IT'S OVER!!!
It's finally over!!! Yes! The dreaded exams r FINALLY over!!! Whoopie!

The next few days would be me and my full blast rest! I'm sooooo going to catch up on ALL my lost sleep!

Destress programme just kicked off with dinner at Swensen's and a movie (Guess Who). Still have another few more days of rest before i start my attachment!!! Looking forward to having my ITP! Haha! DaimlerChrysler, here I come!!!

Happy!
My boy dropped by my place for awhile just now!!! He came over after making a trip down to Malaysia, haha! He left after an hour plus though, because he said he wanted me to study, how sweet!

Can't wait for the last paper to end tomorrow! Haven't really started studying for my last paper though, because it's an afternoon paper and my brain is like automatically telling me that "there's still time!" ... Bad huh? Better try to get some studying done right now!

YAY!!!
Just one more paper and I'm FREE!!! Ok, not really THAT free, but at least I'll be free for a few days before the start of my attachment. The last paper is Cost Accounting, and I dare say it's one of the most horrible paper!!! Let's get over and done with it!!!

Anyway, big eyes helped me fulfil my long time dream of indulging in an entire tub of ice cream. Too bad I had dinner before that, ate till I almost exploded! Nevermind, after my exams I'm still going to indulge in a tub of ice cream as a meal, be it lunch or dinner, I don't really care. Just that I'm going to buy it and settle my ass somewhere in Suntec area and eat my heart out! Hahaha! I can't wait!!! But, let's hope I can lose all those weight that I recently gained again due to 2 continuous days of having ice cream after dinner.

Shit, I've got to write my introductory letter now, got no time to waste! Think my Liaison Officer is so going to skin me alive, because i've yet to submit my intro letter to him!!! And I commence work on 18th... How nice. Terrible me! Better get going!!!

BLOODY SHIT!
Wrote a long post and bloody blogger had to come up with some shit error! Damn! So here's a summarised version:

Taxation paper is finally over, screwed! 3 papers down, 2 to go.

Met RenJie after my paper, went to pay ChengXi a visit together. He's definitely better than I expected. Hope he recovers soon, and hope he'll enjoy the ice cream indulgence. His fantasy can finally come through! It's been my greatest wish to one day just buy a tub of ice cream and sit somewhere in town and just dig in into my huge tub of ice cream, and preferably finish the entire tub myself! Great way to relax! Shall do it after my exams, and before my attachment.

Watched 'The Pacifier' with RenJie after that. Vin Diesel's body is HOT, and he's kind of cute. The show is worth watching.

Great, I'm off. My lengthy post shortened by alot with this summarised version, so much so that my sentences also shortened by alot. Out!

OH NO!!!
The first 'oh no' is for my Financial Accounting. I totally screwed up my paper today! 3 questions in total, but I left out 1 question. No time!

The second 'oh no' is for ChengXi. He met with a bike accident last night!!! What's happening man? 2 weeks ago it was RenJie, now ChengXi. His girlfriend must be damn worried! Even as a friend I'm worried for him, because bike accidents can get real nasty. Hope he gets wells soon!

Anyway, I've got to go back to my notes now. Have Fundamentals of Finance tomorrow, and I've not yet completed in reading through my notes, oh, I think I should rephrase: I've not yet completed in browsing through my notes! Haha! Better get going!

Absorption Power Ultra Low...
I'm so damn dead! Can't seem to absorb all the studying!!! Die! There are guests over at my place at the moment, very noisy, how to study?!

Anyway, they are relatives from Mauritius, one of them is an uncle, the other is a grandaunt, I suppose she's my grandpa's sis. It's the first time ever in my 18+ years of life that I'm seeing them! Seems like everytime a relative comes over from Mauritius, it's the first time that I'll be seeing them. Still got lots more relatives whom I've yet to meet!

The Chan Yiptong family is all over the world. The only way to recognise that we are related is via our surnames. How interesting. Think if I'd to really go and visit every single one of my relatives, it'll take me afew years, and I'm not kidding about that. I really have no idea how big the Chan Yiptong family is. I reckon it's super duper BIG!

Got to run! Those relatives want a picture taken!

I Hate Exams!
Been studying the entire day today, but I only managed to cover 2 pathetic chapters. *clap clap* Can't seem to absorb during the day, can only do it real well in the middle of the night, so to say I'm going to stay up to mug my brains away tonight!

Dear Braincells,
I'm sorry that some of you will have to perish tonight. I don't mean to, I'm utterly sorry! I promise I'll give the rest of you a treat (for those who can survive the night) after all my papers!!! I love you all tiny little things. MUUUACKZ!

Ok, I think that was a little way off. That's the end product of studying. Makes me go mad. Anyway, I was just stonning when I remembered Miss Congeniality 2. Darn funny show, watched it with RenJie yesterday. It was really hilarious! Those who needs to destress or give your brains a little bit of humour treat, that show will do the trick! Haha!

Right right, should go back to my notes now. My faithful computer had a hell long of rest today, lucky chap! Now it's going back to hibernation once again. If only I'm my computer for today...

Feeling Like Shit
Dammit, I'm feeling terrible now. Just had a sudden bout of tummy ache. It felt like those which occurs when you're suffering from food poisoning. Stomach hurts like mad, but you can't shit a thing out. In addition, you feel nauseaous. That's how I felt just now.

Curled up in a ball on my bed, broke into cold sweat, wanted to scream because the pain was too excruciating, but I couldn't. Became semi-conscious for awhile after fighting the pain, but jerked to life again when my tummy decided that enough was enough and it purged out all the watery dirt. Ok, this sounds disgusting, I shan't go on.

But seriously, that feeling isn't good at all. Still don't feel perfectly fine now. The pain is still bugging me on and off. I have no idea why I'm suddenly having this stupid food-poisoning-like tummy ache. A good thing that I didn't vomit, that's the last thing I would want. Terrible.

I need to go lie down, the pain is starting to return. DAMN! Better get going now while I can still walk.

whee!!!
Went back to PHS to take my sec3 cadets for their promotion test. What a disaster! I forsee that less than half of them will pass their Sergeant promotion test. Not that I'm mean and that I refuse to promote them, but some of them really cannot make it!!!

Dropped by big eye's place after that (around 8 plus), and I finally knew why he was back home late the other night! Haha, thanks for the surprise dear! He made a keychain with my name that was carved out from acrylics. So colourful! Must have been quite costly because my name is so darn long!!! Haha! But nontheless, thanks alot! Huggles~

Ate a hell lot of gummy candies for dinner just now. Bought those mix and match candies, and I just kept taking and taking and didn't realize it was slightly over 200g, and I finished almost everything by myself! Yikes! Imagine the amount of globs of fat that I just piled myself with. EWWW! Owell, blame them on those darn addictive candies!

Right, I might be burning the midnight oil tonight. Have to really start mugging already!!! The consequences of not starting early = no choice but to burn midnight oil = sheer torture!!!

boring!
Went to school today for Business Law extra lecture and lecturer taught us roughly how to tackle exam questions, etc.

Looked for my Laision Officer after the lecture. My LO seems like a damn nice person. And he said that I'm his onli ITP student who's being sent to a "decent" company, because I'm located in the central part of Singapore whereas the rest of his ITP students are being sent to Tuas area. And because I'm centralised, he said he might visit me more than what is required (that is 2 visits).

My LO is also a car fanatic, that's why he got all so excited that I'm having my attachment at DaimlerChrysler. He asked if I know what kind of company that is. Like DUH?! But of course he doesn't and can't know how I know so much about DC. shh...but I'm not allowed to be affliated to the company.

So anyway, I find my LO real nice, and let's hope he stays that way, because he's my only lifeline when I go for my attachment. Hah!

Damn, feel so lethargic now. Maybe I should go and try to take a short nap or something. Off I go now!

PS: HELP needed! Anyone has any idea where I can get music for my blog? iwebmusic is filthy, I need any sites that are safer. Thanks!

a little cleanup
Cleaned up my room a little today. Changed my bedsheets, cleaned the floor, cleared my bookshelf a little. End result: Satisfied!

I think I'm seriously mad, it always seems like when it's during my exams period and when I'm supposed to be mugging my brains away, I'd start cleaning up my room. Why? I seriously have no idea! I think my mind is just subconsciously doing it just so as to procrastinate. So then I wouldn't have to start studying so soon. Darn, that's definitely not good. But at least now my room is slightly tidier and cleaner, and the sense of satisfaction is there. Haha.

Now I'm on Blackboard copying notes for my tax lecture. Skipped a few lectures, so I have retrieve my notes in this manner. Kind of troublesome, but I've got no choice. So much for skipping lectures.

Better get back to copying my notes!

Met my boy yesterday. Watched "Dread Club", it was some psychotic killer show, ultra gruesome! Lots and Lots or blood shed and gore. Bloodier than "Saw". Not a bad show.

It's late, I betta get to bed soon. Mugging starts tomorrow, bummer!

full!!!
Just got home from the Chingay Crowd Controllers Appreciation Dinner. It was buffet dinner, alot of fried stuff, and I ate super alot! So much so that I feel like puking now! And yes, there goes my diet plan again! Diet plan busted once again! So sad!

Tomorrow I have to be determined! Hopefully I can! Hahaha!

What a Small World
Went to watch the eye 10 with RenJie yesterday, screwed up show! Not up to my expectations, the commercials were so misleading!

Anyway, I met ChengXi's twin bro in the theatre! Haha! I thought that guy was ChengXi so i practically called out and waved to him! And that guy responded with, "I'm not ChengXi, I'm his brother, JiaXi."

I was like totally stunned! Haha! They look so freakingly alike! From head to toe! Haha! Maybe because I met ChengXi only twice before, that's why I'm unable to differentiate the twins. But seriously, they are a pair of super identical twins! Even their dressing sense are similar!

Got to attend a Chingay dinner later at NTU Hall 10... Boring! But the thought of being able to meet the whole Chingay family again simply rocks! Haha! Alright, I better get going now! Cheerios!

funny and sad in a way...
It is funny how a friendship can just suddenly come to an abrupt end. Reason for cessation was actually just a minor misunderstanding. However, the drift is definitely not caused on our side. The other party is the one drawing the line clearly. For whatever reason, we're bewildered.

As hard as we try to make an effort to talk to the other party, it was all but just failed attempts. It's amazing how people can just want to end a friendship over a small misunderstanding. To me, I definitely feel it isn't worth it at all. That misunderstanding could be easily cleared. In fact, it wasn't really a misunderstanding, it was just that some thought were being voiced out, that's all. So why must things come to such an end?

To make things worst, people around the 2 disputing parties suffer as well. Well, I guess this is how life and people really are. If it is meant to be this way, I guess we just got to accept it as it is. It is just such a pity, and it's definitely not worth it.

SAW
Watched "Saw" with RenJie at his place today. Utterly gruesome, but the storyline was a very witty one. Damn good plot. Finally got to watch the show that I've been wanting to catch all along. Great show, really.

Today marks the end of RenJie's long MC break. He gotta go back to camp tomorrow, poor boy. Let's hope his MO will 'da fa ci bei' and give him some good deal. Perhaps excuse uniform?

School tomorrow, DARN! I don't ever want to go to school!!! So sick of it, and the exams are coming! Sux man! I better go to bed early tonight, have been sleeping at like 3am plus for the past few nights, I'm so gonna die from lack of sleep again! Off I go!

don't!!!
Don't try 2 lie 2 me, you'll never get away with it (most of the time that is). I'm not dumb, so don't even try. There are things that I know of, but if you try to bluff your way through me, I can tell you that that's an extremely wrong move. Think again.

Anyway, I bumped into Jay-Jay on my way to school this afternoon. He somewhat "scolded" me for being late because it was 3pm. Today was just an exception that I could go to school late, and I got scolded. -_-

By the way, things are getting real messy now. Hard to explain, but I certainly do not want things to turn out this way. Sigh.

whoo hoo!!!
Great day out with Edwin! Firstly, dinner was fantastic, had NYDC's mudpie!!! Yummy!!! After that, I bought myself a new Pierre Cardin wallet and 2 new tops! A happy and fulfilling day!!!

I'm gonna skip 4hrs of lectures tomorrow morning. It's revision lectures, so I'm not going. Going to spend the time catching up on lost sleep instead. Will go for biz law tutorial at 2pm.

Alright, I better get going and do my stuff!

still tired
Just got back home from RenJie's place about 1 hour plus ago. His wound is recovering pretty well so far, just that there's pus oozing out from some areas. Other than that, he's healing nicely.

Anyway, I feel like such a pig today! Slept at around midnight last night, woke up at 10plus, ate bee hoon that RenJie's mum cooked, slacked around a little, and we went back to sleep. Woke up and I watched TV because the big pig was still asleep.

I guess I'll be going to bed early tonight. Haven gotten my "after-camp" sleep of 12hrs straight yet. Betta get going!

tired!!!
Trying to get a good night's rest at camp is totally imposible. Firstly, the room was so freaking stuffy, secondly, sleeping on a bench isn't a very fun thing to do, because my back is aching like shit at the moment. To further worsen things, I only had about 2hrs of sleep and I'm just about to die now. I'm so glad that the camp is over!!!

Currently blogging from RenJie's place. I'll be bunking in with him tonight to take care of him. Alright, got to go!

bored and tired...
In PHSNPCC room now. We're having our March camp, and I'm bored because there's nothing to do right now, and all the other CIs have yet to go to bed, so I can't sleep too. To make things worse, I'm the only female instructor here. Cherry isn't coming down for this camp.

Anyway, the room is so stuffy that I can't breathe properly. So suffocating! How I wish that it's 5pm on Saturday now, that's when I can break camp and go home.

Forever the Same
I've come to realise that no matter how one say he/she will change, that is all just a hoax. It is indeed very true that a leopard can never ever change its spots, and this can be proven by many of such people.

I've tried to trust that particular someone again, but once again, my trust was broken. Even after making so many promises, after seriously swearing that the change will be visible, I don't seem to be able to see it at all, not even a single bit.

Even at this point in time when things are so crucial, that person could still do this kind of thing, the same old thing. So I conclude that one can never put full trust on another. Because in doing so, you'll only end up hurting yourself alot. Believe it or not, it's up to you people. I'm just stating facts from my experiences. Like it or not, this is life.

Sorry but I feel that it's hard for me to ever really believe that you're a changed person. I've misjudged you, or perhaps, you made me feel that way. I hope you're happy with the way things are right now, and I believe it's better for you, because now you can have fun and need not worry when you'll be caught red-handed for lying.

I just wish that one day, you would really change for good, put all your promises and words into actions for once and for all, and when that time comes, I hope you'll really cherish the one you have with you at that point in time. Do not let her down the way you did in the past, because it hurts a lot, but I doubt you know how that feels.

Till then, I wish you all the best. You were one person whom I really gave my heart to, whom I really loved, but you had to break it. Seriously, I wish for you to be a better man, go back to whom you used to be initially, be the person whom I fell in love with, cause that's when you were really you, no lies, no hiding, no disappointment.

big eye renjie is in pain...he had some allergic side effects frm consumin the medication dat was prescribed 2 him...apparently his eyes swelled like mad aft consumin the medicine n his wounds still hurt and it's disruptin his slp as well,tink he hada super bad nite last nite...he's at TTSH nw...hope he gets betta soon...

aniwae,haf biz law proj 2 rush...n im so damn tired...haf phsnpcc camp startin tmr as well...sianz...another tiring weekend...nt gonna get much slp in camp(mayb nt even a wink)...

*hope hon will haf a speedy recovery*

heartache,wobbly legs...
juz got hm frm visitin renjie...he met wif a minor accident...the sight of his wounds made my legs go weak...kinda bad,esp his right leg...his legs sustained majority of the injuries...left elbow a minor 1...but still,the wounds on his legs r enuf 2 send me weak in my knees...

he said he wun b biking animore...apparently wat he told himself was dat if he'd eva 2 mit wif ani sorta accident,he'll nv bike...at least nw i can heave a sigh of relieve...

hopefully,he can slp properly 2nite...take care dear...

1st mth anniversary
it's our 1st mth bein 2gether...sucha pity dat he's stuck in camp,so sad...owellz,at least we celebrated it last sundae,so it's ok...i miz him...

puttin dat aside...sch is gettin so hectic,wif biz law proj n upcomin exams...can die sia...ive got 3 high-weightage modules in 3 consecutive daez,wat kinda exam timetable is dat?wonder who planned our exam timetable,tsk!!!

rite,i shant go on...rantin aint gd 4 health...haha...im off!

yay!!!my new specs!
finally collected my specs frm SP optemetry centre!got it diz afternn durin lunch time and apparently my head is too small 4 the specs,coz it had 2 be adjust a thousand times b4 it fitted me...haha...

n nw,the legs of my specs r curved wae too much dat i cant rest my specs back in2 its spectacle box...terrible!so much so 4 havin the specs 2 fit my face n cant fit the box...haha...tecksoon said he'll try 2 help me get a larger box 4 me...so nice!haha...

alritez,im so happy wif my specs now...althou the left side is wae thicker than the rite cos my left eye is +300 n right eye is +75,so can u imagine the vast diff in the thickness of the 2?haha...2 make tings worse,im far sighted,so it's a convex lens,thicker in the centre...

nonetheless,i still love my specs!!!coz it's red!muahaha...

boogeyman,here i come!!!
at renjie's place nw...juz got our 1st mth anniversary gift frm him,a bracelet...nw ppl will hear me wen i approach...zZzZz...gonna catch boogeyman later...shld b leavin his place anitime within 40mins or so...

aniwae,the weather has been terrible lately,so freakin hot...stuffy as well...as if the weather aint bad enuf,the haze is here as well...zZzZz...wen on earth can i haf fresh air once again?diz sux man...bummer...rite,i'll quit complainin...goin off...

hectic dae!
travelled to n fro 2dae...all coz of a gift...zZzZ...1st stop was orchard...got a new top frm mango...thx...den in n out of shops i wen...changed my mind again n again...stupid shops din haf sizes 4 diz n dat...gave up n headed 2 suntec 4 some hope...

suntec was worse...1stly was coz of human jam...stuck 4 damn long...nvm,the 1 i eyed had no size...so decided 2 head back 2 orchard...waited 4 the damn feeder bus...45 mins,n i gave up,walked back 2 cityhall mrt station instead...wat a waste of time!

back at orchard...colour i wanted had no size...(damn!watz wif all the tings dat i eyed yet wif no sizes?!)...had no choice but 2 choose a diff colour...bummer...aft dat i headed straight back hm...

spent like 4hrs or mayb more juz 2 get a gift...power aye?my back aches like shit now,shoppin really tires me out...wanna slp earli 2nite(hopefully i'll stick 2 wat i sae dat is)...off i go...

phs 40th anniversary
whoo hoo!it's Presbyterian High School's 40th bdae 2dae!!!wat a grand occassion!dinner was great!9 course dinner!whoo!

the onli dumb ting was dat i was the onli female at the table of 10...the other 9 were guys frm NPCC n NCC,all CIs n CLTs...but it wasnt sucha bad ting coz i was bein taken great care of...esp by Sebas...haha...Teck Soon took pretty much care 4 me too but Sebas was the 1 hu actually started the ball rolling...im impressed...Marcus was pretty gentlemanly 4 an action he did as well...

my NPCC dudes were more like my jie mei,so din expect much frm dem...but still,all of dem were pretty gentlemanly (im referrin 2 the seniors,the juniors were...hmmz...juz boys)...haha!

the performances were nt too bad,dinner wasnt dat bad either...can c dat PHS really spent a lot 4 diz occassion,damn grand!

yay!
juz got hm n saw a "on government service" letter...it's my BTT results!!!haha...passed it...yay...

aniwae,tmr's phs 40th anniversary...gonna go 4 dinner...heard dat it's a 9-course dinner!muznt eat dat much thou...hah...coz fat le...still gotta tink of wat 2 wear tmr...formal...

gtg...*poof*

ARGH!!!
fuckin shit man!y does diz alwaes hafta happen wen i dun haf sch n wen i wanna slp till late?!idiot!the last time round was grass cuttin,nw it's insecticide sprayin,watz nxt man?!

shit lah!earli in the mornin spray insecticide 4 wat?u noe those kind whereby dey make hell lot of noise n emits thick white smelly smoke dat impedes breathin?yeah,datz the 1!n the MOST irritatin part is dat dey stop work once im fully awake!!!wat the hell?!diz happened b4,exactly the same ting wen dey cut the grass previously!

I HATE DEM!!!juz nice as i cant slp animore dey stop work!!!shit!

wat the!!!
i awoke 2 a minor shock diz afternn!!!why?coz wen i switched on my 6510,it was in chinese!!!like wat the hell?wen on earth did the language setting changed 2 chinese?last nite it was in english,n nw...

had a hard time changing it back 2 english...i find it weird thou...shouldnt "automatic" b in english?the settings was at "automatic" all the while n it's been alwaes in english,diz afternn my 6510 decided 2 screw up on me...i had 2 change the setting 2 "english" 4 it 2 b in english..."automatic" suddenly decided 2 stay as chinese...screwed up!

good dat its back 2 english!alritez,betta stop...off i go!

long dae...
wen 4 np parade diz mornin...finally aft sooooooo long there's a saturdae training!how i miz the old daez wen parades were held on saturdaez...5-dae wk really screwed all the UG's activities...aft parade,wen 4 mr lai's 'fish philosophy' talk...was pretty ok,kinda interesting...learnt new tings...the 4 steps 2 follow are:

1)play
2)make dem comfortable (i tink diz is the 2nd pt)
3)be there
4)choose ur attitude

so yeahz,heard dat diz can b applied 2 practically aniting dat u do...

wen dwn 2 renjie's place in the evening...all the wae till nw...watched infernal affairs pt 1 at his place...very gd show...it's a pity i missed it in the movies...owellz,wateva...aniwae i get 2 watch it now...still got the other parts 2 watch...gonna watch it some dae soon!haha...

rite rite...im off...tired 2 the max...

new specs done!
juz did my eye examination at SP 2dae...teck soon did a thorough examination 4 me...i made a new pair of specs!hahaha...at SP's optemetry centre of coz...red-framed!!!so nice!haha...

n coz im a student frm SP,there's a 10% discount...cant wait 2 collect my specs!!!budden hafta walk ALL the wae 2 workshop 1 to get it n datz like at the other end of SP!!!ARGH!

alritez,i gotta get goin!

shacked out...
slept like a dead log in btwn free time frm 1 lect 2 another...tink i managed 2 get abt 20mins of slp...shiokadoo!

wen over 2 renjie's place...his mum cooked dinner again...laksa!yummy,but nt spicy...but it was gd...watched tv n slacked...was sooooo slpy!

tink i'll b goin 2 slp b4 midnite 2nite...super shacked...off i go!

basic theory test
juz had my basic theory test 2dae...tink i screwed it...as usual...watz new?the 'no overtakin' sign i mistook it as 'no entry 4 vehicles'...haha...how smart...checked thru my book aft the test den realize...other than dat,i hope i answered the other qns correctly!

aft my BTT,i wen dwn 2 orchard 2 mit steph n val...met up 4 our project grp mitin...budden we onli really did work for abt 25mins or so...aft dat we wen walkin arnd le...haha...trimmed my eyebros 2dae too...like finally!!!had a terrible tummy ache wen we were headin 2 the mrt...i rushed 2 the toilet immediately n released a entire load...tummy still ached a great deal aft dat but i cldnt hog the loo...

still hurts a lil nw...tink i mite unload again later 2nite...i betta get goin...super tired...

renjie's mummy's bdae!!!
wen 4 dinner ydae wif renjie,his mum,his sis,n his sis's bf...had indonesian food sumwhere at clark quay...name of restaurant?i dunno...wahaha...din pay attention...but the food was pretty gd...

aft dinner,indulged in ice cream...den off 2 play pool...it was fun seein the couple fite it out wif one another on the pool table...haha...ok,nt fite,but it was hilarious how it seems dat renjie's sis's bf was givin in 2 his sis...renjie's sis is 1 hell of a comical person too...tink it runs in the family...haha...his mum is sucha joker as well...super jolly...

aniwae,im gonna haf my basic theory test later at 2pm...n ive yet 2 complete studyin...tink im so dead diz time...die lah!betta get goin nw n read thru it...*poof*

whoo hoo!!!
juz got hm...finally met cheng xi...aft noein him for more than a yr,we finally met...wahaha...had dinner at cafe cartel...aft dat walked arnd J8 awhile,den he sent me back on his bike...his was a sports bike,sit until damn stress...coz hafta lean 4ward,n had 2 hold the bike's body...position damn awkward...

got the same comment as i got frm my big eye renjie...both of dem said dat pillioning me was like as thou dey're riding by demself coz dey cant feel my weight...zZzZ...like hello?im nt weightless!but yeahz,gd in the sense dat dey can ride as ease lah...haha...

cheng xi's company was gd,farnie dude,full of shit...n nw den i noe he has a twin bro...haha...datz smth dat i nv knew over the past 1 yr plus...hahaha...alritez,gotta get goin...gotta call big-eye renjie nw...

tired tired...
wen 2 renjie's hse ydae aft lunch...watched him play his stupid game on ps2...aft dat wen 2 the supermart 2 get some groceries n he cooked dinner!!!haha...wasnt too bad,the taste was good,juz dat it was wae too salty but he actually said it tasted alrite 2 him...zZzZz...but i honestly felt his it was TOO salty...

nvm abt dat,overall,dinner was good...slacked aft dinner n headed 2 sembawang park aft dat...boring place coz it was a damn tiny park...lotsa ah bengs arnd thou...

wen back 2 his place and slept like a pig.got up earli n he sent me hm...slept summore wen i got hm n i juz woke up nt too long ago...startin 2 get hungry nw...gonna grab some lunch...ciaoz!

hair cut!!!
suppose 2 haf np parade 2dae but i skipped it...4 the sake of shoppin...haha...no lah,was too tired 2 go dwn 4 parade...moreover i din bring my half u 2 sch,so heck it lahz...wen dwn 2 orchard wif val instead...den her fren Alan (i think) came...had free haagen dazs ice cream coz val's fren's fren works at the outlet at taka...tok abt indulgence,yummy!

juz cut my hair too...here's the conversation i had wif my mum juz nw:
me: mummy,i juz cut my hair!
mum: *look at my head* har?got diff meh?no diff wat!!!
me: wateva~
my mum is 4eva saein dat there's no diff weneva i go n cut my hair...my previous length was till my hips,nw it juz barely hit past my bra line,yet my mum sae no diff...qi si ren!but im happy wif my hair nw,hopefully i dun drop so much hair animore...wahaha...

small world...
met up wif Glenn diz afternn b4 i wen 4 my ITP briefing in sch...he wanted my pics, -_-, lol!infared din work,so had 2 mms 2 him...zZzZ...wen 4 ITP tok,it was full of shit...

bumped in2 youyi(my Chingay sector IC) in SB!!!wat a small world man!haha...it's like he aint even frm SP(he's frm NTU),n yet of all places,i bumped in2 him in SP,SB!haha...he called me den i was like tryin 2 put a name 2 his face at 1st...haha...found him familiar but cldnt straight awae recognise him...luckily i managed 2 recall hu he is,otherwise so paiseh...haha...

juz as we stepped in2 dover station,renjie called,saein he had nite's out...wen over 2 his place aft goin 2 town 4 awhile wif val 2 get my top...had dinner at his place...yummy...haha...den hm swt hm...nxt time i can c him most prob wld b either tmr or fridae...

cost accountin paper tmr,n i haven started a single shit...still gotta do an online search 1st...2nite dun nid 2 slp le...sianz...

yummy!!!
dinner was great!wen 2 town 2 mit jo n freddy wif val...it's been sucha long time since i last saw freddy...haha...still as froggy as eva...haha...den freddy left,so the 3 of us wen 4 dinner at crystal jade!!!yummy...xiao long bao was great,but both my xiao long bao broke,boohoo...

nvm,nxt time shall eat dat 1st,so dey wun get stuck 2 each other,den they wldnt tear apart...haha...dinner was really filling...wanna explode nw!

wat a bum!
claz started at 9am 2dae,but i onli reached sch at 11.45am...how abt dat man?aniwae,it's IS,dat 3hr lab lesson...i tink the lecturer gave me attendance...haha...ok,im seriously takin advantage of him 2 the core...hahaha...

my 6510 committed suicide 2dae...erm,ok,i actually murdered it...but it wasnt on purpose!it dropped on the ground in the lift while i was makin my wae up in sch,n my poor fone bounced on the hard floor a couple of times...aft dat,i looked at it n i was like: oh shit!there goes my fone (coz there was no reception). turned my hp off n on alot of times,still no reception n dat was wen i pronounced my hp dead.

howeva,my hp din die!haha...it was Singtel dat screwed up!all my frenz wif Singtel line were like complainin of nt havin ani reception...zZz...make me tot dat my hp died...heng ah!wat m i gonna do w/o my 6510?i cant nv live wif juz 1 fone man!i need at least 2!

gonna rest awhile,den gotta start muggin 4 Financial Accounting paper tmr!i dunno a shit watz goin on eva since CA1 sia!im so dead!

hide n seek
come out,come out,wherever u r! juz watched hide n seek wif renjie 2dae...it's an ok show but i was able 2 predict it...no thrill...

vrooom!was renjie's 1st pillion on his new bike!haha...scooter-like bike...zZzZ...looks so cartoon 4 a guy 2 b riding a scooter...hmmz...it's nt really a scooter lah actually...but pretty cool...

ok shit...startin 2 crap...betta get goin...slp is impt!

CHINGAY FEVER!!!
juz got back frm chingay duty!hahaha...haven on my com for 2 daez...been bz...a lil update:
18th feb:
wen 2 sch,den aft sch wen dwn 2 orchard 4 my chingay duty...aft chingay duty,met up wif renjie,wen over 2 his place...spent the nite there...slept like a dead log,but woke up in the middle of the nite n ate chocs n he played PS2...pig,can eat chocs in the middle of the nite...
19th feb:
woke up late,juz in time 2 get ready 2 head off 2 orchard 4 my chingay duty again...got grouped up wif jay jay n hong kai (same as ydae)...we were deployed 2 our respective areas of duty den b4 the parade started,a girl (motivator) came up 2 me n asked me 4 my no 4 her guy fren...din wanted 2 gif but i relented.

aft the whole parade,diz guy frm my sector,Glenn, wanted my no as well...haha...n he's stayin at Westwood Crescent!!!Same as Danping!but he stays at 100 smth...haha...

aniwae,it's scary nw dat there r so mani nice ppl arnd me...diz is a periodic ting...wen it's quiet,it's totally quiet,wen 1 cums,a string cums...zZzZz...but ok lahz,make more frenz!the more the merrier!alritez,tink i betta get goin...haven been slpin well at all for the past wk...

whee!
wen over 2 renjie's hse 2dae (ydae rather...)...watched ocean's eleven...cool show...smart plot...had dinner over at his place...his mum's mee hoon kway!yummy yummy...haha...renjie's sucha crapster!(oei,if u readin diz,plz plz plz dun kill me hor!)

aniwae,had a great dae wif big eye...super crappy...gettin 2 noe him much betta...so cheeky...so fierce summore...oh yah!xiao bai sooooo cute!wahaha!

got the shock of my life wen i returned hm,coz jer was over at my place...apparently my mum let him in...well,had a good tok wif jer again...tings r more or less settled now...glad it's kinda resolved...nv lose faith in fate...datz smth i heard over n over again juz nw...

been slpin like shit lately...bad slpin hrs...im outta here!

wat a vdae!
gifts i received(in sequence as 2 whom i got dem frm):
-bracelet (eden)
-chocs (steph)
-a bouquet of 12 lilies worth arnd $150,sweets,chewing gum (javerson)
-cute doggie necklace (jay jay)
-SK necklace,a bouquet of roses wif toy dogs in a tray (renjie)
-couples ring,a rose,handmade poem thingy (jer)
madness...juz settled the bouquet of lilies in a gigantic vase...really very pretty...smells great too...fed it wif panadol...haha...gotta go feed my other bouquet of roses wif panadol soon too...man...great vdae...great gifts...thanx 2 all of u out there...i really appreciate all the presents!

scariest roller coaster ride eva!
my life juz wen thru the scariest roller coaster ride eva...
-movie (i do i do)
-walk (great world city to clarke quay)
-UK funfair
dat was where the scariest roller coaster ride hit me...im nt tokin abt a roller coaster ride literally...it's juz an expression...the unexpected happened...i can really trust my gut feelings...dey nv fail me...gut feelin told me i'd bump in2 him,n i really did...damn.

sweet!
juz had 1 of the best dae/nite eva!
-suntec/esplanade
-ate choco coated strawberries
-2 movies (racing stripes & finding neverland) btw,DO NOT watch findin neverland...terrible!
-cosy bay (great atmosphere)
-walked back 2 suntec frm cosy bay (freakin far)
-hm swt hm
perfect...sweet...soarin sky-high...

eventful dae!!!
happy CNY 2 all!haha!2dae was such an eventful dae!1stly,woke up 2 a nasty body ache,thx 2 ydae's cleanin here n there...wen visitin,brought sparky along...here's the juicy part: sparky wen missin at my grandparents' place at holland v!!!

the main door was closed,n we unleashed sparky...aft awhile,my younger bro asked: "eh,where's sparky ah?" den the rest of us were like...OH DARN!the back yard door aint shut!datz it...sparky was GONE!!!elder bro walked dwnwards 2 look 4 sparky n i wen 2wards the direction of holland v...no sight of sparky...

juz so nice,a car drove past at a very slow speed n saw my mum standin outside the gate lookin here n there n the car stopped n guess wat?!SPARKY WAS IN THE CAR!!!yes!some good samaritan actually picked sparky up n dey actually turned 2 rounds juz 2 try 2 get sparky back 2 its rightful owner!wat a nice couple!

so there...sparky returned hm 2 us safe n sound...phew!aniwae,felt stupid in a dress 2dae...yes...may anne in a dress...aft 10 yrs,i finally wore a dress again...hahaha...stuuuupid!met up wif renjie n aft dat my 'daddy'...hahaha...hilarious...dey were like so excited 2 c me in a dress...like wat the...

maid 4 the dae...
diz was how my dae wen:
-wake up
-lunch
-scrubbed back yard wif dad
-change my own bedsheet
-wanted 2 mop my rm but poured wrong floor detergent,nt meant 4 parquet,ended up moppin the living n dining rm
-changed water,mopped my rm,decided 2 b nice,mopped the rest of the upstairs of the hse
-scrubbed front porch wif dad
-mini reunion dinner wif family

n nw im shacked 2 the core...im like the maid 4 the dae...elder bro slept the entire dae,pig!younger bro was "busy" playin games n watchin tv the whole dae,more pig!

yay n boo...
yay: coz i finally registered 4 my basic theory test at BBDC!n oso coz ive finally gotten the Nike bag dat i've been eyein 4 quite some time oready!!!haha!so happy...i luv my bag 2 the core...hahaha...

boo: coz the hairdressing salon dat i usually go 2 aint open!n so i cant get my hair cut!argh!i tink i remembered the hairdresser tellin me b4 dat afew daez b4 cny,she usually doesnt open 2 do biz...oh no!and i dare nt go 2 other places cos i'm fussy.

so so so tired!
juz got back frm the Chingay briefing nt too long ago...n im ultra slpy!!!wen there so earli in the mornin,ended up wasted alot of time on admin stuff...so lousy man!shld haf wen later,den can slp more...

aniwae,those CNY goodies r a taboo!ive been eatin dem the past few daez n all thx 2 dem,im puttin on some shitty weight!if onli i can refrain myself frm eatin dem...yeahz...if onli...

I NID SOME SLP!!!!!i look like some freakass zombie rite nw lah...irritating!my eyebags are fugly!so tired but juz had lunch n it's bad 2 slp aft a meal!so...i muz TAHAN!

aniwae,my family is weird...we're gonna haf our reunion dinner tmr nite...like...HUH?!so earli lah!nv b4 in my 18 yrs of life had i had a reunion dinner datz nt on CNY eve...find it so weird...

finally!
yes!wen dwn 2 redcross hse with jay-jay 2 get our 1st aid cert!aft so long!kinda lame lah,juz wen dwn aft sch 2 get it n here i m at hm le...

my fren's dad is in hosp and condition ain't well...i pray hard dat his op tmr will be fine...aniwae,dun worry too much k sotong?

tmr is the last dae of sch!!!yay!hahaha...n CNY is approachin!BAK KWA!muahaha!ok ok...madness...betta get goin!cheerios!

darn...
juz re-sat 4 my Finanacial Accounting paper...n i screwed it up again...

aniwae,makin a trip dwn 2 BBDC tmr 2 register n bk my basic theory test date...finally im startin my 1st step 2 takin my driving lisence!aft sucha long long long time...hah...so lame...i feel so backward...shld haf gone earlier...wateva lah...betta nw than later or nv...

kk...betta get goin...slackin time!finally the holidae mood is here!yay!

boo...
i haven bought my bag yet...wen 2 town but jason kong wasnt workin 2dae...so cldnt get the discount voucher frm him...pretty tight recently,so gotta save wherever i can!yah,muz as well nt buy the bag rite?NO WAE!i will NOT forgo dat nike bag!

shit...resitting 4 Financial Accounting paper tmr...contemplatin whether or nt i shld go...shit...shit...shit...

bad bad bad...
as expected,the nose bleed continues...was awoken diz mornin at 3.30am by my nose...wasnt able 2 slp till arnd 4.30...nw im so freakin tired!

in sch now...yes,my bloody IS lesson...i juz reached class nt too long ago...time check,10.30...sch supposed 2 start at 9am...havin a 2hr lunch break later...n im goin dwn 2 town!haha...wanna go buy my Nike bag,n dat'll b my CNY bag!i cant wait!

steph wanna go c afew tops frm topshop...so 1 stone kill 2 birds lah!haha...cant wait lah!!!

super heaty...
ooo...my body is super heaty...my nose bled at 8am diz mornin...boo...was slpin like a log wen i felt my nose itch n felt smth flowin...instantly i knew my nose was bleedin n nt runnin nose...it was juz my instinct,so yeah,bolted straight 2 my toilet...

argh!y does diz hafta alwaes happen?stuuuupid nose bleed will look 4 me every few mths...n it alwaes bleeds int he middle of the nite,disrupting my beauty slp...watz the worst isdat diz will last another few more nites...goodbye beauty slp,hello stupid nose bleed...

guess i gotta drown myself in water...yes,i'll do juz dat...but it seems like gettin me 2 drink water is sort of like a challenge...stupid,ok,dat was lame...gonna force myself 2 drink even if im nt thirsty...

yum yum!
i juz ate yam paste mummy made!hahaha!it's similar 2 dat of those u eat frm restaurants...those thick gooey kind...yummy!there's standard!im impressed!n the best ting is dat it's really really yummy!hahaha!so so so full now...haha...tink im gonna live off the yam paste 4 the nxt few daez or so...gonna raid all of it!

aniwae,CAs r OVER!!!yay!the onli boo ting is dat ive gotta sit 4 Financial Accounting's retest...actually sittin 4 the rest is kind of reduntant...coz onli 20% is taken in2 consideration 2 count our final yr's result...so...nw im gettin onli arnd 8 marks,if i'd 2 resit,the max i can achieve is juz a passin grade,which wld b 50%,n dat'll gif me 10 marks...the diff is juz by a mere 2 marks...so im contemplatin whether or nt i shld resit...kind of a waste of my time...owellz,will decide later!ahhaha...kk,too excited over the end of my CAs...gotta run!ciaoz!

humpx...
studyin 4 biz law...my mind drifted...n i realized dat i miz him alot...how i yearn 4 a hug once more...i miz you,i really really do...sighz... :'(

im bored...
ignore the previous post...dat was juz some gibberish shit...

i feel so restless,n i dunno y...boo...will most prob stay hm 2 study tmr,but i'll probably end up procrastinating n onli start at nite...datz nt gd...perhaps i'll head dwn 2 the library again like last wk...at least there aint as much distractions as compared 2 stayin at hm...cant believe i actually wen 2 the library 2 study last wk n i'm doin it again...

ah shit...restless...tink coz im too tired...had onli 4 hrs slp last nite...maybe lesser than dat...haven been havin much rest 4 the last few wks...gonna die of lack of slp!yah rite,if onli it's DAT ez 2 die...stuuupid!

...
i wanna cry...dun ask me y... i hate life...i wanna die...

im amazed!
oh wow,i juz made a personal record 2dae...haha...din on my com the whole of diz mornin n afternn...datz pretty unusual coz weneva im at hm,my com wld alwaes b on n i'd alwaes b facin the com the entire dae...howeva,2dae i faced the TV most of the time instead, amazing!

bro borrowed Angels n Demons frm his fren n he's lendin it 2 me 2 read it 1st!coz he has another bk called Digital Fortress,oso by Dan Brown...whoo hoo!

hmmz...cant wait 4 dinner 2nite...dad's company's dinner n dance...n diz yr it'll b held at Grassroots Club...so near hm!wahaha!we'll b leavin hm at 7.15...so dat'll b like abt an hr later...whee!

big big sigh...
juz had a gd tok wif my elder bro...the 1st time dat we actually sat dwn n tok regardin sensitive issues...my bro really cares alot 4 me...really hafta thank him 4 lovin me so much...he told me tings dat i nv knew b4...we had a heart-2-heart sibling tok...he really cares...

it's weird how ppl change so quickly n oso,how dey sae 1 ting yet do another...perhaps datz juz the nature of human beings?it juz doesnt seem rite...but diz is alwaes the case...

i dunno watz up wif him again...nvm,ive learnt 2 accept tings the wae it is bein thrown at me...i dun understand,but i guess i dun haf 2...i dun get it,n again,i guess i dun haf 2...i dunno animore...wat the heck.

full like mad!bloated!
oh gosh!im so freakin full!!!met big cow diz afternn 4 late lunch...had salad n ice cream at cafe cartel...the salad was alrite,nth fantastic...all greens tastes abt the same aye?hah...but i rem of some salads dat r real nice!cant recall where 2 find real nice salads...hahaha...tink potato salads r still the best!

rite...den i had potato salad 4 dinner...which was damn nice...damn...cravin 4 fishballs nw...haha...even thou im so ultra full...sucha freak...haha...alritez,im outta here!

peanut butter craze!!!
im officially mad abt peanut butter!well,diz craze started abt 2 wks back n now it's gettin frm bad 2 worse!juz 2 daez back i opened a new bottle of crunchy peanut butter n guess wat?the entire bottle is finished 2dae!yes!in juz 3 daez i finished an ENTIRE bottle of peanut butter!!!yikes!

ok,i din exactly ate the entire ting myself,my dad n mum had some too (by some, i meant a couple of servings) but i ate majority of it!can u believe it?a whole bottle of peanut butter consumed in 3 freakin daez!datz seriously mad!!!i was like tellin my dad if i'd 2 bring a new bottle in2 the theatres 4 a show,i'll most prob exit the cinema wif an empty peanut butter bottle!datz how bad diz craze is!

i used 2 hate peanut butter 2 the extreme core (dat explains y i prefer mars bar 2 snickers bar),but i dunno y i suddenly bcame alrite 2 consumin peanut butter n worse still,got addicted 2 it!so now im officially in love wif snickers as well!haha...still love mars bar thou...

yeahz,back 2 my peanut butter craze..diz is madness!but owellz,at least it's aidin me in movin my bowels!wahaha!used 2 haf a hard time shittin but wif the sudden excessive consumption of peanut butter on a daily basis,im startin 2 shit more too!at least i've been shittin everydae 4 the past few daez...wahaha!ok,enuf of diz shitty biz...

izzit alwaes liddat?
y izzit dat happy moments r alwaes followed by sad n bad ones?does diz alwaes happen?it seems like it 2 me thou...i dunno but im confused...life is definitely a game n it depends on how u play it...but it seems like the logic behind 'happy moments r followed by sad ones' can nv b played by oneself...it juz seems 2 happen diz wae,n i dun like it...i wan 2 live life happily...but y izzit so hard?diz is nt gd...

rite,tink diz is all gibberish shit...wateva...im outta here!

a smile plays upon my face...
feelin so happy 2dae...the cookin experience wif dat boy was gr8!even thou it was juz instant noodles,we managed 2 whip it up in2 smth dat tasted real nice!er,ok,i juz did the cookin of the noodles n beatin of the eggs...the flavouring was definitely nt done by me thou...haha...the end product wasnt dat bad,at least it was edible...sucha thrill 2 watch him eat as well...

haha...i dunno y but i feel happy wen i watch ppl eat...weird?yeahz,u can sae dat but datz juz me...cranky may anne!ritez,im bored...goin back 2 my maplestory...it's been ages since i last played dat game...haha...muz catch up on it abit...ciaoz now!

thanx mummy!
i juz got hm frm shoppin wif my mummy!got so mani stuffs!all at mummy's expense...hehe!1stly,mummy bought me a pair of Levi's jeans...so nice!hehe...it's 577,love the cuttin 2 the core!it's at the store 4 alteration,mummy will b collectin it 4 me tmr!yay!2 new pair of jeans!so happy!hehehe...

aft the jeans,i saw a belt,like the look of it n i was like askin my mum "shld i get a belt?" den my mum was "u like get lah!"...hahaha!so yeahz,got a belt...den aft dat,i got a pair of heels frm Charles n Keith...hahaha!actually i wanted 2 get a white jacket,budden i felt really bad,havin spent mum abt $190 oready...so yeahz,i tink i'll get the jacket myself...ooo..so cant wait 2 collect my jeans!feel dat every1 shld own at least a pair of Levi's jeans (val shares the same sentiments too!) n i've finally got myself a pair!hahaha...aft so long!

now i cant wait 4 CNY 2 arrive!wahaha...

so happy!
juz got hm frm shoppin wif val!whoohoo!wat a gr8 dae!we've been shoppin 4 almost 8hrs 2dae!hahaha...n the both of us got jeans frm topshop!yay!so happy!wahaha...we wanted 2 settle on Levi's jeans,the cuttin was damn nice,but too bad the waistline was too high...looked so stoid...wahaha...

oh yah,we saw Olinda n Taufik too!haha...nahz,the 2 of dem werent 2gether...saw dem at diff locations...so interesting...

spooted a pair of heels frm Charles n Keith,kinda pretty...gonna mit up wif mummy tmr aft my sch n aft her work n she'll b gettin it 4 me!n dat'll match nicely wif my CNY dress...heh!mayb can psycho her in2 buyin a jacket dat i saw oso...*evil laff*i cant wait i cant wait i cant wait!aniwae val,shoppin wif u was gr8 fun!hahaha...

alritez,im off now...got lotsa tings 2 do...gotta prepare 4 sch tmr...sux...wahaha!

2005 is here!
juz got hm frm countdwn...diz yr's countdwn wasnt really a countdwn at all,there wasnt ani big celebrations or watsoeva,diz is due 2 the tsunami disaster...a form of respect dat all events shld b toned dwn...

aniwae,i officially hate those bangalahs!we were at esplanade wen diz idiotic bangalah juz sneak up frm behind me n sprayed like mad!asn he walked awae he still dare 2 turn back n look!freakass!i almost wanted 2 turn arnd n gif him a bloody tight slap!but i controlled,n i swore 2 myself dat if another idiot wld 2 spray me wif those shit,im so gonna yell at him n if possible,lay my hands on his freaky face!idiot!wat a great wae 2 start my 2005!dumbass!

i wanna go slp nw!but hair so wet!zZzZz...gotta b patient!ok ok...im goin off nw...hasnt been a superbly great start for 2005 for me as well as 4 Asia...zZzZz...im sure tings will get betta thou...rite,im off,ciaoz!

*let's pray 4 the betta...*

bye 2004...hi 2005
will b mitin Delta mates on new yr's eve...datz 2dae...goin 4 dinner...wonder wat gd food we'll b havin...hopefully we dun end up takin yrs 2 decide n end up eatin ordinary food...

Merry Xmas!!!
sucha borin xmas diz yr,no excitement...hurhur...owellz,got lotsa chocs here n there n im lovin it!been feastin on lotsa chocs lately...im truely a chocaholic...put on weight le...sianz...but it's the festive season!nxt wk wld b celebratin the arrival of the new yr,tink dat wld b slightly more happenin than xmas...

merry christmas!

great outing!
whee!met up wif the babes 2dae 4 an advance xmas dinner!haha...had our dinner at Chijmes...some italian pizza eatery...was pretty ok...yum...we're like plannin 2 try the jap bbq food,den the grill n wine restaurant,den the carnivore restaurant...all looked so yummy!wahaha...the grill n wine restaurant's food smelled gd!haha...

grr...im kinda hungry nw...sianz...betta go slp...nitez!

shiooooooooook!
juz woke up frm my aft camp slp...n i can tell u it's damn shiok lah!wahaha!slept at arnd 9.30pm last nite...yes,u saw it...9.30!datz incredible!wahaha...n i juz woke up...15 hrs straight!whoo!but still,haven broken my 16hrs record...hah...

still damn slpy...mayb i shld go try n slp summore...hurhur...

back frm camp!
im back frm phsnpcc camp...ooo..17th was sucha bz dae 4 me...wen 2 phs 4 the camp,den left b4 lunch 4 sch...aft sch wen 4 my 1st aid course...it was my 1st aid exam...managed 2 score full marks 4 theory but durin practical i almost wanted 2 kill the darn examiner lah...tink roz,jay jay n sameer wanted 2 do dat too...he was really an ass lah...zZzZ...

rite...juz got hm...wanna go shower!so sticky!eeks!ciaoz!

i saw taufik!
met up wif some Deltarians 2dae 4 dinner...had dinner at Cafe Cartel...aft dat we juz kinda slacked at Scotts,n wen we left Scotts abt 2 head hm,emily spotted taufik!!!yes,our very own Singapore Idol!so yeah,we followed him n managed 2 catch up wif him!!!

took pics wif him n i shook hands wif him!!!ARGH!wahaha...ok,im nt gaga over him but yeah,coz he's our so called Singapore Idol...hurhur...aniwae,had great fun wif Deltarians...kena bullied like hell again...stupid pigs...hurhur...rite...gotta pack 4 my 2 day 1 nite camp le...starts tmr...still got sch n my 1st aid course...it's my 1st aid test tmr!!!die lah...rite,betta get goin...ciaoz!

with taufiq --- delta and the same xmas tree

circle of friends -- btwn 2 tall freaks

happy girl!
juz got hm wif my parents!wen 2 mit my mum aft sch wif the intention of askin her 2 buy trackpants 4 me...while walkin in suntec wif val,passed by a shop n i set eyes on a very pretty pink dress...haha...juz mentioned it 2 my mum n she said dat we shld go n take a look n guess wat?tried it on n it was SOOOOOOO nice!my mum bought it on the spot 4 me!hahaha...so diz will b my new yr dress!

love my dress 2 bits...it's a spag/tube dress n it's pink...me in pink sounds weird but haha,it's really nice!cant wait 4 CNY!!!hahaha...kk,dinner time!yum!

the horror starts!!!
15mins late on the 1st dae of sch...it's IS,dat freakin 3hr long lab lesson!!!still cant believe diz module is yr long!

aniwae,my timetable is being changed!fridae is frm 1300hrs to 1700hrs!not 1500hrs to 1700hrs!y muz dey add a biz law lecture in?shit the freakin ass!zZzZz...tot fridae wld b a short dae...end up...KNS!

damn lah...freakin cold...so slpy!wen 2 bed at a lil past midnite last nite but onli feel aslp at 2am!shitass!my body clock is still so screwed!dang...i wanna b able 2 slp earli!!!rite,k i betta get goin nw...ciaoz!

tired!
i had 12 hrs of slp last nite yet im still so freakin tired!!!diz is the bad result of havin less than 7hrs of slp altogether for 2 daez...damn...

FA 2dae was ok...learnt abt fracture bandages but it felt weird coz 1 of us aint arnd 2dae...usually it's the 4 of us but coz jay jay is at camp...n we all agreed dat it feels so weird wif 1 of delta's pillar missin...

rite...enuf said...im gonna slp now...tired 2 the max...zZzZz...

"slumber party"
juz got hm abt 1/2 hr ago frm breakfast wif my CI mates...dey stayed over last nite..actually it was kinda like a last min decision haha...

wen 2 PA ydae 2 collect my rank n clear my unit's pigeon hole...aft dat wen 2 town 2 stone 4 almost 6 hrs b4 1st aid course...walked up n dwn orchard rd...almost got slaughtered 4 openin my mouth coz wateva i said came true n jay jay almost flipped...

aft FA,wen 2 meridien 2 play pool den i juz merely suggested 2 roszian dat y nt stay over at my place 4 fun...n the rest started callin up their parents etc etc...haha...n yeahz!all managed 2 persuade their parents 2 allow dem 2 stay over...hurhur...watched seven,den romeo n juliet n crapped sooooo freakin much!wen 2 slp onli at arnd 5am?haha...n woke up at 7...imagine 2 guys 2 gers slpin on a queen size bed...hmmz...weird i noe,but we managed!haha...aniwaeit was onli for 2hrs or so...wahaha...din really slp,juz rested n stoned...haha...

juz came hm frm breakfast...ate prata...yum...freakin full nw...tink im gonna skip lunch n slp thru lunch...haha...damn freakin tired...gtg!

bandanges!!!
blogger is finally workin!aniwae,i woke up at 2.30pm 2dae...haha...slept at arnd 4am the previous nite...so meanin i had arnd 10 1/2 hrs of slp!finally got ample slp!!!haha...eva since i came back frm ATC,i haven't had a full 10hrs slp...usually i'll knock out for at least 12 hrs aft a camp,but diz round i din...all thx 2 maplestory...so last nite was the final straw n my body cldnt take it ani longer...n plonk!i wen dead for 10 1/2 hrs!feel so great!but i still feel sleepy nw...

quite smart sia my body...sch wanna start den it's tryin 2 tune itself back 2 normal...nt bad...haha...

aniwae,1st aid course was whoo hoo!learnt mani diff kinda bandages 2dae...but it's juz too mani 2 rem!tink we learnt abt 11 diff kinda bandages in all...how 2 absorb?jialat...n as usual,im the bullyin object 4 my frenz...zZzZz...dun understand y my CI mates love bullyin me so much...wat the heck...

rite rite...gettin too lengthy...betta get goin nw...ciaoz!

cookie addict...
hahaha...juz done wif bakin cookies wif my mum!so fun!n the outcome was pretty ok...1st 2 rounds were a lil off....but the follwing 2 rounds were perfect!hahaha...got the hang of how 2 do it oready...luckily we tested out on the 1 w/o choco chips...haha...the nxt round which will b the choco chips 1 gotta b PERFECT!

gonna distribute some 2 my frenz tmr wen i mit dem 4 my 1st aid course...hahaha!oh yah,it taste yummy!dad doin tings 2 my com...AGAIN!cldnt use my com since mornin...nw he's still nt done...zZzZz...gotta get goin!

1st aid course rawks!
haha...2dae's the 2nd dae of my 1st aid course...it's ok lah,it doesnt really rawk dat much but yeahz,it's cool...haha...learnt CPR 2dae...hilarious!but kinda fund...fancy "kissin" the dummy...haha...lame...

ok ok...got lotsa tings 2 do nw...blog again some other time!

incredible!amazing!
mummy's able 2 read my mind!hah...juz nt too long ago i was at Carrefour n i was attracted 2 the gui ling gao n some cookie mix...n i was juz tellin myself dat 1 dae i'm gonna get her 2 buy those stuff 4 me!n guess wat?she actually bought dem ydae!haha!i returned hm n saw dem n i was like "WAH!"mummy can sure read my mind!or perhaps,datz how parents r...sumhow dey noe wat their children wan,even w/o the children havin 2 tell their parents...diz is so incredible...

relieved/nervous?
my 1st aid course is startin later diz evenin...n i haf mixed feelings...relieved coz i finally haf smth 2 do so dat i dun hafta rot at hm...nervous coz it's the 1st dae of my course!haha...ok,i sound like a kid hu's goin 2 sch 4 the 1st time in her entire life...

aniwae,my darn body clock is UTTERLY screwed!no doubt abt dat...it's spoilt 2 the max!n sch's startin in 2 wks time...how m i gonna get my bodyclock back 2 normal?diz iz bad...bummer!

whoo hoo!
sea breeze/land breeze were great!aniwae,my timetable!n it's kinda SHIOK!here goes...

mondae: 0900 - 1700 (wif 2 hrs break in btwn)
tuesdae: 0900 - 1700
wednesdae: NO SCH!YAY!hahaha!
thursdae: 1000 - 1700
fridae: 1500 - 1700

kinda slack huh?the best part is dat there isnt sch on wednesdae!yay!but im afraid dat aft we've chosen our electives,it'll b held on wednesdaes!den dat'll b bad!i miz him...boo...

yippie!
daddy is the best!he spent almost the entire nite last nite configurin my com!he reinstalled everyting,did up my hard disk n now everyting is perfect!heh...prior 2 all these,my soundsystem cldnt work a shit but now,i can hear sounds!yay!so happy!hehe...

now i juz gotta get back all my usual settings n everyting wld b the same again!hahaha...hmmz...bad weather 2dae,so ultra hot...but it doesnt concern me at all!wahaha...ok ok,im mad,again...ciaoz!

oh great...!
i was juz postin abt wat else cld go wrong n guess wat?STUPID blogger ate my entry up!so is dat the ans 2 my qn?freakass!

1 prob aft another...so freakin bad!1stly,my cpu's speed bcame a few notch slower so dat 4bided me frm playin maplestory...den ydae the lightning n thunder was so fierce dat it caused a short-circuit in my hm which made my com to die...windows wasnt able 2 boot up...dad came back n announced dat my hard disk is a goner...dad den changed a hard disk 4 me BUT i juz wasnt able 2 connect to the wireless connection...how great!n now blogger decides 2 go against me n eat up my entry!if blogger swallows diz entry again im so nt gonna bother blog this post animore!

nt in the mood 2 blog animore...n usin dad's com feels weird...

screwed up!
oh darn...my body clock is so totally screwed!my nite is turnin in my dae n my dae is bcumin my nite!darn!diz is bad!ultra ultra bad!

i cant get 2 slp at nite...nt until arnd 3am...n durin the dae,im tired 2 the core...diz is stuuuuupid!diz is bad!diz is madness!dis aint wat i wan!oh no!ARGHZ!hopefully i'd b able 2 slp soundly 2nite,w/o havin 2 toss n turn 4 afew hrs b4 i finally drift off...i wanna b able 2 slp earli again!recommendations ani1?i nid a cure!

rite...gonna TRY 2 slp soon...shitass...diz is bad...

phew~
juz viewed my results online...terrible results...but i have to heave a sigh of relief because i passed ALL my modules!the greatest fear wld b dat i'd hafta repeat ani of the modules!

aniwae,my grades are dominated by Donkeys...yeahz...full of Ds...but at least 2 Ds were betta than the other 2...hurhur...i had 2 D+...i wanna work harder nxt sem!hmmz...been saein dat since yr 1?hurhur!

but seriously,i gotta start pullin up my socks oready...k lahz,gota go back 2 PHS...cadets got training 2dae...wen 2 bed at 1.30am last nite but tink i onli fell aslp at arnd 3am!imagine i actually wen dwnstairs at 2.30am 2 drink warm milk...was tryin so hard 2 slp!irritating!

freak!
so much 4 a quieter CPU...diz CPU sux 2!the processor speed is slower than my previous CPU n coz of diz,i cant play my maplestory!!!coz it lags like hell!dammit!

shutter!!!
fowah!datz wat ive gotta sae!haha...shutter was good!the guys nxt 2 me were like so freaked out dat dey kept jerkin!hilarious!i was like laffin almost the whole time thru!same ting as wen i watched ju-on 2!i enjoy watchin horror shows wif steph!coz the both of us juz watch the entire show calmly...hurhur!n we'll laff at ppl hu screams or jerks!

tink steph n i can bcum horror shows producers oready!coz we were like predicting diz n dat n it really all happened!perhaps coz our predictions r alwaes rite,datz y we're quite prepared as 2 wen the scary parts wld pop out...

aniwae,time out wif steph was FUN!hurhurhur!n the wae she juz swipes her card!FOWAH!wahaha...tink she spent abt $500 in total 2dae?power!u go girl!luv shoppin wif her!hilarious!choosin her Guess bag was the best!so ma fan sia but fun!haha!

brought back almost all of steph's shoppin...coz she's afraid her mum wld blast at her!so gonna pass her the tings 1 at a time...hurhur...

got camp stuff to plan!

ARGH!!!!!
WTF!hu cuts the damn grass at 8.30am?or rather,hu sent those grass cutters 2 cut the grass at 8.30am?4 the 1st time in abt 2 wks,im up at diz unearthly hr!2 me it's unearthly coz my usual wakin up time 4 the past 2 wks is AFTER 11pm!

i had so much probz tryin 2 get 2 slp last nite n nw i hafta wake up to the "beautiful noise" of grass cutting?wat the hell?!tried 2 slp at 2.30am last nite,but my BLOODY body clock juz WOULDNT listen 2 me!i was lying on my damn bed till arnd 3 smth b4 i fell aslp...n no,i did nt haf a sound slp at all!freakass!

my alarm clock only rings at 11 yet im awake now oready!my eyebags are fugly n the best part is dat i CANT GET BACK 2 SLP!!!!!wat a great wae 2 start the dae!those bloody grass cutters r now NOWHERE 2 b heard!i dun hear a single shit!earlier it was as thou dey were standin juz outside my damn window sill!SHIT!

like hello?it's nt as thou im stay 12 storeys above ground ok?!sounds frm the near distance can b heard by me!!!!!im onli stayin on the 2nd bloody lvl!moreover im a bloody light sleeper!shithead!

dammit!im gonna TRY gettin back 2 slp!yes,TRY!n im darn sure it WONT work!thx 2 those "considerate" freaks!

yay!
daddy juz changed my cpu 4 me...the previous cpu was darn noisy...the coolin fan was makin hell lot of noise...the 1 im havin nw is very quiet!it's GREAT!haha...

i'm bored at home but goin out is sucha chore (er...kind of lah)...but wen im in the mood den it's a totally different story of coz...haha

im spooked!
sum1 juz msged me nt too long ago...arnd 1am...n he claims to b a Field Instructor frm NPCC HQ...he asked if i rem him...FI Dennis...heard of his name b4,but i cant put a face 2 his name...

i asked how he got my no but he refused 2 tell me...like wat the hell?aft awhile he said he'll tell me but nt now...den he asked if i remembered givin him a gift last dec...last dec was my CIBTC but i gave NO ONE aniting!i din even speak to ANI of the FIs so i wldn't have given ani FIs aniting...perhaps he got the wrong person...but it's weird how he got my number if he got the wrong person...

i was so freakin cold n sarcastic wif ALL my replies!tink he got scared too...coz aft i told him i gave no1 aniting,he said nvm n fled juz liddat!jerk!lame ass!aniwae,y wld a FI wanna msg a Cadet Inspector?i bet he's sum pervertic freak...heard dat sum of the FIs r up to no good!

new layout...
yawnz...time check: 5am...im up at diz hr coz i haven gone 2 bed yet!all thx 2 my blog...started on my new layout at arnd 2.30am...prior 2 dat i was playin Maplestory(watz new?)...

aniwae,it took me so mani darn hrs juz 2 get my layout rite...im a fussy freak,so everyting muz fit nicely and perfectly...

argh!ultra terrible backache!er...i promised 2 ppl dat i'd slp earli...sorri!dun scold me...cant b help,my layout ate my slpin time awae...i noe i cld haf done diz durin the dae time but u noe once i start fiddling wif the new layout,i wun b able 2 stop till i've finished it...

ok lahz...betta go 2 bed now...tink my body clock is gettin super haywire!!!been slpin at diz kinda timing 4 the past 1- 2 wks!the past 1 wk plus was almost as thou time stopped n crawled by darn slowly...nth's helpin the situation!!!dang...i miz him!i wonder how he's doin so far...*sigh* :'(

it's been a bad dae 2dae...1stly,i cldnt connect 2 my wireless,meanin i was deprived of usin the com,dat brings us 2 the pt dat i wasnt able 2 play maplestory 2dae...my dad juz got my connection runnin properly again...apparently the other wireless card is bonkers...

so nvm,i watched tv the whole dae...watched iron chef,under 1 roof n all the other lame shows...watched FFX dvd as well...simply slacked at hm the whole dae...if onli i had a job...yeahz...if onli...

the dae was pretty bad n it got slightly worse...hopefully tmr will b a betta dae...hopefully...

SharkTale
juz got hm...watched sharktale wif him 2dae...damn funny show!love the part at the sushi bar...haha...empty sushi bar!like DUH!?!aniwae,i cherished time spent wif him...kinda missed him even thou he was wif me...i dunno y...so weird...

another boring dae tmr...MapleStory will b my companion...will probably slp in...been so deprived of slp...n 4 the past few daez,my dad has been wakin me up coz he alwaes come in n do smth 2 my com n im sucha lite sleeper datz y i get waken up so easily... =(

Beautiful mornin view at Ubin


nv knew dat the mornin view at Ubin is so great rite?really very pretty...or i muz sae,the photographer (a TO frm CBSS) had good photography skills...haha...really very pretty...