hugz hugz!
hon was sooo swt!ydae he gave me our 10 mth anniversary gift...it's a heart-shaped cookie from mrs fields!it's a big one n on top of it was written "happy 10th anniversary"...apparently the cookie wasnt big enuf 2 include the word "month" in it...haha...or rather,the writing was too big dat there wasnt enuf space...grinz...
the cookie is really prety n delicious!!!at 1st i din bear 2 eat it at all but hon wanted 2 eat it so badly so yeahz,ended up eatin it up...gonna save the balance n eat it slowly...heh...tink im gonna get his gift 2dae...cant blame me 4 bein late in the prezzie!coz there wasnt stock...heh...it's onli cumin in 2dae...hah...kk,i gotta get goin...

madness...
in class now...hon's online but dunno y he aint replyin me...so sad... aniwae,im helpin val wif her new blog...haha...do until can go crazy but quite fun...althou abit eye pain 2 go thru the template...hah...ok ok...goin 2 help her summore...dunno watz wif dat boi aniwae...

it's been a long week...tings r finally calm again...

pissed!!!!!
damn,im fuckin pissed 2 the max!i lent my cashcard 2 my fren n her grp mates ydae n guess wat?dey left it in the bloody cashcard reader!!!damn!my fren aint 2 b blamed,coz she left earlier but constantly reminded her bloody grp mates 2 rem 2 take my cashcard out of the reader but dey 4got!
wat makes me really pissed is dat my cashcard is a limited edition merc benz cashcard!fuck fuck fuck!i hate dem!n there's like 20bucks worth in it!dey r gonna pay me back the cash but i wan the card itself back!!!limited edition card gone juz liddat!fuck!juz coz dey were so fuckin irresponsible!fucked up!MY LIMITED EDITION CASHCARD!!!!!i hate dem!i really do!hate their sense of irresponsibility!
idiots!fuming like mad!

wat a bummer!
sch's starts at 9am 2dae but i woke up at 7.50am...yeahz...like i almost got the shock of my life can?but aft sittin up on my bed,i remembered dat diz lesson the tcher is like damn lenient..so yeahz...haha...luckily my mum was still at hm as well...so yepz,she sent me 2 sch...grinz...hah...reached sch onli at 9.25am?haha..tcher haven even started lessons...like duh...hah!
"r we there yet?r we there yet?r we there yet?r we there yet?r we there yet?r we there yet?" datz quoted frm Garfield...hahaha...he's soooooooooo cute!fat cat,cute cat!hah!
hmmz...wonder how's he aniwae...still missin him...kk,im off!

feelin betta...i guess...?
heard no news frm him the whole of ydae but he called me aft midnite...was damn surprise 2 receive his call...my heart kinda skipped a beat...owellz...
we toked abt mani tings...glad dat he still cares...i guess i've got 2 thank him coz i tink im stronger now aft diz round...but i still miss him,especially his hugs..haiz...

haiz...
it's been a long dae 4 me 2dae...it was a tuff 1 as well...felt ok wen i was in sch wif all my frenz arnd but once i got hm,emotions welled up again...i juz cant seem 2 fight the emptiness inside me...i nid a healing soul...i nid help...
he's been on my mind every min of the dae...there wasnt 1 moment wen he was out of my mind...i tot abt tings...din really help...im missin him so much...

shattered...
my life juz crumbled down on me at 1238am...tings ended...over smth trival...wat was actually a chat,was interpreted by him as an argument juz bcos he took it too hard...if u tot i was pickin a fight wif u,im sorri...
the tings u've done 4 me,i'll remember dem 4 life...the place in my heart will stay open...nv haf i fallen in love so quickly n coz of dat,the pain hurts like mad...
althou we were frm the same sch,we onli got 2 noe each other aft graduating...n juz noein each other 4 2 weeks,we opened the chapter 2 our love story...the story dat i tot wld last 4eva...
the emptiness i feel in me is beyond description...i feel so lost...the burnin flame has died...the road ahead is a blur...the footprint u left in my heart will stay embedded deep in me...
thank you for the sweet memories u've gave me,thank u for moulding me in2 the person i m now...
mayb time will bring us back 2gether...i'll wait till u're ready 2 tok,even if it's a long wait...

hmmz...
it's been ages since i last blogged...cant rem wat happened the last few daez oso...memory is failing me...
hmmz...i had a great time wif my baby ydae...n afew daez back...he made his hse's atmosphere so damn romantic can?haha...wif yellow lites,turned on the living rm's air con n played some sentimental disc on the player...it was like WHOO!haha...
ok,aniwae i gtg...hafta do my proj...sux...ciaoz...

absent-minded me...
tink my memory is slowly failing me...wanted 2 blog dat i had a haircut on sundae...it's super layered...ppl sae dat it doesnt look ani much diff but onli aft i lift my hair den the change can b seen...coz it's really too too too layered...i like haf short hair on the outer layer n damn long hair on the inner layer...
initially cldnt get use 2 my new haircut coz i felt like i had lionhead... haha...but guess it's ok now...it's juz a matter of gettin used 2 it...kinda happy wif my new haircut...at least i feel it's smth diff...
dammit,i feel so damn freakin slpy...slept at 3.40am last nite!was doin crochetting...so damn addictive,cldnt stop doin...so i juz wen on n on till my eyes cldnt take it animore...cld actually haf continued,but i tot 2 myself: "i nid my rest or i'd die in sch"...hah...
haha...alritez...tcher's startin class soon...gotta get goin...cheerios!

aye!
yay!the com is finally workin rite again!my dumb com had some probz...cldnt connect 2 the internet at all...tink there was some probz wif my wireless...but it's all good n workin again now!so happy!
aniwaez,been pretty much the same since i last blogged till now...had my Financial Accounting CA2 2dae...i onli started really studyin 4 the paper juz now while waitin 4 the paper 2 start...i din even noe dat we were havin CA2 till saturdae wen steph msged!how gr8 huh?val oso din noe abt it...like duhz...how blur can the 3 of us get?
so yeahz...hmmz...nth much 2 blog animore...goin off...

whoo!full!
juz got hm nt too long ago...wen 4 dinner at cafe cartel wif hon n his jc frenz...hmmz...had spag wif cream sauce!yum!but im feelin so bloated!i din finish my spag summore...aft dat we chilled at coffee bean...

groanz...
guess wat?im in sch...yes...during my holz!yucks!y?coz the com dat im sharin wif my dad at hm has no microsoft words 4 me 2 use,so ive got no choice but 2 use sch's com!my bros r selfish pigs,so i can totally kick the idea of using their com at all...
aniawe,hon surprised me ydae...he took MC n i din noe abt it...actually i kinda suspected it the nite b4 but din really tink abt it...so yeahz,i wen 2 phs 4 my sec2's campcraft training...n aft training,wen i was abt 2 go hm,hon juz appeared behind me!heh!i was tinking which freak was following me n wen i turned arnd...TA-DAH!grinz!hmmz...we quarreled again thou...but resolved tings...thank goodness...
alritez...i gtg...gotta start on my work now otherwise i wun b able 2 finish it on time...gotta go fetch hon later aft his work...grinz...

Whoa!!!
ydae's outing was fabalucious!wen 2 ktv wif the 2 babes (steph n val),sang 4 dunno how mani hrs...can die...den aft dat we wen 4 dinner at Tony Roma's...i wanted 2 treat hon 2 Tony Roma's as his bdae meal but he cldnt make it coz he had 2 go hm...so sad but there's alwaes a nxt time...or mayb i shld go n get him dat ting dat i wanted 2 get...hmmz...
aniwae,Tony Roma's food was so-so onli...my ribs was the best of the lot...my 2 babes had some chicken...the chicken was like so tuff!tink the onli ting datz edible in Tony Roma's wld b their ribs bcos dey r famous 4 their ribs,so probably dat explains it...
i tink i wld hafta consider goin back to Tony Roma's again...coz the food wasnt all dat fantastic...rather dine at elsewhere...
i ate till i almost exploded...so did the other 2...it was sucha killer!we were like moaning n groaning aft the meal...n we walked like turtles aft dat...it was seriously damn hilarious!2dae i wen 2 bouna vista 2 pick hon up...grinz...tink i'll do dat since im kinda free diz whole wk coz it's the HOLZ!yay!haha...
ps:my damn IE has some prob!cant get in2 webbies!luckily there's mozilla firefox otherwise i can't blog...hiakz!

HAPPY BIRTHDAE!!!
happy bdae hon n val!!!
i miz my teddy bear so much!althou we din do aniting special 2dae,juz spendin time wif my teddy was very fruitful...

missin him...
the trip 2 the zoo 2dae was kinda productive...got all our qns answered,so yupz,the interview wen pretty well...aft dat we wen our own separate waes n hon n i walked almost the entire zoo(i tink)... walked so darn much 2dae!good exercise!grinz!
it's hon's bdae tmr!lalala...another yr older...u r OLD!grinz...nahz...nt dat old aniwae...heh!u r finally 19!u've been the same age as me 4 the past 3 mths plus!heh!

grinz...
it's been afew daez since i last blogged...aniwae,i 4got 2 blog dat 4 the .38 shootin finals competition,i came in 5th position...so freakin lousy but at least i improved frm the previous 7th position...so yeahz...tmr there's air rifle competition in PHS...n there's the CI/WCI category..dang...i din noe abt it until like...juz?haha!n im like involved...like wat the...gotta reach PHS at 7.30am tmr...so darn early...boohoohoo...
goin 2 the zoo tmr as well for project work...goin there 2 interview sum1...hopefully hon wanna join us?haha...den mayb i can go dating wif him in the zoo...yeahz...wif the monkeys n elephants n tigers n wat else...grinz...
okiez...gotta go...really hafta slp...nitez...