trying hard...
thanx 4 nt giving up on me...althou we r juz best pals,im glad u r showing me more care than wat i deserve...im grateful 4 dat...
im sad dat u r hurt but still strive on 4 me...but rem 1 ting : if u wld 2 meet a gal u fancy,go 4 it,i'll alwaes b here 2 support u,dun dwell on tings...i wan u 2 b happy...
im tryin my best 2 b as happy as i can b...i juz nid more time...i nid 2 leave the mess i made 4 myself...n his cluthces r too strong...i tried real hard last nite,i had enuf of everyting...it was really tiring 4 me last nite...now im all puffed up... =(
2dae is new year's eve...enjoy urself at the chalet...b happy...

swollen eyes,heavy heart...
juz had a tiff wif him...n now dat im chattin wif u online,i still dun feel betta coz u r troubled...n ur troubles r makin me troubled as well...ur entry was so hurtin...i really dunno wat 2 sae but im glad dat u said wat u really feel...
im at a lost now...even ur cousin told u 2 gif up on me...if he strongly feels dat im nt worth it 4 wateva u r doin 4 me,den mayb u shld listen 2 him...mayb the msg u put across 2 him was dat im in the wrong...datz y...it's nt as if i wanna b in the situation dat i am in now.
i had enuf of cryin...it's too tiring...dunno if i'd enjoy myself at the countdwn tmr...haiz...

countdwn tmr...
tmr is the countdwn 4 2004!goin 2 countdwn wif the deltarians!
as 4 u,i wish u'll bring me back...dun leave me behind...i dun wish 2 go thru wat im goin thru now...im in a fix,n u noe my condition the best,so u r the 1 hu understands it all the best...
as 4 how im goin 2 get outta the mess im in,i really haf no idea...i nid ur support alot...coz u r my best pal,my pillar in life...don't gif up hope on me...
aniwae he doesn't haf 2 noe wat we said,coz it's so none of his biz...i noe wat kinda person he is now...mr super buaya...dunno lahz,cant b bothered oready aniwae...
hey!im glad dat ur mood is improving oready!muz b coz of ur GD88 rite?hahaha...n dun use dat pic aniwhere,coz it's dumb...look so toot...nxt time muz take betta 1...haha...muz take wif me lah,dun alwaes ask me 2 take alone!hahaha...

mercury's outing!
yay!juz got hm...wen out wif my ATC mercury grp 2dae...so fun...althou all we did was juz eat n tok n walk arnd...oh yah,made a trip 2 the arcade as well...haha...din noe chee wee cld dance para para so well...haha...

i tink my decision's not the rite one...

cum back 2 me...
hmm...last nite was a pretty fun dae...wen 2 roszian's hse(at pasir ris) for dinner...peeps hu wen were: ahmad,aslam,saiful,emily,sylvia,xianping n i...dinner at roszian's place was good...yummy...the drumstick was like so freakin big...aft dat we wen 2 pasir ris beach but cldnt stay long coz we were all so afraid of missing the last bus!so dat was how i spent my xmas nite...
as 4 u...im sorri dat u found out n it din came frm me...sorri 2 hide it frm u all diz while...i knew u'd b hurt datz y i chose 2 kip quiet n fill u in later wen i tink it's the rite time...i noe u r feelin dwn n i dun feel good either...i shldnt haf kept it frm u but i juz din noe how 2 tell u...
tings aint goin too well btwn him n i...had a major quarrel wif him last nite (xmas nite)...im startin to doubt my choice oready...
im seriously very apologetic...wenever i was out wif u,i din noe how 2 face u...it was a tuff job tryin 2 kip smth so major frm u...
now dat u noe,plz try nt 2 b too affected...dun feel dat u've lost me k?im still here 4 u,will alwaes b...n plz dun distant urself frm me again like the wae u did mani times b4...i miz u...

xmas eve!
it's the holly season once again!wen out wif ben 2dae...wen 2 suntec n searched 4 Lay's potato chips,coz i was craving 4 it...haha...
den we went 2 esplanade's rooftop n rotted up there munching on chips!how sinful but aye,wat the heck!it's good 2 indulge once in awhile!aft dat we sat by the bay,enjoy the breeze there n once again,i popped sinful stuff in2 my mouth!candy floss!man,im sucha pig!
so yeahz,we practically spent the dae liddat...haha...althou din do much,the time spent was nice,haven been spending much time wif him so it's worth it!had fun,really...
miting him later 2nite 4 the so-called countdwn...hahaha...exchanging gifts wif him...kaoz!i so paiseh 2 gif him his gift sia!so maluating!hahaha...merry xmas 2 all!cheerios!

life is so unpredictable...
sometimes i really wonder y our lives r shaped diz wae...y do tings happen the wae dey happen?izzit oready fated 2 b liddat or wat?i really do wonder...
wen tings seems 2 b gettin on the right track,somehow or another smth crops up n now,we seem 2 b back at square 1 again...dun understand y all these r happening...
as 4 u,i thank u 4 the sweetness im gettin frm u,i really appreciate wat u've done 4 me as well as wat u r doin 4 me...i seriously dunno where 2 find sum1 else hu's as nice as u...so plz go back 2 ur usual cheery self,i miz the old u...i want alwaes there wen u nided me,n i noe sometimes i dun pay enuf attention 2 u,but u hafta understand dat i haf my own issues.im glad dat u care so much 4 me n sometimes i feel so pampered n so loved...
i really wan us 2 b alwaes in touch 4eva,n u'll alwaes b my guardian angel,the best i eva had...

dammit!
haiz...xmas is round the corner n im sufferin frm sandfly bites!it's so damn freakin itchy!feel like chopping my limbs off man!n im nt supposed 2 scratch dem coz it'll spread like wild fire!argh!
oh aniwae,i really had fun ever since my CIBTC ended...been goin out wif my squadmates till late everydae like abt 10pm...hahaha...hope dat 1 dae we'll haf a full delta squad outing or a mercury grp outing...so song!hahaha...
well,im goin back 2 PHS tmr 4 the 1st time as a WCI...hahaha...shiok!wonder how tings will b like man!muahahah!

n ben!im oso happy dat tings r so ok btwn us now...haha...hope tings will alwaes b so peaceful n happy!take care dude...

yippie!
finally graduated ydae!!!hahaha...wen 4 diz xtra ceremonial parade 2dae n will last till 19th...it's an experience so i dun mind goin 4 it...
took mani pics on my graduation...so memoriable...n i'll miss my squadmates n mercury grp mates sia...haha...hope we'll kip in contact alwaes...hahaha!
aww...hope jay-jay will cum back soon den we deltarians can go out as a full squad!hahaha...i simply luv our squad gatherings!we r like a bunch of nutters man!
was at orchard wif dem ydae n we were like cheering all the wae...our 3 cheers wif the high block,low block,middle block,PULL BACK SIR!!!hahaha...fun man!
oh yah,my mercury grp won the best improvement grp award during ATC n i personally won the best shooter 4 female...hahaha...got a plaque wif my name on it as well,how cool...im so thrilled!

awaiting...
tmr's the last dae of my course...i cant wait!but i'll miss my batch mates...dey r a bunch of very lovable ppl!oh yah,jay-jay left at 3.30pm 2dae coz he gotta attend his sis's graduation in australia...shiok rite?!hahaha...he took loads of pics 2dae we took one 2gether too!muahaha!
no jay-jay n my squad seems so quiet,nt the same...he'll b back onli on xmas dae...so long!but he'll b gettin us gifts...swt rite?hehe...
yay!i cant wait 4 tmr!!!it's the last dae of my course!!!hahaha...im goin bonkers but i seriously cant wait lor...but i'll realli miss all the peeps in the 65th batch CIBTC...no worries thou,coz we deltarians will alwes kip in touch n i seriously hope so lor...hahaha...i juz cant wait 4 diz 2 end!

im back!!!
im finally back back back frm ATC!!!!!
well...apparently my ATC group (mercury) angered the instructors there on dae 2 of the camp n mr seong threatened 2 send us back...meaning we gotta OOC...so demoralising ok!
but we proved our worth n we made it up 4 our wrong doings the following daez...hahaha!althou it's tough lah budden it's really a memoriable ting...moreover,my grp got diz "wake up call" frm mr seong so it really did us a lotta good...mercury were treated like shit but we climbed n soar thru!i can really sae dat diz cant b done w/o bonding n good team work!
im like so freaking happy dat everyting is finally over le!left 2 more daez n the whole course is over!
oh yahz...im darker than b4 now,all thanx 2 kayaking n rafting...hahaha!cheers!

muahaha...
tmr's ATC oready!!!n coz im under logistics,i gotta reach PA by 6.30am tmr mornin!n guess wat...haha...2dae aft dismissal,jay-jay n i walked out 2gether n at the bus stop he asked if im able 2 make it dwn 2 PA dat earli n was like saein dat mayb i can get a ride frm him...hahaha!n of coz i agreed to his offer lah,hu wldnt rite?den i wldnt nid to lug my barang barang on the public bus!
so yahz,jay-jay agreed 2 try 2 get his dad 2 send cherry n i 2 PA tmr...haha...so nice of him 2 offer man!hahaha...gotta go n pack my tings 4 tmr's ATC le...meanwhile u guys take care!

ATC cumin up!
sianz...ATC cumin up le...on wed...so boring!
ydae afew of my squadmates n i met up 2 do the knots n lashings chart thingy...the few of us were jason,sylvia,emily,jay-jay n i...hahaha...was pretty fun lahz...we like left orchard onli at 9pm...late sia!somemore all of us haven done up our uniforms etc etc...jay-jay n i stopped at yck n took bus frm the same bus stop...yippie!haha...he's pretty cute lahz...hahaha...
ok ok...i betta stop harping on n on abt him...so happy dat aft diz course we r gonna haf a squad outing n den kip in touch...apparently jay-jay oready invited us 4 his sch's dunno wat event...so cool...
alritez,tink i betta get back 2 my uniform(as usual...)...cyaz!

yay!
it's finally the wkend!so happy!can finally get some rest!hahaha...had .38 classification shoot 2dae...was pretty good...fun...n my score was considered as quite good lahz...haha...
so tired now...feel like slping but cant coz later gotta go out at arnd 5 plus...den tmr i gotta mit up wif my ATC grp 2 do the flag...so shitty...haha...but can get 2 c Jay-Jay...so interesting!
ah heck sia...i wanna rest!!!

soon it'll b over...(i hope)...
4th dae is over...stepping in2 the 5th dae of training tmr...was chosen as my squad's drill IC,still got 3 more other ppl wif me(Jay-Jay, Sebastian and Roszian),so dat shows some standard?haha...
im seriously aching all over man...i nid a gd massage aft my course...both my feet hurts like hell now...aching like shit...been runnin too much man!but it's a gd form of exercise!hahaha...
ah shucks!i gtg now...gotta do all the homework posted by my CIIs n do up my uniform again(as usual)...so shitty...kk,ciaoz!

tired is all i can sae...
2dae's the 3rd dae of my CIBTC n im so tired!im so tired dat i dun really noe the real meaning of bein tired...guess im immune 2 watz bein called tired...haha...shows how much life diz course is takin outta me!im juz so tired dat my mind aint functioning properly...
well,i juz hope 2 b still half alive aft the end of diz course which is on the 16th dec...i wanna live!diz is suckin too much energy frm me...pray hard i can live thru it!
alritez,guess im boring u guys out...cheerios!

damn!
i juz entered hell!1st dae of training 2dae was like so...URGH!all i can sae is dat i juz set 1 foot of mine in2 hell n seems like there's no turning back animore...dammit!
im left wif 13 more daez of torture...how m i gonna survive?haiz...haiz...k lahz,gtg n do up my uniform le...ciaoz!

doom awaits me...
tmr will b dae 1 of my CIBTC...im so nervous n ive nt done up my uniform!gotta prepare everything by 2dae...die lah!haiz...i'll try 2 survive thru diz...muahaha...alritez i gtg...muz start now or else it's too late le!ciaoz!

yippeiz!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i finally wen 2 PA 2 collect my CI uniform n the briefing...was pretty scared initially but turned out ok...worry 4 nth...haha...rained like mad den we were all soaked...esp out shoes!so disgusting...haha...
n we gotta lug ALL the tings back man!so freaking heavy!owellz,now im juz waitin 4 the course 2 start!n im worrying again!hahaha...muz wear full-u on mondae!got so mani tings 2 do!tmr muz wash all the uniform,alter,polish boots,put up everyting...man!im gonna b real bz!haha...alritez,dowanna bore u peeps le...take care!

hehehe...
happy sha-la-la...it's so nice 2 b happy...hahaha...alritez,u peeps may tink im nuts...i am so wat?ahahhaa...i juz nid 2 show my happiness...4 wat reason,it's a secret!wahahaa...!im an ass!

geez...
i juz got a hug...my "1st" hug aft 2 yrs...haha...the feelin is so...unexplainable...wahaha...i've got nth much 2 sae...juz dat hmm...i feel different 2dae...wahaha...
n yikes!it's thursdae!meaning im left wif onli 1 dae 2 my collection of uniform n briefing!im startin 2 freak out oready...
im over the moon!!!nt really lahz...but juz happy!haha...cheerios!

ewww...
wen 2 PHS 2dae 2 take the NCOs 4 campcraft n aft dat i wen 2 cut my hair n yikes!it's so terrible!it's like so short now(still can tie budden it's much shorter than b4)...n it seems so dry...yucky!tink i gotta go 4 some hair treatment soon...shldnt haf dyed my hair in the 1st place...shld haf left it in it's original straight n silky state...owell...
now i gotta dye back black coz of my course...meanin there'll b MORE damage 2 my hair!guess i'll rebond it 1 more time n datz it...leave it as dat...juz hope dat aft dying my hair black the condition will b betta...if it gets worse,i'll b so devastated manz...
sumeone came over frm 3pm all the wae 2 7pm...so cool lahz,had fun...haha...at least my dae wasnt so dead 2dae...haha...
hey,wat do u mean by i get u mad?hey look,u r NOT the onli 1 wif feelings alrite so watz all those tok abt ME gettin YOU mad?wateva lahz...now wateva i do is wrong wrong wrong...n u juz gotta sae it out.

i've got it...
well,life's been a whirlwind these few daez but it seems like tings r startin 2 get back on tracks...i really do hope so...my course is drawing near n im like so freakin scared...
yeahz ok dude,we'll work smth out...guess it's the turning pt at diz moment huh...u r sum1 very dear 2 me alrite so dun sae tings like u dont mean aniting 2 me...
well,i sure do hope dat everyting will b back 2 like b4 soon...

cold...so cold...
he has changed...he said i changed but i dun tink my change is as drastic as his...his attitude 2wards me is like so cold now...
y izzit dat everytime smth happens btwn us,u'll juz shun awae n start giving me dat cold treatment...in the past it was liddat...n now history is repeating again...do u alwaes run awae frm probz in diz manner?i juz dun understand y...
howeva,im glad dat u r feelin much betta nw...may u go back 2 b ur usual self soon...n u noe i hate it most especially wen im given the cold treatment...i tasted it once frm u 3 yrs back n im tasting it again...
but if giving me diz kinda treatment makes u feel betta,den go ahead...as long as u feel less crummy,den it's ok,im willing 2 accept wateva kinda attitude u wanna gimme...hope u'll enjoy ur holz...

~the greatest liberation is to forgive...~

Friendship
im sure true frenship will b able 2 help us thru diz...haf faith,tings will b betta as soon as everyting is settled...aft ur course n my course...i juz seriously pray dat the close bond dat we share of more than juz frenz will pull us thru...
go thru ur CLT course wif the willpower u once had...seek the dream u've yearned 4 all along...dun let it go liddat juz coz of diz setback...the ting btwn us now shldnt b affecting ur goals...i wan u 2 continue 2 realise ur dream...go 4 wat u wan,wat u aspire...
time will make up 4 everyting...gif me time as well as gif urself time...dun rush me...i'll try my best...i may nt b able 2 do it 2 the degree dat u r satisfied,so pardon me...
hope dat wif diz entry,u'll feel betta...i seriously hope 2 c u back 2 ur old cranky dorky hyper self...cum back soon...

*i'll work hard 2 get tings back on track again...
but plz work along side wif me...*

tired...
wen 2 PHS 2 help out in the NCO's campcraft training n althou i did nth,but im darn tired cos i slept late last nite...got hm n slept like a log man...haha...there's training tmr as well but i aint goin...goin dwn on mondae thou 2 help isaac out...haha...
as 4 u,u wanna noe how i feel rite?im havin very mixed feelings...u feel im nt givin u enuf attention mayb cos it's ur o's n my poly life aint as slack as it seems...tings wun turn arnd anitime soon coz u got ur CLT course n i got my CI course...dat will pull us apart somemore coz we wun haf much time 2 tok during dat period but i hope dat our frenship will b able 2 endure dat tough period...
also,im so sorri dat i cant attend ur passing out parade...it clashes wif my course...u noe i'd definitely go if i could...
we'll find some time aft everything alrite?n if it's possible,we'll spend xmas over the fone like b4?or mayb mit up or smth...but if u oready haf plans den it's alrite...haf fun...meanwhile,take care...

haha...
shock is the word...he came over juz nw...n we chatted frm 10 plus 2 12...haha...juz sat arnd the bend outside my place n chatted...apparently he was running wif his fren n i haf no idea how he ended up at my area...wahaha...but it was nice time spent...

Urgh...
tink im gonna die of excessive exposure 2 radiation...was on the fone wif jeremy last nite 4 abt 6 n a half hrs!the last 4 hrs i was using my dad's hp...can die man!!!if diz goes on,i'll probably bcum a walkin zombie wif leaking fluids frm the head n b practically nuts...
hmm...betta slp early 2nite otherwise i'd really b a walkin zombie tmr...haha...cant wait 2 go out tmr!yay!we r headin 2 Lips 2 sit there n chit chat n practically rot lahz...haha...n here cums my cookies invasion!cant wait 2 eat it...i noe it's sinful n all...but hu cares?!it's ok 2 indulge once in awhile rite?hahaha...aniwae im goin 4 my course soon so i gotta enjoy life while i can now...haha...
yay!juz cant wait...im so happy!lalala...haha...cheerios!

*Yawnz Yawnz*
wahahaha...haven slept a wink yet!been awake the whole nite!was playin ps2 n tokin 2 daryl on the fone...n the dumb thing was dat at 3am, i was toking 2 daryl on the fone as well as online...wat the hell!so lame manz...
n now it's day break...n i tink im gonna try 2 slp...man...im becumin more active at nite...haha...alritez...gonna try 2 catch a wink...

*Yawnz*
juz woke up...so tired...ydae wen 2 work wif my mum 2 shred papers...had 2 lug those papers n clear the rubbish myself...but owell,it was worth it coz i finished my job in 3/4 dae n haha,earned 50 bucks on the spot...shiok or wat sia...haha...alritez,i gtg...cyaz!

Haiz...
oh manz...i juz received the confirmation for the 65th batch CI BTC frm NPCC HQ...im dreading it!!!argh...i was hoping dat i wldnt get selected but...wat the heck!muz go thru 2 weeks of hellish training!im gonna DIE man!haiz...so dreading 28th nov 2 cum coz datz the breifing date n i hate 1st-16th dec!datz wen the course will b!dammit...haiz...hope everything will b as easy like wat Isaac said...

Happy,sha-la-la...
haha...juz got hm at 1am...had a hell of a time man!aft paper...my classmates n i wen 2 chinatown...wanted 2 go ktv but dunno wat happened so ended up eating onli but it was so fun!ate like pigs! stingray,sotong,etc!!!yummy!im still damn full now...
aft dat we wen 2 esplanade 2 juz sit n chit chat...the interesting thing was dat my fren n i wen hm by mrt n we stupidly n blurly took the wrong side w/o noticing until we reached redhill n i was like "shit,y r we at redhill?" my goodness!i totally freaked out!coz it was oready 11.45pm!ended up havin 2 go back 2 cityhall n luckily we managed 2 catch the last train back...phew!
well,we really had a gr8 time...so happy...nv spent a class outing liddat b4...haha alritez...i'll sign off now...cyaz!

Freedom Is Soon 2 Be Mine...(or so i tink?)
muahahaha...aft 2nite's paper...i can rock the world!i can play my heart out,play till my lungs run out of air,play till the blood in my veins run dry...i dun care!if onli i dun get restricted so much by my parents...how nice wld dat b?but bein restricted is gd 2 a certain extent...at least im still a normal gal,nt some rebelious,screw loose in the head kid...n im proud of it...
but 4 now...im 1/2 dead coz the exam is 2nite yet im nt done wif studying!n look wat im doin here...haha...luckily it's accounts n ive got background 4 dat,but the last fews chapts im a lil rusty...alritez,i better move my butt now...cheerios!

After tmr...
yes oh yes!i juz cant wait 4 tmr!!!aft tmr's paper,im a free gal!!!but sadly,the paper is in the evening so dat means i can onli party at nite...juz cant wait!!!i wanna party!!!
ive my plans oready...aft tmr,muz start shoppin 4 xmas gifts n new year clothes n stuff...den mayb get a job?(nahz...im too lazy 4 dat,i rather stay at hm n slack n rot)...hehehe!

KILLER IS OVER!!!
man...i was so pissed 4 the past 2 daes coz i was wondering hu on earth invented economics but now...im ON TOP OF THE WORLD!!!coz it's FINALLY over!althou nt totally over,but the exam is over!still gotta live wif econs 4 another 1/2 a yr...y muz it b a yr long module?!
hahaha...1 more paper n it's the holz 4 me oready!juz cant wait...im juz counting the daez man...n the last paper is accounts...yay!but the dumb thing is dat the paper will b frm 6pm-7.40pm...so weird...but aft dat mayb goin 4 steamboat wif my classmates!
kk,i betta get goin,dowanna write too much n bore u peeps...cyaz!

Finally!
*shrieks for joy* management is OVER!!!finally,both marketing n management are over!so happy!*heave a sigh of relief*...
for management, i left like 20mins b4 the paper ended...i wrote so freaking slowly n i stared in2 space 4 quite some time yet i cld still finish wif time remaining...left right aft ive completed checking or wat i assumed as checking(i merely scanned thru my answer script 2 make sure i answered all the qns)...hehe...i was like so crazily happy once i stepped out of the examination rm!hahaha!
but the horror will b back soon in 4 daez time wen econs cums!yikes!
dunno how mani gazillion brain cells haf i used up during diz examination period...muz "re-grow"my brain cells,otherwise i'd bcum dumb(which i tink im oready pretty much of dat standard)...haha...
ooo....it's dinner time!yummy yummy!hehe...ciaoz!

Exams Stress...
oh my...exams r here oready!juz had my marketing paper 2 daez ago n tmr's management!yikes!n ive still nt completed studying(yet im here ehz?haha!)...panic attack!tink im gonna skip some chapts...im seriously outta my mind!
i betta get back 2 my management!hate diz module but wat 2 do?thank goodness it's a 1/2 yr long module!hahaha...cant wait 4 tmr 2 end!yay!kk...betta stop my crankiness n get back 2 my studying...cyaz!

Yay!
yippie!juz got done wif my EC formal presentation...so happy!marks aint dat fantastic thou...haha...at least i passed...gd enuf...so is 39/50 ok?guess so lah but my fren...all nutters!got 40 over...gd speakers eh...haha...nvm lah,can pass oready gd enuf...

Exams are drawing near!
yikes!nxt wk is study wk n aft dat is the semestral exams oready!n im like so darn nt prepared!during the study wk i better really make full use of the time n study man,otherwise,im as good as bacon!time really flies man!or izzit dat poly life is hectic?seems like tests n exams r cumin up 1 after another...non-stop!
stress!i miz secondary sch life!too bad i slacked my sec sch life awae meaninglessly!wat a waste!owell,gtg!

URGH!
terrible...i almost died from food poisoning afew daez ago!
ate sushi frm careffour on fridae evening...had crab for dinner and that very night,i had diarrhoea n vomitted once...all the crab came out!
wen 2 sch on saturdae morn 4 my accounts CA2 n aft reaching hm,i was half dead...cldnt move or sit up...slept most of the time...dat evening,my temp hit a high of 38.8 degrees...
sat nite was terrible cos i kept vomittin but my mum slept wif me dat nite so she was there 2 comfort me...felt so loved...hehe...im better now already...
food poisoning aint fun at all...u can practically wish u were dead!it's dat serious...now the sight of sushi n crab makes me sick...tink it'll take me awhile 2 get over it...

ps: it was the sushi dat was contaminated,nt the crab,cos my family ate the crab as well n dey were fine...onli i had the sushi...

Tired...
so boring...now im in my mum's office...waitin 4 my dad 2 cum n pick us...haha...was shopping arnd suntec n was too lazy 2 go hm by myself so here i m!hahaha...
haiz...tmr got accounts CA2 n ive still not revised!so terrible...later go hm muz start revising le!yay!2nite got steamed crab 2 eat...*mouth waters*...cant wait...my dad still aint here yet...look at the time!im so darn hungry...hmm,i'll go surf the net now...ta-ta!

Yay!
yippie!marketing's presentation is finally over...wat a relieve!but still got EC and MOB...haiz...MOB's presentation is diz thursdae yet my group still haven finish our research...DIE!im like rushing thru it now...hope everything turns out ok n doesnt look like last min work...

Tiring Dae...
damn...im so freakin tired...had 2 wear semi-formal 2dae 4 the EC trial presentation...wore heels n now my legs r dying...went shopping in heels,not used 2 it...so im suffering a great deal now...
the presentation was ok,we were supposed 2 be the 2nd last grp but ppl delay here n there so my grp ended up doin it 1st,datz 2 prevent the tcher frm gettin fed-up,we saved the claz!hahaha...was pretty nervous but the tchers comments 4 my grp was dat we were pretty ok...yippie!haha...so happy...

Bad Gals!!!
guess wat?im supposed 2 haf econs lecture now but i skipped it wif val n steph!muahahah...owell,we din feel like attending lecture so here we r in the BizIT library surfing the net...we actually skipped lecture 2 do powerpoint slides 4 our EC...
aniwae we dun skip lectures dat frequently wat...only like once every fortnight...but hey,we r goin back 4 marketing lectuer later ok...aint gonna skip dat lecture...cant afford 2 coz the lecturer is our personal tutor...haha...shant bore u wif my sch stuff...cyaz!

*giving happiness brings happiness too...*

Die!
man...juz had my econs CA 2 2dae...was on elasticity n cost & production...elasticity was alrite but i tink i screwed my cost & production up totally...well...aniwae i tink it's onli 10% so it shldnt b dat bad...owell...wat the heck...

Stress...
life is so hectic now!wif all the projects deadline and CAs coming...ARGH!!!oh ben,do made gd use of ur holidaez aft the O's man...i feel damn shitty...juz wasted my whole damn 7 mths staying at hm n rot practically everydae...how "interesting"...
2dae was supposed 2 b a short dae in sch 4 me but i'm still doin project in school!wat the heck?!gotta go back 2 my project now...searching 4 some lame stuff...

Aspiration Camp
hmm...got back frm the Aspiration Camp ydae...was held frm 19th-21st...so meaningful...esp wif those dwn syndrome kids...the kid i was in-charge of was Benjamin,15 yrs old...cute but dangerous...had 2 kip my dist frm him coz he kissed me once...haha...wasnt dat bad lah,juz on my hand...haha...aft dat i still held his hand arnd during the camp but i was pretty wary...hahaz...
the camp was pretty fun,itz smth memorable...mayb we'd be goin back 2 help out nxt yr again if dey r gonna organise it again...hahaz...owell,i gtg n do my marketing work now...

Boring!!!
*yawnz*...so tired...in sch now,havin my EC lesson...we r 2 do some corrections here n there for our proposal...the tcher wans us 2 put everything in present...but some sentences sounds funny wif present tense!wah...wanna gif up...*yawnz*...gtg...back 2 my EC proposal...cyaz!

So Dead!
haiz...ydae,6 of my other classmates n i did a super dumb thing,we skipped management tutorial to avoid the role play we had to do...i mean c'mon,hu on earth will actualli do a roleplay?it's like so dumb!so we skipped tutorial and merry christmas!our tutor wanna kill us!she wans us 2 run 5 rounds arnd SP's field...she tinks datz a gd punishment...man!i beg 2 differ!as if running will solve the prob!
oh yah,she even said dat our participation marks will b affected!c'mon lah!it's juz a bloody tutorial dat we skipped rite?y make such a big fuss abt it?izzit juz coz we skipped it as a group or wat?but still,she shldnt b liddat!wat the hell!
im so pissed dat she's making a BIG hell fuss outta diz shit...man!i betta stop now b4 i go nuts!

Sha-la-la
whoa!managed 2 get my EC done properly,aint dat bad afterall...haha...2dae was pretty ok,sch ended at 11am n wen shopping aft dat...haha...walked almost the whole dae,juz got hm...
oh yah mark,thanx 4 helping me save my EC work,n yeahz,dun mention abt dat shirt...glad u like it...haha...u gotta b kiddin me 2 wan 2 frame it up!wear it 2 sch n c wat ppl sae...haha!
alritez...gtg,got tutorial work 2 do...sianz...

"beauty lies in the eye of the beholder"
"giving happiness brings happiness"
"a woman needs a man like a fish needs a bicycle"

Another Sucky Dae
diz is so shitty!gotta do Effective Communication(EC) hw!rush sia!totally 4got dat tmr's the deadline...i feel like shit now,haf to rush thru diz dump!n it's oready so late!gotta sacrifice my beauty sleep...sad!

ICQ
yay!ive finally retrieved my ICQ password!after soooo mani yrs...but sadly,my list of frenz haf all disappeared...dunno y...owell,nvm...aniwae ICQ is so nt the "in" thing now...tink msn is more user frenly...haha...back at sch 2dae was alrite,ppl asked abt my trip 2 Thailand etc etc...

fate is in ur hands...

Im Finally Back!!!
yay!ive finally reached hm!was pretty fun in Thailand...wen 2 their red llight district...pretty interesting...there were gals dancing on bar tops in juz bikinis n g-strings...haha...guys,r u all salivating oready?haha...datz in Sala Daeng...cool place...got some idiot tapped me there...dunno wat'z his prob...
all in all,it's fun,yeahz...finally back hm...haha...cant wait 2 use my bed once again...alritez,datz all 4 now,got lotsa things 2 do...ciaoz!

Busy But Excited
2dae i was 5 mins late 4 my accounting CA...coz jasmine,had a little tummy ache so dat caused the delay...haha...
so happy,finally all my CAs r over n i cant wait 4 tmr morning!but i gotta do loads of stuff 2dae b4 goin off...gotta clean up the whole hse(all by myself!)n i gotta change my bed sheet 4 my grandparents(coz dey r staying over 2 look aft my bro)...n i gotta pack 4 tmr...bz bz bz!rush rush rush!

Love Me--Collin Raye
my all-time favourite song...the 1st time i heard it i was immediately attached 2 it...very sweet...brought tears 2 my eyes...


I read a note my Grandma wrote
back in 1923,
Grandpa kept it in his coat
and he showed it once to me,
he said, "Boy,you might not understand,
but a long long time ago,
Grandma's daddy didn't me me none,
but i loved your Grandma so..."

"We had this crazy plan to meet,
and run away together.
Get married in the first town we came to and live forever...
But nailed to the tree where we were supposed to meet,instead,
I found this letter,
and this is what it said..."

"If you get there before I do,
don't give up on me,
I'll meet you when my chores are through,
I don't know how long I'll be.
But I'm not gonna let you down,
Darling wait and see...
and between now and then till I see you again,
I'll be loving you...love me..."

I read those words just hours before
my Grandma passed away.
In the doorway of the church,
where me and Grandpa start to pray...
I know I'd never seen him cry,
in all my 15 years,
but as he said these words to her,
his eyes fill up with tears...

"If you get there before I do,
don't give up on me,
I'll meet you when my chores are through,
I don't know how long I'll be.
But I'm not gonna let you down,
Darling wait and see...
and between now and then till I see you again,
I'll be loving you...love me...
Between now and then till I see you again,
I'll be loving you...love me...

Yikes!
got back 2 CA results 2dae...scored pretty ok 4 my marketing but 4 management i failed by 2 marks...wat the heck man?!i din study a particular chapter n dat chpt came out a whole damn qn on it...so dat whole qn killed me totally...wat the shit...it's over aniwae...tmr there's accounting CA...cant wait 4 it 2 b over den i haf no more worries n i can get ready 2 fly 2 Thailand!!!

Sad Case
damn lahz...the class BBQ is cancelled!wat the heck...nvm,i can go hm n rot n start packing 4 my trip 2 Thailand!!!yeah!at least i still got smth 2 look 4ward 2...hahaz...cant wait...kk,im nuts again...

Mars & Shooting Star
WOOT!i saw mars!!!juz right outside at my car porch!haha...n wen i was walking Sparky,i saw a shooting star!doubt it was a trick dat my eyes played on me...i tink i really saw a shooting star!!!im so excited!hahahaz...mars n shooting star in a single nite....WHOA!oh,i was juz looking 4 mars n lookin up at the sky like an idiot wen i saw the shooting star...it was really beautiful...but it shot past real fast...still cant believe my eyes...hahaz!

The Unborn
haha...juz got hm...watched "The Unborn"...damn cool...tink it's worth the time n money watching...but cum 2 tink of it,im goin 2 Thailand soon yet i went 2 watch a Thai horror show...haha...juz freaking myself out...hahaz...aniwae,if u haven catch it,i suggest u go n catch it,there's enuf scary elements...hahaz...

New To Blog!!!
hmm...new 2 blog...dunno wat 2 write...haha...juz posting smth here so er...there'll b smth 2 read?haha...oh yeahz,cant wait 4 saturdae!got class BBQ!yippie!~den i'll b flying off to Thailand on sundae!!!yippie!!!juz cant wait!im goin nuts!!!im so excited!damn...i cant seem 2 contain my excitement!im goin bonkers!tink i betta stop otherwise i'll b tooooo excited dat i'll fall off my chair!hahaha!