boo...
i haven bought my bag yet...wen 2 town but jason kong wasnt workin 2dae...so cldnt get the discount voucher frm him...pretty tight recently,so gotta save wherever i can!yah,muz as well nt buy the bag rite?NO WAE!i will NOT forgo dat nike bag!

shit...resitting 4 Financial Accounting paper tmr...contemplatin whether or nt i shld go...shit...shit...shit...

bad bad bad...
as expected,the nose bleed continues...was awoken diz mornin at 3.30am by my nose...wasnt able 2 slp till arnd 4.30...nw im so freakin tired!

in sch now...yes,my bloody IS lesson...i juz reached class nt too long ago...time check,10.30...sch supposed 2 start at 9am...havin a 2hr lunch break later...n im goin dwn 2 town!haha...wanna go buy my Nike bag,n dat'll b my CNY bag!i cant wait!

steph wanna go c afew tops frm topshop...so 1 stone kill 2 birds lah!haha...cant wait lah!!!

super heaty...
ooo...my body is super heaty...my nose bled at 8am diz mornin...boo...was slpin like a log wen i felt my nose itch n felt smth flowin...instantly i knew my nose was bleedin n nt runnin nose...it was juz my instinct,so yeah,bolted straight 2 my toilet...

argh!y does diz hafta alwaes happen?stuuuupid nose bleed will look 4 me every few mths...n it alwaes bleeds int he middle of the nite,disrupting my beauty slp...watz the worst isdat diz will last another few more nites...goodbye beauty slp,hello stupid nose bleed...

guess i gotta drown myself in water...yes,i'll do juz dat...but it seems like gettin me 2 drink water is sort of like a challenge...stupid,ok,dat was lame...gonna force myself 2 drink even if im nt thirsty...

yum yum!
i juz ate yam paste mummy made!hahaha!it's similar 2 dat of those u eat frm restaurants...those thick gooey kind...yummy!there's standard!im impressed!n the best ting is dat it's really really yummy!hahaha!so so so full now...haha...tink im gonna live off the yam paste 4 the nxt few daez or so...gonna raid all of it!

aniwae,CAs r OVER!!!yay!the onli boo ting is dat ive gotta sit 4 Financial Accounting's retest...actually sittin 4 the rest is kind of reduntant...coz onli 20% is taken in2 consideration 2 count our final yr's result...so...nw im gettin onli arnd 8 marks,if i'd 2 resit,the max i can achieve is juz a passin grade,which wld b 50%,n dat'll gif me 10 marks...the diff is juz by a mere 2 marks...so im contemplatin whether or nt i shld resit...kind of a waste of my time...owellz,will decide later!ahhaha...kk,too excited over the end of my CAs...gotta run!ciaoz!

humpx...
studyin 4 biz law...my mind drifted...n i realized dat i miz him alot...how i yearn 4 a hug once more...i miz you,i really really do...sighz... :'(

im bored...
ignore the previous post...dat was juz some gibberish shit...

i feel so restless,n i dunno y...boo...will most prob stay hm 2 study tmr,but i'll probably end up procrastinating n onli start at nite...datz nt gd...perhaps i'll head dwn 2 the library again like last wk...at least there aint as much distractions as compared 2 stayin at hm...cant believe i actually wen 2 the library 2 study last wk n i'm doin it again...

ah shit...restless...tink coz im too tired...had onli 4 hrs slp last nite...maybe lesser than dat...haven been havin much rest 4 the last few wks...gonna die of lack of slp!yah rite,if onli it's DAT ez 2 die...stuuupid!

...
i wanna cry...dun ask me y... i hate life...i wanna die...

im amazed!
oh wow,i juz made a personal record 2dae...haha...din on my com the whole of diz mornin n afternn...datz pretty unusual coz weneva im at hm,my com wld alwaes b on n i'd alwaes b facin the com the entire dae...howeva,2dae i faced the TV most of the time instead, amazing!

bro borrowed Angels n Demons frm his fren n he's lendin it 2 me 2 read it 1st!coz he has another bk called Digital Fortress,oso by Dan Brown...whoo hoo!

hmmz...cant wait 4 dinner 2nite...dad's company's dinner n dance...n diz yr it'll b held at Grassroots Club...so near hm!wahaha!we'll b leavin hm at 7.15...so dat'll b like abt an hr later...whee!

big big sigh...
juz had a gd tok wif my elder bro...the 1st time dat we actually sat dwn n tok regardin sensitive issues...my bro really cares alot 4 me...really hafta thank him 4 lovin me so much...he told me tings dat i nv knew b4...we had a heart-2-heart sibling tok...he really cares...

it's weird how ppl change so quickly n oso,how dey sae 1 ting yet do another...perhaps datz juz the nature of human beings?it juz doesnt seem rite...but diz is alwaes the case...

i dunno watz up wif him again...nvm,ive learnt 2 accept tings the wae it is bein thrown at me...i dun understand,but i guess i dun haf 2...i dun get it,n again,i guess i dun haf 2...i dunno animore...wat the heck.

full like mad!bloated!
oh gosh!im so freakin full!!!met big cow diz afternn 4 late lunch...had salad n ice cream at cafe cartel...the salad was alrite,nth fantastic...all greens tastes abt the same aye?hah...but i rem of some salads dat r real nice!cant recall where 2 find real nice salads...hahaha...tink potato salads r still the best!

rite...den i had potato salad 4 dinner...which was damn nice...damn...cravin 4 fishballs nw...haha...even thou im so ultra full...sucha freak...haha...alritez,im outta here!

peanut butter craze!!!
im officially mad abt peanut butter!well,diz craze started abt 2 wks back n now it's gettin frm bad 2 worse!juz 2 daez back i opened a new bottle of crunchy peanut butter n guess wat?the entire bottle is finished 2dae!yes!in juz 3 daez i finished an ENTIRE bottle of peanut butter!!!yikes!

ok,i din exactly ate the entire ting myself,my dad n mum had some too (by some, i meant a couple of servings) but i ate majority of it!can u believe it?a whole bottle of peanut butter consumed in 3 freakin daez!datz seriously mad!!!i was like tellin my dad if i'd 2 bring a new bottle in2 the theatres 4 a show,i'll most prob exit the cinema wif an empty peanut butter bottle!datz how bad diz craze is!

i used 2 hate peanut butter 2 the extreme core (dat explains y i prefer mars bar 2 snickers bar),but i dunno y i suddenly bcame alrite 2 consumin peanut butter n worse still,got addicted 2 it!so now im officially in love wif snickers as well!haha...still love mars bar thou...

yeahz,back 2 my peanut butter craze..diz is madness!but owellz,at least it's aidin me in movin my bowels!wahaha!used 2 haf a hard time shittin but wif the sudden excessive consumption of peanut butter on a daily basis,im startin 2 shit more too!at least i've been shittin everydae 4 the past few daez...wahaha!ok,enuf of diz shitty biz...

izzit alwaes liddat?
y izzit dat happy moments r alwaes followed by sad n bad ones?does diz alwaes happen?it seems like it 2 me thou...i dunno but im confused...life is definitely a game n it depends on how u play it...but it seems like the logic behind 'happy moments r followed by sad ones' can nv b played by oneself...it juz seems 2 happen diz wae,n i dun like it...i wan 2 live life happily...but y izzit so hard?diz is nt gd...

rite,tink diz is all gibberish shit...wateva...im outta here!

a smile plays upon my face...
feelin so happy 2dae...the cookin experience wif dat boy was gr8!even thou it was juz instant noodles,we managed 2 whip it up in2 smth dat tasted real nice!er,ok,i juz did the cookin of the noodles n beatin of the eggs...the flavouring was definitely nt done by me thou...haha...the end product wasnt dat bad,at least it was edible...sucha thrill 2 watch him eat as well...

haha...i dunno y but i feel happy wen i watch ppl eat...weird?yeahz,u can sae dat but datz juz me...cranky may anne!ritez,im bored...goin back 2 my maplestory...it's been ages since i last played dat game...haha...muz catch up on it abit...ciaoz now!

thanx mummy!
i juz got hm frm shoppin wif my mummy!got so mani stuffs!all at mummy's expense...hehe!1stly,mummy bought me a pair of Levi's jeans...so nice!hehe...it's 577,love the cuttin 2 the core!it's at the store 4 alteration,mummy will b collectin it 4 me tmr!yay!2 new pair of jeans!so happy!hehehe...

aft the jeans,i saw a belt,like the look of it n i was like askin my mum "shld i get a belt?" den my mum was "u like get lah!"...hahaha!so yeahz,got a belt...den aft dat,i got a pair of heels frm Charles n Keith...hahaha!actually i wanted 2 get a white jacket,budden i felt really bad,havin spent mum abt $190 oready...so yeahz,i tink i'll get the jacket myself...ooo..so cant wait 2 collect my jeans!feel dat every1 shld own at least a pair of Levi's jeans (val shares the same sentiments too!) n i've finally got myself a pair!hahaha...aft so long!

now i cant wait 4 CNY 2 arrive!wahaha...

so happy!
juz got hm frm shoppin wif val!whoohoo!wat a gr8 dae!we've been shoppin 4 almost 8hrs 2dae!hahaha...n the both of us got jeans frm topshop!yay!so happy!wahaha...we wanted 2 settle on Levi's jeans,the cuttin was damn nice,but too bad the waistline was too high...looked so stoid...wahaha...

oh yah,we saw Olinda n Taufik too!haha...nahz,the 2 of dem werent 2gether...saw dem at diff locations...so interesting...

spooted a pair of heels frm Charles n Keith,kinda pretty...gonna mit up wif mummy tmr aft my sch n aft her work n she'll b gettin it 4 me!n dat'll match nicely wif my CNY dress...heh!mayb can psycho her in2 buyin a jacket dat i saw oso...*evil laff*i cant wait i cant wait i cant wait!aniwae val,shoppin wif u was gr8 fun!hahaha...

alritez,im off now...got lotsa tings 2 do...gotta prepare 4 sch tmr...sux...wahaha!

2005 is here!
juz got hm frm countdwn...diz yr's countdwn wasnt really a countdwn at all,there wasnt ani big celebrations or watsoeva,diz is due 2 the tsunami disaster...a form of respect dat all events shld b toned dwn...

aniwae,i officially hate those bangalahs!we were at esplanade wen diz idiotic bangalah juz sneak up frm behind me n sprayed like mad!asn he walked awae he still dare 2 turn back n look!freakass!i almost wanted 2 turn arnd n gif him a bloody tight slap!but i controlled,n i swore 2 myself dat if another idiot wld 2 spray me wif those shit,im so gonna yell at him n if possible,lay my hands on his freaky face!idiot!wat a great wae 2 start my 2005!dumbass!

i wanna go slp nw!but hair so wet!zZzZz...gotta b patient!ok ok...im goin off nw...hasnt been a superbly great start for 2005 for me as well as 4 Asia...zZzZz...im sure tings will get betta thou...rite,im off,ciaoz!

*let's pray 4 the betta...*