The idiotic kind of things I do when I get bored while studying. HAHAHA! Apparently, I had ALL the colours, but I lost the black one during the time when I was working at Prudential. Damn.

All he said over SMS was, "erm. don't leave school so soon."

I had lesson from 6-9pm today, and I had company all the way home after class. Thank you. =)

We've been having longer days recently. The picture above was taken from my bedroom window at 7.20pm, yet the sky was still quite bright. Looks as though it was around 6.30pm.

Another upcoming weekend burnt for school, and that includes Sunday. So boring. Tsk.

The pot calling the kettle black. You're not fit to accuse me of lying, for you've lied far worse. That damn clubbing one was a classic example. And I only told you I missed you once. So your line of "stop telling me u miss me and all that crap" is a damn joke. You are not that great.

Also, the fact that you constantly changed reasons for asking me to move on proves even more so. First was because you wanted me to move on, to forget you. Then it was because of the change of my MSN name. You can't even get your reasoning right, lest keep it constant. Fancy telling someone to move on, yet blog about being disappointed with that person for moving on so soon. What contradictory.

And you did cut me off totally, even as a normal friend. So don't try to cover up by saying I was the one holding on to hope hence accusing you of cutting me off. If you loathe me, it's fine by me. As least he's far more understanding than you are. He knows that things can't be put aside overnight and he's willing to take the risk.

It's a joke if you dare say you're still very much in contact with her. Why do I even give a damn. I'm very much over you as of now, and I'm very glad that I am.

You couldn't tell all those to me directly, resorting to blogging it out. So here's to you. This post is a complete waste of my time, but at least I feel better and lighter.

I awoke in tears again, with an extremely weird dream right before I woke up. I wonder if there were any hidden messages behind the dream I had. Here's roughly how my dream went:

"My accomplices (whom I didn't see even a single one of their faces) and I were killing baddies in a police premise with hand-guns, knives and aerosol sprays (yes, I can see the HUH look on your faces, aerosol sprays?!)

So anyway, there were this fresh batch of young police officers that came into the room I was in and I accidently stabbed one of them to death, mistaking that he was one of the baddie (because the baddies were dressed in police uniforms as well). Damn, I just killed a very good looking young officer by accident. So I fled.

I ran and ran and I practically superman-ed down the flight of stairs (the feeling was so damn real and I was like damn high on adrenaline!). And I ran across the field, joining some school kids who were training for their Napfa or something to that extent.

I had no idea what brought me back to the front of the police building, where I sat in someone's car (not very sure who, could be a cabbie, could be my accomplice). Then another young (and damn suave) police officer came, and sprayed me with the damn aerosol spray (because I sprayed him with it earlier up in the building), and it was then that I cried, because the spray was stinging my eyes badly. Prior to that I already wanted to cry, for killing an innocent officer, the aerosol spray was an added catalyst.

That officer who sprayed me left me there for about a minute or so, then as he was about to bend in to give me a hug, I woke up, with real tears in my eyes."

Sigh, so what did this weird dream mean at all (if there's any meaning to it)?

My Nokia 7200 will be the death of me! As of now, the keypad is able to work already, but I still cannot unlock my phone. Why? Because I have this security setting I set in the past, and when I enter the security code (the one that I created), it states error.

I've tried all sorts of combinations, but to no avail. I think the internal system is screwed.

Just saw my younger brother on the news. His final year project was that they designed a software that's able to detect cataract easily. All you have to do is capture a close-up picture of your eye, then enter that picture into that software designed by them, and viola! You can get the answer of whether or not you have cataract.

If I remembered correctly, his team won Champion. Well done bro!

Yesterday's meetup with the girls was an extremely fat overloaded one. Again, it was 7 short of 1. But the main people were present, so it was more than enough.

We went for steamboat buffet at Ting Yuan (Bugis) and believe it or not, the 6 of us sat and ate for 3 hours continuously! The staff there must have been praying real hard that we vacate soon, because the amount we ate was really very shocking. Especially Shinyu, the biggest eater I've seen so far for a small-framed girl like her.

After that, the other 2 left and the usual 4 of us trooped down to Wine Network in Valene's chick Peugeot convertible. Pretty driver, cool ride, what a combination!

Dessert wine was great, especially after such a hearty dinner. Hitched a ride home with my younger brother after he knocked off.

Today was crazy, had revision lesson from 10 - 5pm. Same for tomorrow. First time I'm going to school for lessons on a Sunday. -_-"

I need my sleep badly, hardly got any sleep last night. Right, I'm off to watch Lost 2 (yes yes I know I'm slow, but I'm taking my time ok).

In loving memory of my Nokia 7200 (27 June 2004 - 21 March 2007).

Ok, my phone is not dead dead yet, more like in a coma state. After a tanning session and my poor phone decided that it has lived enough. Currently, I'm unable to have any access to the keypad, they refuse to work. That said, I can't unlock my phone for nuts, so the entire phone is as good as gone.

I've tried cleaning the keypad, knocking the phone gently, then with a little more force. No, it still refuses to work. DAMN! The phone that I so painstakingly won, and now it's dead. Let's hope that a miracle would happen and the keypad would miraculously work again.

NJ4 is so cute. He said, "You can blog me, but don't block me." =)

Hey boy, thank you for being around for the past 7 years. Really very glad that although we've been through so much, we were still able to sustain this friendship. Means alot to me, really.

You've stuck by me through good and bad times, encouraged me and given me some form of light when I thought all was lost for good. For your case, I've nagged you quite a bit, but very happy to see that you do heed my advice too.

Although we have not met up properly for a damn long time, you're still always standing up for me and protecting me. I guess that's the true meaning of best buds, not always contacting, but always around when the other needs it. Thank you, and I mean it.

Music and Lyrics is a good show. A very aww-so-sweet, but not too sappy kind of show. One thing I like about the show was all the singing. I just have this soft spot for musicals. Heh.

Rina's 21st birthday party was a smashing one! Her parents allowed guests to doodle on the wall in the living room, writing all our birthday wishes to her. And apparently they are going to leave it there for her kids to see in future! Fantastic idea!

The little birthday girl was just like a little princess yesterday, a rather busy one. Getting to see the others was nice as well.

Oh, thanks for that heart you made using the confetti paper. (=

Wine Network is really a good chillout place. Ambience is fabulous, and of course, being able to get staff price via my younger brother is an added bonus.

In total, 8 of us were there, age ranging frm 18 - 25. Good wine, good crapping session, good lame games played. Black Magic made my younger brother go nuts, and I was quite sure that he wanted to skin himself after getting the "magic". Haha! Silly bro.

Letters from Iwo Jima, coupled with the company, was very good. 3 days is a long wait! Hurry back home! And I love this mug alot. =)

From the time I woke up till now, I've only had a glass of milk. And earlier on MSN, I was telling him that I feel like eating this certain cupcake by Sunshine. A "haha" followed by a "i brb" led to a phone call 3 minutes ago asking where on earth can that cupcake be found.

Thanks for the effort, and I was starting to wonder why your "i brb" was taking so extremely long. Heh.

I love my girls! Finally got to meet up with them after soooooooo long! Think the last time I saw them was since my birthday party last year? (except for Val).

The Village at Heeren serves the exact same food as the old Marche. Just a change in name, totally -_-.

Went down to SRC and MingJie joined us. He's still as talkative and crappy as ever. He drove us all in to Sentosa and we chilled out there for awhile, it was good. Nice catching up with the girls and with the addition of Val's boyfriend.

Going to see them again in a week's time! I can't wait!!!

Had this weird dream last night, not sure to classify it as something memorable, or a nightmare. Was jolted awake and I was literally tearing. Don't recall thinking about anything regarding "it", so why on earth did I dream about that?

Everyday I tell myself that tomorrow will be a better day. But my tomorrow never seems to come.

Or should I think in a more positive light and say "my tomorrow has yet to come, but it will some day." Hmm...

Happy 81st Birthday Dada!

Death felt so close just now. Too close.

Had dinner with my family earlier on, and immediately after dinner, I had this major tummyache. My entire body went numb and cold, and my vision became fuzzy. I was seeing black. My mom had to sit me down by the roadside for me to get some blood into my head.

I was THIS close to being sent to the hospital. Finally made my way to the loo and released everything (well, most of it), and my mom later told me that I felt like death. WTF. Really thought that was it. zZzZz.