blame urself!
sumtimes,tings happen in wae dat i really wanna laff!sum ppl r complainin abt losing all their good frenz onli wen dey let ppl out of their lives...n stupidly,dey wanna blame those ppl hu's outta their life.
so it's everyone's fault but urs, is it?CRAP!diz is pure shit!u lost all ur frenz,all ur close frenz...y?it's bcoz u chased ppl outta ur life!u brought everything upon urself,so dun blame ppl,n dun blame God...it's absurd to blame Him 4 tings datz been happening!
u alwaes tell ppl 2 cherish those arnd dem,howeva,haf u done the same ting?NO!the state dat u r in now,is all bcoz u din cherish those arnd u,u took ur frenz 4 granted,n i noe it damn well.i dun pity the state dat u r in now.i seriously tink u deserve all these.
howeva if 1 dae u finally wake up frm ur fantasy world,i do hope u really sit dwn n reflect...ive cum 2 realize dat u've actually been in ur own world all these while.every1 hu has read ur journal feels the same wae as i do.
4 once,wake up!u may nt read diz but i dun care.if u dunno dat im tokin abt u,i feel u r really damn hopeless n u seriously ought 2 wake up frm ur dream world.u brought all these upon urself,qn urself 1st b4 u blame others animore!REFLECT!n dun eva blame the mighty 1 up there eva again!u'll get ur desserts.
Thursday, April 29, 2004
yay yay yippie yippie yay!
whoo hoo!juz got hm not too long ago!!!it's steph's bdae 2dae...n it's oso our biz stats paper...biz stats is over!!!!!yay!
n 4 the 1st time in the past week,i wen out!!!haha...as in out shopping...the past 1 week i've been stayin at hm n muggin!seriously din go aniwhere...the onli place i wen 2 was SP,n datz 4 my econs paper...n den hm...haha...i suddenly feel so attached 2 my bedroom!coz datz where i've been the past week...
zZZ...stats was brain wrecking!almost pulled all my hair out...argh!weneva i do my exams,i look damn terrible...coz my hair wld b all over the place n i'll start tuggin at dem wen the qns make no sense 2 me!haha...juz imagine dat...
steph left very early n val left like 40mins b4 the paper ended...wen i wanted 2 leave,the bloody invigilator said, "u've got 20 mins left,no1 is 2 leave frm now on"...i was like "wat the freak!"...kana sai...but i tink it was a lucky thing coz i sat there n stoned awhile den decided 2 go back 2 a qn which i gave up earlier n i sorta figured out how 2 do n wrote smth...haha...whether or nt it's rite,i haf no idea...but at least i din left it blank...muahaha!
aft the paper,wen out wif susanty n shin yu to orchard...ate at pasta mania...wasn't up to standard today =(
aniwae,gettin 2 c hon real soon...cant wait... ;) ok ok,im off 2 watch tv now...time 4 some relaxation...cheerios!
whoo hoo!juz got hm not too long ago!!!it's steph's bdae 2dae...n it's oso our biz stats paper...biz stats is over!!!!!yay!
n 4 the 1st time in the past week,i wen out!!!haha...as in out shopping...the past 1 week i've been stayin at hm n muggin!seriously din go aniwhere...the onli place i wen 2 was SP,n datz 4 my econs paper...n den hm...haha...i suddenly feel so attached 2 my bedroom!coz datz where i've been the past week...
zZZ...stats was brain wrecking!almost pulled all my hair out...argh!weneva i do my exams,i look damn terrible...coz my hair wld b all over the place n i'll start tuggin at dem wen the qns make no sense 2 me!haha...juz imagine dat...
steph left very early n val left like 40mins b4 the paper ended...wen i wanted 2 leave,the bloody invigilator said, "u've got 20 mins left,no1 is 2 leave frm now on"...i was like "wat the freak!"...kana sai...but i tink it was a lucky thing coz i sat there n stoned awhile den decided 2 go back 2 a qn which i gave up earlier n i sorta figured out how 2 do n wrote smth...haha...whether or nt it's rite,i haf no idea...but at least i din left it blank...muahaha!
aft the paper,wen out wif susanty n shin yu to orchard...ate at pasta mania...wasn't up to standard today =(
aniwae,gettin 2 c hon real soon...cant wait... ;) ok ok,im off 2 watch tv now...time 4 some relaxation...cheerios!
Tuesday, April 27, 2004
happy 5th mth!!!
hey hon,it's our 5th mth 2dae...time really flies huh?i find it a lil hard 2 believe dat we've been 2gether 4 5 whole mths oready!so fast!hehe...aniwae,happy 5th mth anniversary 2 u...ure in camp thou so cya diz wkend!seems like a long time since i last saw u...so sad u cldnt book out last wkend...but nvm,will get 2 cya soon!
zzZ...juz started on my biz stats 2dae...gonna die soon...brain cells all died last nite aft my econs...none left 4 2dae...how 2 study?tink i betta stop crappin n go back 2 my notes...cheerios!
hey hon,it's our 5th mth 2dae...time really flies huh?i find it a lil hard 2 believe dat we've been 2gether 4 5 whole mths oready!so fast!hehe...aniwae,happy 5th mth anniversary 2 u...ure in camp thou so cya diz wkend!seems like a long time since i last saw u...so sad u cldnt book out last wkend...but nvm,will get 2 cya soon!
zzZ...juz started on my biz stats 2dae...gonna die soon...brain cells all died last nite aft my econs...none left 4 2dae...how 2 study?tink i betta stop crappin n go back 2 my notes...cheerios!
Monday, April 26, 2004
finally!
at last!econs is over...the paper was somewhat a killer...almost pulled all my hair out!was starin at all the invigilators juz now...dun even noe if my graphs made ani sense...wat the heck...n it seems like SP loves evenin papers man!can u imagine,at 8.20pm,dover mrt is filled wif SP students?
humpx...nxt paper is biz stats...im so gonna die...datz a mornin paper...n my last paper which is accounts,is an evenin paper again...like wat the heck!
zZZ...gonna slack arnd now...cheerios all!
at last!econs is over...the paper was somewhat a killer...almost pulled all my hair out!was starin at all the invigilators juz now...dun even noe if my graphs made ani sense...wat the heck...n it seems like SP loves evenin papers man!can u imagine,at 8.20pm,dover mrt is filled wif SP students?
humpx...nxt paper is biz stats...im so gonna die...datz a mornin paper...n my last paper which is accounts,is an evenin paper again...like wat the heck!
zZZ...gonna slack arnd now...cheerios all!
Sunday, April 25, 2004
boring sundae...
4 the past few daez,ive been startin at nth but my econs notes...everyting is about money supply,interest rates,money multiplier,tax,n all the formulas...it's drivin me nuts!how abt diz man: AE=C+I+G+(X-M) ...ARGH!!!im goin bonkers!n yes...govt bonds n discount rates...damn...
yucks...aniwae,wen 4 parade ydae n learnt the parade procedure of phs openin ceremony frm kelvin...gonna substitute him 4 1 rehearsal as contingent commander...the sword almost killed me...kinda heavy dat it almost tore my skirt off my waist ydae!n the sword belt was too big 4 me...haha...borrowed joosong's 1 n it was loose but luckily there were additional holes made so yeahz,finally fitted me...
the damn scabet kept hittin myboots while marchin,poor boots!all scratched...humpx...gotta polish it again...=(
dang...goin back 2 my econs now...as usual...another borin sundae 4 me...cheerios every1!hope everyone's sundae is betta than mine...take care!
4 the past few daez,ive been startin at nth but my econs notes...everyting is about money supply,interest rates,money multiplier,tax,n all the formulas...it's drivin me nuts!how abt diz man: AE=C+I+G+(X-M) ...ARGH!!!im goin bonkers!n yes...govt bonds n discount rates...damn...
yucks...aniwae,wen 4 parade ydae n learnt the parade procedure of phs openin ceremony frm kelvin...gonna substitute him 4 1 rehearsal as contingent commander...the sword almost killed me...kinda heavy dat it almost tore my skirt off my waist ydae!n the sword belt was too big 4 me...haha...borrowed joosong's 1 n it was loose but luckily there were additional holes made so yeahz,finally fitted me...
the damn scabet kept hittin myboots while marchin,poor boots!all scratched...humpx...gotta polish it again...=(
dang...goin back 2 my econs now...as usual...another borin sundae 4 me...cheerios every1!hope everyone's sundae is betta than mine...take care!
Friday, April 23, 2004
tired tired...
YELCH!been muggin the whole of ydae n 2dae i started muggin immediately aft i kissed lalaland goodbye...n studyin aint good!coz it makes me eat n eat n diz is bad...i smell trouble...haiz...wat 2 do...?!
i simply cant help it...everytime i study 4 exams,i'll b eatin non-stop...esp wen im at hm!there's so much food arnd...dang!gotta control!hmmz...mayb frm tmr onwards i shld go on bread n water diet!haha...but im bound 2 b tempted by mum's cookin...tmr's a saturdae so mum will b cookin good food!so my "diet" plan cant b carried out!conclusion,im a goner! *wails*
i've gotta do smth abt diz...hmmz...i shld probably study in the canal outside my hse...there aint aniting 2 eat there...oh yah,i'll get a free tan too!how perfect!
im goin back 2 my haunted room now...those creepy econs notes r waitin 4 me...gonna lock myself in my room...bye...
YELCH!been muggin the whole of ydae n 2dae i started muggin immediately aft i kissed lalaland goodbye...n studyin aint good!coz it makes me eat n eat n diz is bad...i smell trouble...haiz...wat 2 do...?!
i simply cant help it...everytime i study 4 exams,i'll b eatin non-stop...esp wen im at hm!there's so much food arnd...dang!gotta control!hmmz...mayb frm tmr onwards i shld go on bread n water diet!haha...but im bound 2 b tempted by mum's cookin...tmr's a saturdae so mum will b cookin good food!so my "diet" plan cant b carried out!conclusion,im a goner! *wails*
i've gotta do smth abt diz...hmmz...i shld probably study in the canal outside my hse...there aint aniting 2 eat there...oh yah,i'll get a free tan too!how perfect!
im goin back 2 my haunted room now...those creepy econs notes r waitin 4 me...gonna lock myself in my room...bye...
Wednesday, April 21, 2004
yawnz...
another tiring dae...wen 2 sch 4 my CRS test...haha...realised dat it was 2dae instead of tmr...got all my dates wrong...aniwae,jer made me kinda sad...
supposed 2 mit him aft my test but he landed his ass in amk central wif his NS buddies...said it slipped his mind...haiz...n he was at his fren's place last nite yet he said he was at hm...wat a lie...howeva,he PROMISED nv eva 2 lie 2 me again...
he made a promise in his dad's car juz now on the wae back 2 his camp...i'll rem it...there's some consequences if he wld 2 break his promise,dun wish 2 sae it here...but yupz,glad he did dat...he betta b gd,or else...
aniwae,wen 2 PA 2 get my no. 1 uniform 2dae...haha...4got 2 get my buttons n rank frm the other CIs thou...tink dey left it in NP...goin 2 get it on saturdae...den can put up everyting n c how it looks...haha...dun even noe y we draw no 1 4...i aint even involved in PHS's opening ceremony...hmm..
hmmz...so freakin tired lately...yes,it's coz i haven got my 12-14 hrs straight of slp eva since i got back frm ubin!im so gonna hibernate 2nite...will probably wake up aft lunch tmr...haha...den muz start muggin le!
mondae's my 1st paper which is econs yet i've not touched my notes!im so freakin doomed!owellz,start tmr betta than nv rite?haha...
alritez...brain aint functioning too well...bye!
another tiring dae...wen 2 sch 4 my CRS test...haha...realised dat it was 2dae instead of tmr...got all my dates wrong...aniwae,jer made me kinda sad...
supposed 2 mit him aft my test but he landed his ass in amk central wif his NS buddies...said it slipped his mind...haiz...n he was at his fren's place last nite yet he said he was at hm...wat a lie...howeva,he PROMISED nv eva 2 lie 2 me again...
he made a promise in his dad's car juz now on the wae back 2 his camp...i'll rem it...there's some consequences if he wld 2 break his promise,dun wish 2 sae it here...but yupz,glad he did dat...he betta b gd,or else...
aniwae,wen 2 PA 2 get my no. 1 uniform 2dae...haha...4got 2 get my buttons n rank frm the other CIs thou...tink dey left it in NP...goin 2 get it on saturdae...den can put up everyting n c how it looks...haha...dun even noe y we draw no 1 4...i aint even involved in PHS's opening ceremony...hmm..
hmmz...so freakin tired lately...yes,it's coz i haven got my 12-14 hrs straight of slp eva since i got back frm ubin!im so gonna hibernate 2nite...will probably wake up aft lunch tmr...haha...den muz start muggin le!
mondae's my 1st paper which is econs yet i've not touched my notes!im so freakin doomed!owellz,start tmr betta than nv rite?haha...
alritez...brain aint functioning too well...bye!
Monday, April 19, 2004
oh no...nt again...
argh!my legs r itching like mad!!!hope it aint sandflies bites again!!!i seriously hate it wen i go 2 ubin...i'll cum back worryin like a nut case!the last experience during CIBTC ATC was bad enuf...i had scars left on my legs,dang!since den,a slight itch on my leg will cause me 2 panic like mad!
oh aniwae,the guy whom i saw dat looked so familiar on the dae dat hon enlisted is called samuel...finally found out his name on saturdae...haha...so he's really our CII indeed...n guess wat?!he so happens 2 b hon's bunk mate!haha...
ARGHHH!!!!!!the itch is killin me!!!!!haiz...got my bloody ITAB test tmr summore...tink im gonna blast my damn aircon 2nite...so dat i wun hafta scratch my legs...haiz...
*prayin hard dat it aint sandflies bites*
argh!my legs r itching like mad!!!hope it aint sandflies bites again!!!i seriously hate it wen i go 2 ubin...i'll cum back worryin like a nut case!the last experience during CIBTC ATC was bad enuf...i had scars left on my legs,dang!since den,a slight itch on my leg will cause me 2 panic like mad!
oh aniwae,the guy whom i saw dat looked so familiar on the dae dat hon enlisted is called samuel...finally found out his name on saturdae...haha...so he's really our CII indeed...n guess wat?!he so happens 2 b hon's bunk mate!haha...
ARGHHH!!!!!!the itch is killin me!!!!!haiz...got my bloody ITAB test tmr summore...tink im gonna blast my damn aircon 2nite...so dat i wun hafta scratch my legs...haiz...
*prayin hard dat it aint sandflies bites*
2 weeks!!!
i juz got hm...sent hon back 2 camp wif his parents n bro...b4 he book in,we wen 4 dinner at jack's place...so full nw...hon kept askin if im sure i was full...haha...juz coz i ate so lil?dun worry,wen i sae im full,im really full...
sent him back 2 camp aft dat...his mummy was like so tense...coz it was kinda late...in the end,baby still reached on time...
haiz...guess wat?!hon wun b bookin out diz cumin wkend!!!coz he's gotta go 2 the range...so 2 sae i wun b seein him 4 2 whole wks!he'll b out on 31st may...but guess it aint a bad thingy,coz den i'll b able 2 concentrate on my studies 4 my exams...ive yet 2 start my revision...dang!
hmmz...got ITAB test tmr on microsoft access...sux man...i've gotta get real serious n start revising my work...i shall officially start studying tmr!!!n it's gotta b intensive studying...otherwise im gonna b so dead 4 my exams!!!
*missin hon...*
exam dates r as follow:
20 April -- ITAB
22 April -- Critical Reasoning Skills
26 April -- Econs (macro)
29 April -- Biz Stats
6 May -- Accounts
i juz got hm...sent hon back 2 camp wif his parents n bro...b4 he book in,we wen 4 dinner at jack's place...so full nw...hon kept askin if im sure i was full...haha...juz coz i ate so lil?dun worry,wen i sae im full,im really full...
sent him back 2 camp aft dat...his mummy was like so tense...coz it was kinda late...in the end,baby still reached on time...
haiz...guess wat?!hon wun b bookin out diz cumin wkend!!!coz he's gotta go 2 the range...so 2 sae i wun b seein him 4 2 whole wks!he'll b out on 31st may...but guess it aint a bad thingy,coz den i'll b able 2 concentrate on my studies 4 my exams...ive yet 2 start my revision...dang!
hmmz...got ITAB test tmr on microsoft access...sux man...i've gotta get real serious n start revising my work...i shall officially start studying tmr!!!n it's gotta b intensive studying...otherwise im gonna b so dead 4 my exams!!!
*missin hon...*
exam dates r as follow:
20 April -- ITAB
22 April -- Critical Reasoning Skills
26 April -- Econs (macro)
29 April -- Biz Stats
6 May -- Accounts
yawnz
hmmz...2dae was another wonderful dae wif hon...i dropped by his place at arnd 16:20 den read the daily journal he wrote 4 me...was kinda sad over some issues...hon,u muz b guai k?muz b honest wif me oso... c",)
aniwae,we wen out aft dat,wen 2 town...walked arnd den watched "Hellboy"...was a pretty nice show...i seriously gotta blog diz dwn!the seats at cineleisure sux 2 the core!the arm rest cldnt b put up completely...now how irritating is dat man?yelch...
aft the show it was 21:00 plus i tink...headed 2 delifrance at paragon 2 eat...yum yum...so full...hehe...den of coz wen hm aft dat...
hmmz...now hon's showin me some colours over msn...so sad...sae i chase him 2 slp...like wat the...i din...
hmmz...2dae was another wonderful dae wif hon...i dropped by his place at arnd 16:20 den read the daily journal he wrote 4 me...was kinda sad over some issues...hon,u muz b guai k?muz b honest wif me oso... c",)
aniwae,we wen out aft dat,wen 2 town...walked arnd den watched "Hellboy"...was a pretty nice show...i seriously gotta blog diz dwn!the seats at cineleisure sux 2 the core!the arm rest cldnt b put up completely...now how irritating is dat man?yelch...
aft the show it was 21:00 plus i tink...headed 2 delifrance at paragon 2 eat...yum yum...so full...hehe...den of coz wen hm aft dat...
hmmz...now hon's showin me some colours over msn...so sad...sae i chase him 2 slp...like wat the...i din...
Sunday, April 18, 2004
im back!
yeah!ATC n NPDP r finally over!!!
ATC was killer...slept 4 onli 2hrs den nxt dae had NPDP duty...i was practically a walkin zombie!!!haha...but at least my probation is almost cleared...so happy!
wen i was at ubin,hon booked out n he called me...a pity dat reception at ubin sucked...the conversation lasted 4 abt 5mins but i tink we were tokin 4 onli 2 mins n the rest of the 3 mins was spent on me saein "huh?i cant hear u...wait,lemme shift position"...crap!aft hanging up den i found some really good spots where reception was good...wat the heck!
aniwae,camp was fun...crapped wif the other CIs n WCIs at nite...dat explains y we slept 4 abt 2hrs onli...haha...n cherry shared some ultimate crappy stories n jokes!had a damn good laff!
ydae was NPDP...i was doin food reception 4 the VIPs n dey seriously acted like VIPs!!!then men were ok,but the women were so haughty!but cant blame dem lahz...dey r like principals of schs,high ranked officers etc...the officers were all nice ppl...
ok...here cums the interesting part n the most shockin part of the dae 4 me!!!hon was like msgin me askin wen i'd b done n so on...den wen i was finally done which was like abt 21:20,i called hon n his background was so noisy so i knew he was out...he claimed dat he's dwnstairs his hse wif him mum n i believed him...he said wen im abt 2 reach hm den call him n he'll cum over...
so jay jay,cindy,cherry n i left PA 2gether n i realised dat jay jay n cindy wen missin so cherry n i stopped 2 look back n guess wat?!?!?!jer was right behind!!!haha!!!so surprised!i din c him initially but as he came closer i found the person lookin so familiar...haha...my jaw seriously dropped wen i saw him!
he said he was there since 20:30...so sweet rite?!we den took a cab home...he was supposed 2 mit his NDU mateys 4 late nite movie but in the end,he stayed at my place till like arnd 12 plus n got his parents 2 fetch him hm...
i nid my 15-16hrs straight of slp 2nite 2 replenish all my lost slp...it's kinda like a routine dat aft camp i'll slp 4 at least 14hrs...record was 16hrs...i noe of ppl hu can slp more than dat...haha...
hmmz...goin out wif hon later...urgh...stomach ache...gtg!
yeah!ATC n NPDP r finally over!!!
ATC was killer...slept 4 onli 2hrs den nxt dae had NPDP duty...i was practically a walkin zombie!!!haha...but at least my probation is almost cleared...so happy!
wen i was at ubin,hon booked out n he called me...a pity dat reception at ubin sucked...the conversation lasted 4 abt 5mins but i tink we were tokin 4 onli 2 mins n the rest of the 3 mins was spent on me saein "huh?i cant hear u...wait,lemme shift position"...crap!aft hanging up den i found some really good spots where reception was good...wat the heck!
aniwae,camp was fun...crapped wif the other CIs n WCIs at nite...dat explains y we slept 4 abt 2hrs onli...haha...n cherry shared some ultimate crappy stories n jokes!had a damn good laff!
ydae was NPDP...i was doin food reception 4 the VIPs n dey seriously acted like VIPs!!!then men were ok,but the women were so haughty!but cant blame dem lahz...dey r like principals of schs,high ranked officers etc...the officers were all nice ppl...
ok...here cums the interesting part n the most shockin part of the dae 4 me!!!hon was like msgin me askin wen i'd b done n so on...den wen i was finally done which was like abt 21:20,i called hon n his background was so noisy so i knew he was out...he claimed dat he's dwnstairs his hse wif him mum n i believed him...he said wen im abt 2 reach hm den call him n he'll cum over...
so jay jay,cindy,cherry n i left PA 2gether n i realised dat jay jay n cindy wen missin so cherry n i stopped 2 look back n guess wat?!?!?!jer was right behind!!!haha!!!so surprised!i din c him initially but as he came closer i found the person lookin so familiar...haha...my jaw seriously dropped wen i saw him!
he said he was there since 20:30...so sweet rite?!we den took a cab home...he was supposed 2 mit his NDU mateys 4 late nite movie but in the end,he stayed at my place till like arnd 12 plus n got his parents 2 fetch him hm...
i nid my 15-16hrs straight of slp 2nite 2 replenish all my lost slp...it's kinda like a routine dat aft camp i'll slp 4 at least 14hrs...record was 16hrs...i noe of ppl hu can slp more than dat...haha...
hmmz...goin out wif hon later...urgh...stomach ache...gtg!
Friday, April 16, 2004
an hr more...
juz done wif my last min packin...in an hr's time im outta my hse 2 mit joo song,teck soon n cherry den we'll b headin 2 ubin!
haha...showered 4 like 1 hr juz now...wanna scrub myself clean coz doubt i'll b showering over at ubin(as usual)...it's a norm not to shower durin camps...but i'll be back tmr cos i've got NPDP duty...n i wun b bookin in back 2 camp aft dat...haha!
hmmz...wonder wat time will baby book out tmr...lookin 4ward 2 seein him...the whole wk he din call me...kinda sad...but owellz...
alritey...i gtg...gonna grab a quik bite den prepare 2 leave hm le!!!hope the sandflies will leave me alone diz time round!haha...
juz done wif my last min packin...in an hr's time im outta my hse 2 mit joo song,teck soon n cherry den we'll b headin 2 ubin!
haha...showered 4 like 1 hr juz now...wanna scrub myself clean coz doubt i'll b showering over at ubin(as usual)...it's a norm not to shower durin camps...but i'll be back tmr cos i've got NPDP duty...n i wun b bookin in back 2 camp aft dat...haha!
hmmz...wonder wat time will baby book out tmr...lookin 4ward 2 seein him...the whole wk he din call me...kinda sad...but owellz...
alritey...i gtg...gonna grab a quik bite den prepare 2 leave hm le!!!hope the sandflies will leave me alone diz time round!haha...
Thursday, April 15, 2004
yawnz...
juz done wif polishing my boots...din manage 2 take a nap cos was too bz packin my camping stuff n doin up my full-u...rush rush rush!
argh dang!im puttin on weight!seriously...cant stand it...can my period like juz cum now so dat my craving 4 food will stop?i hate diz...
yes,miting joo song,teck soon n cherry tmr at 6pm den head 2 ubin 2gether...so 2 sae,i still haf time 2 go hm aft sch n rest 4 awhile!meanin i DUN hafta bring my camping stuff 2 sch!yes!the last ting i wanted was 2 bring all my camping stuff 2 sch coz it's too cumbersome!
noein dat i dun hafta bring all the shit 2 sch,im kinda relax at the moment...can do some last min packin tmr...
haiz...kinda lazy 2 attend sch tmr...but cant skip...damn Character Development course...skip it n we r dead meat!sometimes i tink diz kinda modules r a waste of time...it's so darn similar 2 hao gong min,civics n moral education n wateva similar subjects...all these subjects teach us morals abt diz n dat,yet we r onli answering the qns based on watz rite,nt based on how we really feel abt things etc...in short,we r LYING!so where r our morals?these subjects r plain USELESS!
ok ok...tink i betta stop here...otherwise diz will b never ending...cya all arnd!
*excited -- seein hon in a couple of daez...*
juz done wif polishing my boots...din manage 2 take a nap cos was too bz packin my camping stuff n doin up my full-u...rush rush rush!
argh dang!im puttin on weight!seriously...cant stand it...can my period like juz cum now so dat my craving 4 food will stop?i hate diz...
yes,miting joo song,teck soon n cherry tmr at 6pm den head 2 ubin 2gether...so 2 sae,i still haf time 2 go hm aft sch n rest 4 awhile!meanin i DUN hafta bring my camping stuff 2 sch!yes!the last ting i wanted was 2 bring all my camping stuff 2 sch coz it's too cumbersome!
noein dat i dun hafta bring all the shit 2 sch,im kinda relax at the moment...can do some last min packin tmr...
haiz...kinda lazy 2 attend sch tmr...but cant skip...damn Character Development course...skip it n we r dead meat!sometimes i tink diz kinda modules r a waste of time...it's so darn similar 2 hao gong min,civics n moral education n wateva similar subjects...all these subjects teach us morals abt diz n dat,yet we r onli answering the qns based on watz rite,nt based on how we really feel abt things etc...in short,we r LYING!so where r our morals?these subjects r plain USELESS!
ok ok...tink i betta stop here...otherwise diz will b never ending...cya all arnd!
*excited -- seein hon in a couple of daez...*
haiz...tired...
juz got home...came back straight hm aft sch...amazing huh?it's been sucha long time since i came back straight hm aft sch...
ultra tired 2dae...datz y...gotta go 2 ubin tmr summore...gotta pack my camping stuff...sianz...imagine immediately aft sch tmr gotta go ubin...sianz...cant even cum hm 2 put my sch books...n the worst thing is dat i gotta bring my full-u 2 ubin!huever brings full-u to ubin man?wat 2 do?gotta do rd marshal duty on saturdae...goin 2 HQ straight frm ubin...shag...
n the dae aft gotta wake up earli 2 go shao mu thingy...haiz...wonder wen den i can get 2 c my baby...wanna throw everything aside n mit up wif him once he book out...but apparently i cant...
mayb aft my NPDP duty i'll go n c hon...really drained now...mayb i'll go n snooze 4 awhile...later everyone~
*prayin 4 the wkend 2 cum faster...missin hon...*
juz got home...came back straight hm aft sch...amazing huh?it's been sucha long time since i came back straight hm aft sch...
ultra tired 2dae...datz y...gotta go 2 ubin tmr summore...gotta pack my camping stuff...sianz...imagine immediately aft sch tmr gotta go ubin...sianz...cant even cum hm 2 put my sch books...n the worst thing is dat i gotta bring my full-u 2 ubin!huever brings full-u to ubin man?wat 2 do?gotta do rd marshal duty on saturdae...goin 2 HQ straight frm ubin...shag...
n the dae aft gotta wake up earli 2 go shao mu thingy...haiz...wonder wen den i can get 2 c my baby...wanna throw everything aside n mit up wif him once he book out...but apparently i cant...
mayb aft my NPDP duty i'll go n c hon...really drained now...mayb i'll go n snooze 4 awhile...later everyone~
*prayin 4 the wkend 2 cum faster...missin hon...*
Tuesday, April 13, 2004
whoopie!
the past 2 daez was kinda boring...cant rem wat happened the dae b4(short term memory) but ydae i wen 2 collect my specs le but i tink i made diz pair of specs 4 nth...nvm lahz,at least now i haf a nicer uglyfier...get wat i mean?haha...my previous specs was a total uglyfier(my face is oready bad enuf)...now 4 diz pair,it's a nt so ugly uglyfier...
so happy wif the new pic i took wif jer...haha...so sweet...nice nice...
haiz...another few more daez b4 i can c him again...but the sad thingy is dat i gotta go 4 ATC on fridae n on saturdae ive got road marshal duty 4 NPCC Day Parade...dang dang n triple dang!!!so 2 sae onli on saturdae nite i'll get 2 c him...haiz...
hmmz...k lahz,i gtg get changed 4 sch le...my daddy's sending me!!!haha...
the past 2 daez was kinda boring...cant rem wat happened the dae b4(short term memory) but ydae i wen 2 collect my specs le but i tink i made diz pair of specs 4 nth...nvm lahz,at least now i haf a nicer uglyfier...get wat i mean?haha...my previous specs was a total uglyfier(my face is oready bad enuf)...now 4 diz pair,it's a nt so ugly uglyfier...
so happy wif the new pic i took wif jer...haha...so sweet...nice nice...
haiz...another few more daez b4 i can c him again...but the sad thingy is dat i gotta go 4 ATC on fridae n on saturdae ive got road marshal duty 4 NPCC Day Parade...dang dang n triple dang!!!so 2 sae onli on saturdae nite i'll get 2 c him...haiz...
hmmz...k lahz,i gtg get changed 4 sch le...my daddy's sending me!!!haha...
Saturday, April 10, 2004
as i was slackin arnd at hm,val msged me,askin if wanna go 2 expo's john little sale...haha...so yupz,off we wen 2 expo!haha...
hmm...the sale was ok lahz...kinda weird coz it was so big den din noe where 2 start off wif...haha...we ended up goin in a systematic manner...haha...pretty fun...
wen dwn 2 orchard aft dat...n oh,met debbie wen we were on our wae 2 fareast...she was wif her mummy n lil sis...
urgh...totally shagged out...kinda tired...mayb coz i haven been slpin much the past 2 nitez...all priority was given 2 hon datz y...im gonna really catch up on my lost slp 2nite...gonna pig my nite awae...bye!
*missin baby*
hmm...the sale was ok lahz...kinda weird coz it was so big den din noe where 2 start off wif...haha...we ended up goin in a systematic manner...haha...pretty fun...
wen dwn 2 orchard aft dat...n oh,met debbie wen we were on our wae 2 fareast...she was wif her mummy n lil sis...
urgh...totally shagged out...kinda tired...mayb coz i haven been slpin much the past 2 nitez...all priority was given 2 hon datz y...im gonna really catch up on my lost slp 2nite...gonna pig my nite awae...bye!
*missin baby*
Wednesday, April 07, 2004
weird feelings whooshes past...
hmm...sumtimes i feel dat i nid 2 break free...it's a feelin dat cant b held inside u 4 too long...the line will juz find it's wae round ur neck u strangle u unknowingly...air will juz b compressed outta ur lungs n u'll feel a sense of helplessness...
im somewat havin dat kinda feelings now...it juz feels nt rite...nt as if aft bloggin i feel more peaceful but at least it helps a lil...
wanna shut the door outta life sumtimes...but i noe it aint the rite ting 2 do...damn...i tink im seriously makin no sense at all...it's juz part n parcel of life...tink i'll juz end it here...
hmm...sumtimes i feel dat i nid 2 break free...it's a feelin dat cant b held inside u 4 too long...the line will juz find it's wae round ur neck u strangle u unknowingly...air will juz b compressed outta ur lungs n u'll feel a sense of helplessness...
im somewat havin dat kinda feelings now...it juz feels nt rite...nt as if aft bloggin i feel more peaceful but at least it helps a lil...
wanna shut the door outta life sumtimes...but i noe it aint the rite ting 2 do...damn...i tink im seriously makin no sense at all...it's juz part n parcel of life...tink i'll juz end it here...
double n triple dang!!!
i was hm since 6.15pm but i onli juz entered my hse at 7.30pm cos i made a stupid mistake of 4gettin 2 bring my keys!argh!so yeahz...was stranded outside my hse 4 over an hr...
diz aint dat bad actually...i remembered once abt 2 yrs back,i wen 4 npcc camp n i 4got 2 bring my keys!dang!i was locked out 4 like 4 freakin hrs!imagine...aft camp n u r totally so damn shag n u 4got 2 bring ur keys!i was so angry at myself den!
aniwae,i juz got myself a new pair of specs 2dae...collection will b on mondae...made a rimless specs...haha...val n steph made a pair each too!we juz had diz sudden urge 2 make a new pair of specs!i can finally kiss my black rimmed specs goodbye(it's more 4 hm use)...haha...finally i dun hafta moan n groan over my specs which looks so oversize on me...it's not huge actually,but dunno y it looks gigantic on me...wif diz new specs made,i'll use it more often than my previous 3 other pairs...yay!hehe...
ok...presentation 2dae was alrite...breezed thru my part...thank goodness i was pretty stable...
yes!!!less than 24hrs n i'll get 2 c jer!!!cant wait 2 see his botak head!hahaha...
hmm...im kinda sad dat he n i r nt in contact animore...sucha pity dat tings turn out liddat...sumtimes i dunno y u flare weneva we r tokin so ok over msn...i dun like it wen tings turn nasty...sumtimes i really feel dat u r the 1 hu's makin tings big n it's hard 4 us 2 eva reconcile...i feel u gotta make the line less taut...it'll snap 1 dae...so gif some slack weneva possible...wish tings will b ok btwn us soon...
hmm...been eatin pretty alot lately...tink it's due 2 my period...it's cumin...cant b help!!!but the amt of food im consuming really freaks me out sumtimes...n im HUNGRY now!haha...kk...gonna get dinner!
i was hm since 6.15pm but i onli juz entered my hse at 7.30pm cos i made a stupid mistake of 4gettin 2 bring my keys!argh!so yeahz...was stranded outside my hse 4 over an hr...
diz aint dat bad actually...i remembered once abt 2 yrs back,i wen 4 npcc camp n i 4got 2 bring my keys!dang!i was locked out 4 like 4 freakin hrs!imagine...aft camp n u r totally so damn shag n u 4got 2 bring ur keys!i was so angry at myself den!
aniwae,i juz got myself a new pair of specs 2dae...collection will b on mondae...made a rimless specs...haha...val n steph made a pair each too!we juz had diz sudden urge 2 make a new pair of specs!i can finally kiss my black rimmed specs goodbye(it's more 4 hm use)...haha...finally i dun hafta moan n groan over my specs which looks so oversize on me...it's not huge actually,but dunno y it looks gigantic on me...wif diz new specs made,i'll use it more often than my previous 3 other pairs...yay!hehe...
ok...presentation 2dae was alrite...breezed thru my part...thank goodness i was pretty stable...
yes!!!less than 24hrs n i'll get 2 c jer!!!cant wait 2 see his botak head!hahaha...
hmm...im kinda sad dat he n i r nt in contact animore...sucha pity dat tings turn out liddat...sumtimes i dunno y u flare weneva we r tokin so ok over msn...i dun like it wen tings turn nasty...sumtimes i really feel dat u r the 1 hu's makin tings big n it's hard 4 us 2 eva reconcile...i feel u gotta make the line less taut...it'll snap 1 dae...so gif some slack weneva possible...wish tings will b ok btwn us soon...
hmm...been eatin pretty alot lately...tink it's due 2 my period...it's cumin...cant b help!!!but the amt of food im consuming really freaks me out sumtimes...n im HUNGRY now!haha...kk...gonna get dinner!
Tuesday, April 06, 2004
fruitful dae...
fwoah!juz got hm...tired...but happy!
spent practically the whole dae wif steph n val today!1st we wen shoppin at suntec...den ate dinner at kenny rogers n gossipped!...aft dat we wen 2 cafe cartel n continued bitching!haha...we seriously chatted the whole time thru!
laffed alot too!it's been a long time since i had sucha good n long laff...we r gonna make it a pt dat we do diz every fortnightly...yay!
tink in no time im gonna gain back those kgs dat ive taken so long 2 lose!haha...but owellz,guess juz dun overdo it can le...
kk,i betta get goin...gotta prepare my speech 4 tmr's presentation,bye!
*awaitin thursdae's arrival...*
fwoah!juz got hm...tired...but happy!
spent practically the whole dae wif steph n val today!1st we wen shoppin at suntec...den ate dinner at kenny rogers n gossipped!...aft dat we wen 2 cafe cartel n continued bitching!haha...we seriously chatted the whole time thru!
laffed alot too!it's been a long time since i had sucha good n long laff...we r gonna make it a pt dat we do diz every fortnightly...yay!
tink in no time im gonna gain back those kgs dat ive taken so long 2 lose!haha...but owellz,guess juz dun overdo it can le...
kk,i betta get goin...gotta prepare my speech 4 tmr's presentation,bye!
*awaitin thursdae's arrival...*
Monday, April 05, 2004
whoo hoo!
guess wat?!the 2 babes skipped the whole day of sch 2dae!haha...power!!!dey were actually on their wae 2 sch but coz dey realised dat dey din do accounts tutorial(dey had 2 present their ans),dey decided nt 2 go 2 sch at all!hahaha...
aniwae,i met up wif steph aft sch...wen 2 suntec...den raffles city...haha...got myself a new pair of slippers frm m)phosis...it's plain black but pretty...i can finally kiss my both pair of old slippers goodbye n sae hello 2 my new edition...haha...
*awaitin thursdae's arrival*
guess wat?!the 2 babes skipped the whole day of sch 2dae!haha...power!!!dey were actually on their wae 2 sch but coz dey realised dat dey din do accounts tutorial(dey had 2 present their ans),dey decided nt 2 go 2 sch at all!hahaha...
aniwae,i met up wif steph aft sch...wen 2 suntec...den raffles city...haha...got myself a new pair of slippers frm m)phosis...it's plain black but pretty...i can finally kiss my both pair of old slippers goodbye n sae hello 2 my new edition...haha...
*awaitin thursdae's arrival*
Sunday, April 04, 2004
tiring dae...
dang...juz got hm nt too long ago...sucha long dae 4 me 2dae...had plans since the moment i got outta bed...diz was how my dae wen:
wen 2 phs 4 npcc training...gave my sec 1s a lect on the 0.177 air rifle...the classroom was so freakin stuffy...tink the ventilation in the sch classrooms sux 2 the core!
aft parade,wen 4 lunch wif the campcraft team n the TOs...one of the TO gave us all a treat,was so freakin full!tink diz was the 3rd treat we had diz yr oready!so generous!
aft the soooo filling lunch,teck soon,joo song,cherry n i headed 2 mayflower sec campus 1 4 atc miting...
aft the miting i rushed hm juz 2 shower n left hm once i was done...haha...met up wif jay jay at dover den headed 2 NP 2 mit emily n sylvia...hmm...the strings concert was ok...
wen 4 dinner at bukit timah market or smth liddat lah aft the concert...dat was like 9 plus 10?den took 852 home...the damn bus took 15-20mins 2 arrive!i almost died of boredom!gtg to bed now!
dang...juz got hm nt too long ago...sucha long dae 4 me 2dae...had plans since the moment i got outta bed...diz was how my dae wen:
wen 2 phs 4 npcc training...gave my sec 1s a lect on the 0.177 air rifle...the classroom was so freakin stuffy...tink the ventilation in the sch classrooms sux 2 the core!
aft parade,wen 4 lunch wif the campcraft team n the TOs...one of the TO gave us all a treat,was so freakin full!tink diz was the 3rd treat we had diz yr oready!so generous!
aft the soooo filling lunch,teck soon,joo song,cherry n i headed 2 mayflower sec campus 1 4 atc miting...
aft the miting i rushed hm juz 2 shower n left hm once i was done...haha...met up wif jay jay at dover den headed 2 NP 2 mit emily n sylvia...hmm...the strings concert was ok...
wen 4 dinner at bukit timah market or smth liddat lah aft the concert...dat was like 9 plus 10?den took 852 home...the damn bus took 15-20mins 2 arrive!i almost died of boredom!gtg to bed now!
Thursday, April 01, 2004
hypocrites alert!
wen out wif danping 2dae,met her aft sch...had dinner wif her parents den her parents sent me hm aft dat...how sweet!
oh yah,2 tink there r really ultimate suckers arnd!?how hypocritical can ppl get?get a life!act like a pure angel infront of ppl n turn in2 a fuckin devil the nxt min...yucks!stop bein childish!u dun hafta TRY 2 act nice!it's so disgusting to act!wateva u r doin,it's damn fuckin obvious,dun hafta TRY 2 hide it here n there!it's so NOT workin!no1 provoked u so shut ur stinky lil ass!i hate the sight of u!
*pissed 2 the max*
wen out wif danping 2dae,met her aft sch...had dinner wif her parents den her parents sent me hm aft dat...how sweet!
oh yah,2 tink there r really ultimate suckers arnd!?how hypocritical can ppl get?get a life!act like a pure angel infront of ppl n turn in2 a fuckin devil the nxt min...yucks!stop bein childish!u dun hafta TRY 2 act nice!it's so disgusting to act!wateva u r doin,it's damn fuckin obvious,dun hafta TRY 2 hide it here n there!it's so NOT workin!no1 provoked u so shut ur stinky lil ass!i hate the sight of u!
*pissed 2 the max*
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