Yesterday was horrible. I screwed up my chances. Nervousness got the better of me, and it ate up my thumbs, causing them to not function at all.

Amazing thing was that the 3 of us that were from top 5 last year didn't make it to top 5 this year. So much so for having the best timing during the preliminary round, what's the use of that when my thumbs refuse to function during the finals itself?

I still love my thumbs, but I hate the nerves in me. They are always ruling me whenever I need them to be calm. Screw them.