg oready...muz mug...ciaoz!

tired...but very very happy...
yawnz...juz got hm...aniwae i wen 2 sch as usual den aft sch i met my lil cow...we wen 2 watch the eye 2...nt bad but i feel dat the eye 1 was betta...
b4 the show,we juz walked arnd PS n aft the show,we wen 2 Istana Park while baby enjoyed his takopachi balls...aft he was done wif his takopachi balls,we wen back hm...hehe...he wen 2 cut his hair n the barber was so full of crap...so farnie...
althou nth much was done at his place,time spent wif him was nice...wish dat we can spend more time 2gether b4 he enlist...spending time wif him juz makes me feel...so happy n contented...so xin fu...haha...
tmr im gonna skip my 2 lects coz im goin 2 PHS aft my CIP for NPCC camp...but i won't b stayin over cos of econs test...

tired...
argh!im so freakin tired!diz mornin brought my cadets 4 their civil defence course...now im in sch in my PT kit!so lame!oh yah,got a mornin msg frm baby so earli in the mornin!i was so shocked!but dat was so swt!
hmm hon,some things dat u do 2 me hurts so much n i dun complain 2 ani1 so the onli wae 2 feel betta is 2 sae it all out in my journal...
alritez...tcher naggin at me le...blog another time...miz u all peeps!

haven been bloggin much...
hmm...it seems like there's alot of things goin on wif ur life...new gals etc etc...yeahz,missed those times whereby i'd b the 1st 2 noe all those things...aniwae,felt relieved wen i read ur blog...it gave me a lil sense of...happiness?
life's pretty rocky lately...had alot of misunderstandings wif jer...im gettin more n more used 2 it oready...haiz...things aint dat bright on my side...
was supposed 2 mit jer diz mornin at 9am at yck mrt...but apparently he fell aslp again n onli at 10am den he answered my call...i wasted 1 whole freakin hr...i almost wanted 2 cry...2 tink i was so patient 2 wait 4 an hr...
i hafta force myself alot in order 2 lead life happier...i gotta try...hard...

the world is splitting!
aye!wat a haywire world...everyting was pretty calmed dwn wen sum1 had 2 juz cum in n crash everyting...as if life wasnt oready bad enuf 4 me?he was supposed 2 b sum1 whom i cld confide in(coz he TOLD ME i cld),nw he's backfiring me?
aye...nvm...im learning 2 take tings easily...mayb i shld lock myself up,awae frm the world,4 awhile...

depression...
im goin thru a minor depression now...my appetite has gone dwn the drain...it aint serious yet,but i hope my condition wun worsen...
i finally knew where jer wen...he claimed dat he was out wif a fren...n his life is kinda messy now...but wat i dun understand n cant relate 2 him is dat y he doesnt wanna share his woes wif me...it seems like he nv opens up 2 me...he noes i hate 2 b lied 2...
i really wish dat u wun hide aniting frm me animore...u noe i hate it...wen ur life is in a whirlwind,mine is too...coz ur life affects mine...it's nt fair to me!

dreams r nv 2 b ignored...
i mentioned dat i had nitemares abt jer 4 the past 2 nites rite?i tink those nitemares were omens 4 me...diz mornin i woke up feeling strange...n my senses were rite...
my prediction is gettin stronger n betta...jer lied 2 me 2dae...a major lie...diz mornin he msged me saein he juz got hm n i presumed he'll b at hm resting coz he's sick...den abt 3 smth,i msged him,n he said my msg woke him up...i called him a lot of times n he rejected all my calls...i den called his home n found out dat he aint at hm...his mum said he onli wen hm diz mornin 4 awhile n left wif a fren 4 breakfast...n din return hm aft dat...
y din he tell me n y did he hafta lie...n y cldnt he even ans my call...he said dat i dun tell him my probz n expect him 2 noe...
i cried so much during biz stats lect...thankfully my frenz were very supportive...but i cldnt concentrate during lect...dunno y he bcame liddat all of a sudden...there's smth really wrong n he aint tellin me...
he noes dat i hate ppl 2 lie 2 me...yet he kips doin it again n again...n 2dae was the worst of it all...wat the fuck is wrong with him?

tipsy turvey & up-side-down...
singapore was flooded ydae!woot!amazing...
aniwae,im so happy coz i juz bought a Zara jacket ydae...it cost me $60 but heck!i fell in luv wif it the moment i saw it,datz y i cldnt resist not buyin it...impulsive purchase,but heck!haha...it's a plain baby blue jacket...but the material won me over!dats y i bought it w/o tinking twice...
aniwae,din mit dear ydae...so sad...been havin nitemares the nite b4 n last nite...i dunno y...but datz spooky...haiz...wish dear wld recover frm his sickness soon!
haiz...he's enlisting real soon too...but owellz,nvm...i'll still get 2 c him on weekends rite?haha...
to you,dun assume dat life is great on my side...the wae u put it is like im havin a rockin great time...nahz,dat aint true...sometimes i do wish u r still arnd buggin me here n there...it's a kind of bonding dat feels gd...like u,empitness sets in sometimes...wen i tink back,memories cut deep like a knife...can c dat u r gettin on wif life pretty fine lately so all i can do now is hold on 2 memories...
alritez...gtg to sch,luckily daddy is sending me...

the holz...gone juz liddat...
damn...my holz r over...yucks!i spent it at hm everydae!horrid!urgh...i haven enjoyed myself yet!priority is alwaes given 2 npcc n nth else...nt dat im complainin but ive really nt rested enuf yet...as in mentally n physically...shag...


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whoo hoo!!!
woot!the com is finally ok le!!!n i finally got back my msn!!!yippie!!!
oh aniwae...life's been terrible w/o msn...haha...hmm...aniwae...wen 4 np training 2dae(or ydae rather coz it's past midnite)den yong kang came dwn...haha...so long nv c him le...i remembered him as the fierce CI...haha...but 2dae he was damn frenly...
hmm...den saw jacky as well...he msged me juz now at arnd 8 i tink n asked if i was in phs 2dae...n said i so dao...wat the heck...haha...dunno him dat well,so datz y din sae hi...
hmm...my hon is sick...been sick pretty often lately...muz take care!
alritez...take care every1!!!cheerios!

haiz...
baby got his As results back 2dae n he's feelin crummy over his results...wanted 2 b there 4 him but he wanted time 2 b by himself...i haf no idea where he wen either...he juz got hm...left me a msg saein he's hm n dat he's gonna go eat wif his family nw...i asked where he wen aft he collected his results but he din reply me...
humpx...another boring dae...watched armageddon...finally watched the whole show completely...

yawnz...
man...im so slpy...*yawnz*...baby came over diz morn...he's still here,slpin like a log...so i did my own stuff the whole dae while he slept like a log...hmm...haven done much 2dae...juz played FFX...
hopefully tmr will b a more eventful dae 4 me...my holz r so freakin boring...i spent the whole wk at hm!2 tink i wasted my 1 wk holz juz liddat...bleah!
tmr's the big dae 4 baby...his As results r cumin out...wish dat he'll do well! =) well well,i tink ive got nth more 2 blog...diz is gettin real boring...im off!gonna go back 2 my FFX...cheerios!

the holz r here...but it doesnt seems like it 2 me...
i dunno y but i juz dun feel dat wae...tmr still gotta go back phs 4 GOH training...there goes 1 dae of my holz...
hmm...baby's enlisting real soon but he's still workin his life awae...wen on earth r u gonna quit n spend more time with me?
alritez...my bro juz re-formatted the computer n now there isnt ani msn 6!argh!n the bloody windows messenger aint workin...cant seem 2 work aniting now...sianz...
there's nth 2 do online now(coz no msn!)so aft diz entry i tink im goin back 2 my FFX!hahaha...im in sin now,gonna fight seymour...haha...ok lahz...im outta here...back 2 my game!yay!!!buaiz~

yes!finally defeated yunalesca!haven touched FFX 4 soooooo mani mths oready coz i was stucked at yunalesca...so i gave up...sch started 4 me back den so i had 2 stop too...so now dat my holz r here again,ijuz started playin it again ydae...trained my ppl hard,real hard n wen 2 fite yunalesca n yepz!i defeated her on the 1st bloody attempt!b4 sch started i fought her mani mani mani times yet i still failed...but now!hahaha...yay!victory is mine!i muz play FFX intensively le...gettin hooked on2 it once again...darn!but hey,luckily it's my HOLZ!!!!!hahaha!alritez...signing off!

izzit misconception or izzit dat u r juz plain oblivious?
hah!my toes r laffin!hueva said u were insultin me?plz read properly in future!n hueva said i cry in the middle of the nite 4 u or 4 aniting?i'll nv do dat!yes,i was sad dat tings turned out diz wae n i had cried enuf daes ago...far i haven shed a tear 4 u...no more!another correction 4 u,wat was all the tok abt prostitute?i oso din mention all those...u were the 1 hu came up wif all those probably coz datz on ur mind...owellz...wateva...
if u wanna play tuff wif me,so b it...tok 2 u nicely on msn,u ignore me...fine!yah,now i've seen the real u,the nasty side of u...my perception of u wasnt dat bad yet...till i read ur last entry on 29th feb...
wateva hope of wantin 2 hold on 2,u r tellin me straight in my face 2 let it all go...is dat it?fine,i respect ur "decision"...wat u wan u juz sae lah ok?if my effort of bein nice now aint workin,den i shall nt waste dat effort.so juz speak up.
even if aniting wld 2 change now,tings btwn us will b remain as sucky as it is now rite?
i tink im gonna haf a mental breakdwn soon...but hu cares?!

leap year!!!
it's the leap year!haha...ok,it's nt a very big deal but since it's once every 4 yrs,i feel i shld juz leave an entry for fun...haha!
aniwae,i woke up at like 1pm,finally replenished my beauty slp...still abit tired but at least i look more refresh 2dae...
my holz r here...i muz go n lay out my plans 4 the wk,otherwise i'll b bored 2 death...haha...

oh...onli aft tings r liddat den u sae u r a fool 4 doin all those tings 4 me?sour grape...ive noticed ur wae of handling tings...wen u cant get some1 or smth or aft a breakup,u'll condemn the gal...do u tink it's fair 2 dem?if datz ur wae of handling tings,den u r childish...
u alwaes tok bad abt ur exes aft the breakup...yes,dey broke ur heart,but whose heart hasnt been broken b4?u hafta learn 2 take tings in ur stride n stop ur childish waes...nv ever use swear words at gals cos it's crude...whether u wanna listen,up 2 u.

dead tired...
gosh...im so darn tired...been out the whole dae 2dae since 8am!juz got hm...
ok,here's how my dae went...wen 2 sch at 9-10 4 my accounts CA,aft dat rushed all the wae back 2 PHS coz gotta go 2 PA 4 the campcraft com(girls)...the girls' standard is much betta than the guys!our gals managed 2 set everyting up...pretty impressed wif their flagstaff...tent was nt too bad too!
aft the competiton,ms sharmila treated us 2 KFC at thomson plaza...den aft dat i received a call frm my squadmate askin if i wanted 2 go out wif dem...i had nth 2 do so wen out wif dem...6 of dem i tink, or was it 5?
ok...here's the idiotic n exahusting part...we actually walked frm somerset all the wae 2 PS but din enter PS n ended up takin mrt frm dhoby ghaut...so idiotic!walk 1 station 2 another station 2 take mrt...tot dey wanted 2 walk arnd PS awhile...nvm lahz,take it as a form of exercise...haha...
ok...here's the more idiotic part...wen i reached yck,it started 2 rain heavily so i called my daddy n guess wat...he wasnt at hm!he n mummy were at conrad hotel!argh!den coz it was raining,i cldnt go back on my own...so yupz,i wen ALL the wae 2 conrad 2 look 4 dem!!!
it's time 2 rejoice!coz my holz r here!hahaha...althou it's juz a measly 1 wk break,but it's betta than nth!i had betta catch up wif my beauty slp man!otherwise...i'd b like wat my squadmates call me : "xiao xiong mao" ...hahaha...

yippie...
2dae's our 3rd mth...wen 2 sch 2dae as usual...n hon juz surprised me by askin me 2 go 4 dinner wif his jc frenz(ronnie n shaun)haha...so yepz...wen out wif dem...had dinner at nooch...
oh yah...gave hon the topman shirt le...haha...n he got me 2 CDs dat i've alwaes wanted...a gareth gates album n a clay aiken album...haha...thanxie!heez...
aniwaez...i've got my accounts CA tmr n i've not really started studyin...sheesh!n tmr's the start of my term break!yippie!so happy...finally it's the holz...cant wait 2 slack...been slpin too little lately...i nid 2 catch up on slp during my holz!haha...

happy dae turned sour...
2dae was actually an alrite dae 4 me...wen 2 topman at suntec's branch aft sch 2 get a shirt 4 hon...i was really excited abt it but hon disappointed me...he had diz "sudden" last min gathering wif his jc frenz...n the best ting was dat he din tell me abt it...knowing dat i dun like last min decisions,i haf no idea y he still wen on wif it n din tell me abt it...if i din ask,he wldnt haf told me abt it...till now,u still haf no reasons as 2 y u cant reply my msg?
hope dat life wld turn arnd soon...sick of all diz oready...

thanks...
thx so much 4 all the support...deb,steph,val n of coz nt 4gettin,hon...u ppl juz rock!guess now the onli phrase dat'll b running thru my mind frequently is "if onli...blah blah blah"...but owellz,no pt dwelling over diz rite?juz gotta wait n c wat can b done nxt...
hmm...cant wait 4 the holz 2 cum...but rite on the dae wen my holz start(which is on 28th feb),i haf accounts CA!so dumb...biz stats was on V dae...now accounts is on the 1st dae of our holz...how smart can SP get man?
owellz...tink im gonna laze arnd 2dae n juz relax...life was too fast paced 4 the past few daez...

farewell...
yepz,it's the end of everyting oready...last nite's last n final chat wif u...i'll rem the date...24th feb,dat u used "fuck u" on me...thx...if dat was able 2 cum out frm u 2 sum1 hu USED 2 b once ur best fren,den i thank u sincerely frm the bottom of my heart.
i had enuf of crying...eyes r damn sore now,but life still goes on as usual...u go lead ur happy life wif ur happy frenz...oh yah,4 those hu judge me based on the 1 sided story,then piss off...
owellz,there's nth more 2 sae,nt much of a point aniwae...

now i realize...
now i noe wat kinda person u r...i've finally seen the real u...nv expected u 2 b sucha guy...ok so we r officially not frenz since 22 Feb is dat it?fine.
dun tink there's ani wae dat i can do 2 salvage diz animore...im very broken if u dunno...doubt u noe,coz u alwaes assume dat i can get over tings easily n so on...aniting den...it's sucha pity dat tings gotta end diz wae...

still groping on 2 hope...
b4 i sae aniting,i wanna let u noe dat im still holding no 2 the hope dat tings will b ok btwn us soon...
yes,im attached 2 him,but the place of a best fren can nv b replaced...bf/gf n best frenz haf no link at all...so neither can b replaced...
it takes both hands to clap,so if u wanna salvage diz frenship,u gotta work with me..yes i noe u nid time...but aint 1 yr plus or more abit TOO long?
haiz...life's been a whirlwind recently...

seperate waez we go?
ur post made me tear...it shows dat u do stand somewhere in my heart as a fren...i really dunno y u tink i dun care abt u at all...
i noe dat alot has happened recently but im tryin real hard...but there u r,totally givin up hope on our frenship...
if our 4 yrs frenship cant even last thru diz tough period,den im really perplexed as 2 wat 2 do...i really dun wanna lose diz frenship,it's so nt worth it...so will u plz put all grudges behind n start afresh?
oh yah...juz 2 let u noe...jay jay hasnt replaced u...he's he n u r u...so yah,ur status will nv b replaced...he's juz sum1 whom i can relate wif n the fact dat i can relate so well wif him is coz im actually helping him 2 chase diz particular gal,so naturally we r closer...but there's nth more 2 it than juz dat...

3 more wks of CIP 2 go...
2dae wen 2 Chen Su Lan Methodist Home again...i've got 3 more wks of it 2 go...cant wait 4 it 2 end!haha...aniwae,i self declared dat sch ended at 11am 2dae...haha...
baby came over 2dae...still here at the moment...gonna haf dinner wif my family b4 he heads back hm...he's singing 2 me now...
the best ting is dat he aint gonna work on saturdae n sundae!!!yay!finally he's taking leave!ok peeps...gtg...cya all...take care!

datz all i can do...
im nt gonna comment on wat u've written in ur journal posted on 19th feb...it's too hurtful...go ahead wif ur life n dun tell me den...listen 2 ur cousin,listen 2 ur frenz...
n im gettin u a v dae present nt coz of wateva reasons u assumed...im so disappointed dat u even had those kinda tots...i really cant believe u...
we r juz squabbling over smth dat'll totally harm our frenship n i dun c a point in us doin diz...

haiz...
hmm...i dunno y but weneva we chat,we seem 2 end up quarelling...i've been wondering if its coz u r expecting too much frm me?
coz frm wat i c,im still the same,juz dat u r like saein diz n dat n demanding n expecting alot frm me(eg:nv call u,nv contact u,nv tok 2 u...n the list goes on...)seriously speakin,i myself haf my own probz n im pretty sick of everyting oready...
well,i dunno,im tired...if u r gonna pick a fight wif me everytime we chat,den i dun c the point in us tokin...it'll onli further strain our frenship...
aniwae,watz wif the tok abt ur frenz askin u 2 let me go totally,even as a normal fren?wat kinda frenz r those man?2 tink dey wld encourage u 2 break off diz frenship wif me?i tink ur frenz r jerks...i mean c'mon lah,if dey were real frenz,dey wldnt even haf tot of dat ok!n if u wanna listen to dem,den so b it.i really cant do aniting...
im tired,really very tired...i've got nth more 2 sae...

valentine's dae...
had my test on v dae...den aft dat met my squadmates 2 go 2 jjc's carnival called love fiesta...my squadmates were crappy...esp jay jay...haha...dey all really noe how 2 make my dae...so it was pretty fun...
wen 2 his place frm 7 plus 2 9pm den we headed to novena n dined at fish n co...
i was like so freakin full man n i cldnt finish my fish n chips...it was really damn filling...haha...so yeahz,he finished it up 4 me...got a rose frm fish n co(all ladies got a rose)...well,althou v dae was spent juz liddat but it was pretty alrite lahz...
last nite had dinner wif his family n his grandad as well(last minute decision)...somewhere in amk...nt bad,quite nice...was pretty full too...
aniwae,ive got nth much 2 blog recently...so dun mind my boring entries...God Bless...

tired...but happy...
juz got hm frm all the last min valentine's dae shoppin coz tmr i'll b seeing all my classmates(all thx 2 biz stats CA...sux!)...so i had no choice but 2 get their's all by 2dae...
yay!tmr's the big dae 4 every1...(aft my biz stats paper dat is...)...haha...alot of exchanging of gifts will take place man!cant wait...haha...n aft my stats paper i'll b goin 2 carnivals at jjc n yjc wif my CI squadmates...juz cant wait!!!
but...im dreadin tmr's biz stats paper...haiz...haven really started on revision yet...aft diz im gonna disappear n study man!haha...
ok lahz...i gtg le...happy advance valentine's dae 2 all!

im crawling...at least im doin smth...
yes...i've finally started on my biz stats...finally got some lil motivation 2 start studyin 4 me...the more i fear it,the more i shld start earlier...
i dunno y but im startin 2 feel dat life is gettin more n more bland...seems like i nid more spices...oh creeps...i tink i betta get goin otherwise i'd really go nuts n nonsense will start spouting out frm me...

tiring dae...
juz got hm frm dinner at swensen's...wen 2 bumbong...so ulu...fed mosquitoes there somemore...haha...now so itchy sia...
aniwae,watz happening 2 u again boi?dun fall animore...u gotta get up on ur both feet again!u said dat my attitude 2wards u has changed...u may b rite but u gotta understand dat my life is nt 100% smooth-sailing...i've got my own probs 2 handle so i do get occasional mood swings...dat is smth dat i've got no control over...
im sure u'll b able 2 climb up on both ur feet soon...i wan 2 c u walk thru diz path on ur own as much as u can...dun rely on ppl...coz if u overcome diz urself,u'll definitely b a stronger man...
sch starts tmr...haven done my damn tutorial yet...n the most freakin thing is dat on 14th Feb,i haf my biz stats CA1...wat the *toot* man!n the worse ting is dat i noe nuts abt biz stats...im so doomed...i really gotta pull up my socks soon otherwise i'd b in deep shit...
alritez...i betta get goin oready...got sch tmr...humpx...

campfire...
cant wait 4 tmr...coz tmr is saiful's campfire...so it's a mini gathering 4 delta!cant wait 2 gather wif deltarians but nt alot seem 2 b goin...

lackin of smth...
hmm...felt shitty all over again 2dae...felt dat there's smth lackin in my life ever since it all ended...i was pretty alrite but wen i was on my wae hm,i started tinking n all the sweet memories flooded my head...
owell,had my shower,feelin a lil betta now...hope i'll stay diz wae n put him aside frm now on...(easier said than done but i'll try...)hopefully in no time i'd b back 2 my usual self again...
now i worry 4 my biz stats coz on the 14th feb,i'll b havin my biz stats CA...so freakish!muz get him 2 teach me,hope he will wanna coach me 4 stats,otherwise im a goner~!
met him on 2nd feb nite (1 dae aft it happened) n wat he said abt the last hug n so on was so piercing man...it was the wae he said it rather...so saddening...but he popped by on 3rd feb mornin b4 i wen 2 sch...haiz...dunno lahz,so messy sia tings now...
nvm,i'll juz take 1 dae at a time n c how tings goes...hope it'll b a betta tmr 4 me...

dashed...
everyting ended ydae...n i mean really ended...tink datz how tings gotta end...the incident on 30th jan 2004 sparked the fuse...he cld actually juz stone n left me there alone in orchard...apparently he said he was lookin 4 me but 2 no avail...he shld haf tried harder...
so now,im all alone again...leadin my single life...
now v dae will most prob b spent wif my frenz out there but it's ok,it's betta than nth...
well,i haven been bloggin much lately...dun haf much 2 write so yeahz...juz here 2 pour out abit of my sorrows n 2 update u ppl...
n boy,so glad dat u r alrite now...can c in ur journal dat u r much more lively oready...im so glad...stay cheery alwaes...b back soon!
alritez guys...cya all arnd...

confused...perplexed...huh?
i juz read ur journal...it seems 2 b a dialogue...like u r tokin 2 ur inner self...seems like the devil n angel in u r havin a conversation...r u alrite?u r scaring me...serious...dun lie 2 me...dun lie 2 urself as well...
u msged me diz morning abt someting dat u r gonna do...wat is it?i dowanna lose the old ben i once knew...it's really very saddening 2 noe dat the ben i noe now aint the ben i once knew...

*return back soon in ur old self...*

haiz...
haiz...had a chat wif u last nite n well,i dun feel dat good now...hope dat u wun dwell over things dat will make u so troubled...try 2 look on the bright side of life n chill k?i wan u 2 b the happy boi i once knew...
as 4 V dae...im so sorri dat u were 1 step too late...i'll try 2 make it 4 ur date,i'll c how im able 2 plan out my dae on dat dae...but meanwhile,try 2 get another date or smth liddat so u wun b lonely...take care k?

long vacation is soon 2 end...
haiz...cny holz r ending soon le but the gd ting is dat u r cumin back tmr!haha...den u can haf back ur hp den i wun haf 2 worry abt takin gd gd gd care of ur hp...haha...
tink u'd b back sae in the afternoon?im nt too sure coz u din really tell me properly...but hope u really had lotsa fun at thailand...haha...
aniwae,diz few daez dat u aint here...things r pretty calm...nth major happened...he din make life hard 4 me...well yeahz,im fine...
aniwaez...juz waiting 4 ur safe return hm tmr!

Happy Lunar New Year!!!
yeahz!it's the chinese new yr le!!!haha...i juz woke up nt too long ago...shld b leavin hm later arnd 1pm?i dunno...haha...
aniwae,i wen out wif ben ydae,watched sch of rock...dat show really rocked man!haha...had fun wif ben,gr8 company...
u r at changi airport at the moment so by the time u r reading diz,u r safe n sound at the comfort of ur own hm...wish u'd u back soon...
ur last entry on ur journal was like so touching...so sweet...thx so much... :) im praying dat u'll recover frm wateva sickness u r suffering frm n enjoy urself alot during ur trip...
ok,i gtg n shower n get ready 2 go n bai nian le...happy lunar new yr!Gong Xi Fa Cai!!!

yay!yippie!yay!
i bought my shoes le...it's the nike shoes dat ive targetted for a long time oready...haha...i bought it at queensway but so sad i had 2 take the display set coz no more new pair 4 my size!
but nvm lahz,at least i got the shoes dat ive alwaes wanted...haha...cant wait 2 wear it...but tink i gotta buy another pair of shoes coz i bu she de wear my nike shoes 4 npcc training...hahaha...
yeahz...thx 4 goin 2 queensway wif me ydae yah?haha...n thx so much 4 sheltering me frm the rain n u urself got pretty wet...haha...hope u wun get a cold...muz take care k?somemore u r goin abroad le,all the more muz take care n haf fun...
k lahz...my computer lesson abt 2 start le...gtg...ciaoz!

gr8 dae...
yoz...juz got hm abt 1/2 hr ago...wen out wif mercurians...den aft dat met up wif ben,ting xian,jia en,derrick n edwin...
wen 2 suntec 2 chilled at the fountain of wealth...n althou it was juz a short while,i enjoyed his company...haha...
n oh yah,thx 4 sending me back yeahz?haha...so nice of u...aniwae,enjoyed myself pretty much...alritez,haf a nice wkend ahead...take care!

hmm...
my hair is straight now...but abit too flat at the fringe...now i understand y steph alwaes clip up her fringe during the 1st few daez wen sch re-opened...haha...
ok,goin out wif mercurians later at 3pm...dunno watz 2dae's plans...muz b juz walk walk arnd,look at our grp tee n c if the design is acceptable n datz abt it...haha...
hmm...sometimes i wish 2 b wif u coz u r a pretty gd bf material budden there r too mani barriers btwn us,n somehow i juz noe dat tings wun work out perfectly...so i'd rather we love each other as best pals n b alwaes there 4 each other wen we nid...so we'll juz let tings go wif fate n time n juz c how it all goes...
alritez im goin 2 prepare 2 go out...cheerios!

tired...
juz got hm abt 1/2 hr ago...stayed over at PHS last nite...so freakin tired now!slept at like 2.30am n woke at 5am coz cherry n i had 2 go 2 Hwa Chong JC 4 our road marshal duty 2 clear our probation...
oh yah ben,thanx 4 lending ur windbreaker 2 me last nite...w/o it i tink i wld haf been real frozen...sorri if i casued u ani inconvenience...im really grateful 4 ur windbreaker...
im sorri 4 all the torture u r goin thru but im sort of stuck now as well...somehow i cant really get myself out of diz situation...i hafta b sure not 2 make the same mistake again...sorri 4 kiping dat fact frm u...
n if u really wanna leave n nt care abt me animore,i understand perfectly...coz i noe dat u r tired of everyting...i really appreciate ur care n concern n im sorri dat i haven been showing my side......sometimes i am,but mayb nt it's nt obvious enuf 4 u...
aniwaez,i mite b rebonding my hair later...wonder if my parents will sponsor me...i hope so...okiez,i gtg,gonna catch some slp...very tired...

yay!
juz got hm...haha...wen 2 the hairdresser aft my trip dwn 2 phs...wen 2 cut my fringe!haha...now it's smth like wat ive alwaes wanted...haha...n mayb in march(during the 1 wk holz),im gonna straighten my hair...coz the auntie told me dat wif my hair length,it wun even cross 100 bucks n datz like so freakin cheap!haha...cant wait!

hmm...
u mentioned dat wen u r out wif me,u feel troubled...wat abt?i dun get u...izzit coz of how tings r at the moment or?
i worry 4 u weneva i read ur journal coz it's like u r so sad...i noe dat u r goin thru a rough patch now but try 2 lighten up ok?sometimes u really noe how 2 make me feel guilty,coz i seem 2 b the root 2 all dat u r goin thru now...mayb if we haven met back den,i tink u'd b a happier person...
but i juz wanna let u noe dat noein u was 1 of the greatest joy in my life...i really enjoy ur company n the love im gettin frm u...i dun eva wanna lose u as a fren,so plz pull urself 2gether...b the happy boi dat i once knew,i love u the wae u were...
i wanna b there 2 share ur ups n downs once again...so dun shut me out of ur life...
hmm...i gtg...sch ended oready,i nid 2 go 2 phs now...take care...

yippiez!
wen out wif ben 2dae aft sch...juz 2 spend time 2gether n look 4 my new yr clothes...
really had fun wif u 2dae my boi...althou it was like so lame?haha...walk arnd suntec n even strolled round carrefour!haha...hope u din feel 2pid goin arnd wif me...haha...
met my mum at 6pm,wen shoppin wif her!haha...juz got hm...time check: 2119 hrs ...she bought me a bottom n a top frm erm...wateva dat shop name is...starts wif B...haha...a shop in suntec...haha...still haven got my footwear thou...tink i gotta get it at my own expense...
ok lahz,overall i had fun 2dae...coz of the shoppin spree wif my mummy!hahaha...if onli im like damn freakin loaded den i'd go 4 diz kinda shoppin spree as often as i can man!haha...yay yay yay!i wan 2 go somemore shopping!
alritez ppl,i betta stop now...take care...luv u all!cheerios!

perplexed...
hey boy,haven i told u b4 dat i dowanna ruin our pleasant relationship now n by goin 1 step futher than it is now mite actually juz destroy everyting?i juz love tings the wae we r rite now...
i noe i haven really played my role as ur best pal all these yrs but it's coz i cant really find time 2 really settle dwn n haf a nice tok wif u or watsoeva...tink aft the talk wif martin will change my perception...meanwhile,u chill out n take care...

hahaha...
haha,skipped last 2 lectures(econs n accounts) 2dae...so i officially ended sch at 11am...haha...in the end,steph n i wen 2 orchard 2 wif daryl...apparently he skipped sch 2dae so yeahz,ended up goin shoppin wif us...
wen 2 sameer's n sau man's sec sch's sec 1 orientation campfire 2dae at pingyi sec at bedok...juz got hm abt sae 10 mins ago...haha...sebas n jay jay like persuaded(or forced rather)me 2 go sia...hahaha...
met up wif jay jay at novena n we took a cab dwn 2 bedok...n he paid 4 all expenses...so nice rite?haha...make me so paiseh onli...haha...somemore he dowanna accept my share of the taxi fare...make me feel even worse...haha...
but im very happy coz i somehow helped jay-jay quite alot wif his cindy biz...haha...i'd encourage him n he'd turn 2 me 4 advice etc,i feel so happy 2 b of such help...
we planned on how he'd 2 send cindy hm 2dae quite some time back n finally 2dae,he's 1 step closer 2 his goal...im happy 4 him...haha...
well guys,i tink i betta sign off now...got parade tmr somemore... *yawnz*...haha...nitez!

over...
it's over btwn us n i initiated it...i dunno y but i feel sad...ppl haf been tokin bad abt him,but frm my pt of view,i find him 2 b alritez...
i tink i juz dun c tings rite at the moment...im crushed n lost n i dunno wat 2 do...guess i hafta take some time off everyting...im juz wondering if diz is the choice n the path dat i really wanna take...i may regret my decision but onli time will tell...

nt a bad dae...
haha...ended sch abt 1 and 1/2 hrs earlier 2dae coz biz stats practical lecturer let us off earli...
wen 2 mit ben n his cousin n his cous's gf...haha...
aniwae the wae martin (ben's cous) spent money was terrible...he juz collected his pay n he splurged it on a pair of levi's jeans which was $100 over n a polo ralph t-shirt which cost $97...omg,he really noes how 2 spend!haha...aniwae,i tink it's fun 2 gif urself a treat once in awhile esp wen u r pretty loaded...cool shit!

oh man...
argh!my sandflies bites r still itching like mad!it's been almost a mth oready!yet it's still itchin a lot!i cannot take it animore!i wanna tear my skin off man!n the marks r so red n ugly...im prayin hard dat the marks wun leave scars...
the medication the doc gave me doesnt seem 2 haf ani effect on me man!now...the itch is cumin back 2 me again...seems like it's itchier than b4...oh man...
i tink i gotta buy some skin repair cream 2 remove those ugly red marks...it's killin me!argh!i gotta do smth abt it...
oh no...tmr sch is startin...so boring!haiz...haven had enuf holidae yet...more than 2 wks was spent on my CI course n so much of my time on NPCC...i haven even had some fun n now sch is startin?!
i betta stop here n get goin...ITCHY!hahaha...take care dudes!

whoa!
1st ting's 1st...wen 2 Conrad Hotel 2dae for dinner at Oscar's...so full!now still feel so bloated man!hahaha...
ben,u made a changing pt in my life as well,a pretty gr8 impact...but it's a gd ting...im glad dat i met u...it's really a miracle dat we met(considering dat we met thru a real funny wae)...guess diz is fate...
remember that whichever gal u choose,make sure dat she's a gd gal,i dowan u 2 regret ur choice again...n if i haf a comment,do heed it,coz most of the time i rite abt it...so yah,thx 4 bein so caring 2wards me...love u alwaez...take care!

happy new yr!!!
yay!it's 2004 oready!haha...happy new yr 2 all!hahaha...i juz got up...reach hm onli at 7.20am diz morning...haha...stayed out the whole nite...was really very fun...i got bullied by Jay-Jay,Sebastian n Ahmad...so bad,the 3 of dem kept squashin me btwn dem!
met deltarians at 4pm n alot of dem were late,onli Jay-Jay n Raymond were quite punctual...so yeahz,we juz sat at orchard mrt n waited 4 all the late comers...
aft dat,we went 4 dinner at long john's silver at cineleisure...cant believe we went ALL the wae 2 orchard juz 2 eat fast food...zZzZz!!!
aft dinner,we booked tickets at Lido for Ju-On 2 at 1am...haha...wen dwn 2 esplanade 4 the countdwn...the fireworks were SO SO SO pretty!wun 4get last nite...
aft countdwn,we rushed back 2 orchard 2 catch the show...haha...storyline of Ju-On 2 was lame but bearable,scary enuf...the onli ting i cldnt stand was ppl screaming,esp the gals behind...so noisy ok!Jay-Jay n i were like laffing thru the show coz Sameer had some really very lame jokes...haha...he was like saein the ghost was like a robot...so everytime she appeared,he'll sae dat n we'll start laffing...ppl muz haf tot dat we were nuts coz it's a horror show n yet we were laffin...
aft the movie,we walked back 2 esplanade...but din really go straight 2 esplanade...the 13 of us walked arnd like a buncha idiots...wahaha...can u imagine how much walkin we did?haha...we stayed over at esplanade...really very fun...
took the morning train hm wif Ahmad n Jay-Jay n dropped off at yck wif Jay-Jay...haha...he lent me a hand 2 get me up in the mrt but i used the pole instead n he gave me the -_- face,so cute...muahaha...
all i can sae is deltarians rox!n i'll rem diz countdwn 4 a long time...