And again, I woke up choking back hot tears. I wonder how long it will take before I stop breaking down suddenly at work, at home, in the shower, before bed time, and upon waking.

2 kg in a week is definitely not funny. And I thought July could be a month filled with happy posts from my trip to Sydney. Sadly, all that I brought home was a whole luggage of pain and more. I deserve better, I think I do.