Shopping with my mum today was fun, as usual. Boy joined us.

Mummy got me a Levi's square cut jeans, 3 tops, and to complete everything, a wonderful dinner. And because my boy and I took so long to settle on what to eat, my mum started complaining.

Mummy was more than willing to get me the Nike shoes I've been eyeing for quite some time now (the green weave one), but the outlet at Suntec didn't have my size! NOOOO! However, my mum was so nice as to say that if I spot it at any other outlets which has my size, let her know, and she'll go down with me and get it for me. YAY!

I'm happy and full, but very thirsty. I'm off to get a drink now and have to attempt my tutorial for tomorrow's presentation. Urgh.

Oh my goodness! For the first time in God knows how long, I went to bed at 8 plus 9 earlier this evening! Now I'm awake because I'm hungry. Just indulged in 2 big spoons of honey roasted peanut butter, yummy!

Still, I can't believe I went to bed THAT early. And now I think I should continue my slumber. Off I go.

Happy 5th month my dearest boy! It's been 5 months and sometimes I really wonder how on earth you're able to stand all my quirkiness and lame shit. In addition, I have really weird habits and cranky moodswings frequently, and I really thank you for always standing by me no matter what happened.

Also, the support you've given me throughout the sms shootout was really great, and I appreciate all your efforts. There'll be a long way ahead of us to look forward to yah? Love you my boy.

Earlier in the evening, we spent over 2hrs at the arcade. Attempted afew tries at getting stuffed toys from the UFO Machine. Super idiotic, but fun! He never fails to put a smile on my face. Adorable.

ps: I went to school for about 10 minutes today (umm... yesterday rather). Woke up late, reached school 10 minutes late, sat in for a project briefing, and 10 minutes later my lecturer said that was all she had for us. Like wtf? All the rush early in the morning for just 10 minutes of school. -ROLLEYES-

Boys will forever be boys. Had the most irritating and stupid encounter on my way home earlier. There was this group of 3 boys roughly around the age of 16-18 who boarded the bus that I was on and they were trying so hard to get my attention.

The one sitting closest to where I was standing started saying, "Eh, chuan fen hong yi de" (eh, the one in pink), but I totally ignored him. Then he went on to complain to his friends, "Wah, ta dao wo leh!" (wah, she ignored me).

After awhile, I think another of his friend tapped my shoulder real hard so I turned and glared at the one sitting nearest to me. The look on his face was hilarious, total shock! He just looked back and didn't say anything. Perhaps the stare I gave him worked wonders. Then he went on to tell his friend who tapped me that he should have been gentler. Like what the fuck? And to think they had the cheek to even lay a finger on me. Disgusting brats.

They then challenged each other to ask for my age and I was telling myself that if they would to really ask, I would say, "Definitely not suitable for small boys like you all.". I mean, they don't even look legal to have sex, and I'm wondering if they've already started to grow pubic hair. -_- I think yes, because the one sitting closest to me had disgusting facial hair which only proves his sloppiness. Another turn-off point. Damn, how did I digress to sex and pubic hair?

As I was alighting, one of the idiots questioned, "Ta ku ah?" (she cried?). Like totally -_- !!! Why the hell would I cry? Stupid boys, brainless! I so much wanted to bite their heads off!

But seriously, BOYS will forever be BOYS. It's true.

Yesterday was horrible. I screwed up my chances. Nervousness got the better of me, and it ate up my thumbs, causing them to not function at all.

Amazing thing was that the 3 of us that were from top 5 last year didn't make it to top 5 this year. So much so for having the best timing during the preliminary round, what's the use of that when my thumbs refuse to function during the finals itself?

I still love my thumbs, but I hate the nerves in me. They are always ruling me whenever I need them to be calm. Screw them.

Today went well, and I hope that tomorrow will be just as good or better! I must work harder! And because of my mini success, my darling boy decided to reward me with this:




Supreme Platter at Cartel almost killed the two of us. My boy had macaroni as well, and when this dish came, we were practically stuffing everything down. It was great though. I'm still ultra bloated from dinner. Somebody help me.

Daddy says I've got to eat properly for dinner today and lunch tomorrow. All the fuss for that event. Haha. In addition, I'm ordered to sleep early tonight as well, but with all the adrenaline and nervousness running through me, I guess sleeping would be a little difficult, just like last night. I'll try my best though. I'm off!

I fear tomorrow. What's my worth? No idea. I resent myself.

On the way home just now, I was fooled by my boy. We boarded the bus at Ang Mo Kio and at the next stop we were lucky enough to get seats. Upon sitting down, my natural reflex was to hold on to his arm and the next thing that happened almost shocked the hell out of me.

Him: Xiao jie, wo ren shi ni ma? Ni wei shen me la wo de shou?
Me: -immediately turned to him to see if I really held the wrong guy-

IDIOT! It was him alright, fancy playing such a prank on me. The rest of the journey home was in fits of stupid laughter and he got idiotic stares from me. Such a bad boy. TSK!

SATURDAY'S COMING! ARGH!!!

Daddy and Mummy are back from China. They came back after my qualifying rounds to an event. Got a new cardigan from them, and it matches prettily with my Adidas bag. And surprisingly, Mummy didn't nag me for buying a new bag!

Upcoming Saturday is going to drive me insane, and if I'm lucky enough, Sunday will be the big day. I hope, I pray, I wish. So many things will depend on that event. And thanks dar for all the support.

I didn't mean to do the things I did. I don't know what got into me. And because of that, I lost my daily hug. =(

Some things I do, I don't mean it, it just happens. I'm sorry.

Yesterday was so much fun! Pizza Hut with my classmates for lunch, crazy shopping with the girls, an Adidas bag for myself, and Spaggedies for dinner with my boy.

It's been such a long time since I consumed both proper lunch and dinner. Forgot that it felt this good. And I'm in love with my bag. Mummy is going to flip when she sees the bag, but what the heck, it's high time I indulge a little.

Parents will be back tomorrow, I can't wait! Tomorrow's such an important day, yay!

My Thursday's timetable is screwed. Lecture from 9-10 followed by 5 retarded hours of break and a 2 hour tutorial from 3-5. What am I going to do for 5 stupid hours for the rest of the semester? The school can't even plan a proper timetable, and we as students have to suffer.

Thursdays will definitely drive me insane. I swear that by the time I graduate from SP, I'd lose 3/4 of my sanity. Last week we were spared from the retarded Thursday timetable due to public holiday, and now I wish that there'll be more public holidays that fall on Thursdays! Fat hope I know.

My parents are flying to China tomorrow morning, for a week. Of all places, China. Like totally -_- What's so fun about China?

Many things happened the past few days, what a thrill! Right. I'm blabbering thanks to school blues. I'm still in the holidays mood, why am I robbed of my holidays? Polytechnic's holidays are WAY too short!

I need to game now, it's the only way to release some stress. HAH!

Celebrated my grandma's birthday today at a chinese restaurant in SRC. Dim Sum buffet, and I'm dying. Ate lunch for about 2 hours, and now I can still feel and smell the Dim Sum in my breathe. Haha!

Had a strawberry for dinner and now I'm still about to explode. Help me. But lunch was good. It's been such a long time since I last ate buffet. Imagine May Anne eating buffet, hmm, unimaginable perhaps, but believe me, I ate!

So people, stop nagging me to eat. I stress again, STOP nagging me to eat. Thank you very much. -bows-