Barely a month into this and I'm already so worn out. It's sapping way too much energy from me, more than what I can afford to handle.

I heard him say that with or without it, I'm still the same. So does it mean that my drastic change in mood is not attributed by those little green and white shit? I clearly remember being much happier and bubbly before starting on those devils. And... I honestly thought he was the pillar I could rely on in times like this. Maybe I was wrong.

Since I'm such a nuisance, I will keep my comments and feelings to myself from now on. Since this is MY problem, I will handle everything MYSELF. Expecting me to share so freely like I did before won't be so easy anymore. 我累了.