Happy birthday dar!

The post-party-excitement is setting in! Can't wait to use my Adicolor jacket, MUAHAHA! It's raining today, so... YAY!

Pictures from the party on Saturday!


stoid face delta - - - - - - - normal face delta


being lifted - - - - - - - being lifted AND strangled

perfect - - - - - - - - - - - - - cutting cake
my family - - - - - - - - - - - delta
area3 CIs - - - - - - - ben & edwin
jiaxi + gf, cheong hua, chengxi + gf - - - - - my babes
dar's sec school friends - - - - dar's platoon mates
There's alot that I've got to learn.

Thank you one and all, for making the party happen. Thank you all for coming and thank you all for the lovely gifts.

Ranking them in order of sequence:

1) Colleagues from Prudential - Bikini set
2) RenJie - 2 tops from topshop
3) Leeping & Li Chia - Gift vouchers from Kinokuniya
4) Susanty & Shinyu - Precious Moments ezlink card & pouch filled with many tiny items!
5) Valene - ZA face powder
6) Rina - White Bag
7) Delta - Adicolour jacket (YAY! FINALLY!)
8) PHS CIs - A personalised photoframe with Dilun & my picture! Dilun has one personalised frame too! So sweet of them!!!
9) Zhilun & Richard - Bodyshop gift pack
10) Ben - Davidoff Echo for Woman (OMG! Another one from my wishlist!) & a Chomel necklace! Thanks!
11) Kenneth - Royce chocolates
12) ChengXi, JiaXi & Cheong Hua - A very pretty necklace from Perlini's
13) Jun Bin - Disney coffee mug
14) Toh Han & Celest - ZA eyeshadow

And last but not least, the greatest gift one can ever receive, the love from my family! =)

Oh my goodness, I'm heating up. 38 degrees.

A mild sore throat yesterday can actually lead to this? On a day that's supposed to be my day. How nice! BUT! I'm still going out! Not going to let my leave go to waste! HAHAHA!

Countryside is indeed turning into a zoo.

Last time was a peacock, followed by a monkey, and now...

This morning, there's a new addition to the family! A Japanese chicken. It was residing in my backyard and later went into the utility room. What's with all the animals coming to my estate? So weird.

Rushing through last minute catering is one hell of a stressful thing. A good thing Moms are the best living human on earth!

My mom settled the catering for me and we chose the menu together! My boy just went along with whatever choices we made. Will be meeting Mommy later to order a 2-tier cake, and the best thing is it will be HAZELNUT CHOCOLATE! YUMMY! I'm salivating already.

Another burden off my chest with all these done. Phew~

I feel loved again. =)

For the first time in my life, I went for Big Walk.

Dragged myself out of bed at an unearthly hour of 5.40am and got ready to head to National Stadium. If it weren't for my company, I wouldn't even have thought of going for Big Walk.

The entire walk was supposed to be 10km, but my boy and I cheated a little and walked about 2km less. The walk from the MRT station to and fro could have easily made up for that 2km that we did not walk. So in all, we STILL did walk a total of about 10km.

Funny that my toes are hurting rather than my feet. Shouldn't it be the other way round? Maybe I'm just weird. Maybe.

I'm still fearful.

I'm so tired, my heart feels so weak. My mind's totally drained, and I'm aching all over.

Bruised and battered.

Heal me, would you?

To the man I love and loves me unconditionally, whose birthday is coming in less than an hour, happy birthday Dad. I love you. You're the best man on earth.

Playing Metal Slug 5 on Xbox at CineLeisure last night was fun! Imagine us slouching on the couch, playing and screaming all the way! Completed the game and he carried on with soccer while I rested.

For $7, we had an hour of using the Xbox console and 2 free drinks. Is that cheap or what? That price for 2 person's share of entertainment. Playing a game on the idiot box brought back lovely childhood memories of my younger brother and I playing Sega and getting extremely excited all over.

If I had a chance, I definitely would want to turn back time and spend that kind of unforgettable moments with my brother again! He can be really cute and nice, but sometimes a real pain in the ass. But nonetheless, I still love him as my brother, my "almost-twin-brother".

The following picture would definitely place question marks on some of your heads. Just take a look at this hilarious sign:


This picture was not edited or whatsoever. Can you imagine seeing such thing in an office building? It's my office, on the level that I'm working at. Weird! I took this picture a few weeks back and today I went to check out the 11th and 12th storey, to see if they spelt it as 11st and 12nd respectively. To my surprise, they were correctly spelt! So then tell me, why is it only the 13th storey is being written as 13rd?

Apparently, none of my colleagues noticed that flaw, not even my brother who has been working there longer than I have. He was so tickled when I showed him this picture, and said that he would go and take notice the next time he return to office.

Haha! I still cannot believe this silly mistake was ever made.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!

I LOVE YOU!

Meeting up with the girls from my poly clique was great fun! This was in celebration of Susanty's birthday. Did a lot of catching up, and it's quite surprising how some of them changed in just 2 months!


Can't wait for the next meet up with them. Hopefully all of them would be able to make it on the 27th! =)

My diet plan can never seem to be carried out. Why is it that someone told me the food at Billy Bombers is horrid? I find it pretty fabulous! The taste is good, the serving portion is horrendously HUGE! And their milkshakes, YUMMY!

Home alone without him really makes me feel quite lost. But whatever the case, good luck baobei!

10 months of surviving each other and we're still very much alive! Thankyouverymuch.

Got this entry off his blog:
Tuesday, July 26, 2005
1 down. 71 more to go till our dreams all come true. love you loads darling.

It's now 62 more to go. I love you, you know who you are. ~Hug~

Falling into the vicious cycle once again. Being held captive by it is something that I feel I have no control over, yet at the same time feel the overwhelming power I have over myself.

Oh, what a contradiction.

My colleague told me of this fantastic fragrance sale happening at Suntec City Convention Hall which I went down to have a look yesterday. And I tell you, that was the BEST buy in my entire 19+ years of life!

Guess the price of a Mont Blanc 50ml EDT + shower gel + body lotion, which all comes in a pretty white bag. Don't think anyone can get it right. When the price was announced, I was practically standing there with my jaws dropped. Simply couldn't believe what I heard. So yes, without consideration I took one.

My boy got the guy's scent too. Madness I tell you. That crazy sale ends today though. But one great deal is already enough for me.

Did some catching up wif Jo & Val earlier this evening at Paulaner. Again, meeting up with them never fail to bring about laughter and joy. Bitching sessions are indeed very good form of therapy for the soul.

Jo will be heading off to Perth in July, how I will miss her so much! Better arrange for more meet ups before she flies over. Have to cherish the remaining 2 months or so! Eat, drink, gossip, bitch. The best combination of all. Love you two girls!

Till date, I still cannot stop binge eating. In just a mere one month, I gained 3 kilos. The stupid problem just wouldn't stop. I'm eating myself alive, and I hate this shit totally.

The most unexpected thing happened today! Went for lunch with my colleagues today and they met up with an ex-colleague of theirs. When that ex-colleague came, I found her very familiar, but couldn't really exactly say where I've seen her.

My colleagues made introductions, but because they introduced her via her Chinese name, it didn't register in my head that I actually really knew her. So after looking at her for a while more, after listening to the way she speaks, after seeing her actions, I was pretty sure that I know her from somewhere. At that point in time, I was somewhat able to put a name to her face, so I decided to ask what primary school she was from and sure enough, she was someone I knew!

She too told me that I looked very familiar to her and that from the way I spoke English, she could tell that I was from RGPS. She was saying something to the extent that the way we girls from RGPS speak English is very distinguishable.

We then exchanged many of our primary school memories. What followed was more shocking and unexpected. The whole group of us were talking about birthdays and such, and she mentioned that her birthday falls on 25th May. Like, what a small world! Not only was I able to bump into a primary school friend in this manner, we even share the same birthday! I think for such things to happen is extremely rare.

Suat Ying, I'm so glad to have met you in such a unique manner!!!

Just gave my parents a red packet each for getting my first pay (excluding ITP and those useless jobs I had before). They were so thrilled, especially Daddy! So much so that he kissed me on my cheek!

Been such a long time since I've gotten such affection from my Daddy! Daddy said he wouldn't be opening the red packet any time soon, because he wants to keep it the way it is till... I really don't know when! Haha! =)

"Aiyah, don't be too overwhelmed, just leave her alone." and she walked out of the door without even looking back one bit.

Thanks, for "caring" so much. I hope I really did break some bones.

My latest companion is Mr Sudoku. It's touch screen, compact and portable. I guess it'll follow me wherever I go from now on.

Today's such a special day. =)

Third week into my job, and I'm still not liking the fact that I've got to do crap work, things that are very way out of my job scope.

Got myself an Adidas watch earlier this week, and I'm loving it loads. I'm such an Adidas person. 1st a bag, now a watch. What's next.

I think I'm addicted to the sun! Hah! I've been drowned with gifts from Santarina again. =) Everything's so pretty!

The weekend is finally here again, and so that means I get to go swimming again! YAY!

Just bought an Adidas bag for work a couple of days back, and if I do go back to school, that bag would be ideal too.

Starting to get the hang of my job scope already, so I might just stay on till school starts (provided my application is successful, which I certainly hope so). I want a new handphone! But what should I get that is good and value for money?

Yesterday was the birth of Fluffie, my new little love from Sasha's & Company. If it were any other stuffed toys, I would have gone bonkers because it's such a waste of money, but Fluffie's different.

Following Fluffie, dinner was a Hawaiian meal at East Cost. The food was fantastic I tell you. Super yummy and super filling. Nice ambience, nice everything. Thanks dar, for Fluffie, for the so good dinner, for tolerating all my nonsense for so long, for everything. ILU.

Day 2 of work and I already quite drained. But I have to endure! I am supposedly to have applied for Central Admin job, but all of a sudden now I'm a Personal Assistant to the biggest manager as well as Central Admin to the whole department.

2 person's job for the pay of 1, I'm at the losing end! Sob. But I've got to endure! Jia you May Anne!

I'm hired! Although it's not accounts related, but still, IM HIRED!

Starting work on monday, 9-6pm. Tanjong Pagar area. I'm so excited!

My hair is damn fucking short. It barely touches my shoulders, and I hate it.

It's finally over and I'm finally a free bird! Rejoice for me! But, now I've got to start worrying about looking for a job. -_-

My Advanced Financial Accounting paper was sheer horror! Damn! But now it's 2 down, and just 1 more to go! YAY!

Oh my fucking goodness! I just chased a damn monkey out of my room! Yes, you read that right, a MONKEY!

The other time was peacock over at my neighbour's and now, a monkey in my very own room!!! Like what the fuck! Countryside is turning into a zoo!

I went up to my room with the greatest shock ever! That idiot was standing at the door and for a moment I thought my eyes were playing tricks on me! Rushed down and told Mom.

Crept back upstairs to my room and that damn thing was on my table and it just ripped open my packet of wasabi pea snack! TMD! Stupid blasted thing. The most infuriating thing was that when I screamed at it, it wen out of my window and just stood there staring back at me, happily dipping its filthy hand into the bag of snacks and eating right infront of me! DAMN IT!

Shooed it away from my window and it stood on the roof and continued eating. And now, because of that blasted monkey, I closed all my windows, and it's so damn stuffy!

The monkey is such an asshole!

Dilun's mummy is Santarina, and it's not only during Christmas. Very nice of her, so cute.

The day out with the girls yesterday in celebration of Leeping, Lijia and Rina's birthday was extremely enjoyable. The little downside was that Val was unable to join us, so again, we were 7 minus 1.

Went for Suki Sushi buffet and we sat there from 1pm all the way to 4 plus. And we were constantly eating! -shake head- so much for me gaining weight and trying not to anymore.

After lunch, which actually was inclusive of dinner as well, we went SHOPPING! And because of Rina's self-chosen gift, we circled Orchard many times. But still, time spent with them was well-spent. We'll be making a point to meet up at least 4 times a year after we graduate, and I'll definitely look forward to every outing with them!

My Valentine's Day was superb. Everything was meticulously planned and it was just one surprise after another.

He told me that there wasn't any dinner plans and asked what I wanted to eat for dinner and I really had no idea because I knew that everywhere would be fully packed with people, otherwise we'd have to wait donkey years before we get a place. Being the usual gullible me, I bought his word. But in the end, we had a wonderful 4-course dinner that he made reservations for at Swensen's. Thanks for making the day so memorable dar!

On a sidenote, over the past couple of months, I've eaten more buffets than I've ever eaten in my whole life, and I'm not kidding! Just a couple of days ago we had Seoul Garden, and we went again today. This coming Friday I'll be meeting my girls for Suki Sushi buffet. The amount of food I've been eating can easily last me till my 21st birthday next year! Totally -_-

Still half asleep, a knock on my door forced me out of bed. Still blury-eyed, I vaguely saw my younger brother standing at my door with a bouquet of 12 red roses with a blue bear. In a voice still heavy with sleep, I heard myself asking, "From who?" and his reply made me grin like a silly girl who just fell in love.

I love you, Dilun. Happy Valentine's Day to you darling.

IAP IS FINALLY OVER! Double WOOT and YAY for me!!! Haha!

Met up with Pam after my presentation and we shopped and did lots of catching up! Been so long since I last went out with her.

Valentine's tomorrow, so here's wishing all an advanced happy valentine's day!

I want to go swimming again! Went swimming with my boy today but I ended up only dipping in the pool because I couldn't find my goggles and I can't swim without my goggles for nuts! Going to buy a new one and we shall try to make it a point to go swimming every week!

Had dinner at Seoul Garden. So much for the few calories we shed off while swimming, it was all gained back at dinner with extras!

He'll be mounting squad for the first time tomorrow, congratulations dar! It'll definitely be a COG that I won't miss.

"What are you going to do after graduating?" That's the question that has been the hot topic of late. And seriously, I DON'T KNOW! Damn, talk about the future. I see mine as an extremely dim one.

So many "maybe this, maybe that" but I haven't really settled on which route to take. Am I too late? I think I am, and this is very very very bad! Exams coming up soon and that'll be the end of my poly life. How time flies. Speaking of time, I better make good use of my time and finish up with IAP.

Great, I'm in school now and I just realized only after arriving in school that there's no tutorial today. Like WTF?!

I actually got out of bed late and rushed like mad only to know that there's no tutorial!!! DAMN! And now I can actually just head back home. But since the net at home is down, I shall make good use of the internet access in school. MUAHAHA!

CNY visiting was fun! Visited my boy's family and extended family, and I got to meet up with Jo and her boy too! Still love meeting up with her very much.

A while since I last posted, because my internet was (and still is) down. I'm tapping off somebody's connection.

So anyway, just got back home from reunion dinner awhile back. The afternoon was spent in town wif him and Jing. Apparently she was trying to shop, but to no avail. Her shopping style is weird I tell you.

I'm bloated and uncomfortable now. Overeaten, and now I feel jiggly all over. Excess fats are spilling off the wrong areas. How am I going to fit into my clothes tomorrow? Damn.

The peacock went away last night. According to my mum, the peacock hopped off the gate and ran away when the policemen arrived. How cute a sight is that, but too bad I didn't get to see it running away.

Anyway, the satisfaction I got from cleaning my room thoroughly is overwhelming. I feel a sense of accomplishment. Now it's neat and nice but this will probably only last till right after CNY, and soon it'll revert back to its old form. I've got to constantly pack my room.

Ever seen a peacock in a private estate? There's one just right outside my house at the moment. To be exact, it's standing on my neighbour's gate, juz directly opposite my house.

I wonder how can the peacock balance on the gate. And the worst thing is that we called up the Zoo, and they said that there are wild peacocks in Singapore, and because they have their own breeds of peacocks in the Zoo, they are not interested to come and catch this peacock away. Like HUH?!

Another neighbour said the peacock had been on the gate since 9pm, and it's still here now. Who knows how long the peacock will stay on the gate. Maybe even till tomorrow morning! But it's a real huge peacock, and it's quite pretty actually! Then again, it's weird for a peacock to even be in a private estate, perched on a gate.

The tide has subsided and all is fine. The row I had with Mummy due to her being short-tempered is now perfectly fine. I guess the note from me to her really made her realise that I'm still human afterall, and it has since brought us closer.

Was out shopping with her earlier, and bought make-up items. She made me eat alot as well. Good food, lovely company. Thanks Mom!

Was at NP this afternoon for a seminar on University Life or something along those lines, and I actually fell asleep. Totally -_-

Anyway,I got so fed-up with the MNG top that I intended to wear for CNY that I went to shop for tops after the seminar. Got myself 2 tops, and I definitely like them better and now I'm one happy girl. Ended the night at Liquid Kitchen, and I still love that place alot. =)

I just realised that I haven't uttered a single word or syllabus ever since I woke up this afternoon at around 1pm. The only sound that I've emitted so far was the soft sneeze earlier in the day.

I very much doubt that I'll need to speak at all today. Let's see for how long more am I able to not say anything at all.

Edited at 8.30pm: I finally conversed.

It's hard to live with people whom you thought were the closest to you yet doesn't seem to feel that way anymore.

A home that doesn't feels like a home. A family that feels so foreign. What is the conclusion of that? I do not know. There's much to be said, but I'm unable to string them into words. My mind is jumbled up.

Buffet at Suki Sushi today was a blast! With the endless flow of sushi, sashimi, tempura and others.

I ate like there was no tomorrow, and I seriously can't remember when was the last time I had buffet, because it's no longer worth it for me anymore. Guess I'm on an eating spree recently. Hormones.

Dessert for supper and now I'm such a pig and I want to go to bed soon. I can literally feel the fat accumulating on my face and body, so as of now, I've got to try to cut down before Chinese New Year, so I can pig again then! YAY!

Today was a let loose day! Shopping with my darling boy was fabulous. Despite having to lug all the IAP files and books related to it around town, the shopping mood wasn't dampened at all!

Pay day for my boy calls for a day of madness spending. But still, all was necessary to a certain extent, and was all pretty much worthwhile.

New scents for the both of us! Woot! Thanks baobei!

Off to do some reading and our 1000-pieces jigsaw. Cheerios all!

It's been almost a week since I last posted. Don't really have anything to update. Just that school is horrible, and that's the norm.

Went for Daddy's company dinner and dance just now and the food was pretty disappointing. Wasted a hell lot of stomach space.

CA2 coming up, and that sucks like shit.

I know this post is late. Had a class BBQ on 29 Dec 2005 and the whole lot of us ate like pigs. At least I did, and now I've gained some weight all thanks to the festive season and countless eating sessions.

A new year, a brand new start for everyone. New year's eve was madness with Dilun and his friends once again.

Fireworks at Esplanade was beautiful, with the magnificent view from the top of a pair of strong shoulders. I was so high above ground, and the view was fantastic, the air above was fresher as well. And of course, it was my darling dearest's shoulders that I sat on.

May this brand new year bring about a happier life to everyone.

Haven't blogged in a while because my computer crashed on Christmas eve, how nice.

Was using it before heading out to meet my boy and his friends when my computer decided to take a permanant rest, so very not up to standard. Dad told me that my hard disk crashed, so there goes my everything! Pictures, files, memos, EVERYTHING! I'm hoping that Daddy was able to recover it, instead of having to reformat it.

So anyway, met up wif my boy and his Secondary school NPCC friends on Christmas eve and they are really MAD. Bunch of guys who are already in the army, yet with still the humour of boys who can't seem to grow up (not in the irritating sense of course). Drinking session with them was hilarious, and the weird things we talked about and games we played added on to the fun. Even supper was fun-filled.

Glad to have met his closest bunch of friends. And because all of them were from NPCC, neither actually really believed that I'm still serving the corps as WCI. It's not really that hard to believe, is it?

Our half year anniversary just came and went, how fast time flies. 6 months into "Us", and I'm still sometimes getting to know you all over again, which is good, because then I get to learn some new things which I missed out previously. I love you baobei.

Darling's Echo just broke and I was the cause of it. If only I'd sat that bag filled with gifts properly on the table, or floor.

That big bag was sitting nicely on the table for more than 10 minutes when all of a sudden, it just shifted and the bag toppled over, sending my boy's Echo to hit the ground hard. The shattered glass didn't hurt me physically but I'm suffering emotionally. Feel bad knowing the fact that I could have actually done something to prevent that. If only I placed the bag on the ground nicely, instead of high up on the table.

The bottle was still half full, and now all of it is gone just like that. And the guilt piles up higher with the fact that my boy doesn't blame me a wee bit, rather being more concerned that I did not cut myself in the process of cleaning up.

I'm sorry dar, really. A new scent for the both of us it shall be then.

Went down to Ministry of Sound last night but couldn't smoke our way in, so ended up paying the $20 cover charge but it's reasonable beacuase it includes 2 drinks.

Went with Jo, Jacky, Richard, Zhilun, Benny (R & Z's friend), and of course my boy. While he and I were queueing, this guy called out to me and waved, and I momentarily couldn't put a name to his face, so heck it, I just waved back first. Then I realised it was Freddy, and Jo was so happy when I told her I saw Freddy. Freddy's still so cute.

Anyway, MOS is HUGE! And it's good because it's like a one-stop place with all the different genres. Maybe because MOS is new, that's why the crowd wasn't that big, therefore making MOS seem too big for its own good. And the air-conditoning is free of charge. Cold to the max!

Meeting up with Jo was fantastic though. Been quite a while since I last saw her, and she's still as lovely, still as cranky. Love her to bits.

My elder brother just ORD-ed a few days ago, and he brought home 2 sets of combat rations. I just tasted the green bean and barley dessert and I would say that it's fairly nice! Not too bad for combat rations. In fact, I'm actually slowly savouring the dessert at the moment. Haha.

Pretty crazy to be eating combat rations, but I've always wanted to try how they taste like, so there, I've had my try. Yum!

When the other rations like rice and noodles are open, I'm going to have a taste of everything! But better not consume too much, or I'll have hard stool and have problem moving my bowels (which I'm already having slight problems with, haha).

It's time for yet another round of mapling.

Delta gathering was again another mad outing. There were 9 of us, and as usual, I got bullied by Jay-Jay and Ahmad. 2 years have passed, and they are still such big bullies.

Had dinner at NYDC, and for the first time, we decided on where to eat pretty quickly. I'm super amazed! But prior to that, majority arrived late, punctuality is something they do not have, and I'm bewildered because all of us are CIs, so where have their PICARD gone to?

Imagine yourself arriving at 4pm, and the last person only arrived at 5.30pm. I sat till my ass hurt like mad. -_-

Photo taking with the Christmas tree was not missed out, it's our yearly routine. Every year we would meet up around 16th as it's our anniversary from passing out of CIBTC. And every year, we would take pictures with our beloved Christmas tree outside Paragon. Had loads of fun with this crazy bunch!

Dinner at NYDC - - - - - - - - Our yearly routine

The holidays are finally here! Not really actually, because next week is supposed to be E-learning week, only the week after would be my one week break, but so long as I don't have to go to school, it very much means that the holidays have started for me!

There'll be a class BBQ at the end of December and again, we'd be exchanging gifts among our classmates, and I guess I count myself lucky to have chosen someone who is quite easy to get a gift for. Just go in the direction of her so called "pattern" and I wouldn't go wrong.

There'll be an exchange within my clique of 6 as well. So many presents to buy, so little time. I need to go Christmas shopping soon!

PS: Mango sale is now on! Went down with Val yesterday and I managed to get 2 tops. Val was crazy, she spent 4 times of what I spent, madness. She goes nuts when the word S-A-L-E is in sight. A shopping queen will always be a shopping queen. Haha.

My mother just threatened to not give me any allowance from next month onwards, just because I buy chocolates and candies.

And because I don't exactly use my allowance to eat proper meals, she had to use that as a threat. Then fine, I shall not eat at all, and I'll see what she can do about that. She'll definitely regret threatening me in such manner.

I won't eat and it's because my mother drove me to it.

The plot of Saw II is really applauding. Just caught it earlier in the evening, and albeit being all bloody and gory, the story line was great.

The twist was good too, comparable to Saw I, but I would say that the shocking factor that came from the twist was better in Saw I.

Even till now, images from the show still flashes through my mind. The brain, the bloody flesh, the charred skin, and more. Okay, enough said, Saw II is a must watch, and who knows, it might actually boost your appetite! Right!

The ice cream depleted pretty fast and now the freezer isn't as packed as on the first day when the whole load of ice cream arrived. My family is getting fatter and I'm not spared as well. Sinful indulgence.

Been feeling very lethargic of late and sleep never seem enough. Have to recuperate over this coming weekend, and get myself ready for Christmas party! I'm so looking forward to Christmas!

I'm a chocoholic as well as a cookieholic. And now, I've realized that I'm very much in love with Subway's cookies, especially the chocolate one. Chewy and gooey and sweet. Yummy!

My house just turned into a mini King's ice cream warehouse. No kidding about that. My parents just went to the King's ice cream factory today and bought a whole load of ice cream back. 4 one litre tubs, 50 over drumsticks, 30 lime vanilla ice cream sticks, and 4 packets of mochi ice cream.

To think they actually cleared out the big fridge's freezer compartment and shifted everything to the small fridge's freezer the day before, so this was pre-planned. Upon opening the big fridge's freezer, ice cream is practically spilling out. This is madness. This is way worse than the other time when I mentioned about the ice cream stash. In this case, I can open a "May Anne Ice Cream Mart" and start selling ice cream. Just go figure out the madness of it.

The amount of ice cream seem to be enough to last till over CNY. About 5 months or so or maybe even longer if I don't start eating ice cream 3 meals a day everyday. I can hold an ice cream party! RIGHT!

Shopping with my mum today was fun, as usual. Boy joined us.

Mummy got me a Levi's square cut jeans, 3 tops, and to complete everything, a wonderful dinner. And because my boy and I took so long to settle on what to eat, my mum started complaining.

Mummy was more than willing to get me the Nike shoes I've been eyeing for quite some time now (the green weave one), but the outlet at Suntec didn't have my size! NOOOO! However, my mum was so nice as to say that if I spot it at any other outlets which has my size, let her know, and she'll go down with me and get it for me. YAY!

I'm happy and full, but very thirsty. I'm off to get a drink now and have to attempt my tutorial for tomorrow's presentation. Urgh.

Oh my goodness! For the first time in God knows how long, I went to bed at 8 plus 9 earlier this evening! Now I'm awake because I'm hungry. Just indulged in 2 big spoons of honey roasted peanut butter, yummy!

Still, I can't believe I went to bed THAT early. And now I think I should continue my slumber. Off I go.

Happy 5th month my dearest boy! It's been 5 months and sometimes I really wonder how on earth you're able to stand all my quirkiness and lame shit. In addition, I have really weird habits and cranky moodswings frequently, and I really thank you for always standing by me no matter what happened.

Also, the support you've given me throughout the sms shootout was really great, and I appreciate all your efforts. There'll be a long way ahead of us to look forward to yah? Love you my boy.

Earlier in the evening, we spent over 2hrs at the arcade. Attempted afew tries at getting stuffed toys from the UFO Machine. Super idiotic, but fun! He never fails to put a smile on my face. Adorable.

ps: I went to school for about 10 minutes today (umm... yesterday rather). Woke up late, reached school 10 minutes late, sat in for a project briefing, and 10 minutes later my lecturer said that was all she had for us. Like wtf? All the rush early in the morning for just 10 minutes of school. -ROLLEYES-

Boys will forever be boys. Had the most irritating and stupid encounter on my way home earlier. There was this group of 3 boys roughly around the age of 16-18 who boarded the bus that I was on and they were trying so hard to get my attention.

The one sitting closest to where I was standing started saying, "Eh, chuan fen hong yi de" (eh, the one in pink), but I totally ignored him. Then he went on to complain to his friends, "Wah, ta dao wo leh!" (wah, she ignored me).

After awhile, I think another of his friend tapped my shoulder real hard so I turned and glared at the one sitting nearest to me. The look on his face was hilarious, total shock! He just looked back and didn't say anything. Perhaps the stare I gave him worked wonders. Then he went on to tell his friend who tapped me that he should have been gentler. Like what the fuck? And to think they had the cheek to even lay a finger on me. Disgusting brats.

They then challenged each other to ask for my age and I was telling myself that if they would to really ask, I would say, "Definitely not suitable for small boys like you all.". I mean, they don't even look legal to have sex, and I'm wondering if they've already started to grow pubic hair. -_- I think yes, because the one sitting closest to me had disgusting facial hair which only proves his sloppiness. Another turn-off point. Damn, how did I digress to sex and pubic hair?

As I was alighting, one of the idiots questioned, "Ta ku ah?" (she cried?). Like totally -_- !!! Why the hell would I cry? Stupid boys, brainless! I so much wanted to bite their heads off!

But seriously, BOYS will forever be BOYS. It's true.

Yesterday was horrible. I screwed up my chances. Nervousness got the better of me, and it ate up my thumbs, causing them to not function at all.

Amazing thing was that the 3 of us that were from top 5 last year didn't make it to top 5 this year. So much so for having the best timing during the preliminary round, what's the use of that when my thumbs refuse to function during the finals itself?

I still love my thumbs, but I hate the nerves in me. They are always ruling me whenever I need them to be calm. Screw them.

Today went well, and I hope that tomorrow will be just as good or better! I must work harder! And because of my mini success, my darling boy decided to reward me with this:




Supreme Platter at Cartel almost killed the two of us. My boy had macaroni as well, and when this dish came, we were practically stuffing everything down. It was great though. I'm still ultra bloated from dinner. Somebody help me.

Daddy says I've got to eat properly for dinner today and lunch tomorrow. All the fuss for that event. Haha. In addition, I'm ordered to sleep early tonight as well, but with all the adrenaline and nervousness running through me, I guess sleeping would be a little difficult, just like last night. I'll try my best though. I'm off!

I fear tomorrow. What's my worth? No idea. I resent myself.

On the way home just now, I was fooled by my boy. We boarded the bus at Ang Mo Kio and at the next stop we were lucky enough to get seats. Upon sitting down, my natural reflex was to hold on to his arm and the next thing that happened almost shocked the hell out of me.

Him: Xiao jie, wo ren shi ni ma? Ni wei shen me la wo de shou?
Me: -immediately turned to him to see if I really held the wrong guy-

IDIOT! It was him alright, fancy playing such a prank on me. The rest of the journey home was in fits of stupid laughter and he got idiotic stares from me. Such a bad boy. TSK!

SATURDAY'S COMING! ARGH!!!

Daddy and Mummy are back from China. They came back after my qualifying rounds to an event. Got a new cardigan from them, and it matches prettily with my Adidas bag. And surprisingly, Mummy didn't nag me for buying a new bag!

Upcoming Saturday is going to drive me insane, and if I'm lucky enough, Sunday will be the big day. I hope, I pray, I wish. So many things will depend on that event. And thanks dar for all the support.

I didn't mean to do the things I did. I don't know what got into me. And because of that, I lost my daily hug. =(

Some things I do, I don't mean it, it just happens. I'm sorry.

Yesterday was so much fun! Pizza Hut with my classmates for lunch, crazy shopping with the girls, an Adidas bag for myself, and Spaggedies for dinner with my boy.

It's been such a long time since I consumed both proper lunch and dinner. Forgot that it felt this good. And I'm in love with my bag. Mummy is going to flip when she sees the bag, but what the heck, it's high time I indulge a little.

Parents will be back tomorrow, I can't wait! Tomorrow's such an important day, yay!

My Thursday's timetable is screwed. Lecture from 9-10 followed by 5 retarded hours of break and a 2 hour tutorial from 3-5. What am I going to do for 5 stupid hours for the rest of the semester? The school can't even plan a proper timetable, and we as students have to suffer.

Thursdays will definitely drive me insane. I swear that by the time I graduate from SP, I'd lose 3/4 of my sanity. Last week we were spared from the retarded Thursday timetable due to public holiday, and now I wish that there'll be more public holidays that fall on Thursdays! Fat hope I know.

My parents are flying to China tomorrow morning, for a week. Of all places, China. Like totally -_- What's so fun about China?

Many things happened the past few days, what a thrill! Right. I'm blabbering thanks to school blues. I'm still in the holidays mood, why am I robbed of my holidays? Polytechnic's holidays are WAY too short!

I need to game now, it's the only way to release some stress. HAH!

Celebrated my grandma's birthday today at a chinese restaurant in SRC. Dim Sum buffet, and I'm dying. Ate lunch for about 2 hours, and now I can still feel and smell the Dim Sum in my breathe. Haha!

Had a strawberry for dinner and now I'm still about to explode. Help me. But lunch was good. It's been such a long time since I last ate buffet. Imagine May Anne eating buffet, hmm, unimaginable perhaps, but believe me, I ate!

So people, stop nagging me to eat. I stress again, STOP nagging me to eat. Thank you very much. -bows-

My mum is super hilarious. She fears of me going into depression thinking that I'm fat and end up committing suicide. And because of that, she keeps telling me that I need to eat more because I'm like a bag of bones. But that's just HER perception.

I'm not thin, I'm not anorexic, so what's all the big fuss about? Not as though I'm refraining from food or anything, I'm STILL eating. Bumped into Jeremy back in PHS today during the Open House and he claimed that I'm thinner. Trust me dude, it's the uniform, I think. Haha.

I'm eating!!! So those constantly nagging me to eat more, I think you're just wasting saliva. Hurhur! Alright, just wanted to say that my mum's becoming paranoid about my weight and she's watching way too much TV, what depression and what suicide. -rolleyes-

But it's not a bad thing afterall. Suicide will end all misery.

I just realised that freezing to death is one of the most painful ways to die. It definitely would be an ordeal to die that way.

I concluded that because 2 days ago, I happily stuck my index finger into my tub of ice cream and dug it out to eat (ok, I know I asked for it for not using a spoon, but I have weird eating ways and habits, so spare me. And stop reading this with a raised eyebrow, with question marks in ur head, or with whatever expression that made its way to your face upon reading that sentence). After awhile my finger felt numb and I immediately withdrew it from the tub of ice cream and doused it in warm water.

The pain was temporary and the warm water eased the pain. But now, 2 days later, my finger is hurting like nobody's business! It's red, and sore, and I can't type properly with my index finger. It feels as though my finger might just fall off any moment. Ouch.

I shall not pull such weird stunts in eating stuff anymore. Maybe I should quit eating totally too, because who knows when I'll choke to death, and choking is an extremely nasty way to die as well. Hur!

Thanks dar for that ultimately heart melting surprise you made for me last night. Although it was just a simple thing, but it touched my heart alot. Coming up with such an idea in such a short time really is very amazing. Happy 4th month, I love you.

For those who are interested to know, he actually used candies to form the words, "4! I ♥ U" on my bed. =)

The flu bug is here to stay again. So is scratchy throat and irritating cough. Sucks like vacuum cleaner. I don't want to be sick.

YAY!
Results are out and I passed every damn subject!!! The fear of having to repeat at least 1 module have been bugging me ever since I sat for that paper. A good thing I don't have to repeat any modules.

I'm crazily happy, albeit I have 2 D-, but at least I passed ALL! YAY! I think I shall go back to sleep now. Haven't had enough sleep but once I was semi conscious I jumped out of bed to check my results.

Now that I'm satisfied, I'm going back to bed (although I doubt I can fall back asleep anymore). Have to go for parade later.

The pain that my wisdom tooth had been causing me over the past few days has subsided. However, I was rewarded with a major tummy ache this afternoon. It resembled food poisoning, where sharp pains shoots right up your abdomen and travels all the way up to your chest.

Yes, it was THAT bad. What made it worse was that my body refuse to purge out any waste. Took me a full hour of lugging myself to the toilet and back to bed before I eventually managed to release everything.

Dinner was more or less air. A little bit of potato and that's it. And now I think I'm hungry. Feel ultra empty in that poor bag of mine. Oh well, can't eat so late at night. I shall perservere!

Blasted Tooth
Why is the tooth at the far end of your gum that grows during adulthood called the 'wisdom tooth'? It obviously stupidly hurts so much that it shouldn't be given that name. Instead, I think 'stupid tooth' sounds more appropriate for it.

The whole of my left cheek feels sore, and every little thing I do sends shots of pain that causes my already-horrible-looking face to contort even more horribly. Even swallowing saliva is such a chore.

Solid food will be out for me for awhile till the pain subsides. I can happily live on water the entire day today. Shall sweeten up my drink a little so I get a little energy from whatever liquids I'm going to consume.

Stupid tooth! Blasted tooth! So much for the name it's been given. -_-

Boring!
My holidays have been boring so far. Apart from the consolation that I see my boy, there's really nothing better to do.

Thinking of registering with the driving centre instead of taking private. Hopefully mummy agrees to it.

Ever experienced when everything seems to go wrong all of a sudden and it's a streak?

It's so bad that I cried when my game character died. Perhaps I was already on the brink of tears, and that was the catalyst. A game.

Hmm...
Does it always hold true for all of them that when they are out having fun, they tend to momentarily forget us? It seems that that applies to all I've met.

By far, he's the best, maybe because comparatively, I've experienced much worse. But still, the nagging feeling of being somewhat abandoned still arises. In a way, I'm glad to have been put through so much in the past, because from there, I gain experience, and I learn. So now, it doesn't feel half as bad.

I'm not complaining, and I don't wish to either. It's just that some things must be released, just so as to feel slightly better and not so choked. There, I feel much better now. I'll just be patient, and back to my game I shall go.

Madness...
It's barely 7am and I'm already awake. Been awake since 2.30am. Slept at around 12.30am. Just two hours of sleep and I'm unable to sleep any longer. Something's wrong with my body system. Seems like this always happens during my holidays. Weird.

Boy just left my place for camp about an hour ago, and he'll be stuck in camp again today. Bummer. I miss him already. =(

COG
For the first time in my entire life, I went to watch COG (although I missed quite alot of the starting part, blame it on the bus and train!).

Because I was late, I didn't get to see the march from Heeren to Istana, so sad! Rushed like mad down to Istana and by the time I reached there, the SPDS performace came to an end and the squad was already marching into Istana. All the rush for nothing.

At least I got to see my darling march to the sentry post and stood sentry for about 15 minutes or so. My boy's stuck in camp now though, having parade tomorrow, what a Sunday.

Finally... BREATHE!
Exams are finally over, and now i dread the arrival of the results.

My boy's stucked in camp now, doing guard duty tonight. And apparently, they have a "guard dog" for company!

I'm missing my boy, can't wait to see him tomorrow. Party time!

For My Boy
Happy 3rd month anniversary to you. I love you.

Thanks Alot!
Ok, my previous entry caused a lot of big reactions for those who cared. Thank you all so much. I'm fine now, we're fine now. =)

Thanks to all who messaged me, be it over msn or sms, so sweet of you people. No worries about the previous post ok? Hugs to you all!

It's Happening Again...
The 2nd to 3rd month curse is back.

Stupid shit happens again and again. And it has to happen again now. I don't want to relieve my past, I don't need to.

Finding fault, arguing over trival stuff, being an ass.

Ultimately Sweet
Whoever drops by your place despite having a serious diarrhoea, rests at your place for a few hours, heads back home past midnight, games with you a while online, then decide to come back to your crib just to spend the rest of the few hours of the night with you before heading back to camp?

The sweetest thing alive did that. =)

Went to AMK Community Hospital with my darling boy in hopes of being able to get the priscription prescribed by his MO but the stupid pharmacy at the hospital had to close so early. -_-

Headed back home and I cooked him dinner again. I love cooking for my boy ( although what I cook is very much just throwing frozen food into the toaster or microwave, and just having to cook the rice, porridge or pasta. ) It's fun!

Have to study again today, bummer.

What The Fuck
For losing a house key (misplacing it rather), is it fair to be railed at by you mum? In addition to that, she accuses you of being damn irresponsible and slams your room door as she exits. It's not fair.

My mom just did that to me. Only after that incident, then was I told that my key have been found at Dilun's place. When my mom entered my room again, she wanted to start railing at me again, but I told her the key's been found. Without even acknowledging, she just shut my door behind her. And the thing is, it's not like I lose my key every month or what. It's the first time in 19 years of my damned life that I lost my key (didn't really lose it afterall).

I don't expect an apology from her for accusing me and branding me as "irresponsible", but at least acknowledge the fact that my key isn't missing afterall right? Life's not great, I don't need more shit.

I hate it whenever you purchase the papers, everything else aound you becomes secondary. You become very oblivious to your surroundings, and the papers prevails everything. What's worse is that you could just simply walk away without saying a thing just to get your papers.

Playing the "non-existence" game? Perhaps. When you dug into your pocket for shillings, I knew you wanted to get the papers, but you could have at least said something. That's basic courtesy. What you did makes me feel that we're both separate entities. Just "you" and "I", not "us".

An hour and a half of silence is all I got from you, and it's still counting. Is it really such a chore toinform? And sometimes, may I ask of you to put your papers aside, because one thing for sure is that the papers would not run away or vanish into thin air just like that.

So wrong. Everything's starting to get so very wrong. Please let this end.

What The Shit!
I awoke to the greatest shock of my life! With only 3 hours of sleep, I thought my eyes were playing tricks on me when I saw 43 mails.

I thought: "ok maybe I'm just tired and my eyes are not focusing well", so yes, I rubbed them and looked again, still, Four and Three glued side by side and they didn't distant from each other at all. Forty-Three was staring hard right back in my face. Totally -_-" .

Can't seem to post the screen shot. =(

My boy got into the .38 finals and came in 4th. Same as two years back. I didn't make it into the finals, how sad, but it's okay. My preliminary scores sucked this year! Probably make a come back next year, we'll see about that.

Not Used To It
It's the first night after four nights that my darling boy isn't with me. And in about half an hour's time, he's got to head back to camp. That marks the end of his long MC.

Currently chatting and mapling with him till he heads back to camp.

Ich liebe dich lade Liebling.

100 Hours and Counting...
It is exactly 100 hours we've been together. Impossible? Believe it.

Met my boy at 1535hrs on Saturday, and we've been together ever since then. Hurhur. He's been staying over at my place for 3 consecutive days and last night was spent at his crib instead. Crazy how we can even reach the 100 hours mark. Madness. But that's us.

Poor boy is knocked out at the moment due to his medication. And I'm off to maple land.

Ice Cream Stash
Mom just bought a lot of ice cream, and when I say a lot, I really mean A LOT! Imagine having 30 over drumsticks stashed in your own freezer. That's the amount of drumsticks I have at home.

If I'm not wrong, there is more than just 30. Mummy bought 30 two days ago, and she just bought more today, so go figure.

And with that, how am I going to diet with all those yummy ice cream sitting in my freezer taunting and tempting me? sigh. Determination is the key to it all but I'm lacking it recently.

Everyone is Masked
Can you consider someone who makes use of you as a "friend"? Define the word 'friend'. It makes me ponder sometimes, do we as humans expect too much from others that we feel they fall short if they do not meet up to our expectations?

Sometimes, some people really do just make use of others. Nothing to do with high expectations or anything, but it is all just neatly placed on the desk and obviously seen. A facade, is that all it really is? Humans, are they just walking bodies with warped logics and nasty thinkings?

I can't help but feel that some people on this earth are wasting precious oxygen. Why fight with others who are more worthy to live?

I'm ranting, and I don't freaking care. Sue me.

Darling's the Best
My precious is and will be the sweetest ever! Dined at Fish n Co today, or yesterday rather. There was a short period of blackout at the glass house, so cool! Nice ambience with the lights out! HAHA!

I love the way we are able to settle things after a heated argument and just see things in the bigger perception. I love the way he's so understanding and giving. I love the way he's so goofy around me and simply being himself. I love the little things he do to me smile.

Dilun, I heart. =)