Wednesday, December 28, 2005
Was using it before heading out to meet my boy and his friends when my computer decided to take a permanant rest, so very not up to standard. Dad told me that my hard disk crashed, so there goes my everything! Pictures, files, memos, EVERYTHING! I'm hoping that Daddy was able to recover it, instead of having to reformat it.
So anyway, met up wif my boy and his Secondary school NPCC friends on Christmas eve and they are really MAD. Bunch of guys who are already in the army, yet with still the humour of boys who can't seem to grow up (not in the irritating sense of course). Drinking session with them was hilarious, and the weird things we talked about and games we played added on to the fun. Even supper was fun-filled.
Glad to have met his closest bunch of friends. And because all of them were from NPCC, neither actually really believed that I'm still serving the corps as WCI. It's not really that hard to believe, is it?
Our half year anniversary just came and went, how fast time flies. 6 months into "Us", and I'm still sometimes getting to know you all over again, which is good, because then I get to learn some new things which I missed out previously. I love you baobei.
Saturday, December 24, 2005
That big bag was sitting nicely on the table for more than 10 minutes when all of a sudden, it just shifted and the bag toppled over, sending my boy's Echo to hit the ground hard. The shattered glass didn't hurt me physically but I'm suffering emotionally. Feel bad knowing the fact that I could have actually done something to prevent that. If only I placed the bag on the ground nicely, instead of high up on the table.
The bottle was still half full, and now all of it is gone just like that. And the guilt piles up higher with the fact that my boy doesn't blame me a wee bit, rather being more concerned that I did not cut myself in the process of cleaning up.
I'm sorry dar, really. A new scent for the both of us it shall be then.
Friday, December 23, 2005
Went with Jo, Jacky, Richard, Zhilun, Benny (R & Z's friend), and of course my boy. While he and I were queueing, this guy called out to me and waved, and I momentarily couldn't put a name to his face, so heck it, I just waved back first. Then I realised it was Freddy, and Jo was so happy when I told her I saw Freddy. Freddy's still so cute.
Anyway, MOS is HUGE! And it's good because it's like a one-stop place with all the different genres. Maybe because MOS is new, that's why the crowd wasn't that big, therefore making MOS seem too big for its own good. And the air-conditoning is free of charge. Cold to the max!
Meeting up with Jo was fantastic though. Been quite a while since I last saw her, and she's still as lovely, still as cranky. Love her to bits.
Wednesday, December 21, 2005
Pretty crazy to be eating combat rations, but I've always wanted to try how they taste like, so there, I've had my try. Yum!
When the other rations like rice and noodles are open, I'm going to have a taste of everything! But better not consume too much, or I'll have hard stool and have problem moving my bowels (which I'm already having slight problems with, haha).
It's time for yet another round of mapling.
Sunday, December 18, 2005
Had dinner at NYDC, and for the first time, we decided on where to eat pretty quickly. I'm super amazed! But prior to that, majority arrived late, punctuality is something they do not have, and I'm bewildered because all of us are CIs, so where have their PICARD gone to?
Imagine yourself arriving at 4pm, and the last person only arrived at 5.30pm. I sat till my ass hurt like mad. -_-
Photo taking with the Christmas tree was not missed out, it's our yearly routine. Every year we would meet up around 16th as it's our anniversary from passing out of CIBTC. And every year, we would take pictures with our beloved Christmas tree outside Paragon. Had loads of fun with this crazy bunch!
Friday, December 16, 2005
There'll be a class BBQ at the end of December and again, we'd be exchanging gifts among our classmates, and I guess I count myself lucky to have chosen someone who is quite easy to get a gift for. Just go in the direction of her so called "pattern" and I wouldn't go wrong.
There'll be an exchange within my clique of 6 as well. So many presents to buy, so little time. I need to go Christmas shopping soon!
PS: Mango sale is now on! Went down with Val yesterday and I managed to get 2 tops. Val was crazy, she spent 4 times of what I spent, madness. She goes nuts when the word S-A-L-E is in sight. A shopping queen will always be a shopping queen. Haha.
Monday, December 12, 2005
And because I don't exactly use my allowance to eat proper meals, she had to use that as a threat. Then fine, I shall not eat at all, and I'll see what she can do about that. She'll definitely regret threatening me in such manner.
I won't eat and it's because my mother drove me to it.
Saturday, December 10, 2005
The twist was good too, comparable to Saw I, but I would say that the shocking factor that came from the twist was better in Saw I.
Even till now, images from the show still flashes through my mind. The brain, the bloody flesh, the charred skin, and more. Okay, enough said, Saw II is a must watch, and who knows, it might actually boost your appetite! Right!
Thursday, December 08, 2005
Been feeling very lethargic of late and sleep never seem enough. Have to recuperate over this coming weekend, and get myself ready for Christmas party! I'm so looking forward to Christmas!
Sunday, December 04, 2005
Saturday, December 03, 2005
To think they actually cleared out the big fridge's freezer compartment and shifted everything to the small fridge's freezer the day before, so this was pre-planned. Upon opening the big fridge's freezer, ice cream is practically spilling out. This is madness. This is way worse than the other time when I mentioned about the ice cream stash. In this case, I can open a "May Anne Ice Cream Mart" and start selling ice cream. Just go figure out the madness of it.
The amount of ice cream seem to be enough to last till over CNY. About 5 months or so or maybe even longer if I don't start eating ice cream 3 meals a day everyday. I can hold an ice cream party! RIGHT!
Tuesday, November 29, 2005
Mummy got me a Levi's square cut jeans, 3 tops, and to complete everything, a wonderful dinner. And because my boy and I took so long to settle on what to eat, my mum started complaining.
Mummy was more than willing to get me the Nike shoes I've been eyeing for quite some time now (the green weave one), but the outlet at Suntec didn't have my size! NOOOO! However, my mum was so nice as to say that if I spot it at any other outlets which has my size, let her know, and she'll go down with me and get it for me. YAY!
I'm happy and full, but very thirsty. I'm off to get a drink now and have to attempt my tutorial for tomorrow's presentation. Urgh.
Sunday, November 27, 2005
Still, I can't believe I went to bed THAT early. And now I think I should continue my slumber. Off I go.
Saturday, November 26, 2005
Also, the support you've given me throughout the sms shootout was really great, and I appreciate all your efforts. There'll be a long way ahead of us to look forward to yah? Love you my boy.
Earlier in the evening, we spent over 2hrs at the arcade. Attempted afew tries at getting stuffed toys from the UFO Machine. Super idiotic, but fun! He never fails to put a smile on my face. Adorable.
ps: I went to school for about 10 minutes today (umm... yesterday rather). Woke up late, reached school 10 minutes late, sat in for a project briefing, and 10 minutes later my lecturer said that was all she had for us. Like wtf? All the rush early in the morning for just 10 minutes of school. -ROLLEYES-
Wednesday, November 23, 2005
The one sitting closest to where I was standing started saying, "Eh, chuan fen hong yi de" (eh, the one in pink), but I totally ignored him. Then he went on to complain to his friends, "Wah, ta dao wo leh!" (wah, she ignored me).
After awhile, I think another of his friend tapped my shoulder real hard so I turned and glared at the one sitting nearest to me. The look on his face was hilarious, total shock! He just looked back and didn't say anything. Perhaps the stare I gave him worked wonders. Then he went on to tell his friend who tapped me that he should have been gentler. Like what the fuck? And to think they had the cheek to even lay a finger on me. Disgusting brats.
They then challenged each other to ask for my age and I was telling myself that if they would to really ask, I would say, "Definitely not suitable for small boys like you all.". I mean, they don't even look legal to have sex, and I'm wondering if they've already started to grow pubic hair. -_- I think yes, because the one sitting closest to me had disgusting facial hair which only proves his sloppiness. Another turn-off point. Damn, how did I digress to sex and pubic hair?
As I was alighting, one of the idiots questioned, "Ta ku ah?" (she cried?). Like totally -_- !!! Why the hell would I cry? Stupid boys, brainless! I so much wanted to bite their heads off!
But seriously, BOYS will forever be BOYS. It's true.
Monday, November 21, 2005
Amazing thing was that the 3 of us that were from top 5 last year didn't make it to top 5 this year. So much so for having the best timing during the preliminary round, what's the use of that when my thumbs refuse to function during the finals itself?
I still love my thumbs, but I hate the nerves in me. They are always ruling me whenever I need them to be calm. Screw them.
Saturday, November 19, 2005
Supreme Platter at Cartel almost killed the two of us. My boy had macaroni as well, and when this dish came, we were practically stuffing everything down. It was great though. I'm still ultra bloated from dinner. Somebody help me.
Daddy says I've got to eat properly for dinner today and lunch tomorrow. All the fuss for that event. Haha. In addition, I'm ordered to sleep early tonight as well, but with all the adrenaline and nervousness running through me, I guess sleeping would be a little difficult, just like last night. I'll try my best though. I'm off!
Friday, November 18, 2005
Thursday, November 17, 2005
Him: Xiao jie, wo ren shi ni ma? Ni wei shen me la wo de shou?
Me: -immediately turned to him to see if I really held the wrong guy-
IDIOT! It was him alright, fancy playing such a prank on me. The rest of the journey home was in fits of stupid laughter and he got idiotic stares from me. Such a bad boy. TSK!
SATURDAY'S COMING! ARGH!!!
Monday, November 14, 2005
Upcoming Saturday is going to drive me insane, and if I'm lucky enough, Sunday will be the big day. I hope, I pray, I wish. So many things will depend on that event. And thanks dar for all the support.
Saturday, November 12, 2005
Friday, November 11, 2005
It's been such a long time since I consumed both proper lunch and dinner. Forgot that it felt this good. And I'm in love with my bag. Mummy is going to flip when she sees the bag, but what the heck, it's high time I indulge a little.
Parents will be back tomorrow, I can't wait! Tomorrow's such an important day, yay!
Wednesday, November 09, 2005
Thursdays will definitely drive me insane. I swear that by the time I graduate from SP, I'd lose 3/4 of my sanity. Last week we were spared from the retarded Thursday timetable due to public holiday, and now I wish that there'll be more public holidays that fall on Thursdays! Fat hope I know.
Friday, November 04, 2005
Many things happened the past few days, what a thrill! Right. I'm blabbering thanks to school blues. I'm still in the holidays mood, why am I robbed of my holidays? Polytechnic's holidays are WAY too short!
I need to game now, it's the only way to release some stress. HAH!
Wednesday, November 02, 2005
Had a strawberry for dinner and now I'm still about to explode. Help me. But lunch was good. It's been such a long time since I last ate buffet. Imagine May Anne eating buffet, hmm, unimaginable perhaps, but believe me, I ate!
So people, stop nagging me to eat. I stress again, STOP nagging me to eat. Thank you very much. -bows-
Saturday, October 29, 2005
I'm not thin, I'm not anorexic, so what's all the big fuss about? Not as though I'm refraining from food or anything, I'm STILL eating. Bumped into Jeremy back in PHS today during the Open House and he claimed that I'm thinner. Trust me dude, it's the uniform, I think. Haha.
I'm eating!!! So those constantly nagging me to eat more, I think you're just wasting saliva. Hurhur! Alright, just wanted to say that my mum's becoming paranoid about my weight and she's watching way too much TV, what depression and what suicide. -rolleyes-
But it's not a bad thing afterall. Suicide will end all misery.
Thursday, October 27, 2005
I concluded that because 2 days ago, I happily stuck my index finger into my tub of ice cream and dug it out to eat (ok, I know I asked for it for not using a spoon, but I have weird eating ways and habits, so spare me. And stop reading this with a raised eyebrow, with question marks in ur head, or with whatever expression that made its way to your face upon reading that sentence). After awhile my finger felt numb and I immediately withdrew it from the tub of ice cream and doused it in warm water.
The pain was temporary and the warm water eased the pain. But now, 2 days later, my finger is hurting like nobody's business! It's red, and sore, and I can't type properly with my index finger. It feels as though my finger might just fall off any moment. Ouch.
I shall not pull such weird stunts in eating stuff anymore. Maybe I should quit eating totally too, because who knows when I'll choke to death, and choking is an extremely nasty way to die as well. Hur!
Wednesday, October 26, 2005
For those who are interested to know, he actually used candies to form the words, "4! I ♥ U" on my bed. =)
The flu bug is here to stay again. So is scratchy throat and irritating cough. Sucks like vacuum cleaner. I don't want to be sick.
Wednesday, October 19, 2005
Results are out and I passed every damn subject!!! The fear of having to repeat at least 1 module have been bugging me ever since I sat for that paper. A good thing I don't have to repeat any modules.
I'm crazily happy, albeit I have 2 D-, but at least I passed ALL! YAY! I think I shall go back to sleep now. Haven't had enough sleep but once I was semi conscious I jumped out of bed to check my results.
Now that I'm satisfied, I'm going back to bed (although I doubt I can fall back asleep anymore). Have to go for parade later.
Yes, it was THAT bad. What made it worse was that my body refuse to purge out any waste. Took me a full hour of lugging myself to the toilet and back to bed before I eventually managed to release everything.
Dinner was more or less air. A little bit of potato and that's it. And now I think I'm hungry. Feel ultra empty in that poor bag of mine. Oh well, can't eat so late at night. I shall perservere!
Thursday, October 13, 2005
Why is the tooth at the far end of your gum that grows during adulthood called the 'wisdom tooth'? It obviously stupidly hurts so much that it shouldn't be given that name. Instead, I think 'stupid tooth' sounds more appropriate for it.
The whole of my left cheek feels sore, and every little thing I do sends shots of pain that causes my already-horrible-looking face to contort even more horribly. Even swallowing saliva is such a chore.
Solid food will be out for me for awhile till the pain subsides. I can happily live on water the entire day today. Shall sweeten up my drink a little so I get a little energy from whatever liquids I'm going to consume.
Stupid tooth! Blasted tooth! So much for the name it's been given. -_-
Tuesday, October 11, 2005
Sunday, October 09, 2005
Does it always hold true for all of them that when they are out having fun, they tend to momentarily forget us? It seems that that applies to all I've met.
By far, he's the best, maybe because comparatively, I've experienced much worse. But still, the nagging feeling of being somewhat abandoned still arises. In a way, I'm glad to have been put through so much in the past, because from there, I gain experience, and I learn. So now, it doesn't feel half as bad.
I'm not complaining, and I don't wish to either. It's just that some things must be released, just so as to feel slightly better and not so choked. There, I feel much better now. I'll just be patient, and back to my game I shall go.
Thursday, October 06, 2005
It's barely 7am and I'm already awake. Been awake since 2.30am. Slept at around 12.30am. Just two hours of sleep and I'm unable to sleep any longer. Something's wrong with my body system. Seems like this always happens during my holidays. Weird.
Boy just left my place for camp about an hour ago, and he'll be stuck in camp again today. Bummer. I miss him already. =(
Sunday, October 02, 2005
For the first time in my entire life, I went to watch COG (although I missed quite alot of the starting part, blame it on the bus and train!).
Because I was late, I didn't get to see the march from Heeren to Istana, so sad! Rushed like mad down to Istana and by the time I reached there, the SPDS performace came to an end and the squad was already marching into Istana. All the rush for nothing.
At least I got to see my darling march to the sentry post and stood sentry for about 15 minutes or so. My boy's stuck in camp now though, having parade tomorrow, what a Sunday.
Friday, September 30, 2005
Exams are finally over, and now i dread the arrival of the results.
My boy's stucked in camp now, doing guard duty tonight. And apparently, they have a "guard dog" for company!
I'm missing my boy, can't wait to see him tomorrow. Party time!
Monday, September 26, 2005
Sunday, September 25, 2005
Ok, my previous entry caused a lot of big reactions for those who cared. Thank you all so much. I'm fine now, we're fine now. =)
Thanks to all who messaged me, be it over msn or sms, so sweet of you people. No worries about the previous post ok? Hugs to you all!
Saturday, September 24, 2005
Thursday, September 22, 2005
Whoever drops by your place despite having a serious diarrhoea, rests at your place for a few hours, heads back home past midnight, games with you a while online, then decide to come back to your crib just to spend the rest of the few hours of the night with you before heading back to camp?
The sweetest thing alive did that. =)
Went to AMK Community Hospital with my darling boy in hopes of being able to get the priscription prescribed by his MO but the stupid pharmacy at the hospital had to close so early. -_-
Headed back home and I cooked him dinner again. I love cooking for my boy ( although what I cook is very much just throwing frozen food into the toaster or microwave, and just having to cook the rice, porridge or pasta. ) It's fun!
Have to study again today, bummer.
Monday, September 19, 2005
For losing a house key (misplacing it rather), is it fair to be railed at by you mum? In addition to that, she accuses you of being damn irresponsible and slams your room door as she exits. It's not fair.
My mom just did that to me. Only after that incident, then was I told that my key have been found at Dilun's place. When my mom entered my room again, she wanted to start railing at me again, but I told her the key's been found. Without even acknowledging, she just shut my door behind her. And the thing is, it's not like I lose my key every month or what. It's the first time in 19 years of my damned life that I lost my key (didn't really lose it afterall).
I don't expect an apology from her for accusing me and branding me as "irresponsible", but at least acknowledge the fact that my key isn't missing afterall right? Life's not great, I don't need more shit.
Playing the "non-existence" game? Perhaps. When you dug into your pocket for shillings, I knew you wanted to get the papers, but you could have at least said something. That's basic courtesy. What you did makes me feel that we're both separate entities. Just "you" and "I", not "us".
An hour and a half of silence is all I got from you, and it's still counting. Is it really such a chore toinform? And sometimes, may I ask of you to put your papers aside, because one thing for sure is that the papers would not run away or vanish into thin air just like that.
So wrong. Everything's starting to get so very wrong. Please let this end.
Saturday, September 17, 2005
I awoke to the greatest shock of my life! With only 3 hours of sleep, I thought my eyes were playing tricks on me when I saw 43 mails.
I thought: "ok maybe I'm just tired and my eyes are not focusing well", so yes, I rubbed them and looked again, still, Four and Three glued side by side and they didn't distant from each other at all. Forty-Three was staring hard right back in my face. Totally -_-" .
Can't seem to post the screen shot. =(
My boy got into the .38 finals and came in 4th. Same as two years back. I didn't make it into the finals, how sad, but it's okay. My preliminary scores sucked this year! Probably make a come back next year, we'll see about that.
Thursday, September 15, 2005
It's the first night after four nights that my darling boy isn't with me. And in about half an hour's time, he's got to head back to camp. That marks the end of his long MC.
Currently chatting and mapling with him till he heads back to camp.
Ich liebe dich lade Liebling.
Wednesday, September 14, 2005
It is exactly 100 hours we've been together. Impossible? Believe it.
Met my boy at 1535hrs on Saturday, and we've been together ever since then. Hurhur. He's been staying over at my place for 3 consecutive days and last night was spent at his crib instead. Crazy how we can even reach the 100 hours mark. Madness. But that's us.
Poor boy is knocked out at the moment due to his medication. And I'm off to maple land.
Thursday, September 08, 2005
Mom just bought a lot of ice cream, and when I say a lot, I really mean A LOT! Imagine having 30 over drumsticks stashed in your own freezer. That's the amount of drumsticks I have at home.
If I'm not wrong, there is more than just 30. Mummy bought 30 two days ago, and she just bought more today, so go figure.
And with that, how am I going to diet with all those yummy ice cream sitting in my freezer taunting and tempting me? sigh. Determination is the key to it all but I'm lacking it recently.
Sunday, September 04, 2005
Can you consider someone who makes use of you as a "friend"? Define the word 'friend'. It makes me ponder sometimes, do we as humans expect too much from others that we feel they fall short if they do not meet up to our expectations?
Sometimes, some people really do just make use of others. Nothing to do with high expectations or anything, but it is all just neatly placed on the desk and obviously seen. A facade, is that all it really is? Humans, are they just walking bodies with warped logics and nasty thinkings?
I can't help but feel that some people on this earth are wasting precious oxygen. Why fight with others who are more worthy to live?
I'm ranting, and I don't freaking care. Sue me.
My precious is and will be the sweetest ever! Dined at Fish n Co today, or yesterday rather. There was a short period of blackout at the glass house, so cool! Nice ambience with the lights out! HAHA!
I love the way we are able to settle things after a heated argument and just see things in the bigger perception. I love the way he's so understanding and giving. I love the way he's so goofy around me and simply being himself. I love the little things he do to me smile.
Dilun, I heart. =)
Sunday, August 28, 2005
.38 shooting competition was a disaster. Shot like shit this year. Revolver malfunctioned so a shot's wasted. How fantastic. Damn the revolver, lane 3, and Field Instructor (very kpkb).
At least the outing with Delta was hilarious. Although it didn't end the best way, but still, I had loads of fun with them.
Friday, August 26, 2005
Happy 2nd month dar, I love you!
Going for .38 shoot tomorrow, and it's being held at Toa Payoh range. Can't wait! It's a long time since I last held a weapon, a long time since I last shot. I CAN'T WAIT!!! I want to try to get into the finals as well. And hopefully my results will be better than last year. =)
So exciting because my boy is going too! So much in common between the two of us. So much so that even NPCC related things like this we can participate together. Haha, I love you dar!
Sunday, August 21, 2005
Enjoyed myself with my boy today again! Another one of those days that's close to perfection. "Must Love Dogs" is not a bad show. In a way, that show relates well for my boy and I.
Prior to the show, we were just window-shopping and I was very amazed when he got me into More Than Words. I presumed that guys would avoid places like that. We ended up going bonkers over the mugs there, especially me over those with Tigger prints. Haha!
Really had lots of fun. I love my boy!
Saturday, August 20, 2005
I'm a little bewildered with certain humans. As to why they do things the way they do/did.
Certain actions, although not relevant or important anymore, will still cause sad waves to envelope the opposite party involved. Talking about honesty and the length of time to get over certain things or certain someone.
Actions displayed, although not seen by me, have been spotted by others, and it's much worse than me seeing things for myself. Consequences brought upon yourself, I say that there's no one else to bear it other than yourself. Humans on earth should do more self-reflection, and I myself should start on it.
Monday, August 15, 2005
Just took my body temperature and I'm at 36.1 degrees! And that was only on the 4th try. The 1st 3 tries came out at 35.9 degrees. Is that abnormal? I think it is, because a normal body temperature should be around 36.9 degrees. I'm cold blooded.
Maybe it's because it's so early in the morning? But still... Weird. Nevermind, I shall go to bed soon. Good night!
Friday, August 12, 2005
My boy surprised me today. Went to Yew Tee to meet up with him after I ended school, waited almost 2 hours for him (because of his IPPT which got delayed).
Had to go back myself as he had some things to settle and awhile after I got home, my boy came over with the little surprise of his. Mango cake frm Bengawan Solo! Both of us ate almost half the cake away and distributed the other half to my family members. Little brother was silly enough to not want the mango slices, so I ate them! =)
yummy mango cake
It's been 50 great days and the past 3 days was sheer bliss. 3 consecutive days and more to come. And I'm glad that you're getting happiness out of everything.
It's a joy to see that you're happy. Although I can be a real ass at times, I'm glad that you were able to put up with me and see me through those stupid periods. Miss you loads my boy. Hugs.
Wednesday, August 10, 2005
Just got back home not too long ago. Had one of the best days ever spent with my boy. Went to Jurong East open field to support my boy, because he had a performance there.
Headed down to Yishun after that and we watched the fireworks. Thereafter, chilled out at Liquid Kitchen. Everyday should be a happy day, and we're working towards it!
My boy's nagging me to sleep now because he's falling asleep, lol!
PS: We saw Fiona Xie at Liquid Kitchen. Whiny.
Tuesday, August 09, 2005
Went to Istana open house on the 7th, and I can say that Istana is like a huge countryclub! A super long way up to reach the main building!
Anyway, went there to support my boy, because he was performing SPDS, a sort of precision drill, also known to me as Taiwanese Drill. You did a good job dar!
Oh Ben, thanks for making a trip down with me to Istana!
Istana open house
Made arrangements with my polymates to go and see fireworks together. All attached people were to bring their partners, but somehow the thing was cancelled.
Had a small argument with my darling, no idea what sparked that off in the first place, but we got it resolved (as usual).
Just got home not too long ago. Sent my boy back to camp. He's got a performance at Jurong East open field later at 6pm. Hopefully I'm able to make it down later.
Saturday, August 06, 2005
To those who showed concern, thanks alot, I'm alright. The previous post was an impulsive entry, I just needed to let it out, and I reckoned that my blog is the best place.
Anyway, attended PHSNPCC farewell function last night. Wasn't fantastic but the company and the people around were great! Area 3 CIs were invited and he came because he was an area 3 CI.
Food was .... The fried rice was so bland and the vegetables were hard and tasted funny. The only edible food there was the bee hoon and fish. But I only went for the fish.
Quite disappointed with my sec3 cadets' planning skills. Maybe I should give them the ultimatum (if I can actually bring myself to do it that is).
Thursday, August 04, 2005
Wednesday, August 03, 2005
It's my brother's birthday! And I think he took leave from camp, because it's a Wednesday, and he doesn't usually get to book out during the week.
But then, I'm wondering: If he purposely took off, then what's he doing at home? Perhaps it's during the day on the 3rd Aug itself that he's going to have fun. Hmm...
Tuesday, August 02, 2005
Just sat for my Management Accounting retest and I think I screwed it up once again. Should have known better. Then I wouldn't have to sacrifice my beauty sleep just to wake up so early for this dumb retest. What's worse is that lessons starts at 10am only. -rolleyes-
Anyway, was in the lift alone with a female lecturer just now while I was on my way down to the library and just as the lift door closed behind me (meaning I'm in the lift wif her alone), she said, "So nice complexion, so smooth, so silky." then my reply was "-polite smile- thanks... mother's genes." and she was like "ooo, so lucky."
Women! To think a lecturer would say this to a student? Moreover she never taught me before. Haha. Think she missed out on my dark rings and eye bags, otherwise I don't think she'd say that to me. Hah!
I think I can be queen of panda.
Saturday, July 30, 2005
The dirt bug is around! Was down with flu a few days back and just recovered today (though not fully). My boy caught some kind of bug this afternoon, he was slightly feverish and breaking out in cold sweat.
Was sort of his "nurse", although I didn't really do much. Glad that he's back home safe. Hopefully it won't affect his media brief later in the evening. Take care boy, hugs!
I need my sleep badly, been deprived of sleep lately.
Wednesday, July 27, 2005
Gained over 2 kg in just a week. Super fat now! I feel fat, I look fat! Especially at my tummy area, it's SO DARN bloated!
Hopeless May Anne couldn't resist food, so now she has to face the consequences of being fat and hating herself immensely for that. Tomorrow onwards, I swear to myself that I have to go on a diet. Otherwise I can happily climb up Swissotel and jump.
Diet Diet Diet Diet Diet Diet Diet Diet!
Tuesday, July 26, 2005
Just got back not too long ago. Went out wif RenJie. Went to Mr Bean opposite Paradiz Centre, then to Plaza Singapura, then to Orchard, then to Liquid Kitchen which was the main interest for the night.
Never been there before, and I can say it's an extremely good place to chill out at. Food there is pretty good, wide range of drinks as well. Tasted Sex on the Beach for the first time, never knew it was so nice. A whole new experience at Liquid Kitchen. Super cosy place.
We walked home from Liquid Kitchen (Thomson). I'm bloated.
*For the 2nd time, I saw 2 Fairlady in a day. Again, that made my day! Hahaha!
Sunday, July 24, 2005
Been with him for the last 24 hours and counting. Went clubbing with him at black last night. Just the two of us. My 1st time clubbing with my partner (and only my partner alone), interesting!
Stupid incident happened. Some people just can't seem to grow up. People our age (or older) should be mature enough to think with a clear headed mind, apparently I think that failed someone last night. A spur of heated anger? Definitely not.
Oh well, whatever the case was, I had fun with him last night. Now he's being a pig and refusing to get off my bed. Like ROLLEYES! 5 hours should be enough rest, so it's time to drag him up!
Saturday, July 23, 2005
I've got to stop what I'm doing. Can't carry on with that quirky habit. It's not good, and I feel like shit everytime after that happens.
Why is it that I don't have that little bit of self restrain? Why is it that I don't have the determination that I used to have? Why is it that I'm the way I am? I really can't carry on with that anymore. It has to stop.
Hopefully tomorrow will be a better day. Everyday I pray that the same thing wouldn't happen the following day, but my prayers were never heard. Self control and determination is all I need. I really don't wish for it to carry on anymore. I'm losing my strength to fight.
Thursday, July 21, 2005
A month since we met and started goin out. How time flies.
One day before this day of last month, an ice cream offer was made and someone was thrilled. Just because of ice cream, how classic.
I need more sleep. Been through a lot lately. Lots of problems, old issues, unsettled issues, new issues. Where's my break?
Sunday, July 17, 2005
Saturday, July 16, 2005
23 days and still going.
I hate IAP! It's such a crap elective! What a waste of my time, I have no idea why I got tricked into choosing this as an elective. Maybe the knowledge of it being a project-based module tempted me back then. But now, I feel it's an ultra wrong elective to take! So damn shitty!
Fancy coming up with a company and doing brokerage trading. Like how "interesting"! It's not at all fun, it's crazy, it's stupid. =(
Tuesday, July 12, 2005
Imagine meeting the same person up for 19 consecutive days. Madness? Sick and tired?
Yes to the former, but no to the latter. Every single day feels just like the first day. It's just amazing how it can be this way. The fact of us is still sinking in, and it feels great!
Anyway, here's some stupid lame shit that happened:
Him: *said something super lame* (can't remember what exactly)
Her: Talk rubbish lah!
Him: If rubbish can talk, dustbins can dance.
Her: -rolleyes more than 360 degrees-
So wanted to chew his head off. And so wanted to roll my eyes till they pop out of the sockets. But still, he's a joy who's always around. =p
Sunday, July 10, 2005
Saturday, July 09, 2005
Wednesday, July 06, 2005
I broke someone's heart. Badly. And I'm utterly sorry about that. I'm sorry to have to put you through this. I played with fire and I got burned. The ache in the heart that comes along with it is inevitable.
At this point in time, the amount of "sorries" wouldn't be able to heal the deep gash in your heart. Don't feel that you've failed in love. You've been great, by far the best I've had, and I thank you for all the sweet memories and lovely times we've spent together.
Thank you for loving me, thank you for all your gifts, thank you for the care and concern you've showered me with. Thank you for everything. I'll miss you.
Sunday, July 03, 2005
I've been told to update, so here goes. The past week was filled with countless events, ranging from CA/project madness in school, to skipping lessons, to going shopping and many more.
I played with fire and I've been burnt. I guess I brought things upon myself and I've got no one to blame. Maybe on your part, you weren't that sensitive. But it doesn't matter now.
Having pretty bad relations with my parents as well. But things are starting to get better (I think). Oh well, I'm off to study now.
Sunday, June 26, 2005
My darling boy "chilling out" with me.
Had dinner over at my grands' place last night, in celebration of my little brother's birthday (hey, why wasn't I given such treatment? haha, doesn't matter because not as though I didn't get to share my bro's enjoyment). Simply love my grandma's cooking, yummy!
The birthday cake that followed was even better! From Grand Hyatt can?! When mine was from some ulu-nated cake shop below the blocks that kind, like rolleyes!!! Don't blame anyone though, because why my cake ended up to be some crap cake was tagged with a valid reason, and it's a super long story, so let's just drop it, heh!
The events that occured during the dinner was great, happy mini gathering and all that, and those that followed the gathering was better. =p By the way, I love him, the one I hold so dear to my heart, the one and only..... SPARKY!
Saturday, June 25, 2005
It's my oh-so-irritating-a.k.a-nt-too-bad-a-companion brother's 18th birthday today! Finally he's 18! And the most classic thing was that he sms-ed me last night with the text: "HEY. ANYTIME YOU WANT TO CLUB, CALL ME. HAHA. I'M AT CB NOW."
Yse, note the CAPS, that was how he typed the text to me exactly, probably because he was using his Samsung phone and was all so lazy to change to small fonts. Can you imagine going clubbing with your brother? Hmm... that should be interesting! Haha! I'm so going to try it one fine day! Think it'll actually be kind of sweet? I don't know, just feel that it'll be quite nice, but of course not one on one, like DUH! Definitely there'll be his clique of friends, and I'll have mine.
But yup, siblings going clubbing together and returning home together after that, I can only imagine. Not too bad at all. Haha!
My brother may be a pain in the ass at times, but it's also damn obvious that he cares for me alot and is frequently on the lookout for me (the same goes for my elder brother, makes me feel like such a lousy sister now, because somehow I don't really take the effort to bother myself with their whereabouts, whereas they do... fine, I shall start to be more caring towards my siblings!) and for now, I can't help it but say:"I love you bro, really!"
HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY JOEY!
Thursday, June 23, 2005
Went down to Mango at Raffles City with Val, Leeping and Wee Kit. Got 2 tops and now I'm regretting my decision for 1 of it.
Looked so pretty at the store, but when I tried it again at home, it looks like crap. Hopefully I'll suddenly like it again. Meanwhile, I simply can't stand it. At least I like the other piece. So much for wanting to start saving up. -rolleyes-
Bloody Auditing CA1 tomorrow, but I don't have the mood to study for it! Shall study tomorrow during the 2 hours in between before the test.
Tuesday, June 21, 2005
I, Chan May Anne Yiptong, went to school for only 20 minutes today! How fantastic is that?
Alarm clock went off at 8am, and I sub-consciously turned it off and the next thing I knew was of me practically jumping out of bed in shock and realising that it's already 9.15am (lessons start at 10!)
My thoughts toggled between skipping the 1st lesson (tutorial), or cab down to school in ultimate fast speed. Decided to skip, but after my shower, there was still enough time to cab down and still be in time for school. So yes, I rushed out of my house and waited for a cab. And I waited, and waited, and waited... AND waited!
DAMN THE CABS! When you need them, there's NONE in sight at all (ok, there was, but all hired). After 15 odd minutes of waiting, I gave up because by the time I reach school it'll be probably around 10.40 or so, like no point! The worst feeling on earth is to cab it down to school like a nut and end up not getting attendance for that lesson.
So once again, I changed my mind and decided to skip tutorial. Slowly walked to the MRT station and took the train to school for the next lesson, and I was like about 15 minutes late? Maybe a little more, thanks to the slow walk. -rolleyes-
Bloody lab lesson ended early, so yes, in all, I was in school for only around half an hour. -rolleyes again- Last lecture cancelled, the lecture before the last lecture was some crap lecture (the lecturer really puts me to sleep with her droning voice), so I came home! At least I took a nap, that's something productive for my body! HAHA!
Freaking long-winded today! I swear if blogger eats this post up, I'm SOOOO NOT going to blog for a LONG time (right)!
Monday, June 20, 2005
I saw my dream car twice in a day! How fantastic! Once when I was on my way to school in my dad's car, my brother tapped me pretty hard to get my attention to look at the Fairlady (because he knows I'm in love with the car). It was a silver one that I saw on my way to school.
The 2nd round was when I was on my way home! And that was milky white! Silver so classy, milky white so cute! Twice in a day, twice in a day! -prances around the room- First time seeing Fairlady live, and I see it twice in a day!!! WHOO! Definitely one of my best days ever! Haha! Just because of a car, yes, I know it's crazy but what to do?!?!
Sunday, June 19, 2005
Spent almost the entire day with my boy. Dropped by his place at around 1430hrs and slacked all the way to dinner time and I brought him out for dinner!
Headed to Causeway Point, in hopes that there'll be a Citychain outlet there (to adjust the length of his Adidas watch), but there wasn't a outlet at Causeway Point, so we just had dinner there and left for Lot 1. Haha! Madness, travel all the way there just for a Citychain outlet.
Bumped into Jin Hui, and for a moment I thought he couldn't recognise me because he seemed so spaced out when I called out to him. After that, Shin Yu sms-ed me, saying her boyfriend saw me. Haha! Met up with her and her boyfriend for awhile, talked a little then we went our separate ways. Fancy meeting so many people at Lot 1.
Enjoyed the day with my boy, happy birthday dear! Hope you really like the watch, and also everything else that was in addition to the gift. Have a blessed birthday, and may all your dreams come true!
Thursday, June 16, 2005
Tuesday, June 14, 2005
Went shopping for hon's birthday gift. Bought him an Adidas watch, I like! But what matters most is that he likes it. My younger brother saw it, he says it's nice, but said that if it was another design, it would be even nicer (and we both agreed on the same design), but excuse me, I doesnt print cash, so yup, settled for this. At least it's nice =p
I HATE TOMORROW!
Saturday, June 11, 2005
I crazily made cookies last night, at around midnight? Haha! And I ate more than 1/2 dozen away right after it cooled off. MADNESS!!!
Let my mum try just now, she said it's nice, but a little too sweet! Have to reduce the sugar amount, but for people with ultra sweet tooth like me, I find it absolutely fine. HAHAHA! YUMMY!
Going to let my little bro eat some now, so he's the 1st guy I made cookies for!!! HAHA, what crap.
Thursday, June 09, 2005
I made a wasted trip down to BBDC today!!! Wanted to book my FTT date, but guess what? I forgot my login password!!! How smart right? Tried all the passwords I usually use, but to no avail.
And BBDC charges $10.50 just to change password! That's like DAYLIGHT ROBBERY!!! Who in the right mind would actually pay that amount just to get their passwords resetted? But... I guess I'm left with no other choice but to take that decision?
Almost died in school today, lack of sleep can really kill faster than lack of food. And now that I'm at home, I can't sleep, how fantastic! Stupid body system!
Tuesday, June 07, 2005
You lied, you still lie now, and you will continue to lie. Fancy all those talk about not being in a relationship with anyone? Guilty of something that you have to hide the fact?
"I'll never go into a relationship with her" was what you said. What a big fat lie. At that point in time when you said that, u were ALREADY in that relationship. Told you I knew, yet you still deny, and seriously, I don't see a point.
Trying to get the best of both worlds is what you're trying to achieve, that's so obvious, and to tell you the truth, it's very lowlife. Think about it. Always feel yourself as the "innocent party", "the one who got hurt badly"? Nah, think again.
You were in a happy relationship at that point in time when you said so much to me. Your purpose? Hoping that I'll soften and return to you? Obviously you want to have everything to yourself. If not A, then at least B would still be around, for you to keep. So despicable.
You're being unfair to her. And seriously, I pity her for that. You always say you know exactly what you want in life, I strongly doubt so. Looking at the way you handle things, you're very immature. From this day on, be happy with the way you lead your life.
I'm utterly disgusted with your actions the other day. Fancy being so bold when you were hiding a lie. Poor her. Your life is in a mess. Straighten things out, it'll definitely do you good.
Sunday, June 05, 2005
I just cut my hair 1 week ago and I went for another haircut today! It really isn't my fault, I just couldn't stand my ends, they were like wires! So yes, made the decision to snip my ends off when I was at RenJie's house, and immediately we went downstairs!!!
Now my hair seems so much shorter, so sad!!! Oh whatever, at least most of the spoilt ends are gone and I'm happy! HAHAHA!
Monday, May 30, 2005
Went on a mini shopping spree with Val after school today! Although it was just at Bishan J8, but it was nice! Jas joined us but left earlier.
As usual, Val and I were like aunties, shopped at NTUC like nobody's business! Bought Japanese rice cake which were pretty tasty! Val bought a hell lot more things, super auntie! Haha! But at least we DO go grocery shopping ok, practising to be a good wife in future! LOL!
I bought earrings for myself too! And I'm so in love with Davidoff's Echo for woman!!! I'm going to get it! Ok, I'm mad! Just got my Mango scent yesterday (barely 24hrs ago) and here I am aiming for Echo.
Putting my madness aside, 1st day at school was killer! Lecturers n tutors used up evey single minute according to the timetable! It's only the 1st day yet they have to stress us out in this manner?! GRRR!
The consolation was that I got 3 gifts from my frenz. I'm a happy girl! I've been a happy girl of late, and I LOVE THIS FEELING!!!!! And to add on to my happiness, tomorrow I have to go to school only at 2pm! But that's only for this week because there's no tutorial and practical for tomorrow's particular module! WHEEE!
Sunday, May 29, 2005
Saturday, May 28, 2005
Just went for a haircut this afternoon, bad disaster I would say. Firstly, it's as though I didn't really cut my hair, but the thing is it's too layered, that my hair is sticking out in ALL directions now! Ok, maybe I'm exaggerating, but you can just imagine.
Anyway, ever tasted barley mint flavoured mentos? Weird huh? But guess what, I got hold of such weird flavour! Was just walking around the market after my disasterous haircut, looking for sweets, when I chanced upon this weird flavour mentos. But it's nice! Haha!
Hmm... It's late, I should be off now!
Friday, May 27, 2005
Last day at work was great!!! My supervisor, Linda, brought me to lunch! Had Fisn n Co. She wanted to bring me to dine at Crystal Jade or somewhere better but I didn't want because I wasn't hungry. Nice right? But it's all expensed to the company of course. But still, they treat their interns so nice!!! Never knew that they practice having a mini farewell meal for interns, or should I say, never heard of. Permanant staff, yes, but interns? Hmmm...
Mummy bought a Crystal Jade Cakery cake for all my colleagues (those from Accounts Dept, HR & Admin), but I paid for the cake, can't possibly let my mum pay right? But of all cakes, she had to buy one with LOTS of fruits on it. She said that there was this chocolate cake with blueberry filling. She should have gotten that instead because it sounds so much nicer!!! URGH!
My Liaision Officer paid me a visit today as well. All things went well and best of all, at around 6.15pm, there was a beautiful rainbow just right outside my window!!! Very nice way to end my ITP. I'm so going to miss my colleagues!!!
My supervisor even said that if they ever going to need any help, they are going to get my help! WHEE!!!! -grins from ear to ear-
For now, I'm going to get my beauty sleep back! Have not slept well ever since last Wednesday. Hahaha! DaimlerChrysler, I miss you!!!
Wednesday, May 25, 2005
Had one of the best birthday ever!!! Went to work as usual, then headed over to my baby's crib. That's when the surprise came. He brought me to Bottle Tree Village (used to be Sembawang Sea Sports Club), and we had dinner there.
Thereafter, walked all the way back to his home. The distance covered was definitely more than 3km, because the pathway itself from BTV to the main road was 2.8 km. Healthy lifestyle, walk after a hearty meal.
Anyway, I love the bag dear, especially the colour! Thanks for such a wonderful day, and thanks to all who remembered my birthday. =p
Friday, May 20, 2005
Ever experienced those days when you feel damn fucked up and like the entire day is so shitty and like everything is against you? Damn, how good does that feel?
Hate it, feels so eeky, feel like a DOH whenever this kind of day comes. Why? Why is it that people have to go through such things? Am I over-reacting due to fatigue, or am I really experiencing a bad day? Seriously, I have no idea.
39 hours without sleep is a killer, followed by just less than 5 hours of rest. It's definitely not enough to cover whatever lost sleep! I'm pissed, fucked up, irritated, eeky, stupid, shitty, etc. The list goes on.
May tomorrow be a better day.
Thursday, May 19, 2005
Oh damn! I'm so so so so so sleepy!!! Only had 1/2 hour of sleep last night (or this morning rather)! Went to Zouk with Jo & Val, ChengXi & JiaXi (the twins), and 2 of ChengXi's campmates.
We only met up at Zouk itself. And amazingly, we didn't spend a single shit at all! Haha! Because we didn't booze (good aye?), then supper was on the guys. Ride home was by ChengXi's friend. The twins were really close, can see from the way they conversed with each other.
Outside Zouk, we were approached by this upcoming new magazine thing, some photoshoot shit, next wednesday, outside Zouk. Not a bad way to spend my birthday, something interesting...
Freaky thing happened in Zouk!! This bloody ang mo held me by my waist from behind, and I didn't think much about it because I thought maybe I was in the way and he wanted me to make way for him, so fine, I let him pass. Then after that he stood behind Val and was staring straight at me, like what the hell? And Val was like saying ask him what he wants but apparently, I can't be bothered. Moreover he left after awhile, so heck lah!
The rest of the night was ok. Nothing else happened. Now I'm so zombified at work, zzz!!! Have to get going!
Wednesday, May 18, 2005
It was so fun!!! Got to enter the DFS area with my special pass. 1st time entering that area not as a passesnger going on board! Hahaha!
Stock take was crazy! So many things to count! And there are so many interesting items! Crazily, the most expensive item there is a watch which costs $3500 (if i heard correctly)!!! And the cheapest item is a drawback mini toy car which costs $5. Haha! The different car models were so so so so so pretty!!!
But it was really a thrilling experience! Reached home around 5am, stuffed myself with lotsa biscuits because I was so damn hungry, then went to bed. Still damn freaking sleepy at the moment, but I can't sleep anymore, so yeah, going to slack my entire day away today!
Tuesday, May 17, 2005
Just got up from my 1 1/2 hrs nap. Stock take at the warehouse (near expo) wasn't too bad, pretty interesting. The beginning was superb, being fresh and energetic and all, but subsequently the numbers started to look alike and all the numbers started to merge with one another. Well, you get the picture.
The day stock take ended pretty early (earlier than expected), got home and I died on my bed momentarily. Now, the midnight stock take battle at Changi Airport T2 is waiting for me! And I'm sure that tonight numbers will be my greatest enemy again! They'll all have fun playing tricks on my poor eyes and start taunting me. IDIOT!
How am I going to last through the midnight stock take? It's going to be from 12 - 5am!!! Have to report to CoffeeBean at 11. Going to get more rest now. Out!
Monday, May 16, 2005
I simply just can't wait for tomorrow! Because I don't have to go to work!!! Ok,i still do need to work, but I don't have to go to Centennial Tower because I'm going to the warehouse to do stock take!!!
Whee!!! Stock take from 9-4pm, then after that I can go home and rest, then I'll have to report at 11pm at Changi Airport Terminal 2 for the midnight stock take at the Mercedes Benz Boutique!!! So exciting!!! Can you imagine doing stock take at midnight? It'll last till around 5am, then on the 18th I don't have to go to work at all! Whee!
What an experience! The only thing is that I won't be home for Daddy's birthday (17th May)... Not sure if I should come home after the day stock take at the warehouse or not, or should I go directly to Changi Airport and chill there. Nevermind, I shall decide tomorrow.
Sunday, May 15, 2005
Wednesday, May 11, 2005
Yay! Blogger is finally working! Tried to blog this morning when I got into the office at 8.30am, but think blogger was down. Yeah, I got to work so early when I'm supposed to start at 9am? Haha!
Anyway, the meet up with Jo & Val yesterday was great! We chilled out at Paulaner. So damn near for me, because all I had to do was take the elevator down from my office and cross millenia walk.
Met up with Val 1st, at 6.30 and we already started drinking. Eating only started after Jo arrived at 8pm! I had 2 liqueurs and 1 wine. Missed irish cream so much (used to drink it when we had it at home in the past)! Apricot brandy with sprite is nice, Val's recommendation.
Food wasn't all too bad but according to the other 2, food standard dropped (they worked there before, so they know). Bitching session lasted all the way till 12 plus. We got a little tipsy and things said then was meant to be kept within that circle. It was hell lot of fun! Hilarious!
Another date next Wednesday. Mambo. Yay! Crazy nights bitching away is a damn good stress reliever!
Saturday, May 07, 2005
Thursday, May 05, 2005
Tuesday, May 03, 2005
Let's hope I'll have things to do when he drops by tomorrow, otherwise he'll feel that I'm a slacker. Think I should do my work slowly, then at least I'll still have things on hand when he drops by. Shall not rush in doing my tasks tomorrow. Haha!
Going to bed early tonight. It's my mum's birthday tomorrow. Happy birthday in advance mum.
Sunday, May 01, 2005
Mom's in a bad mood for no reason. I managed to slip out of the house as fast as I could. Didn't want to be of 100m radius near her.
Thankfully my fingers are not sprained. Just extremely sore. Bruises are starting to show. Both wrists are also aching and apparently bruises are forming there as well. And my knuckle on the extreme right of my right hand hurts like fuck. Bruise there is the most obvious.
Poor forehead too. Feel so dumb to have self-inflicted, but that was the only best way to relieve my anger within. Whatever.
Saturday, April 30, 2005
My Mom can never ever stop touching my things, and that pisses me off to no end!
The meet up was GOOD, though it was such a waste that Ms Tong couldn't join us. Josh looks different somehow, and i swear that it's got to do with his HAIR! Haha! No more geeky matted hairstyle! Haha! Going abroad and goin into army sure change a person! Haha!
Ok, like what's with all the exclamation aye? I'm just excited, that's all! Haha! Ok, so I like feasted on a Jedi Mudster yesterday and I would say it was YUMMY! Haha! But I still feel that Cookie Monster still prevails! Tsk tsk, I'm a bad chocolate freak, that's not good.
Thursday, April 28, 2005
Got a sweet surprise from my boy today! He bought me the skirt that I set eyes on the other time! Whee! Haha!
Meeting up wif Jo, Josh and Miss Tong tomorrow!!! It's been 2 years plus since I last saw Josh, let's see how much has he changed! Haha! And I miss Jo!!! Miss Tong too! She's no longer teaching in PHS, think she's teaching at Catholic High, can't remember. Whee! Looking forward to tomorrow! There's more to come than just dinner!!!
Yay! I'm off to bed! Night!
Tuesday, April 26, 2005
YOU triggered my blast button. Perhaps you know who you are, perhaps not. I don't give a damn. You've triggered something in me, and you'll know it if you feel the slight change of my attitude towards you.
I may still be nice, but because you've triggered the anger button in me, my tolerance level for you will not be as high as it used to be anymore. What can I say? TOO BAD! Do more things behind my back and you'll get it more. Like I said, don't think I don't know. There are things I know that you think I don't know. Think again.
If you feel the guilt, then it's you. Good that you know it's you. If you don't, then just too bad. Wait till the day comes when enough is enough then maybe you'll realize that this post is in fact for YOU!
Sunday, April 24, 2005
Finally went out with my boy after so long! Went to the East. Caught "Creep", utterly gruesome. Watch it with a full stomach and some of you may flip. Bumped into Rina at TM, and a few more others.
Heels almost killed me, so I went to buy a pair of flats and wore it on the sport. Spared my feet some suffering. Haha. The feeling of setting my feet on the flats was FWOAH!
Enjoyed my day. =p Back to work tomorrow... Boo! Better go and get my clothes ready for tomorrow. Good night!
Saturday, April 23, 2005
I badly need a full body massage. Aching all over now. The ache is only starting to settle in now, but it's a good thing that it's SATURDAY!!!
Friday's work was a killer. Searched for documents high and low. I literally had to climb up and down the ladder to get files. Arms damn sore now, think I'm going to ache for the rest of the weekend. Bummer!
Suffered alot of paper cuts as well. Blasted files and documents!
But nonetheless,it's considered as an exercise! Right, it's late, I'm off to slumberland... Good night!
Wednesday, April 20, 2005
At work now, done with my assignments for today, and it's only like 2.45pm? Oh my, what am I going to do for the rest of the day?
Think I really have to start doing my work slowly. Been finishing up all my tasks real quick, to the extent that in 2 days, I completed a project that was supposed to occupy me for one and a half months.
Luckily there's another project coming up, and the person assigning that project to me told me to really take my time because it has to last me for my entire attachment here. So yes, I'm really going to take my own sweet time to complete that task. HAHAHA!
Met Dehui awhile during my lunch time, because he had books to lend me (Deception Point & Digital Fortress). He looked so smart in his uniform, haha! But his female colleague looked kind of pissed, lol. Thanks for lending me the 2 books dude.
The entire accounts department is in a meeting at the moment and it's so quiet here, so spooky! I'M BORED!
Monday, April 18, 2005
Whoo hoo! First day at work was alright, not too bad. Saw quite afew new faces in the accounts department.
Almost completed the project that was given to me that is supposed 2 be done over the 6 weeks of my internship. Wonder what am I going to do when that project is done. Perhaps I should slow down, take my time, no hurry. Haha. But overall, work wasn't too bad.
Super tired. Maybe I'll sleep at 11pm tonight. That's like damn early for me! Been sleeping at arnd 3am or later over the last 3 weeks or so, wonder if I can really get to sleep early tonight. Haha! Ok ok, going to regenerate energy. CIAOZ!
Sunday, April 17, 2005
From tomorrow onwards, my freedom is gone (not like I have much to begin with). Attachment at DaimlerChrysler starts tomorrow. Feeling kind of excited, but the thought of having to wake up so early every morning is really dreadful.
Well, at least I should be glad that I'm working on pretty familiar grounds, so that should be a consolation.
Have not decided on what to wear yet. I should just listen to my Liaision Officer and wear a little more formal (although I know the dress code of DC is not all that formal). Well, it's the 1st day, so I shall listen to my LO. Thereafter, I'll slowly wear according to the majority.
I CAN'T WAIT! WHEEE!
Darn! I need to get my introductory letter printed for tomorrow's attachment! And how nice my stupid printer at home has no ink! Useless! Brand new yet no ink?! What the hell! I'm doomed! No intro letter = no work!
Nevermind, I'm going back to play Maplestory now! It's been MONTHS since I last played it! Hahaha!
Friday, April 15, 2005
Thursday, April 14, 2005
Just went for a run with RenJie. Feel damn good now! It's been quite awhile since i last went for a run/jog. Hahaha!
Feel even better now after I've showered. Going to have dinner in awhile after that fella is done with his shower. So amazing that I can shower so fast when I'm away from home. When I'm at home, I take at least 15 minutes to shower, but just now I took like less than 5 minutes? When I'm at camp, it's also double quick timing, and I have no idea why. Maybe because home is just too comfortable! Haha!
Alright, dinner time!!!
Wednesday, April 13, 2005
It's finally over!!! Yes! The dreaded exams r FINALLY over!!! Whoopie!
The next few days would be me and my full blast rest! I'm sooooo going to catch up on ALL my lost sleep!
Destress programme just kicked off with dinner at Swensen's and a movie (Guess Who). Still have another few more days of rest before i start my attachment!!! Looking forward to having my ITP! Haha! DaimlerChrysler, here I come!!!
Tuesday, April 12, 2005
My boy dropped by my place for awhile just now!!! He came over after making a trip down to Malaysia, haha! He left after an hour plus though, because he said he wanted me to study, how sweet!
Can't wait for the last paper to end tomorrow! Haven't really started studying for my last paper though, because it's an afternoon paper and my brain is like automatically telling me that "there's still time!" ... Bad huh? Better try to get some studying done right now!
Monday, April 11, 2005
Just one more paper and I'm FREE!!! Ok, not really THAT free, but at least I'll be free for a few days before the start of my attachment. The last paper is Cost Accounting, and I dare say it's one of the most horrible paper!!! Let's get over and done with it!!!
Anyway, big eyes helped me fulfil my long time dream of indulging in an entire tub of ice cream. Too bad I had dinner before that, ate till I almost exploded! Nevermind, after my exams I'm still going to indulge in a tub of ice cream as a meal, be it lunch or dinner, I don't really care. Just that I'm going to buy it and settle my ass somewhere in Suntec area and eat my heart out! Hahaha! I can't wait!!! But, let's hope I can lose all those weight that I recently gained again due to 2 continuous days of having ice cream after dinner.
Shit, I've got to write my introductory letter now, got no time to waste! Think my Liaison Officer is so going to skin me alive, because i've yet to submit my intro letter to him!!! And I commence work on 18th... How nice. Terrible me! Better get going!!!
Saturday, April 09, 2005
Wrote a long post and bloody blogger had to come up with some shit error! Damn! So here's a summarised version:
Taxation paper is finally over, screwed! 3 papers down, 2 to go.
Met RenJie after my paper, went to pay ChengXi a visit together. He's definitely better than I expected. Hope he recovers soon, and hope he'll enjoy the ice cream indulgence. His fantasy can finally come through! It's been my greatest wish to one day just buy a tub of ice cream and sit somewhere in town and just dig in into my huge tub of ice cream, and preferably finish the entire tub myself! Great way to relax! Shall do it after my exams, and before my attachment.
Watched 'The Pacifier' with RenJie after that. Vin Diesel's body is HOT, and he's kind of cute. The show is worth watching.
Great, I'm off. My lengthy post shortened by alot with this summarised version, so much so that my sentences also shortened by alot. Out!
Wednesday, April 06, 2005
The first 'oh no' is for my Financial Accounting. I totally screwed up my paper today! 3 questions in total, but I left out 1 question. No time!
The second 'oh no' is for ChengXi. He met with a bike accident last night!!! What's happening man? 2 weeks ago it was RenJie, now ChengXi. His girlfriend must be damn worried! Even as a friend I'm worried for him, because bike accidents can get real nasty. Hope he gets wells soon!
Anyway, I've got to go back to my notes now. Have Fundamentals of Finance tomorrow, and I've not yet completed in reading through my notes, oh, I think I should rephrase: I've not yet completed in browsing through my notes! Haha! Better get going!
Monday, April 04, 2005
I'm so damn dead! Can't seem to absorb all the studying!!! Die! There are guests over at my place at the moment, very noisy, how to study?!
Anyway, they are relatives from Mauritius, one of them is an uncle, the other is a grandaunt, I suppose she's my grandpa's sis. It's the first time ever in my 18+ years of life that I'm seeing them! Seems like everytime a relative comes over from Mauritius, it's the first time that I'll be seeing them. Still got lots more relatives whom I've yet to meet!
The Chan Yiptong family is all over the world. The only way to recognise that we are related is via our surnames. How interesting. Think if I'd to really go and visit every single one of my relatives, it'll take me afew years, and I'm not kidding about that. I really have no idea how big the Chan Yiptong family is. I reckon it's super duper BIG!
Got to run! Those relatives want a picture taken!
Saturday, April 02, 2005
Been studying the entire day today, but I only managed to cover 2 pathetic chapters. *clap clap* Can't seem to absorb during the day, can only do it real well in the middle of the night, so to say I'm going to stay up to mug my brains away tonight!
I'm sorry that some of you will have to perish tonight. I don't mean to, I'm utterly sorry! I promise I'll give the rest of you a treat (for those who can survive the night) after all my papers!!! I love you all tiny little things. MUUUACKZ!
Ok, I think that was a little way off. That's the end product of studying. Makes me go mad. Anyway, I was just stonning when I remembered Miss Congeniality 2. Darn funny show, watched it with RenJie yesterday. It was really hilarious! Those who needs to destress or give your brains a little bit of humour treat, that show will do the trick! Haha!
Right right, should go back to my notes now. My faithful computer had a hell long of rest today, lucky chap! Now it's going back to hibernation once again. If only I'm my computer for today...
Dammit, I'm feeling terrible now. Just had a sudden bout of tummy ache. It felt like those which occurs when you're suffering from food poisoning. Stomach hurts like mad, but you can't shit a thing out. In addition, you feel nauseaous. That's how I felt just now.
Curled up in a ball on my bed, broke into cold sweat, wanted to scream because the pain was too excruciating, but I couldn't. Became semi-conscious for awhile after fighting the pain, but jerked to life again when my tummy decided that enough was enough and it purged out all the watery dirt. Ok, this sounds disgusting, I shan't go on.
But seriously, that feeling isn't good at all. Still don't feel perfectly fine now. The pain is still bugging me on and off. I have no idea why I'm suddenly having this stupid food-poisoning-like tummy ache. A good thing that I didn't vomit, that's the last thing I would want. Terrible.
I need to go lie down, the pain is starting to return. DAMN! Better get going now while I can still walk.
Wednesday, March 30, 2005
Went back to PHS to take my sec3 cadets for their promotion test. What a disaster! I forsee that less than half of them will pass their Sergeant promotion test. Not that I'm mean and that I refuse to promote them, but some of them really cannot make it!!!
Dropped by big eye's place after that (around 8 plus), and I finally knew why he was back home late the other night! Haha, thanks for the surprise dear! He made a keychain with my name that was carved out from acrylics. So colourful! Must have been quite costly because my name is so darn long!!! Haha! But nontheless, thanks alot! Huggles~
Ate a hell lot of gummy candies for dinner just now. Bought those mix and match candies, and I just kept taking and taking and didn't realize it was slightly over 200g, and I finished almost everything by myself! Yikes! Imagine the amount of globs of fat that I just piled myself with. EWWW! Owell, blame them on those darn addictive candies!
Right, I might be burning the midnight oil tonight. Have to really start mugging already!!! The consequences of not starting early = no choice but to burn midnight oil = sheer torture!!!
Tuesday, March 29, 2005
Went to school today for Business Law extra lecture and lecturer taught us roughly how to tackle exam questions, etc.
Looked for my Laision Officer after the lecture. My LO seems like a damn nice person. And he said that I'm his onli ITP student who's being sent to a "decent" company, because I'm located in the central part of Singapore whereas the rest of his ITP students are being sent to Tuas area. And because I'm centralised, he said he might visit me more than what is required (that is 2 visits).
My LO is also a car fanatic, that's why he got all so excited that I'm having my attachment at DaimlerChrysler. He asked if I know what kind of company that is. Like DUH?! But of course he doesn't and can't know how I know so much about DC. shh...but I'm not allowed to be affliated to the company.
So anyway, I find my LO real nice, and let's hope he stays that way, because he's my only lifeline when I go for my attachment. Hah!
Damn, feel so lethargic now. Maybe I should go and try to take a short nap or something. Off I go now!
PS: HELP needed! Anyone has any idea where I can get music for my blog? iwebmusic is filthy, I need any sites that are safer. Thanks!
Monday, March 28, 2005
Cleaned up my room a little today. Changed my bedsheets, cleaned the floor, cleared my bookshelf a little. End result: Satisfied!
I think I'm seriously mad, it always seems like when it's during my exams period and when I'm supposed to be mugging my brains away, I'd start cleaning up my room. Why? I seriously have no idea! I think my mind is just subconsciously doing it just so as to procrastinate. So then I wouldn't have to start studying so soon. Darn, that's definitely not good. But at least now my room is slightly tidier and cleaner, and the sense of satisfaction is there. Haha.
Now I'm on Blackboard copying notes for my tax lecture. Skipped a few lectures, so I have retrieve my notes in this manner. Kind of troublesome, but I've got no choice. So much for skipping lectures.
Better get back to copying my notes!
Saturday, March 26, 2005
Just got home from the Chingay Crowd Controllers Appreciation Dinner. It was buffet dinner, alot of fried stuff, and I ate super alot! So much so that I feel like puking now! And yes, there goes my diet plan again! Diet plan busted once again! So sad!
Tomorrow I have to be determined! Hopefully I can! Hahaha!
Went to watch the eye 10 with RenJie yesterday, screwed up show! Not up to my expectations, the commercials were so misleading!
Anyway, I met ChengXi's twin bro in the theatre! Haha! I thought that guy was ChengXi so i practically called out and waved to him! And that guy responded with, "I'm not ChengXi, I'm his brother, JiaXi."
I was like totally stunned! Haha! They look so freakingly alike! From head to toe! Haha! Maybe because I met ChengXi only twice before, that's why I'm unable to differentiate the twins. But seriously, they are a pair of super identical twins! Even their dressing sense are similar!
Got to attend a Chingay dinner later at NTU Hall 10... Boring! But the thought of being able to meet the whole Chingay family again simply rocks! Haha! Alright, I better get going now! Cheerios!
Thursday, March 24, 2005
It is funny how a friendship can just suddenly come to an abrupt end. Reason for cessation was actually just a minor misunderstanding. However, the drift is definitely not caused on our side. The other party is the one drawing the line clearly. For whatever reason, we're bewildered.
As hard as we try to make an effort to talk to the other party, it was all but just failed attempts. It's amazing how people can just want to end a friendship over a small misunderstanding. To me, I definitely feel it isn't worth it at all. That misunderstanding could be easily cleared. In fact, it wasn't really a misunderstanding, it was just that some thought were being voiced out, that's all. So why must things come to such an end?
To make things worst, people around the 2 disputing parties suffer as well. Well, I guess this is how life and people really are. If it is meant to be this way, I guess we just got to accept it as it is. It is just such a pity, and it's definitely not worth it.
Wednesday, March 23, 2005
Watched "Saw" with RenJie at his place today. Utterly gruesome, but the storyline was a very witty one. Damn good plot. Finally got to watch the show that I've been wanting to catch all along. Great show, really.
Today marks the end of RenJie's long MC break. He gotta go back to camp tomorrow, poor boy. Let's hope his MO will 'da fa ci bei' and give him some good deal. Perhaps excuse uniform?
School tomorrow, DARN! I don't ever want to go to school!!! So sick of it, and the exams are coming! Sux man! I better go to bed early tonight, have been sleeping at like 3am plus for the past few nights, I'm so gonna die from lack of sleep again! Off I go!
Tuesday, March 22, 2005
Don't try 2 lie 2 me, you'll never get away with it (most of the time that is). I'm not dumb, so don't even try. There are things that I know of, but if you try to bluff your way through me, I can tell you that that's an extremely wrong move. Think again.
Anyway, I bumped into Jay-Jay on my way to school this afternoon. He somewhat "scolded" me for being late because it was 3pm. Today was just an exception that I could go to school late, and I got scolded. -_-
By the way, things are getting real messy now. Hard to explain, but I certainly do not want things to turn out this way. Sigh.
Monday, March 21, 2005
Great day out with Edwin! Firstly, dinner was fantastic, had NYDC's mudpie!!! Yummy!!! After that, I bought myself a new Pierre Cardin wallet and 2 new tops! A happy and fulfilling day!!!
I'm gonna skip 4hrs of lectures tomorrow morning. It's revision lectures, so I'm not going. Going to spend the time catching up on lost sleep instead. Will go for biz law tutorial at 2pm.
Alright, I better get going and do my stuff!
Sunday, March 20, 2005
Just got back home from RenJie's place about 1 hour plus ago. His wound is recovering pretty well so far, just that there's pus oozing out from some areas. Other than that, he's healing nicely.
Anyway, I feel like such a pig today! Slept at around midnight last night, woke up at 10plus, ate bee hoon that RenJie's mum cooked, slacked around a little, and we went back to sleep. Woke up and I watched TV because the big pig was still asleep.
I guess I'll be going to bed early tonight. Haven gotten my "after-camp" sleep of 12hrs straight yet. Betta get going!
Saturday, March 19, 2005
Trying to get a good night's rest at camp is totally imposible. Firstly, the room was so freaking stuffy, secondly, sleeping on a bench isn't a very fun thing to do, because my back is aching like shit at the moment. To further worsen things, I only had about 2hrs of sleep and I'm just about to die now. I'm so glad that the camp is over!!!
Currently blogging from RenJie's place. I'll be bunking in with him tonight to take care of him. Alright, got to go!
In PHSNPCC room now. We're having our March camp, and I'm bored because there's nothing to do right now, and all the other CIs have yet to go to bed, so I can't sleep too. To make things worse, I'm the only female instructor here. Cherry isn't coming down for this camp.
Anyway, the room is so stuffy that I can't breathe properly. So suffocating! How I wish that it's 5pm on Saturday now, that's when I can break camp and go home.
Thursday, March 17, 2005
I've come to realise that no matter how one say he/she will change, that is all just a hoax. It is indeed very true that a leopard can never ever change its spots, and this can be proven by many of such people.
I've tried to trust that particular someone again, but once again, my trust was broken. Even after making so many promises, after seriously swearing that the change will be visible, I don't seem to be able to see it at all, not even a single bit.
Even at this point in time when things are so crucial, that person could still do this kind of thing, the same old thing. So I conclude that one can never put full trust on another. Because in doing so, you'll only end up hurting yourself alot. Believe it or not, it's up to you people. I'm just stating facts from my experiences. Like it or not, this is life.
Sorry but I feel that it's hard for me to ever really believe that you're a changed person. I've misjudged you, or perhaps, you made me feel that way. I hope you're happy with the way things are right now, and I believe it's better for you, because now you can have fun and need not worry when you'll be caught red-handed for lying.
I just wish that one day, you would really change for good, put all your promises and words into actions for once and for all, and when that time comes, I hope you'll really cherish the one you have with you at that point in time. Do not let her down the way you did in the past, because it hurts a lot, but I doubt you know how that feels.
Till then, I wish you all the best. You were one person whom I really gave my heart to, whom I really loved, but you had to break it. Seriously, I wish for you to be a better man, go back to whom you used to be initially, be the person whom I fell in love with, cause that's when you were really you, no lies, no hiding, no disappointment.
aniwae,haf biz law proj 2 rush...n im so damn tired...haf phsnpcc camp startin tmr as well...sianz...another tiring weekend...nt gonna get much slp in camp(mayb nt even a wink)...
*hope hon will haf a speedy recovery*
Wednesday, March 16, 2005
juz got hm frm visitin renjie...he met wif a minor accident...the sight of his wounds made my legs go weak...kinda bad,esp his right leg...his legs sustained majority of the injuries...left elbow a minor 1...but still,the wounds on his legs r enuf 2 send me weak in my knees...
he said he wun b biking animore...apparently wat he told himself was dat if he'd eva 2 mit wif ani sorta accident,he'll nv bike...at least nw i can heave a sigh of relieve...
hopefully,he can slp properly 2nite...take care dear...
Tuesday, March 15, 2005
it's our 1st mth bein 2gether...sucha pity dat he's stuck in camp,so sad...owellz,at least we celebrated it last sundae,so it's ok...i miz him...
puttin dat aside...sch is gettin so hectic,wif biz law proj n upcomin exams...can die sia...ive got 3 high-weightage modules in 3 consecutive daez,wat kinda exam timetable is dat?wonder who planned our exam timetable,tsk!!!
rite,i shant go on...rantin aint gd 4 health...haha...im off!
Monday, March 14, 2005
finally collected my specs frm SP optemetry centre!got it diz afternn durin lunch time and apparently my head is too small 4 the specs,coz it had 2 be adjust a thousand times b4 it fitted me...haha...
n nw,the legs of my specs r curved wae too much dat i cant rest my specs back in2 its spectacle box...terrible!so much so 4 havin the specs 2 fit my face n cant fit the box...haha...tecksoon said he'll try 2 help me get a larger box 4 me...so nice!haha...
alritez,im so happy wif my specs now...althou the left side is wae thicker than the rite cos my left eye is +300 n right eye is +75,so can u imagine the vast diff in the thickness of the 2?haha...2 make tings worse,im far sighted,so it's a convex lens,thicker in the centre...
nonetheless,i still love my specs!!!coz it's red!muahaha...
Sunday, March 13, 2005
at renjie's place nw...juz got our 1st mth anniversary gift frm him,a bracelet...nw ppl will hear me wen i approach...zZzZz...gonna catch boogeyman later...shld b leavin his place anitime within 40mins or so...
aniwae,the weather has been terrible lately,so freakin hot...stuffy as well...as if the weather aint bad enuf,the haze is here as well...zZzZz...wen on earth can i haf fresh air once again?diz sux man...bummer...rite,i'll quit complainin...goin off...
Saturday, March 12, 2005
travelled to n fro 2dae...all coz of a gift...zZzZ...1st stop was orchard...got a new top frm mango...thx...den in n out of shops i wen...changed my mind again n again...stupid shops din haf sizes 4 diz n dat...gave up n headed 2 suntec 4 some hope...
suntec was worse...1stly was coz of human jam...stuck 4 damn long...nvm,the 1 i eyed had no size...so decided 2 head back 2 orchard...waited 4 the damn feeder bus...45 mins,n i gave up,walked back 2 cityhall mrt station instead...wat a waste of time!
back at orchard...colour i wanted had no size...(damn!watz wif all the tings dat i eyed yet wif no sizes?!)...had no choice but 2 choose a diff colour...bummer...aft dat i headed straight back hm...
spent like 4hrs or mayb more juz 2 get a gift...power aye?my back aches like shit now,shoppin really tires me out...wanna slp earli 2nite(hopefully i'll stick 2 wat i sae dat is)...off i go...