movies movies movies!
the stepford wives was damn nice!watched it ydae wif hon...gd man the show!haha...so futuristic,so cool!
and i wanna catch the cinderella story as well as the terminal!the trailers looked so good 2 me!heh!i cant wait 4 halloween period again!i wan all my HORROR SHOWS!
oh yes!1 wk holz r cumin up soon!juz nxt wk!i cant wait 4 den too!so tired lately...gotta catch up on lost slp durin the holz...feel so zombified man...yawnz!
oh btw,the moon is so yellow n round 2dae!juz happen 2 look out of the balcony n i saw the moon...i noe the moon is so wae out of pt but owellz...hah!

Qualitative Analysis SUCKED 2 the CORE!
yes,had my QA test 2dae n it was TERRIBLE!!!!!all of us were like so glum-faced wen we walked out of the examination rm...all thanks 2 the lecturer...set so freakin hard!the module itself is ez 2 study actually...but doin it n applyin the skills r so hard!
tutorials were like chicken feed...but the CA was a KILLER!ARGH!the qns was so darn different frm the tutorials qn...bluff ppl sia!so angry...bleahz!
aniwae,had a gr8 afternoon wif hon...met him aft my CA n aft he booked out...wen out wif him n 2 of his other NS pals...now he's at some NCC dinner thingy...
aniwae,wen shoppin wif mummy ydae n it was gr8!she bought me a couple of eyeshadow,lip gloss n a pair of slippers frm C&K...so comfy! now i noe y so mani ppl patronise C&K!their prices r reasonable too!
hmmz...kk,gotta do lotsa other stuff now...cheerios!

argh!plan foiled!
2dae's 1st lesson is IS,dat boring 3 freakin hrs lesson of doin nth in the computer lab!class starts at 9am n i planned 2 reach at 9.30am...
if i wanted 2 reach at 9,i shld leave hm at 7.45am,but i juz stepped in2 the shower at the time dat im supposed 2 leave...YES!dat was done on purpose!but guess wat?my mum happend 2 b still at hm n i actually wanted her 2 juz send me 2 the mrt station...she ended up sendin me directly 2 sch...n i was like on time!!!
my plan of wantin 2 reach sch late has been totally crapped up!haha... nt blaming my mum,happy dat she sent me 2 sch so den i nid nt haf 2 squeeze wif all the workin adults on the train...
oh dang...i had 1 roti prata diz mornin on the wae sch in the car but im hungry now oready!argh!!!!!HUNGRY HUNGRY HUNGRY!wen will he gif us a break?i wanna EAT!argh!i feel so piggy...haha!

damn chaotic start!
i totally 4got dat sch starts at 9am 2dae coz a lesson was postponed 2 2dae...luckily i woke up ealier than the time dat im supposed 2...n luckily daddy was still at hm!i rushed like mad!everyting was done in a frenzy...rushed arnd the hse like a freak!
best ting was dat i haven decided wat 2 wear yet,so i juz anihow grabbed a piece...omg...i was like out of the hse 10mins aft i woke up...is dat like fast or wat?tink diz happened twice b4 too...total madness...
argh!ok,i gtg...muz listen 2 tcher now...cheerios!

y muz it b like diz?
i really wonder y some tings have 2 b at the state dat it is...he dropped me a mail in frenster...n dat mail is troubling me...y has it gotta b like dat?y has it gotta take diz twisted turn 1st place?i dun understand,i dun get it...does he tink dat by doin wat he's doin,he's bein fair 2 me?i long 2 salvage diz frenship...but i guess he doesnt realize it at all...
he's the 1st male "buddy" i had...n i guess he's oso probably the last...the bond dat we had,where has it gone 2?the promise dat he made 2 me,were dey juz lies?"frenz 4eva" was wat he told me... mani times in fact...apparently i dun c dat happening...
"i'll alwaes b in his heart" was wat he once said as well,but now,he's juz erasing me off entirely frm his memory...he doesnt realize the fact dat frenz dun cum by easily...yes,frenz make mistakes at time,but if u r an understandin person,u'd nt end a frenship wif sum1 juz coz of some misunderstandins or mistakes made...the fact now is dat im not entirely 2 b blamed 4 everyting dat has happened...the blame has 2 b shared...
but i guess,2 him,it's 4eva alwaes my fault...he doesnt realize dat our frenship means a lot to me,but i guess it's nv b meant 2 b...if he feels dat wat he's doin is bein fair 2 me,den i'll juz leave it as dat...2 tink he'd sever all ties wif me coz of smth dat happened almost 9 mths ago...
i tot dat he wld tink differently now...i was utterly wrong...he doesnt c the light frm a different angle...i guess diz is the end den...but i hope nt coz it's a real pity 2 let everyting dwn the drain juz lyk dat...
juz last wk i felt dat there was hope...dat tings wld get betta soon...but y the sudden change?it's a 180 degrees change...im perplexed...i juz hope dat he reads diz n tinks thru it...n i hope dat tings will take a betta turn frm here onwards...

fruitful dae...
no sch 4 me 2dae n so happen dat both my parents were on leave!so the 3 of us wen shoppin!n shoppin wif parents definitely is damn good!coz dey cover all expenses!!!!!hahaha...n majority of the tings i wan,dey'll get it 4 me...how nice!
tmr is also another good dae coz sch starts at 11 instead of the usual 9!yay!i can slp in!n mayb my dad wld b takin the mornin off so meanin he'll b able 2 send me 2 sch!den i nid not go 2 sch myself!yay!haha...
best ting is dat mum gave me 20 bucks xtra 4 pocket money diz wk!haha...i so wanted 2 buy diz pair of slippers frm royal sportin hse ydae...wen wif jer but there wasnt my size...i mentioned it 2 mum 2dae n she actually brought me 2 look 4 it at shaw house's outlet,she wanted 2 buy it 4 me!haha...how nice...BUT,dat outlet din haf the design dat i wanted!!!!ARGH!tink dat design is on hot demand!im so gonna hunt 4 it at other possible outlets!im nt gonna gif up juz yet!mayb i shld try north pt...simply too in luv wif dat pair of slippers!but of coz,i luv hon more!heh!
on the down side,i've got a paper cumin up diz saturdae...sux...n it's Qualitative Analysis...kinda like stats...reminds me so much of stats...mayb coz it's damn mathematical...eww!
hmmz...i gotta get goin...TV time!

steph cant make it 2 my place 4 the cookin gatherin we were supposed 2 haf tmr!!!!!diz is BAD!i tink i shall tell val dat we shld postpone it 2 some other dae instead...coz if tmr there's onli val n i doin the cookin,it'll b weird...haiz...luckily my parents r on leave tmr n dey'd b goin 2 town...so at least my 1 dae holidae wun go 2 waste!i can at least go out wif my parents!i cant wait!haha...
hmmz...aniwae,im missin my boy oready...juz sent him back 2 camp less than 2 hrs ago yet im missin him so fast...i luv u jer...

yay!
juz came back frm the .38 revolver shoot finals quite some time ago...i got 5th position...got a throphy,n it's kinda pretty...
wen 4 lunch aft dat wif kel,tecksoon n wei quan at bishan...the 1st ting wei quan did was 2 pinch me real hard on my cheek!shit dat ass!tecksoon was saein smth like "dun u feel u pinch a lil too hard?" 2 wei quan...like duh!i like screamed OWWW so loudly can?so freakin maluating!
aniwae,will b goin 2 amk central 2 mit hon in half an hour's time...tink im goin 2 prepare now...ciaoz!

big dae tmr!
been bz,haven had time 2 cum online but im back now!
aniwae,tmr's the finals 4 the .38 shooting competition...gotta go dwn 2 Police Academy earli in the mornin 4 the finals...tink i gotta b at PA by 7.30am?im nt too sure...juz noe dat it starts at 8am...gotta cfm wif my fellow colleague...
aniwae,i cant wait 4 mondae 2 cum!coz i dun hafta go 2 sch!yay!coz 1 lesson is onli on odd wks,den the other lesson was oready held the other dae...so coz we dun haf ani sch,steph n val will b cumin over 2 my place!n we'll b cookin lunch!hahaha!
steph will b cookin pasta(cream base!yay!but of coz the cream base sauce will b provided by me...)tink most of the ingredients will b provided by me...val will b preparing a mushroom dish i tink...n i'll b fryin soft yolk eggs!haha...the 2 babes were so impressed dat i can fry soft yolk eggs,mayb coz dey cant seem 2 fry their eggs while kipin their yolks soft...haha...so yeahz,i'll b doin dat n probably throw chicken nuggets in2 the toaster?haha...i wanted 2 make battered food,den it'll b crispy n nice...but i haf nth 2 to coat it with the batter...so sad...owellz,we'll c wat else we can whip up den... *grinz* i cant wait!
hmmz...msn is shit...i cant download it n it's givin me loads of probz...tink i shall nt bother abt it 4 now n juz go 2 bed...i nid the energy 4 tmr's com...tink i betta get goin...i miz my boy alot...

debate is finally over!
our debate topic 4 2dae was: The key strategy in running a business is price,not quality.
n i was on the opposition team...Q&A was horrible,coz out of 3 qns,i was bein bombed wif 2 of dem...i almost dieded!the best ting was dat val n steph were in the proposition team!1st qn was posted by diz 4warded module student but the qn was bein asked by val...den 2nd qn was bein asked by steph...both my buddies tried 2 kill me by directing qns at me!boo hoo!
the mean ting i did (which was my immediate natural reaction) was dat i mouthed "shit u" 2 steph wen she directed the qn at me...i feel so mean now...haha...sorry babe!heh!
btw...hon booked out!!!!!yay!haha...he's on MC till tmr nite!yay!so 2 sae i'd get 2 c him tmr!hehe...will b goin over 2 his hse in the mornin,den go 2 sch...den aft sch i tink most prob is go over 2 his place again...haha...
alritez...im off 2 watch the repeat of Singapore Idol's 1st epsiode now!

worried!!!
sent hon back 2 camp last nite n all of a sudden he said he din feel rite n he started 2 feel feverish...he said his body muscles ached,headache,n aft awhile he said his throat is startin 2 get sore...oh no...go 2 seletar island overnite den bcum liddat?hmmz...muz b those vicious sandflies there!nasty!
hmmz...he hasnt msged me the whole dae...dunno watz happening...hope he's alrite...hopefully he'll leave me a msg soon too...anixiety is building up,n diz feeling aint nice...dunno watz wrong wif him...dunno if he's feeling alrite...dunno if he's able 2 do his duty the whole of 2dae...dunno if he wen 2 MO...hope he gets back 2 me soon!
i hate tmr...sch's gonna last frm 9am-6pm!damn tutor changed another dae's lesson 2 tmr frm 4-6pm...otherwise we'd b released at 4pm!n the worse ting is she changed the lesson 2 tmr juz coz she wanna hold the debate earlier!shit her!juz last wk she informed us on our debate topic,den she expect us 2 b ready in a week's time?n im 1 of the speakers!shucks!opposition,speaker no 2...wat the hell!i tink i'd juz freak out...the closest i was 2 debate was juz a debate timer,nt a debator!im so gonna screw up!the best ting is dat the proposition is filled wif all the good speakers!my grp ppl r all so...erm...like me perhaps?haha!owellz,we juz gotta do our best!?!alritez,i'll stop complainin...im off...

yucks!desperados on the loose!
guys r really desperate creatures!i juz uploaded 2 new pics on frenster last night n now i haf like 12 freakin msgs askin 2 my my fren?!?!?!yucks!i haven even open a single msg yet,too mani 2 even decide which 1 open 1st...im so ultra disgusted...nxt time i shall put a pig's picture on frenster...GROSSED 2 the MAX!watz wrong wif those guys?
nv haf i received so mani msgs overnite liddat...males! *shakes head* OMG!soooo pervertic!!!!!there r like afew hu r reachin 30 yrs old n married n dey still wanna noe me!!!dammit man!shit those men!there's 1,the WINNER!name's Tom...his pic is so freakin obscene!!!yucks!he ought 2 get SHOT!here's his link...warning 2 all...perhaps it mite turn u on but it definitely turned my insides out...GROSSED UP!his bloody link... http://www.friendster.com/user.php?uid=10532868 ...go check it out if u peeps wan...juz a note of caution...best dun go...ultra disgusting...major pervert!no sense of SHAME at all...
oh,clap clap 4 diz 1 as well!i got invited 2 the sghornybabe in frenster..fuck sia!watz filled in the brains of those ppl man?jerks,asses,lamers,losers!cannot stand it...tink by the time i go thru ALL 12 msgs i'd juz die of anger...fuck it...those ppl can jolly well mind their own bloody business whether or nt gals post pics or nt rite?freaks!n they shld learn to keep their dicks in their pants!im gonna ignore those creeps...wat a waste of my precious time...
aniwae,dunno where's hon now...cant contact him coz apparently he said he left his hp in camp...he booked out diz afternoon n wen 2 seletar island 2 drive boat 4 some ncc activities...haven heard frm him since...kinda weird...owellz,i juz gotta wait patiently...but i'm gettin edgy n worried oready...baby boy,where r u?

whoo hoo!lalala!
5 1/2 hrs of intensive studyin has got me MAD!yes!im like ultra hyper now can?!TAXATION CA is FINALY over!!!!!YAY!skipped a tutorial 2dae 2 study continuously 4 those 5 hrs plus...n i sent loads of MMS 2dae!haha...y?coz M1 is havin FREE MMS promotion everydae frm now till 18th aug!but it's free onli frm 11am-1pm!yay!hahaha...so those ppl usin M1,it's MMS war time!!!!!
ok,too much of studyin really has gotten me a lil mad...but i dunno y im so happy 2dae!mayb it's the MMS thingy,mayb it was the studyin,mayb it was dat i got 2 c hon...haha...but no matter wat it was,im glad dat im feelin diz wae...it's been quite some time since i felt diz wae...crazy me!hahaz...kk...got lotsa pic 2 upload!gtg!

ps: hon posted my pic on his blog!hahaha!so funny...i miz him!!!!!

"life"...watz the real meanin of it?
learnt a couple of tings 2dae due 2 dat incident...it was hurting,yes,n i shant elaborate...but at least i learnt some lessons...humans r alwaes growing n learning,n i learnt a pretty valuable lesson 2dae...whether or nt dat lesson will b embedded deep in my mind,dat i dunno...but it'll b a constant reminder 4 me...
the meaning of "life" is still kinda fuzzy 2 me...guess im living on diz earth onli bcoz im bein given a life...howeva,im glad dat in diz fuzzy life of mine,i haf ppl hu care 4 me...althou im sometimes hurt deeply by dem n vice versa,im still glad dat dey haf nv given up hope on me...esp hon...i noe we've been thru alot,n i really mean ALOT...let's try 2 work 2wards a more pleasant relationship frm now on coz our constant bickerings wun get us aniwhere...let's juz b totally honest n nt hide tings frm 1 another...n im sure in dat manner,we'll b happier...let's strive 2wards our goal 2gether as 1 ok?i dunno how 2 really express myself very well,especially wen it cums 2 my thots n feelings,but althou i dun show it,u really mean alot 2 me...
2 all my frenz arnd...i love u all...life's too short 2 bear grudges...coz u'll nv eva noe wat'll happen the nxt dae...so y live life in misery?i guess frm now on i'll treat each dae as my last,so den i'll learn 2 treasure my life more,n i'll b able 2 spend each dat happily...howeva,i noe diz is easier said than done...but i gotta try 2 do it...
aniwae,i'll b skippin the 1st 2 lesssons tmr...by rite,i start sch at 9am...but im onli goin 2 sch at 2pm...1st lesson is Information Systems n dat lesson is 3 freakin hrs!followed by Financial Accounting lecture,which is an hr...thereafter wld b lunch break...so i'll onli b goin aft lunch...finally 4 the 1st time in my whole entire poly life,i get 2 go 2 sch so late!ermz...it's not legal but a self-declared thing,but the thot of goin 2 sch at 2pm n bein released at 4pm juz rawks!
by the wae,i 4got 2 mention dat the fireworks durin NDP 2004 was fantastic!so pretty n colourful!esp the heart-shaped ones...im so in love wif fireworks now... *grinz*
time check: 0021 hrs...im slpy,gtg...nitez all!take care every1!cheerios!

whoo hoo!!!
im back frm NDP!whee!it's my 1st time in 18 yrs dat i attend NDP (LIVE)!hahaha...the atmosphere is really very very diff frm watchin the whole parade at hm!heh!i wen wif hon's family...hon wasnt there coz he had NDP duty 2 uncover the colours...so yeahz,i was wif his family the whole time thru myself...wen 4 dinner aft the parade + jer...
the goody bag is so filled wif stuff manz!haha...now my mum's explorin my goodie bag...haha...oh the best part is dat...i HAVEN studied 4 my financial accounting CA tmr!!!argh!damn,im so darn dead...as in REALLY DEAD!
kk,i betta stop crappin n go get started on my notes now!cheerios!

sighz...
he promised me juz now dat he'll change 4 me...he said dat it's juz him dat he alwaes gif me dat treatment wen he's out havin fun,but he said he'll change...i really do hope dat he'll stick 2 his word,n dun disappoint me again...
how i wish dat there aint so mani of such major obstacles dat we gotta cross...it really isnt a nice ting 2 go thru...if onli life can b smoother,if onli there's a wae dat such tings can b prevented...too mani "if onli"...
owellz,i gotta get goin 2 bed...lost lotsa slp last nite...nitez...

ps: happy bdae 2 Singapore!

shit+crap+disappointment=ULTRA CRAPPY LIFE!nasty!
haiz...y izzit dat weneva he's out there havin his nite life fun,den i'll b givin such shitty treatment by him?it's alwaes wen he has nite activities,den im bein treated like dirt?i abhor diz treatment,hate it TOTALLY!
tell me,hueva on earth can stand bein treated liddat?moreover im supposed 2 b sum1 hu's impt 2 him.im soon abt 2 lose the wee bit of sanity dat i haf left...y do i deserve diz?i really m gonna go mad...reachin breakin pt...HELP!

explosion in process...
juz got hm frm dinner wif my family (inclusive of my bro's gf,or wife-2-b rather)...ate 'zi cha'...we had deer meat,baby kai lan,pork ribs,fried sotong,n a damn big fish head!
yum yum yum...i ate a wee bit of rice but LOTSA ingredients!wahaha...datz wat i alwaes do!cut dwn on the carbo n juz eat the ingredients...eatin the ingredients alone can make me explode!haha!nw if u'd 2 gimme animore food i tink i'll juz burst!
aniwae,hon's goin 4 his phsncc farewell chalet...hope he'll b a gd gd boi...alritez,im gonna watch tv oready...

yawnz...
juz got hm...was at hon's hse since last nite...stayed over...my dad was supposed 2 cum n pick me at arnd midnite,coz he had 2 pick my younger bro,but i haf no idea y my dad din call me at all last nite...i waited till arnd 1am,cldnt take it ani longer so juz fell aslp...had a sleepless nite coz i was still waitin 4 my dad 2 call...so yeahz,datz how i ended up spendin the nite at hon's place...
woke up at 11am diz mornin...lazed arnd like a bum...wen 4 lunch n he wen back 2 camp...goin 4 dinner 2nite wif my family,too bad hon cant join us...the other time the buffet at Conrad he oso cldnt make it...alwaes juz nice wen we haf family meal n he's invited den he gotta b in camp,humpx...too bad he doesnt haf the priviledge 2 enjoy good food wif us...aww...
ok ok...i gotta get goin...muz start 2 study 4 my nxt paper which is on tues...most prob wun b studyin on mon coz im goin 4 NDP(LIVE)!wahaha...alritez...ciaoz!gonna slp i tink...tired 2 the max!

yum yum... *burp*
whee!i cooked my own dinner 2dae!hehe...it was western style!ok ok...i din exactly cooked my dinner,i basically juz toasted 2 english sausages,made abit of frozen mixed veggie which i juz had 2 put it in a bowl n throw it in2 the microwave oven,n the ting dat i spent the most time on was the squid!hehe...had 2 dip it in2 egg,den cover it wif flour,den fry!yum yum!my mum tried some n said it was nt bad...whee!heh!
aniwae,i edited hon's blog 4 him oready...n i finally got everyting properly done after spendin so much time! :)
oh manz...i gtg...muz study 4 my CA tmr...it's Cost Accounting...1st 2 chpts...very theoretical... alritez,betta get goin,still got 2 tutorials 2 do summore...bz 2 the max!ARGHZ!

lazy baby...
notty hon was supposed 2 cum over 2 my hse 2dae (coz he's havin his off dae 2dae),but as usual,he din make it...coz he slept late last nite,n so he overslept diz mornin...apparently he was doin up his blog last nite...nt a bad job done baby...but still kinda sad dat u din cum over diz mornin...again u make me wake up earli n get disappointed...bleah!lazy cow...
hehe...i'll b mitin him aft sch thou...cant wait...alrite,i betta get goin back 2 my lesson...muz listen!ciaoz!

cold...tired...
it's sucha cold cold dae 2dae...rained almost the whole dae...wen 2 sch as usual 2dae den wen 2 suntec aft sch...wen 2 carrefour 2 buy biscuits 4 hon...i intend 2 buy more biscuits 4 him so he can bring 2 camp 2 eat,n dat he wun starve...coz apparently his colleagues aint very helpful,alwaes leavin him 2 do duty den no1 bothers 2 replace him 4 him 2 go n take his meals...
tink i myself oso very in2 biscuits now...yum yum...seems like my lunch is alwaes biscuit biscuit biscuit...sometimes there'll b additional stuff,datz wen i feel greedy n feel like munchin on sch's food...heh!
oh man...im hungry oready...n dinner is still at least 2 hrs awae!!!argh!hmmz...i'll probably go munch on abit on biscuit 1st...wahaha!kk,gonna take a short nap...ultra tired...

slpy slpy...
ok...good news 1st!i've finally got a com 2 use!!!wahaha...it's a shared com wif my daddy!yay yay yay!muahahaha!the onli flaw is dat the screen of diz com is like ULTRA small...small 2 the max can?n the com is stationed in my dad's rm...how i wish the com can b in MY rm!!!wahaha...
aniwae,i onli spent 5hrs wif hon diz wkend...meanin 4 1 whole wk we onli spent 5 hrs 2gether! kinda pathetic huh?so lil time...haiz...
argh...tutorial still not done...was starin at it 4 the past 2 hrs...did abit...cant seem 2 balance the accounts properly...it's so difficult!arghz!
alritez,i gtg n do mani other stuff!haven been online long enuf!ciaoz!

ps: gotta buy biscuits 4 hon 2 bring 2 camp...dat poor boi has been skippin lunch n sometimes dinner due 2 his bz work schedule...