The holidays are finally here! Not really actually, because next week is supposed to be E-learning week, only the week after would be my one week break, but so long as I don't have to go to school, it very much means that the holidays have started for me!

There'll be a class BBQ at the end of December and again, we'd be exchanging gifts among our classmates, and I guess I count myself lucky to have chosen someone who is quite easy to get a gift for. Just go in the direction of her so called "pattern" and I wouldn't go wrong.

There'll be an exchange within my clique of 6 as well. So many presents to buy, so little time. I need to go Christmas shopping soon!

PS: Mango sale is now on! Went down with Val yesterday and I managed to get 2 tops. Val was crazy, she spent 4 times of what I spent, madness. She goes nuts when the word S-A-L-E is in sight. A shopping queen will always be a shopping queen. Haha.

My mother just threatened to not give me any allowance from next month onwards, just because I buy chocolates and candies.

And because I don't exactly use my allowance to eat proper meals, she had to use that as a threat. Then fine, I shall not eat at all, and I'll see what she can do about that. She'll definitely regret threatening me in such manner.

I won't eat and it's because my mother drove me to it.

The plot of Saw II is really applauding. Just caught it earlier in the evening, and albeit being all bloody and gory, the story line was great.

The twist was good too, comparable to Saw I, but I would say that the shocking factor that came from the twist was better in Saw I.

Even till now, images from the show still flashes through my mind. The brain, the bloody flesh, the charred skin, and more. Okay, enough said, Saw II is a must watch, and who knows, it might actually boost your appetite! Right!

The ice cream depleted pretty fast and now the freezer isn't as packed as on the first day when the whole load of ice cream arrived. My family is getting fatter and I'm not spared as well. Sinful indulgence.

Been feeling very lethargic of late and sleep never seem enough. Have to recuperate over this coming weekend, and get myself ready for Christmas party! I'm so looking forward to Christmas!

I'm a chocoholic as well as a cookieholic. And now, I've realized that I'm very much in love with Subway's cookies, especially the chocolate one. Chewy and gooey and sweet. Yummy!

My house just turned into a mini King's ice cream warehouse. No kidding about that. My parents just went to the King's ice cream factory today and bought a whole load of ice cream back. 4 one litre tubs, 50 over drumsticks, 30 lime vanilla ice cream sticks, and 4 packets of mochi ice cream.

To think they actually cleared out the big fridge's freezer compartment and shifted everything to the small fridge's freezer the day before, so this was pre-planned. Upon opening the big fridge's freezer, ice cream is practically spilling out. This is madness. This is way worse than the other time when I mentioned about the ice cream stash. In this case, I can open a "May Anne Ice Cream Mart" and start selling ice cream. Just go figure out the madness of it.

The amount of ice cream seem to be enough to last till over CNY. About 5 months or so or maybe even longer if I don't start eating ice cream 3 meals a day everyday. I can hold an ice cream party! RIGHT!

Shopping with my mum today was fun, as usual. Boy joined us.

Mummy got me a Levi's square cut jeans, 3 tops, and to complete everything, a wonderful dinner. And because my boy and I took so long to settle on what to eat, my mum started complaining.

Mummy was more than willing to get me the Nike shoes I've been eyeing for quite some time now (the green weave one), but the outlet at Suntec didn't have my size! NOOOO! However, my mum was so nice as to say that if I spot it at any other outlets which has my size, let her know, and she'll go down with me and get it for me. YAY!

I'm happy and full, but very thirsty. I'm off to get a drink now and have to attempt my tutorial for tomorrow's presentation. Urgh.

Oh my goodness! For the first time in God knows how long, I went to bed at 8 plus 9 earlier this evening! Now I'm awake because I'm hungry. Just indulged in 2 big spoons of honey roasted peanut butter, yummy!

Still, I can't believe I went to bed THAT early. And now I think I should continue my slumber. Off I go.

Happy 5th month my dearest boy! It's been 5 months and sometimes I really wonder how on earth you're able to stand all my quirkiness and lame shit. In addition, I have really weird habits and cranky moodswings frequently, and I really thank you for always standing by me no matter what happened.

Also, the support you've given me throughout the sms shootout was really great, and I appreciate all your efforts. There'll be a long way ahead of us to look forward to yah? Love you my boy.

Earlier in the evening, we spent over 2hrs at the arcade. Attempted afew tries at getting stuffed toys from the UFO Machine. Super idiotic, but fun! He never fails to put a smile on my face. Adorable.

ps: I went to school for about 10 minutes today (umm... yesterday rather). Woke up late, reached school 10 minutes late, sat in for a project briefing, and 10 minutes later my lecturer said that was all she had for us. Like wtf? All the rush early in the morning for just 10 minutes of school. -ROLLEYES-

Boys will forever be boys. Had the most irritating and stupid encounter on my way home earlier. There was this group of 3 boys roughly around the age of 16-18 who boarded the bus that I was on and they were trying so hard to get my attention.

The one sitting closest to where I was standing started saying, "Eh, chuan fen hong yi de" (eh, the one in pink), but I totally ignored him. Then he went on to complain to his friends, "Wah, ta dao wo leh!" (wah, she ignored me).

After awhile, I think another of his friend tapped my shoulder real hard so I turned and glared at the one sitting nearest to me. The look on his face was hilarious, total shock! He just looked back and didn't say anything. Perhaps the stare I gave him worked wonders. Then he went on to tell his friend who tapped me that he should have been gentler. Like what the fuck? And to think they had the cheek to even lay a finger on me. Disgusting brats.

They then challenged each other to ask for my age and I was telling myself that if they would to really ask, I would say, "Definitely not suitable for small boys like you all.". I mean, they don't even look legal to have sex, and I'm wondering if they've already started to grow pubic hair. -_- I think yes, because the one sitting closest to me had disgusting facial hair which only proves his sloppiness. Another turn-off point. Damn, how did I digress to sex and pubic hair?

As I was alighting, one of the idiots questioned, "Ta ku ah?" (she cried?). Like totally -_- !!! Why the hell would I cry? Stupid boys, brainless! I so much wanted to bite their heads off!

But seriously, BOYS will forever be BOYS. It's true.

Yesterday was horrible. I screwed up my chances. Nervousness got the better of me, and it ate up my thumbs, causing them to not function at all.

Amazing thing was that the 3 of us that were from top 5 last year didn't make it to top 5 this year. So much so for having the best timing during the preliminary round, what's the use of that when my thumbs refuse to function during the finals itself?

I still love my thumbs, but I hate the nerves in me. They are always ruling me whenever I need them to be calm. Screw them.

Today went well, and I hope that tomorrow will be just as good or better! I must work harder! And because of my mini success, my darling boy decided to reward me with this:




Supreme Platter at Cartel almost killed the two of us. My boy had macaroni as well, and when this dish came, we were practically stuffing everything down. It was great though. I'm still ultra bloated from dinner. Somebody help me.

Daddy says I've got to eat properly for dinner today and lunch tomorrow. All the fuss for that event. Haha. In addition, I'm ordered to sleep early tonight as well, but with all the adrenaline and nervousness running through me, I guess sleeping would be a little difficult, just like last night. I'll try my best though. I'm off!

I fear tomorrow. What's my worth? No idea. I resent myself.

On the way home just now, I was fooled by my boy. We boarded the bus at Ang Mo Kio and at the next stop we were lucky enough to get seats. Upon sitting down, my natural reflex was to hold on to his arm and the next thing that happened almost shocked the hell out of me.

Him: Xiao jie, wo ren shi ni ma? Ni wei shen me la wo de shou?
Me: -immediately turned to him to see if I really held the wrong guy-

IDIOT! It was him alright, fancy playing such a prank on me. The rest of the journey home was in fits of stupid laughter and he got idiotic stares from me. Such a bad boy. TSK!

SATURDAY'S COMING! ARGH!!!

Daddy and Mummy are back from China. They came back after my qualifying rounds to an event. Got a new cardigan from them, and it matches prettily with my Adidas bag. And surprisingly, Mummy didn't nag me for buying a new bag!

Upcoming Saturday is going to drive me insane, and if I'm lucky enough, Sunday will be the big day. I hope, I pray, I wish. So many things will depend on that event. And thanks dar for all the support.

I didn't mean to do the things I did. I don't know what got into me. And because of that, I lost my daily hug. =(

Some things I do, I don't mean it, it just happens. I'm sorry.

Yesterday was so much fun! Pizza Hut with my classmates for lunch, crazy shopping with the girls, an Adidas bag for myself, and Spaggedies for dinner with my boy.

It's been such a long time since I consumed both proper lunch and dinner. Forgot that it felt this good. And I'm in love with my bag. Mummy is going to flip when she sees the bag, but what the heck, it's high time I indulge a little.

Parents will be back tomorrow, I can't wait! Tomorrow's such an important day, yay!

My Thursday's timetable is screwed. Lecture from 9-10 followed by 5 retarded hours of break and a 2 hour tutorial from 3-5. What am I going to do for 5 stupid hours for the rest of the semester? The school can't even plan a proper timetable, and we as students have to suffer.

Thursdays will definitely drive me insane. I swear that by the time I graduate from SP, I'd lose 3/4 of my sanity. Last week we were spared from the retarded Thursday timetable due to public holiday, and now I wish that there'll be more public holidays that fall on Thursdays! Fat hope I know.

My parents are flying to China tomorrow morning, for a week. Of all places, China. Like totally -_- What's so fun about China?

Many things happened the past few days, what a thrill! Right. I'm blabbering thanks to school blues. I'm still in the holidays mood, why am I robbed of my holidays? Polytechnic's holidays are WAY too short!

I need to game now, it's the only way to release some stress. HAH!

Celebrated my grandma's birthday today at a chinese restaurant in SRC. Dim Sum buffet, and I'm dying. Ate lunch for about 2 hours, and now I can still feel and smell the Dim Sum in my breathe. Haha!

Had a strawberry for dinner and now I'm still about to explode. Help me. But lunch was good. It's been such a long time since I last ate buffet. Imagine May Anne eating buffet, hmm, unimaginable perhaps, but believe me, I ate!

So people, stop nagging me to eat. I stress again, STOP nagging me to eat. Thank you very much. -bows-

My mum is super hilarious. She fears of me going into depression thinking that I'm fat and end up committing suicide. And because of that, she keeps telling me that I need to eat more because I'm like a bag of bones. But that's just HER perception.

I'm not thin, I'm not anorexic, so what's all the big fuss about? Not as though I'm refraining from food or anything, I'm STILL eating. Bumped into Jeremy back in PHS today during the Open House and he claimed that I'm thinner. Trust me dude, it's the uniform, I think. Haha.

I'm eating!!! So those constantly nagging me to eat more, I think you're just wasting saliva. Hurhur! Alright, just wanted to say that my mum's becoming paranoid about my weight and she's watching way too much TV, what depression and what suicide. -rolleyes-

But it's not a bad thing afterall. Suicide will end all misery.

I just realised that freezing to death is one of the most painful ways to die. It definitely would be an ordeal to die that way.

I concluded that because 2 days ago, I happily stuck my index finger into my tub of ice cream and dug it out to eat (ok, I know I asked for it for not using a spoon, but I have weird eating ways and habits, so spare me. And stop reading this with a raised eyebrow, with question marks in ur head, or with whatever expression that made its way to your face upon reading that sentence). After awhile my finger felt numb and I immediately withdrew it from the tub of ice cream and doused it in warm water.

The pain was temporary and the warm water eased the pain. But now, 2 days later, my finger is hurting like nobody's business! It's red, and sore, and I can't type properly with my index finger. It feels as though my finger might just fall off any moment. Ouch.

I shall not pull such weird stunts in eating stuff anymore. Maybe I should quit eating totally too, because who knows when I'll choke to death, and choking is an extremely nasty way to die as well. Hur!

Thanks dar for that ultimately heart melting surprise you made for me last night. Although it was just a simple thing, but it touched my heart alot. Coming up with such an idea in such a short time really is very amazing. Happy 4th month, I love you.

For those who are interested to know, he actually used candies to form the words, "4! I ♥ U" on my bed. =)

The flu bug is here to stay again. So is scratchy throat and irritating cough. Sucks like vacuum cleaner. I don't want to be sick.

YAY!
Results are out and I passed every damn subject!!! The fear of having to repeat at least 1 module have been bugging me ever since I sat for that paper. A good thing I don't have to repeat any modules.

I'm crazily happy, albeit I have 2 D-, but at least I passed ALL! YAY! I think I shall go back to sleep now. Haven't had enough sleep but once I was semi conscious I jumped out of bed to check my results.

Now that I'm satisfied, I'm going back to bed (although I doubt I can fall back asleep anymore). Have to go for parade later.

The pain that my wisdom tooth had been causing me over the past few days has subsided. However, I was rewarded with a major tummy ache this afternoon. It resembled food poisoning, where sharp pains shoots right up your abdomen and travels all the way up to your chest.

Yes, it was THAT bad. What made it worse was that my body refuse to purge out any waste. Took me a full hour of lugging myself to the toilet and back to bed before I eventually managed to release everything.

Dinner was more or less air. A little bit of potato and that's it. And now I think I'm hungry. Feel ultra empty in that poor bag of mine. Oh well, can't eat so late at night. I shall perservere!

Blasted Tooth
Why is the tooth at the far end of your gum that grows during adulthood called the 'wisdom tooth'? It obviously stupidly hurts so much that it shouldn't be given that name. Instead, I think 'stupid tooth' sounds more appropriate for it.

The whole of my left cheek feels sore, and every little thing I do sends shots of pain that causes my already-horrible-looking face to contort even more horribly. Even swallowing saliva is such a chore.

Solid food will be out for me for awhile till the pain subsides. I can happily live on water the entire day today. Shall sweeten up my drink a little so I get a little energy from whatever liquids I'm going to consume.

Stupid tooth! Blasted tooth! So much for the name it's been given. -_-

Boring!
My holidays have been boring so far. Apart from the consolation that I see my boy, there's really nothing better to do.

Thinking of registering with the driving centre instead of taking private. Hopefully mummy agrees to it.

Ever experienced when everything seems to go wrong all of a sudden and it's a streak?

It's so bad that I cried when my game character died. Perhaps I was already on the brink of tears, and that was the catalyst. A game.

Hmm...
Does it always hold true for all of them that when they are out having fun, they tend to momentarily forget us? It seems that that applies to all I've met.

By far, he's the best, maybe because comparatively, I've experienced much worse. But still, the nagging feeling of being somewhat abandoned still arises. In a way, I'm glad to have been put through so much in the past, because from there, I gain experience, and I learn. So now, it doesn't feel half as bad.

I'm not complaining, and I don't wish to either. It's just that some things must be released, just so as to feel slightly better and not so choked. There, I feel much better now. I'll just be patient, and back to my game I shall go.

Madness...
It's barely 7am and I'm already awake. Been awake since 2.30am. Slept at around 12.30am. Just two hours of sleep and I'm unable to sleep any longer. Something's wrong with my body system. Seems like this always happens during my holidays. Weird.

Boy just left my place for camp about an hour ago, and he'll be stuck in camp again today. Bummer. I miss him already. =(

COG
For the first time in my entire life, I went to watch COG (although I missed quite alot of the starting part, blame it on the bus and train!).

Because I was late, I didn't get to see the march from Heeren to Istana, so sad! Rushed like mad down to Istana and by the time I reached there, the SPDS performace came to an end and the squad was already marching into Istana. All the rush for nothing.

At least I got to see my darling march to the sentry post and stood sentry for about 15 minutes or so. My boy's stuck in camp now though, having parade tomorrow, what a Sunday.

Finally... BREATHE!
Exams are finally over, and now i dread the arrival of the results.

My boy's stucked in camp now, doing guard duty tonight. And apparently, they have a "guard dog" for company!

I'm missing my boy, can't wait to see him tomorrow. Party time!

For My Boy
Happy 3rd month anniversary to you. I love you.

Thanks Alot!
Ok, my previous entry caused a lot of big reactions for those who cared. Thank you all so much. I'm fine now, we're fine now. =)

Thanks to all who messaged me, be it over msn or sms, so sweet of you people. No worries about the previous post ok? Hugs to you all!

It's Happening Again...
The 2nd to 3rd month curse is back.

Stupid shit happens again and again. And it has to happen again now. I don't want to relieve my past, I don't need to.

Finding fault, arguing over trival stuff, being an ass.

Ultimately Sweet
Whoever drops by your place despite having a serious diarrhoea, rests at your place for a few hours, heads back home past midnight, games with you a while online, then decide to come back to your crib just to spend the rest of the few hours of the night with you before heading back to camp?

The sweetest thing alive did that. =)

Went to AMK Community Hospital with my darling boy in hopes of being able to get the priscription prescribed by his MO but the stupid pharmacy at the hospital had to close so early. -_-

Headed back home and I cooked him dinner again. I love cooking for my boy ( although what I cook is very much just throwing frozen food into the toaster or microwave, and just having to cook the rice, porridge or pasta. ) It's fun!

Have to study again today, bummer.

What The Fuck
For losing a house key (misplacing it rather), is it fair to be railed at by you mum? In addition to that, she accuses you of being damn irresponsible and slams your room door as she exits. It's not fair.

My mom just did that to me. Only after that incident, then was I told that my key have been found at Dilun's place. When my mom entered my room again, she wanted to start railing at me again, but I told her the key's been found. Without even acknowledging, she just shut my door behind her. And the thing is, it's not like I lose my key every month or what. It's the first time in 19 years of my damned life that I lost my key (didn't really lose it afterall).

I don't expect an apology from her for accusing me and branding me as "irresponsible", but at least acknowledge the fact that my key isn't missing afterall right? Life's not great, I don't need more shit.

I hate it whenever you purchase the papers, everything else aound you becomes secondary. You become very oblivious to your surroundings, and the papers prevails everything. What's worse is that you could just simply walk away without saying a thing just to get your papers.

Playing the "non-existence" game? Perhaps. When you dug into your pocket for shillings, I knew you wanted to get the papers, but you could have at least said something. That's basic courtesy. What you did makes me feel that we're both separate entities. Just "you" and "I", not "us".

An hour and a half of silence is all I got from you, and it's still counting. Is it really such a chore toinform? And sometimes, may I ask of you to put your papers aside, because one thing for sure is that the papers would not run away or vanish into thin air just like that.

So wrong. Everything's starting to get so very wrong. Please let this end.

What The Shit!
I awoke to the greatest shock of my life! With only 3 hours of sleep, I thought my eyes were playing tricks on me when I saw 43 mails.

I thought: "ok maybe I'm just tired and my eyes are not focusing well", so yes, I rubbed them and looked again, still, Four and Three glued side by side and they didn't distant from each other at all. Forty-Three was staring hard right back in my face. Totally -_-" .

Can't seem to post the screen shot. =(

My boy got into the .38 finals and came in 4th. Same as two years back. I didn't make it into the finals, how sad, but it's okay. My preliminary scores sucked this year! Probably make a come back next year, we'll see about that.

Not Used To It
It's the first night after four nights that my darling boy isn't with me. And in about half an hour's time, he's got to head back to camp. That marks the end of his long MC.

Currently chatting and mapling with him till he heads back to camp.

Ich liebe dich lade Liebling.

100 Hours and Counting...
It is exactly 100 hours we've been together. Impossible? Believe it.

Met my boy at 1535hrs on Saturday, and we've been together ever since then. Hurhur. He's been staying over at my place for 3 consecutive days and last night was spent at his crib instead. Crazy how we can even reach the 100 hours mark. Madness. But that's us.

Poor boy is knocked out at the moment due to his medication. And I'm off to maple land.

Ice Cream Stash
Mom just bought a lot of ice cream, and when I say a lot, I really mean A LOT! Imagine having 30 over drumsticks stashed in your own freezer. That's the amount of drumsticks I have at home.

If I'm not wrong, there is more than just 30. Mummy bought 30 two days ago, and she just bought more today, so go figure.

And with that, how am I going to diet with all those yummy ice cream sitting in my freezer taunting and tempting me? sigh. Determination is the key to it all but I'm lacking it recently.

Everyone is Masked
Can you consider someone who makes use of you as a "friend"? Define the word 'friend'. It makes me ponder sometimes, do we as humans expect too much from others that we feel they fall short if they do not meet up to our expectations?

Sometimes, some people really do just make use of others. Nothing to do with high expectations or anything, but it is all just neatly placed on the desk and obviously seen. A facade, is that all it really is? Humans, are they just walking bodies with warped logics and nasty thinkings?

I can't help but feel that some people on this earth are wasting precious oxygen. Why fight with others who are more worthy to live?

I'm ranting, and I don't freaking care. Sue me.

Darling's the Best
My precious is and will be the sweetest ever! Dined at Fish n Co today, or yesterday rather. There was a short period of blackout at the glass house, so cool! Nice ambience with the lights out! HAHA!

I love the way we are able to settle things after a heated argument and just see things in the bigger perception. I love the way he's so understanding and giving. I love the way he's so goofy around me and simply being himself. I love the little things he do to me smile.

Dilun, I heart. =)

Ultimately Disappointed
.38 shooting competition was a disaster. Shot like shit this year. Revolver malfunctioned so a shot's wasted. How fantastic. Damn the revolver, lane 3, and Field Instructor (very kpkb).

At least the outing with Delta was hilarious. Although it didn't end the best way, but still, I had loads of fun with them.

=)
Happy 2nd month dar, I love you!

Going for .38 shoot tomorrow, and it's being held at Toa Payoh range. Can't wait! It's a long time since I last held a weapon, a long time since I last shot. I CAN'T WAIT!!! I want to try to get into the finals as well. And hopefully my results will be better than last year. =)

So exciting because my boy is going too! So much in common between the two of us. So much so that even NPCC related things like this we can participate together. Haha, I love you dar!

Another Day of Bliss
Enjoyed myself with my boy today again! Another one of those days that's close to perfection. "Must Love Dogs" is not a bad show. In a way, that show relates well for my boy and I.

Prior to the show, we were just window-shopping and I was very amazed when he got me into More Than Words. I presumed that guys would avoid places like that. We ended up going bonkers over the mugs there, especially me over those with Tigger prints. Haha!

Really had lots of fun. I love my boy!

Humans Are Weird.
I'm a little bewildered with certain humans. As to why they do things the way they do/did.

Certain actions, although not relevant or important anymore, will still cause sad waves to envelope the opposite party involved. Talking about honesty and the length of time to get over certain things or certain someone.

Actions displayed, although not seen by me, have been spotted by others, and it's much worse than me seeing things for myself. Consequences brought upon yourself, I say that there's no one else to bear it other than yourself. Humans on earth should do more self-reflection, and I myself should start on it.

Weird...
Just took my body temperature and I'm at 36.1 degrees! And that was only on the 4th try. The 1st 3 tries came out at 35.9 degrees. Is that abnormal? I think it is, because a normal body temperature should be around 36.9 degrees. I'm cold blooded.

Maybe it's because it's so early in the morning? But still... Weird. Nevermind, I shall go to bed soon. Good night!

So Sweet!
My boy surprised me today. Went to Yew Tee to meet up with him after I ended school, waited almost 2 hours for him (because of his IPPT which got delayed).

Had to go back myself as he had some things to settle and awhile after I got home, my boy came over with the little surprise of his. Mango cake frm Bengawan Solo! Both of us ate almost half the cake away and distributed the other half to my family members. Little brother was silly enough to not want the mango slices, so I ate them! =)


yummy mango cake

Day 50
It's been 50 great days and the past 3 days was sheer bliss. 3 consecutive days and more to come. And I'm glad that you're getting happiness out of everything.

It's a joy to see that you're happy. Although I can be a real ass at times, I'm glad that you were able to put up with me and see me through those stupid periods. Miss you loads my boy. Hugs.

Tired...
Was on my way to school just now but decided to turn back because I'm really tired. The thing is, I'm not at home.

So much so for skipping two tutorials in a day, really have to make the fullest out of it. Sleeping time!

Couldn't Be Better =p
Just got back home not too long ago. Had one of the best days ever spent with my boy. Went to Jurong East open field to support my boy, because he had a performance there.

Headed down to Yishun after that and we watched the fireworks. Thereafter, chilled out at Liquid Kitchen. Everyday should be a happy day, and we're working towards it!

My boy's nagging me to sleep now because he's falling asleep, lol!

PS: We saw Fiona Xie at Liquid Kitchen. Whiny.

Istana Open House
Went to Istana open house on the 7th, and I can say that Istana is like a huge countryclub! A super long way up to reach the main building!

Anyway, went there to support my boy, because he was performing SPDS, a sort of precision drill, also known to me as Taiwanese Drill. You did a good job dar!

Oh Ben, thanks for making a trip down with me to Istana!


Istana open house
8th Aug:
Made arrangements with my polymates to go and see fireworks together. All attached people were to bring their partners, but somehow the thing was cancelled.

Had a small argument with my darling, no idea what sparked that off in the first place, but we got it resolved (as usual).

9th Aug:
Just got home not too long ago. Sent my boy back to camp. He's got a performance at Jurong East open field later at 6pm. Hopefully I'm able to make it down later.

I'm Alright
To those who showed concern, thanks alot, I'm alright. The previous post was an impulsive entry, I just needed to let it out, and I reckoned that my blog is the best place.

Anyway, attended PHSNPCC farewell function last night. Wasn't fantastic but the company and the people around were great! Area 3 CIs were invited and he came because he was an area 3 CI.

Food was .... The fried rice was so bland and the vegetables were hard and tasted funny. The only edible food there was the bee hoon and fish. But I only went for the fish.

Quite disappointed with my sec3 cadets' planning skills. Maybe I should give them the ultimatum (if I can actually bring myself to do it that is).

=(
I just feel like crying my eyes out. Don't ask why.

Happy 23rd Birthday Bro!
It's my brother's birthday! And I think he took leave from camp, because it's a Wednesday, and he doesn't usually get to book out during the week.

But then, I'm wondering: If he purposely took off, then what's he doing at home? Perhaps it's during the day on the 3rd Aug itself that he's going to have fun. Hmm...

I'm SO Dead!
Just sat for my Management Accounting retest and I think I screwed it up once again. Should have known better. Then I wouldn't have to sacrifice my beauty sleep just to wake up so early for this dumb retest. What's worse is that lessons starts at 10am only. -rolleyes-

Anyway, was in the lift alone with a female lecturer just now while I was on my way down to the library and just as the lift door closed behind me (meaning I'm in the lift wif her alone), she said, "So nice complexion, so smooth, so silky." then my reply was "-polite smile- thanks... mother's genes." and she was like "ooo, so lucky."

Women! To think a lecturer would say this to a student? Moreover she never taught me before. Haha. Think she missed out on my dark rings and eye bags, otherwise I don't think she'd say that to me. Hah!

I think I can be queen of panda.

Bug Alert!
The dirt bug is around! Was down with flu a few days back and just recovered today (though not fully). My boy caught some kind of bug this afternoon, he was slightly feverish and breaking out in cold sweat.

Was sort of his "nurse", although I didn't really do much. Glad that he's back home safe. Hopefully it won't affect his media brief later in the evening. Take care boy, hugs!

I need my sleep badly, been deprived of sleep lately.

I'm Fat With a Capital "F"!
Gained over 2 kg in just a week. Super fat now! I feel fat, I look fat! Especially at my tummy area, it's SO DARN bloated!

Hopeless May Anne couldn't resist food, so now she has to face the consequences of being fat and hating herself immensely for that. Tomorrow onwards, I swear to myself that I have to go on a diet. Otherwise I can happily climb up Swissotel and jump.

Diet Diet Diet Diet Diet Diet Diet Diet!

Liquid Kitchen
Just got back not too long ago. Went out wif RenJie. Went to Mr Bean opposite Paradiz Centre, then to Plaza Singapura, then to Orchard, then to Liquid Kitchen which was the main interest for the night.

Never been there before, and I can say it's an extremely good place to chill out at. Food there is pretty good, wide range of drinks as well. Tasted Sex on the Beach for the first time, never knew it was so nice. A whole new experience at Liquid Kitchen. Super cosy place.

We walked home from Liquid Kitchen (Thomson). I'm bloated.

*For the 2nd time, I saw 2 Fairlady in a day. Again, that made my day! Hahaha!

=)
Happy anniversary. Sorry that I made you worried. Hugs!

24 hours and more to come
Been with him for the last 24 hours and counting. Went clubbing with him at black last night. Just the two of us. My 1st time clubbing with my partner (and only my partner alone), interesting!

Stupid incident happened. Some people just can't seem to grow up. People our age (or older) should be mature enough to think with a clear headed mind, apparently I think that failed someone last night. A spur of heated anger? Definitely not.

Oh well, whatever the case was, I had fun with him last night. Now he's being a pig and refusing to get off my bed. Like ROLLEYES! 5 hours should be enough rest, so it's time to drag him up!

What Am I Doing?
I've got to stop what I'm doing. Can't carry on with that quirky habit. It's not good, and I feel like shit everytime after that happens.

Why is it that I don't have that little bit of self restrain? Why is it that I don't have the determination that I used to have? Why is it that I'm the way I am? I really can't carry on with that anymore. It has to stop.

Hopefully tomorrow will be a better day. Everyday I pray that the same thing wouldn't happen the following day, but my prayers were never heard. Self control and determination is all I need. I really don't wish for it to carry on anymore. I'm losing my strength to fight.

1 Month
A month since we met and started goin out. How time flies.

One day before this day of last month, an ice cream offer was made and someone was thrilled. Just because of ice cream, how classic.

I need more sleep. Been through a lot lately. Lots of problems, old issues, unsettled issues, new issues. Where's my break?

Fresh Air -- Where?
IAP STILL sux! I want to run away, but I can't! I need air.

IAP = Shit
23 days and still going.

I hate IAP! It's such a crap elective! What a waste of my time, I have no idea why I got tricked into choosing this as an elective. Maybe the knowledge of it being a project-based module tempted me back then. But now, I feel it's an ultra wrong elective to take! So damn shitty!

Fancy coming up with a company and doing brokerage trading. Like how "interesting"! It's not at all fun, it's crazy, it's stupid. =(

19 Days In A Row (and still counting)
Imagine meeting the same person up for 19 consecutive days. Madness? Sick and tired?

Yes to the former, but no to the latter. Every single day feels just like the first day. It's just amazing how it can be this way. The fact of us is still sinking in, and it feels great!

Anyway, here's some stupid lame shit that happened:

Him: *said something super lame* (can't remember what exactly)
Her: Talk rubbish lah!
Him: If rubbish can talk, dustbins can dance.
Her: -rolleyes more than 360 degrees-

So wanted to chew his head off. And so wanted to roll my eyes till they pop out of the sockets. But still, he's a joy who's always around. =p

:)
A day filled with so much laughter. PSA to nasi lemak (contaminated) to minor food poisoning to a mad rush to the loo to fashion disasters.

Brother's friends are over playing mahjong. It's going to be a noisy night. Bummer!

Fort Canning Madness!
Thrilled to the core. Crazy, I would say. Got provoked by 2 crazy bastards there, and may they burn in hell. Like, get a life?!

But putting those 2 rotten worms aside, it was great! The first and perhaps the last time. =p

I'm Sorry... =(
I broke someone's heart. Badly. And I'm utterly sorry about that. I'm sorry to have to put you through this. I played with fire and I got burned. The ache in the heart that comes along with it is inevitable.

At this point in time, the amount of "sorries" wouldn't be able to heal the deep gash in your heart. Don't feel that you've failed in love. You've been great, by far the best I've had, and I thank you for all the sweet memories and lovely times we've spent together.

Thank you for loving me, thank you for all your gifts, thank you for the care and concern you've showered me with. Thank you for everything. I'll miss you.

Stuck
I've been told to update, so here goes. The past week was filled with countless events, ranging from CA/project madness in school, to skipping lessons, to going shopping and many more.

I played with fire and I've been burnt. I guess I brought things upon myself and I've got no one to blame. Maybe on your part, you weren't that sensitive. But it doesn't matter now.

Having pretty bad relations with my parents as well. But things are starting to get better (I think). Oh well, I'm off to study now.

Yummylicious


My darling boy "chilling out" with me.


Had dinner over at my grands' place last night, in celebration of my little brother's birthday (hey, why wasn't I given such treatment? haha, doesn't matter because not as though I didn't get to share my bro's enjoyment). Simply love my grandma's cooking, yummy!

The birthday cake that followed was even better! From Grand Hyatt can?! When mine was from some ulu-nated cake shop below the blocks that kind, like rolleyes!!! Don't blame anyone though, because why my cake ended up to be some crap cake was tagged with a valid reason, and it's a super long story, so let's just drop it, heh!

The events that occured during the dinner was great, happy mini gathering and all that, and those that followed the gathering was better. =p By the way, I love him, the one I hold so dear to my heart, the one and only..... SPARKY!

Happy Birthday Lil Bro!
It's my oh-so-irritating-a.k.a-nt-too-bad-a-companion brother's 18th birthday today! Finally he's 18! And the most classic thing was that he sms-ed me last night with the text: "HEY. ANYTIME YOU WANT TO CLUB, CALL ME. HAHA. I'M AT CB NOW."

Yse, note the CAPS, that was how he typed the text to me exactly, probably because he was using his Samsung phone and was all so lazy to change to small fonts. Can you imagine going clubbing with your brother? Hmm... that should be interesting! Haha! I'm so going to try it one fine day! Think it'll actually be kind of sweet? I don't know, just feel that it'll be quite nice, but of course not one on one, like DUH! Definitely there'll be his clique of friends, and I'll have mine.

But yup, siblings going clubbing together and returning home together after that, I can only imagine. Not too bad at all. Haha!

My brother may be a pain in the ass at times, but it's also damn obvious that he cares for me alot and is frequently on the lookout for me (the same goes for my elder brother, makes me feel like such a lousy sister now, because somehow I don't really take the effort to bother myself with their whereabouts, whereas they do... fine, I shall start to be more caring towards my siblings!) and for now, I can't help it but say:"I love you bro, really!"

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY JOEY!

Mango Madness Sale
Went down to Mango at Raffles City with Val, Leeping and Wee Kit. Got 2 tops and now I'm regretting my decision for 1 of it.

Looked so pretty at the store, but when I tried it again at home, it looks like crap. Hopefully I'll suddenly like it again. Meanwhile, I simply can't stand it. At least I like the other piece. So much for wanting to start saving up. -rolleyes-

Bloody Auditing CA1 tomorrow, but I don't have the mood to study for it! Shall study tomorrow during the 2 hours in between before the test.

I Feel So Dumb
I, Chan May Anne Yiptong, went to school for only 20 minutes today! How fantastic is that?

Alarm clock went off at 8am, and I sub-consciously turned it off and the next thing I knew was of me practically jumping out of bed in shock and realising that it's already 9.15am (lessons start at 10!)

My thoughts toggled between skipping the 1st lesson (tutorial), or cab down to school in ultimate fast speed. Decided to skip, but after my shower, there was still enough time to cab down and still be in time for school. So yes, I rushed out of my house and waited for a cab. And I waited, and waited, and waited... AND waited!

DAMN THE CABS! When you need them, there's NONE in sight at all (ok, there was, but all hired). After 15 odd minutes of waiting, I gave up because by the time I reach school it'll be probably around 10.40 or so, like no point! The worst feeling on earth is to cab it down to school like a nut and end up not getting attendance for that lesson.

So once again, I changed my mind and decided to skip tutorial. Slowly walked to the MRT station and took the train to school for the next lesson, and I was like about 15 minutes late? Maybe a little more, thanks to the slow walk. -rolleyes-

Bloody lab lesson ended early, so yes, in all, I was in school for only around half an hour. -rolleyes again- Last lecture cancelled, the lecture before the last lecture was some crap lecture (the lecturer really puts me to sleep with her droning voice), so I came home! At least I took a nap, that's something productive for my body! HAHA!

Freaking long-winded today! I swear if blogger eats this post up, I'm SOOOO NOT going to blog for a LONG time (right)!

Nissan Fairlady 350Z!!!!!
I saw my dream car twice in a day! How fantastic! Once when I was on my way to school in my dad's car, my brother tapped me pretty hard to get my attention to look at the Fairlady (because he knows I'm in love with the car). It was a silver one that I saw on my way to school.

The 2nd round was when I was on my way home! And that was milky white! Silver so classy, milky white so cute! Twice in a day, twice in a day! -prances around the room- First time seeing Fairlady live, and I see it twice in a day!!! WHOO! Definitely one of my best days ever! Haha! Just because of a car, yes, I know it's crazy but what to do?!?!

Happy Birthday Darling!
Spent almost the entire day with my boy. Dropped by his place at around 1430hrs and slacked all the way to dinner time and I brought him out for dinner!

Headed to Causeway Point, in hopes that there'll be a Citychain outlet there (to adjust the length of his Adidas watch), but there wasn't a outlet at Causeway Point, so we just had dinner there and left for Lot 1. Haha! Madness, travel all the way there just for a Citychain outlet.

Bumped into Jin Hui, and for a moment I thought he couldn't recognise me because he seemed so spaced out when I called out to him. After that, Shin Yu sms-ed me, saying her boyfriend saw me. Haha! Met up with her and her boyfriend for awhile, talked a little then we went our separate ways. Fancy meeting so many people at Lot 1.

Enjoyed the day with my boy, happy birthday dear! Hope you really like the watch, and also everything else that was in addition to the gift. Have a blessed birthday, and may all your dreams come true!

PICTURES!!!
Took pictures yesterday in school with Stephanie! It's been a long time since I last took photos with her! Along with my other classmates...

Zhen Zhen, Hazel, myself, Steph, Susanty -- Steph & I

=)
Went shopping for hon's birthday gift. Bought him an Adidas watch, I like! But what matters most is that he likes it. My younger brother saw it, he says it's nice, but said that if it was another design, it would be even nicer (and we both agreed on the same design), but excuse me, I doesnt print cash, so yup, settled for this. At least it's nice =p

I HATE TOMORROW!

Yummy!
I crazily made cookies last night, at around midnight? Haha! And I ate more than 1/2 dozen away right after it cooled off. MADNESS!!!

Let my mum try just now, she said it's nice, but a little too sweet! Have to reduce the sugar amount, but for people with ultra sweet tooth like me, I find it absolutely fine. HAHAHA! YUMMY!

Going to let my little bro eat some now, so he's the 1st guy I made cookies for!!! HAHA, what crap.

Oh No!!!
I made a wasted trip down to BBDC today!!! Wanted to book my FTT date, but guess what? I forgot my login password!!! How smart right? Tried all the passwords I usually use, but to no avail.

And BBDC charges $10.50 just to change password! That's like DAYLIGHT ROBBERY!!! Who in the right mind would actually pay that amount just to get their passwords resetted? But... I guess I'm left with no other choice but to take that decision?

Almost died in school today, lack of sleep can really kill faster than lack of food. And now that I'm at home, I can't sleep, how fantastic! Stupid body system!

Liar
You lied, you still lie now, and you will continue to lie. Fancy all those talk about not being in a relationship with anyone? Guilty of something that you have to hide the fact?

"I'll never go into a relationship with her" was what you said. What a big fat lie. At that point in time when you said that, u were ALREADY in that relationship. Told you I knew, yet you still deny, and seriously, I don't see a point.

Trying to get the best of both worlds is what you're trying to achieve, that's so obvious, and to tell you the truth, it's very lowlife. Think about it. Always feel yourself as the "innocent party", "the one who got hurt badly"? Nah, think again.

You were in a happy relationship at that point in time when you said so much to me. Your purpose? Hoping that I'll soften and return to you? Obviously you want to have everything to yourself. If not A, then at least B would still be around, for you to keep. So despicable.

You're being unfair to her. And seriously, I pity her for that. You always say you know exactly what you want in life, I strongly doubt so. Looking at the way you handle things, you're very immature. From this day on, be happy with the way you lead your life.

I'm utterly disgusted with your actions the other day. Fancy being so bold when you were hiding a lie. Poor her. Your life is in a mess. Straighten things out, it'll definitely do you good.

MADNESS!!!!!
I just cut my hair 1 week ago and I went for another haircut today! It really isn't my fault, I just couldn't stand my ends, they were like wires! So yes, made the decision to snip my ends off when I was at RenJie's house, and immediately we went downstairs!!!

Now my hair seems so much shorter, so sad!!! Oh whatever, at least most of the spoilt ends are gone and I'm happy! HAHAHA!

I'm a Happy Girl!!!
Went on a mini shopping spree with Val after school today! Although it was just at Bishan J8, but it was nice! Jas joined us but left earlier.

As usual, Val and I were like aunties, shopped at NTUC like nobody's business! Bought Japanese rice cake which were pretty tasty! Val bought a hell lot more things, super auntie! Haha! But at least we DO go grocery shopping ok, practising to be a good wife in future! LOL!

I bought earrings for myself too! And I'm so in love with Davidoff's Echo for woman!!! I'm going to get it! Ok, I'm mad! Just got my Mango scent yesterday (barely 24hrs ago) and here I am aiming for Echo.

Putting my madness aside, 1st day at school was killer! Lecturers n tutors used up evey single minute according to the timetable! It's only the 1st day yet they have to stress us out in this manner?! GRRR!

The consolation was that I got 3 gifts from my frenz. I'm a happy girl! I've been a happy girl of late, and I LOVE THIS FEELING!!!!! And to add on to my happiness, tomorrow I have to go to school only at 2pm! But that's only for this week because there's no tutorial and practical for tomorrow's particular module! WHEEE!

New Scent!
Just bought Mango's newest scent! Smells great! And along with it, a free Mango bag was given! What a great deal! Hahaha!

School starts tomorrow! So exciting! I'll try to sleep early tonight!

Disaster!
Just went for a haircut this afternoon, bad disaster I would say. Firstly, it's as though I didn't really cut my hair, but the thing is it's too layered, that my hair is sticking out in ALL directions now! Ok, maybe I'm exaggerating, but you can just imagine.

Anyway, ever tasted barley mint flavoured mentos? Weird huh? But guess what, I got hold of such weird flavour! Was just walking around the market after my disasterous haircut, looking for sweets, when I chanced upon this weird flavour mentos. But it's nice! Haha!

Hmm... It's late, I should be off now!

ITP is over
Last day at work was great!!! My supervisor, Linda, brought me to lunch! Had Fisn n Co. She wanted to bring me to dine at Crystal Jade or somewhere better but I didn't want because I wasn't hungry. Nice right? But it's all expensed to the company of course. But still, they treat their interns so nice!!! Never knew that they practice having a mini farewell meal for interns, or should I say, never heard of. Permanant staff, yes, but interns? Hmmm...

Mummy bought a Crystal Jade Cakery cake for all my colleagues (those from Accounts Dept, HR & Admin), but I paid for the cake, can't possibly let my mum pay right? But of all cakes, she had to buy one with LOTS of fruits on it. She said that there was this chocolate cake with blueberry filling. She should have gotten that instead because it sounds so much nicer!!! URGH!

My Liaision Officer paid me a visit today as well. All things went well and best of all, at around 6.15pm, there was a beautiful rainbow just right outside my window!!! Very nice way to end my ITP. I'm so going to miss my colleagues!!!

My supervisor even said that if they ever going to need any help, they are going to get my help! WHEE!!!! -grins from ear to ear-

For now, I'm going to get my beauty sleep back! Have not slept well ever since last Wednesday. Hahaha! DaimlerChrysler, I miss you!!!

Whoo Hoo!!!
Had one of the best birthday ever!!! Went to work as usual, then headed over to my baby's crib. That's when the surprise came. He brought me to Bottle Tree Village (used to be Sembawang Sea Sports Club), and we had dinner there.

Thereafter, walked all the way back to his home. The distance covered was definitely more than 3km, because the pathway itself from BTV to the main road was 2.8 km. Healthy lifestyle, walk after a hearty meal.

Anyway, I love the bag dear, especially the colour! Thanks for such a wonderful day, and thanks to all who remembered my birthday. =p

So Retarded!!!
Ever experienced those days when you feel damn fucked up and like the entire day is so shitty and like everything is against you? Damn, how good does that feel?

Hate it, feels so eeky, feel like a DOH whenever this kind of day comes. Why? Why is it that people have to go through such things? Am I over-reacting due to fatigue, or am I really experiencing a bad day? Seriously, I have no idea.

39 hours without sleep is a killer, followed by just less than 5 hours of rest. It's definitely not enough to cover whatever lost sleep! I'm pissed, fucked up, irritated, eeky, stupid, shitty, etc. The list goes on.

May tomorrow be a better day.

Sleepy To The Max!!!
Oh damn! I'm so so so so so sleepy!!! Only had 1/2 hour of sleep last night (or this morning rather)! Went to Zouk with Jo & Val, ChengXi & JiaXi (the twins), and 2 of ChengXi's campmates.

We only met up at Zouk itself. And amazingly, we didn't spend a single shit at all! Haha! Because we didn't booze (good aye?), then supper was on the guys. Ride home was by ChengXi's friend. The twins were really close, can see from the way they conversed with each other.

Outside Zouk, we were approached by this upcoming new magazine thing, some photoshoot shit, next wednesday, outside Zouk. Not a bad way to spend my birthday, something interesting...

Freaky thing happened in Zouk!! This bloody ang mo held me by my waist from behind, and I didn't think much about it because I thought maybe I was in the way and he wanted me to make way for him, so fine, I let him pass. Then after that he stood behind Val and was staring straight at me, like what the hell? And Val was like saying ask him what he wants but apparently, I can't be bothered. Moreover he left after awhile, so heck lah!

The rest of the night was ok. Nothing else happened. Now I'm so zombified at work, zzz!!! Have to get going!

Midnight Stocktake!!!
It was so fun!!! Got to enter the DFS area with my special pass. 1st time entering that area not as a passesnger going on board! Hahaha!

Stock take was crazy! So many things to count! And there are so many interesting items! Crazily, the most expensive item there is a watch which costs $3500 (if i heard correctly)!!! And the cheapest item is a drawback mini toy car which costs $5. Haha! The different car models were so so so so so pretty!!!

But it was really a thrilling experience! Reached home around 5am, stuffed myself with lotsa biscuits because I was so damn hungry, then went to bed. Still damn freaking sleepy at the moment, but I can't sleep anymore, so yeah, going to slack my entire day away today!

I'm Tired!
Just got up from my 1 1/2 hrs nap. Stock take at the warehouse (near expo) wasn't too bad, pretty interesting. The beginning was superb, being fresh and energetic and all, but subsequently the numbers started to look alike and all the numbers started to merge with one another. Well, you get the picture.

The day stock take ended pretty early (earlier than expected), got home and I died on my bed momentarily. Now, the midnight stock take battle at Changi Airport T2 is waiting for me! And I'm sure that tonight numbers will be my greatest enemy again! They'll all have fun playing tricks on my poor eyes and start taunting me. IDIOT!

How am I going to last through the midnight stock take? It's going to be from 12 - 5am!!! Have to report to CoffeeBean at 11. Going to get more rest now. Out!

Anticipating the Arrival of Tomorrow
I simply just can't wait for tomorrow! Because I don't have to go to work!!! Ok,i still do need to work, but I don't have to go to Centennial Tower because I'm going to the warehouse to do stock take!!!

Whee!!! Stock take from 9-4pm, then after that I can go home and rest, then I'll have to report at 11pm at Changi Airport Terminal 2 for the midnight stock take at the Mercedes Benz Boutique!!! So exciting!!! Can you imagine doing stock take at midnight? It'll last till around 5am, then on the 18th I don't have to go to work at all! Whee!

What an experience! The only thing is that I won't be home for Daddy's birthday (17th May)... Not sure if I should come home after the day stock take at the warehouse or not, or should I go directly to Changi Airport and chill there. Nevermind, I shall decide tomorrow.

Something to Smile About
0017hours...Happy 3rd month sweetheart! You've been great company, you've been sweet. You've been patient, you've been lovely.

Long way ahead my dear. Love ya!

Whoo Hoo!!!
Yay! Blogger is finally working! Tried to blog this morning when I got into the office at 8.30am, but think blogger was down. Yeah, I got to work so early when I'm supposed to start at 9am? Haha!

Anyway, the meet up with Jo & Val yesterday was great! We chilled out at Paulaner. So damn near for me, because all I had to do was take the elevator down from my office and cross millenia walk.

Met up with Val 1st, at 6.30 and we already started drinking. Eating only started after Jo arrived at 8pm! I had 2 liqueurs and 1 wine. Missed irish cream so much (used to drink it when we had it at home in the past)! Apricot brandy with sprite is nice, Val's recommendation.

Food wasn't all too bad but according to the other 2, food standard dropped (they worked there before, so they know). Bitching session lasted all the way till 12 plus. We got a little tipsy and things said then was meant to be kept within that circle. It was hell lot of fun! Hilarious!

Another date next Wednesday. Mambo. Yay! Crazy nights bitching away is a damn good stress reliever!

House Of Wax
This show is worth watching! Good story line, gruesome as well!

Had a happy day with my boy. Going to bed soon. Good night!

PHEW!
Results are out! Thankfully I passed all my modules! They were all cats and dogs though, but oh well, Cs and Ds are considered good! Expected to fail at least 1 module. What a relieve I passed ALL! YAY!

My Liaison Officer would be paying me a visit tomorrow! FINALLY! Initially he said he'll visit during week 2, and I thought he totally forgot about me but he called earlier to say he'd be visiting tomorrow.

Let's hope I'll have things to do when he drops by tomorrow, otherwise he'll feel that I'm a slacker. Think I should do my work slowly, then at least I'll still have things on hand when he drops by. Shall not rush in doing my tasks tomorrow. Haha!

Going to bed early tonight. It's my mum's birthday tomorrow. Happy birthday in advance mum.

Whatever man!
Mom's in a bad mood for no reason. I managed to slip out of the house as fast as I could. Didn't want to be of 100m radius near her.

Thankfully my fingers are not sprained. Just extremely sore. Bruises are starting to show. Both wrists are also aching and apparently bruises are forming there as well. And my knuckle on the extreme right of my right hand hurts like fuck. Bruise there is the most obvious.

Poor forehead too. Feel so dumb to have self-inflicted, but that was the only best way to relieve my anger within. Whatever.