bye 2004...hi 2005
will b mitin Delta mates on new yr's eve...datz 2dae...goin 4 dinner...wonder wat gd food we'll b havin...hopefully we dun end up takin yrs 2 decide n end up eatin ordinary food...

Merry Xmas!!!
sucha borin xmas diz yr,no excitement...hurhur...owellz,got lotsa chocs here n there n im lovin it!been feastin on lotsa chocs lately...im truely a chocaholic...put on weight le...sianz...but it's the festive season!nxt wk wld b celebratin the arrival of the new yr,tink dat wld b slightly more happenin than xmas...

merry christmas!

great outing!
whee!met up wif the babes 2dae 4 an advance xmas dinner!haha...had our dinner at Chijmes...some italian pizza eatery...was pretty ok...yum...we're like plannin 2 try the jap bbq food,den the grill n wine restaurant,den the carnivore restaurant...all looked so yummy!wahaha...the grill n wine restaurant's food smelled gd!haha...

grr...im kinda hungry nw...sianz...betta go slp...nitez!

shiooooooooook!
juz woke up frm my aft camp slp...n i can tell u it's damn shiok lah!wahaha!slept at arnd 9.30pm last nite...yes,u saw it...9.30!datz incredible!wahaha...n i juz woke up...15 hrs straight!whoo!but still,haven broken my 16hrs record...hah...

still damn slpy...mayb i shld go try n slp summore...hurhur...

back frm camp!
im back frm phsnpcc camp...ooo..17th was sucha bz dae 4 me...wen 2 phs 4 the camp,den left b4 lunch 4 sch...aft sch wen 4 my 1st aid course...it was my 1st aid exam...managed 2 score full marks 4 theory but durin practical i almost wanted 2 kill the darn examiner lah...tink roz,jay jay n sameer wanted 2 do dat too...he was really an ass lah...zZzZ...

rite...juz got hm...wanna go shower!so sticky!eeks!ciaoz!

i saw taufik!
met up wif some Deltarians 2dae 4 dinner...had dinner at Cafe Cartel...aft dat we juz kinda slacked at Scotts,n wen we left Scotts abt 2 head hm,emily spotted taufik!!!yes,our very own Singapore Idol!so yeah,we followed him n managed 2 catch up wif him!!!

took pics wif him n i shook hands wif him!!!ARGH!wahaha...ok,im nt gaga over him but yeah,coz he's our so called Singapore Idol...hurhur...aniwae,had great fun wif Deltarians...kena bullied like hell again...stupid pigs...hurhur...rite...gotta pack 4 my 2 day 1 nite camp le...starts tmr...still got sch n my 1st aid course...it's my 1st aid test tmr!!!die lah...rite,betta get goin...ciaoz!

with taufiq --- delta and the same xmas tree

circle of friends -- btwn 2 tall freaks

happy girl!
juz got hm wif my parents!wen 2 mit my mum aft sch wif the intention of askin her 2 buy trackpants 4 me...while walkin in suntec wif val,passed by a shop n i set eyes on a very pretty pink dress...haha...juz mentioned it 2 my mum n she said dat we shld go n take a look n guess wat?tried it on n it was SOOOOOOO nice!my mum bought it on the spot 4 me!hahaha...so diz will b my new yr dress!

love my dress 2 bits...it's a spag/tube dress n it's pink...me in pink sounds weird but haha,it's really nice!cant wait 4 CNY!!!hahaha...kk,dinner time!yum!

the horror starts!!!
15mins late on the 1st dae of sch...it's IS,dat freakin 3hr long lab lesson!!!still cant believe diz module is yr long!

aniwae,my timetable is being changed!fridae is frm 1300hrs to 1700hrs!not 1500hrs to 1700hrs!y muz dey add a biz law lecture in?shit the freakin ass!zZzZz...tot fridae wld b a short dae...end up...KNS!

damn lah...freakin cold...so slpy!wen 2 bed at a lil past midnite last nite but onli feel aslp at 2am!shitass!my body clock is still so screwed!dang...i wanna b able 2 slp earli!!!rite,k i betta get goin nw...ciaoz!

tired!
i had 12 hrs of slp last nite yet im still so freakin tired!!!diz is the bad result of havin less than 7hrs of slp altogether for 2 daez...damn...

FA 2dae was ok...learnt abt fracture bandages but it felt weird coz 1 of us aint arnd 2dae...usually it's the 4 of us but coz jay jay is at camp...n we all agreed dat it feels so weird wif 1 of delta's pillar missin...

rite...enuf said...im gonna slp now...tired 2 the max...zZzZz...

"slumber party"
juz got hm abt 1/2 hr ago frm breakfast wif my CI mates...dey stayed over last nite..actually it was kinda like a last min decision haha...

wen 2 PA ydae 2 collect my rank n clear my unit's pigeon hole...aft dat wen 2 town 2 stone 4 almost 6 hrs b4 1st aid course...walked up n dwn orchard rd...almost got slaughtered 4 openin my mouth coz wateva i said came true n jay jay almost flipped...

aft FA,wen 2 meridien 2 play pool den i juz merely suggested 2 roszian dat y nt stay over at my place 4 fun...n the rest started callin up their parents etc etc...haha...n yeahz!all managed 2 persuade their parents 2 allow dem 2 stay over...hurhur...watched seven,den romeo n juliet n crapped sooooo freakin much!wen 2 slp onli at arnd 5am?haha...n woke up at 7...imagine 2 guys 2 gers slpin on a queen size bed...hmmz...weird i noe,but we managed!haha...aniwaeit was onli for 2hrs or so...wahaha...din really slp,juz rested n stoned...haha...

juz came hm frm breakfast...ate prata...yum...freakin full nw...tink im gonna skip lunch n slp thru lunch...haha...damn freakin tired...gtg!

bandanges!!!
blogger is finally workin!aniwae,i woke up at 2.30pm 2dae...haha...slept at arnd 4am the previous nite...so meanin i had arnd 10 1/2 hrs of slp!finally got ample slp!!!haha...eva since i came back frm ATC,i haven't had a full 10hrs slp...usually i'll knock out for at least 12 hrs aft a camp,but diz round i din...all thx 2 maplestory...so last nite was the final straw n my body cldnt take it ani longer...n plonk!i wen dead for 10 1/2 hrs!feel so great!but i still feel sleepy nw...

quite smart sia my body...sch wanna start den it's tryin 2 tune itself back 2 normal...nt bad...haha...

aniwae,1st aid course was whoo hoo!learnt mani diff kinda bandages 2dae...but it's juz too mani 2 rem!tink we learnt abt 11 diff kinda bandages in all...how 2 absorb?jialat...n as usual,im the bullyin object 4 my frenz...zZzZz...dun understand y my CI mates love bullyin me so much...wat the heck...

rite rite...gettin too lengthy...betta get goin nw...ciaoz!

cookie addict...
hahaha...juz done wif bakin cookies wif my mum!so fun!n the outcome was pretty ok...1st 2 rounds were a lil off....but the follwing 2 rounds were perfect!hahaha...got the hang of how 2 do it oready...luckily we tested out on the 1 w/o choco chips...haha...the nxt round which will b the choco chips 1 gotta b PERFECT!

gonna distribute some 2 my frenz tmr wen i mit dem 4 my 1st aid course...hahaha!oh yah,it taste yummy!dad doin tings 2 my com...AGAIN!cldnt use my com since mornin...nw he's still nt done...zZzZz...gotta get goin!

1st aid course rawks!
haha...2dae's the 2nd dae of my 1st aid course...it's ok lah,it doesnt really rawk dat much but yeahz,it's cool...haha...learnt CPR 2dae...hilarious!but kinda fund...fancy "kissin" the dummy...haha...lame...

ok ok...got lotsa tings 2 do nw...blog again some other time!

incredible!amazing!
mummy's able 2 read my mind!hah...juz nt too long ago i was at Carrefour n i was attracted 2 the gui ling gao n some cookie mix...n i was juz tellin myself dat 1 dae i'm gonna get her 2 buy those stuff 4 me!n guess wat?she actually bought dem ydae!haha!i returned hm n saw dem n i was like "WAH!"mummy can sure read my mind!or perhaps,datz how parents r...sumhow dey noe wat their children wan,even w/o the children havin 2 tell their parents...diz is so incredible...

relieved/nervous?
my 1st aid course is startin later diz evenin...n i haf mixed feelings...relieved coz i finally haf smth 2 do so dat i dun hafta rot at hm...nervous coz it's the 1st dae of my course!haha...ok,i sound like a kid hu's goin 2 sch 4 the 1st time in her entire life...

aniwae,my darn body clock is UTTERLY screwed!no doubt abt dat...it's spoilt 2 the max!n sch's startin in 2 wks time...how m i gonna get my bodyclock back 2 normal?diz iz bad...bummer!

whoo hoo!
sea breeze/land breeze were great!aniwae,my timetable!n it's kinda SHIOK!here goes...

mondae: 0900 - 1700 (wif 2 hrs break in btwn)
tuesdae: 0900 - 1700
wednesdae: NO SCH!YAY!hahaha!
thursdae: 1000 - 1700
fridae: 1500 - 1700

kinda slack huh?the best part is dat there isnt sch on wednesdae!yay!but im afraid dat aft we've chosen our electives,it'll b held on wednesdaes!den dat'll b bad!i miz him...boo...

yippie!
daddy is the best!he spent almost the entire nite last nite configurin my com!he reinstalled everyting,did up my hard disk n now everyting is perfect!heh...prior 2 all these,my soundsystem cldnt work a shit but now,i can hear sounds!yay!so happy!hehe...

now i juz gotta get back all my usual settings n everyting wld b the same again!hahaha...hmmz...bad weather 2dae,so ultra hot...but it doesnt concern me at all!wahaha...ok ok,im mad,again...ciaoz!

oh great...!
i was juz postin abt wat else cld go wrong n guess wat?STUPID blogger ate my entry up!so is dat the ans 2 my qn?freakass!

1 prob aft another...so freakin bad!1stly,my cpu's speed bcame a few notch slower so dat 4bided me frm playin maplestory...den ydae the lightning n thunder was so fierce dat it caused a short-circuit in my hm which made my com to die...windows wasnt able 2 boot up...dad came back n announced dat my hard disk is a goner...dad den changed a hard disk 4 me BUT i juz wasnt able 2 connect to the wireless connection...how great!n now blogger decides 2 go against me n eat up my entry!if blogger swallows diz entry again im so nt gonna bother blog this post animore!

nt in the mood 2 blog animore...n usin dad's com feels weird...

screwed up!
oh darn...my body clock is so totally screwed!my nite is turnin in my dae n my dae is bcumin my nite!darn!diz is bad!ultra ultra bad!

i cant get 2 slp at nite...nt until arnd 3am...n durin the dae,im tired 2 the core...diz is stuuuuupid!diz is bad!diz is madness!dis aint wat i wan!oh no!ARGHZ!hopefully i'd b able 2 slp soundly 2nite,w/o havin 2 toss n turn 4 afew hrs b4 i finally drift off...i wanna b able 2 slp earli again!recommendations ani1?i nid a cure!

rite...gonna TRY 2 slp soon...shitass...diz is bad...

phew~
juz viewed my results online...terrible results...but i have to heave a sigh of relief because i passed ALL my modules!the greatest fear wld b dat i'd hafta repeat ani of the modules!

aniwae,my grades are dominated by Donkeys...yeahz...full of Ds...but at least 2 Ds were betta than the other 2...hurhur...i had 2 D+...i wanna work harder nxt sem!hmmz...been saein dat since yr 1?hurhur!

but seriously,i gotta start pullin up my socks oready...k lahz,gota go back 2 PHS...cadets got training 2dae...wen 2 bed at 1.30am last nite but tink i onli fell aslp at arnd 3am!imagine i actually wen dwnstairs at 2.30am 2 drink warm milk...was tryin so hard 2 slp!irritating!

freak!
so much 4 a quieter CPU...diz CPU sux 2!the processor speed is slower than my previous CPU n coz of diz,i cant play my maplestory!!!coz it lags like hell!dammit!

shutter!!!
fowah!datz wat ive gotta sae!haha...shutter was good!the guys nxt 2 me were like so freaked out dat dey kept jerkin!hilarious!i was like laffin almost the whole time thru!same ting as wen i watched ju-on 2!i enjoy watchin horror shows wif steph!coz the both of us juz watch the entire show calmly...hurhur!n we'll laff at ppl hu screams or jerks!

tink steph n i can bcum horror shows producers oready!coz we were like predicting diz n dat n it really all happened!perhaps coz our predictions r alwaes rite,datz y we're quite prepared as 2 wen the scary parts wld pop out...

aniwae,time out wif steph was FUN!hurhurhur!n the wae she juz swipes her card!FOWAH!wahaha...tink she spent abt $500 in total 2dae?power!u go girl!luv shoppin wif her!hilarious!choosin her Guess bag was the best!so ma fan sia but fun!haha!

brought back almost all of steph's shoppin...coz she's afraid her mum wld blast at her!so gonna pass her the tings 1 at a time...hurhur...

got camp stuff to plan!

ARGH!!!!!
WTF!hu cuts the damn grass at 8.30am?or rather,hu sent those grass cutters 2 cut the grass at 8.30am?4 the 1st time in abt 2 wks,im up at diz unearthly hr!2 me it's unearthly coz my usual wakin up time 4 the past 2 wks is AFTER 11pm!

i had so much probz tryin 2 get 2 slp last nite n nw i hafta wake up to the "beautiful noise" of grass cutting?wat the hell?!tried 2 slp at 2.30am last nite,but my BLOODY body clock juz WOULDNT listen 2 me!i was lying on my damn bed till arnd 3 smth b4 i fell aslp...n no,i did nt haf a sound slp at all!freakass!

my alarm clock only rings at 11 yet im awake now oready!my eyebags are fugly n the best part is dat i CANT GET BACK 2 SLP!!!!!wat a great wae 2 start the dae!those bloody grass cutters r now NOWHERE 2 b heard!i dun hear a single shit!earlier it was as thou dey were standin juz outside my damn window sill!SHIT!

like hello?it's nt as thou im stay 12 storeys above ground ok?!sounds frm the near distance can b heard by me!!!!!im onli stayin on the 2nd bloody lvl!moreover im a bloody light sleeper!shithead!

dammit!im gonna TRY gettin back 2 slp!yes,TRY!n im darn sure it WONT work!thx 2 those "considerate" freaks!

yay!
daddy juz changed my cpu 4 me...the previous cpu was darn noisy...the coolin fan was makin hell lot of noise...the 1 im havin nw is very quiet!it's GREAT!haha...

i'm bored at home but goin out is sucha chore (er...kind of lah)...but wen im in the mood den it's a totally different story of coz...haha

im spooked!
sum1 juz msged me nt too long ago...arnd 1am...n he claims to b a Field Instructor frm NPCC HQ...he asked if i rem him...FI Dennis...heard of his name b4,but i cant put a face 2 his name...

i asked how he got my no but he refused 2 tell me...like wat the hell?aft awhile he said he'll tell me but nt now...den he asked if i remembered givin him a gift last dec...last dec was my CIBTC but i gave NO ONE aniting!i din even speak to ANI of the FIs so i wldn't have given ani FIs aniting...perhaps he got the wrong person...but it's weird how he got my number if he got the wrong person...

i was so freakin cold n sarcastic wif ALL my replies!tink he got scared too...coz aft i told him i gave no1 aniting,he said nvm n fled juz liddat!jerk!lame ass!aniwae,y wld a FI wanna msg a Cadet Inspector?i bet he's sum pervertic freak...heard dat sum of the FIs r up to no good!

new layout...
yawnz...time check: 5am...im up at diz hr coz i haven gone 2 bed yet!all thx 2 my blog...started on my new layout at arnd 2.30am...prior 2 dat i was playin Maplestory(watz new?)...

aniwae,it took me so mani darn hrs juz 2 get my layout rite...im a fussy freak,so everyting muz fit nicely and perfectly...

argh!ultra terrible backache!er...i promised 2 ppl dat i'd slp earli...sorri!dun scold me...cant b help,my layout ate my slpin time awae...i noe i cld haf done diz durin the dae time but u noe once i start fiddling wif the new layout,i wun b able 2 stop till i've finished it...

ok lahz...betta go 2 bed now...tink my body clock is gettin super haywire!!!been slpin at diz kinda timing 4 the past 1- 2 wks!the past 1 wk plus was almost as thou time stopped n crawled by darn slowly...nth's helpin the situation!!!dang...i miz him!i wonder how he's doin so far...*sigh* :'(

it's been a bad dae 2dae...1stly,i cldnt connect 2 my wireless,meanin i was deprived of usin the com,dat brings us 2 the pt dat i wasnt able 2 play maplestory 2dae...my dad juz got my connection runnin properly again...apparently the other wireless card is bonkers...

so nvm,i watched tv the whole dae...watched iron chef,under 1 roof n all the other lame shows...watched FFX dvd as well...simply slacked at hm the whole dae...if onli i had a job...yeahz...if onli...

the dae was pretty bad n it got slightly worse...hopefully tmr will b a betta dae...hopefully...

SharkTale
juz got hm...watched sharktale wif him 2dae...damn funny show!love the part at the sushi bar...haha...empty sushi bar!like DUH!?!aniwae,i cherished time spent wif him...kinda missed him even thou he was wif me...i dunno y...so weird...

another boring dae tmr...MapleStory will b my companion...will probably slp in...been so deprived of slp...n 4 the past few daez,my dad has been wakin me up coz he alwaes come in n do smth 2 my com n im sucha lite sleeper datz y i get waken up so easily... =(

Beautiful mornin view at Ubin


nv knew dat the mornin view at Ubin is so great rite?really very pretty...or i muz sae,the photographer (a TO frm CBSS) had good photography skills...haha...really very pretty...

Area3 CIs n WCIs

diz is area3's NPCC sec3 adventure camp!!!haha...here's all the instructors of the camp...cool ehz?fun camp,fun ppl...

yay!
i luv my new DMK slippers n Espirit bag 2 the core!my Espirit bag is sorta like a postman bag...haha...very nice...got new bag n slippers 4 the new semester of sch!yay!it's high time 2 go shop 4 Xmas gifts as well as CNY clothes!hehehe...i cant wait!

MapleStory Addict!!!
im a true blue MapleStory addict!haha!eva since i dwnloaded it on 31st oct,ive been playin it almost weneva my com is on!missed it totally wen i was awae at ubin...now im back at it full blast!
now it's as thou MapleStory is more impt than my slp!haha...i haven had my at-least-12-hr-aft-camp slp yet!played MapleStory till 1 plus last nite till i was beat...had 2 get up diz mornin 4 my sec2s campcraft test...so there goes my beauty slp!
im gonna get back all my slp 2nite!hopefully i can slp 4 more than 16hrs!!!i nid a lot of rest,BUT MapleStory is seriously too addictive!i cant stop playin!diz is bad...
*totally mad over MapleStory*

im back!
im finally hm frm ubin!yay!im so so so deprived of slp!arghz!goin mad...fell in2 deep slp on the bus just now...
hahaha...camp was gr8...ate like a freakin pig...tink i gained weight...hmmz...imagine havin rice 4 all the 3 meals...ok,nt rice 4 breakfast,but beehoon...datz equally terrible...wahaha...n we still had steamboat 4 supper...n yes,i ate ALL dat i've mentioned...breakfast, lunch,dinner n supper...eat non-stop...fat!
reception there sucked 2 the core...had 2 stand behind the cabinet in the bunk in order 2 get reception...haha...but reception at the counsel ring(campfire area) was great!now i noe!
oh yah,i cooked lunch n part of dinner 4 my fellow CIs on dae 2...shiok ehz?n cookin 4 so mani ppl was really no ez feat...kinda pity the messing IC...i had nth 2 do so decided 2 help her cook...whee!haha...but lookin at the wae dey handled the food was like...hmmz...it's enuf 2 cause a bad tummy ache i guess?wahaha...
rite...i gotta go shower...hot n stinky...haha..ciaoz!

i nid slp...
i nid slp...BADLY!i've been slpin at 5-6am for the past few nites...tax paper is killin me...i studied the most 4 tax lahz...mayb it's coz it cant seem 2 get in2 my brain...
the most sucky part is dat i gotta go 2 ubin immediately aft my paper...gr8 wae 2 celebrate the end of my exams...bummer!im gonna miz my bed,maplestory,family,food at hm,sparky,as well as him...
gonna conk out the moment i return frm ATC,probably hibernate 4 at least 12hrs...i'll update on how long i'll b slpin aft the camp...haha...record so far was 14hrs or was it 16hrs?cant rem...tink it was 14hrs...madness...2 me,datz alot...lets c if i can break dat record of diz round!
n aft i wake up,im so gonna pia my maplestory!!!whee!haha...seriously cant wait 4 Tax 2 b over...
gotta get goin...study!i'll blog again in 3 daez time...ciaoz!

why?
y wldnt it go awae?how long more m i gonna b haunted by it?it's here 2 stay...i nid 2 get everyting out of my chest,i badly nid some air...

thanx...
wanna sae thx 2 dat kind soul hu helped me juz now...sucha nice gal...appeared outta nowhere n offered tissue 2 me...i was on the fone den n she juz stayed arnd nearby me...offerin tissue aft tissue...tink i was on the fone 4 at least 1/2 an hr n the whole time thru she was arnd nearby...makin sure i was ok n all...
aft i finally got off the fone,she kept askin if i was ok...sweet gal...so nice...rarely there r such ppl arnd animore...din get her name or number thou...wat a waste...she'd make a really gd fren...really appreciate her help alot...

=)
baby juz wen hm nt too long ago...he dropped by diz afternoon w/o tellin me at all!hehe...wat a surprise!HUGZ!
wen yishun 4 awhile aft dinner...hah...juz 2 get out of the hse 4 a lil of the outside air...haiz...im missin him nw oready...
happy wif dat lil surprise i got frm him diz afternoon...luv ya lil cow!

hmmz...
juz got back frm hon's place awhile ago...met up wif hon aft my Cost Accounting paper...oh yahz,his dad wen 2 bring my dat box of cereals 2 lodge a complain...i got compensated wif a box of Ritz biscuits n 2 boxes of Oreo biscuits wif an Oreo water bottle...apparently,im the 3rd victim...n Post haf taken back the whole batch of cereals dey issued...
damn...im so tired...gonna slp nw...nitez!

2 my baby boy,happy 11th month anniversary...hugz!
2 hongbin,happy 17th bdae...
2 me,happy worms dae...

hah...tokin abt worms...i mentioned dat i caught 11 of dem rite?now there's onli 6 left...tink 5 of dem got eaten by the others...i got hm frm hon's place juz now n found dat there aint animore food in the tin dat im kipin those freaks in...juz tiny specks of shit (i tink)...dey ate up all their food!no wonder dey're becumin cannibals n startin 2 eat one another up...
so aniwae,i added more cereals in 4 dem 2 feast on...gonna bring the cereals back 2 Carrefour n complain...accordin 2 hon's dad,we'll get quite a gd compensation...the tot of spottin worms in the food i buy frm Carrefour again so totally freaks me out...eww!
YAWNZ!i nid 2 slp...slept at 4am last nite...studied like mad but very lil entered my teeny weeny brain...kinda screwed the paper 2dae... owellz,betta get goin...worms on the wae!yucks,i tink im traumatised by those eeky worms...*hair stand* ...BYE!

wriggly bastards!
fuckin wriggly suckers...i got 11 of dem out frm the entire box n i noe datz nt it...i bet there r more in there dat got awae...but frm the whole box,11 of those stinky worms r enuf 2 make u sick...i feel so sick now but mayb it's psychological?but imagine if i really consumed some of those worms...n now dey r havin fun in my tummy...SICK!
but i really do feel queasy now...threw the entire box awae...those wriggly bastards wasted an hr of my studyin time...n dey r makin me feel really nauseous now,fuck!
i found a tiny hole at the bottom of the plastic...tink they bit their wae thru the plastic n got in n partied...dey probably got in wen dat box of cereals was still in the supermarket...yes,bought it frm Careffour...eww...watz wrong manz...got food poisonin frm their sushi the other time...now diz?damn...
i'm damn grossed now...the tot of worms partyin in my tummy makes me wanna vomit...damn...
ok,those suckers took up too much of my time oready...i betta really get dwn 2 studyin...i'll kip u captive till the dae u all DIE!

eekz!
i juz discovered worms in my cereals!GOSH!aft eatin a bowl of cereals den i find worms in it!YELCH!i spotted 2 worms but 1 of dem ran awae scott-free in the cereals...cant find it...it's those white wriggly worms...eww!i wonder if the whole box is infested...GROSS!
i juz opened the box ydae...dun tell me the worms were in there even b4 i opened that box of cereals?OMG!i feel so gross now...hope i din eat ani worms in juz now...dammit!im so gonna find where the other worm is...now i feel so itchy all over...grossified!i feel sick...omg...hope i dun get food poisoning,datz the last ting i nid...

haiz...
i miz janice...i wan her back...dunno wassup but im on her side...

i realised dat im more of a nite studier (if there's sucha word) rather than a dae mugger...i'd visit my ol' so lovely fridge COUNTLESS times coz i juz feel like munchin non-stop weneva i study durin the dae...the nites r betta as i dun haf such stupid n bad urges...moreover i seem 2 b able 2 absorb betta at nite (datz coz there aint ani munchin urges 2 distract me)...hah!

bummer sparky!
arghz!i wanna slaughter sparky!!!he woke me up 2dae!!!weneva no1's at hm n it's abt 2 rain,i'll b the poor soul hu gotta suffer!y?coz it's abt 2 rain n he's scared to shit!
stupid fella was whining n whining outside my door...ignored him afew times coz i was drifting in n out of slp...den he used his final tactic n dat was 2 bang the door!!!the wae sparky bangs the door is really like ani human tryin 2 push the door...trust me,im nt exergerating,it really sounds like dat...
n datz it!i was waken up by him...so yeahz,let him in2 my room...n now he's quietly lying under the chair...dunno watz so scary abt rain...4eva so scared wen it's rainin...hopeless...BUT!no matter how hopeless,irritating or notty he is,i STILL love him!
oh damn,gotta get dwn 2 studyin 2dae...been slackin the whole of diz wk..."study break" indeed...wahaha...end up slackin more than 1/2 the wk awae...gimme some motivation!arghzgonna find smth 2 eat,coz it's lunch time!

i luv my grandma!
heh...wen 2 visit my grandma aft RWPS lesson 2dae...reached TTSH at 2.30pm...grannie was so shocked 2 c me...hah!wen i reached,her eyes were closed,so i tot she was slpin n din disturb her,so i juz sat dwn quietly on the chair nxt 2 her bed...
aft awhile,she opened her eyes n i got a shock as well!haha...she said she wasnt slpin,juz restin...so yeahz,i was there wif her all the while...heh...missy came 2 gif the patients their tea time break...which consisted of warm milk and biscuits...n coz the ward dat my grannie was in was rather empty (it's a 6-ppl ward but there were onli 3 patients),the missy asked if i wanted a share of the tea break!hahaha...so she made me a cup of milo,n gave me 2 packets of biscuits!haha!nv knew dat patients' family members could haf a share...muahaha!
the milo was enuf 2 kill me,bloated my tummy 2 the core...haha...made me so so so full,so i gave the biscuits a miss...grannie told me 2 bring the biscuits hm coz she'd b gettin biscuits 4 every tea break,so there's nt a need 4 her 2 kip the biscuits...heh...
my 4th uncle came aft awhile,n he left aft 20mins or so?coz he had 2 mit a client...hon came awhile aft my 4th uncle came (he came aft his physio)...den my younger bro n cousin came over,so aft stayin at the hospital 4 almost half a dae,i decided 2 take my leave...heh...wen 4 dinner wif the boy,wen 2 united square n rotted awhile there...n here i am at hm,infront of my com...wif dat lazy cow slpin on my bed...haha...
alritez,gotta get goin...juz realised dat i've juz written a 1000 word essay...muahaha...too exegerating but yeahz...k im off!cheerios!

my dad msged me saein grandma has been warded 2 Tan Tock Seng Hospital 4 fever observation n we're 2 visit her...
wen 2 visit her n she's fine (thank goodness)...jer wen too...met him at redhill n wen 2 TTSH aft dinner at his place...i gotta go sch tmr...tink i'll drop by TTSH aft sch tmr 2 visit my grandma again...shall bring some entertainment there...mayb a book or smth...my MP3 is dead,ran outta batt juz now...gotta go buy batteries tmr,den dat'll b an entertainment 4 me wen i go visit my grandma...
alritez,gotta finish up my RWPS proj...gotta hand it in tmr...ciaoz!

ARGHZ!!!!!
i dropped my hp 2dae!yes yes yes,my N7200!!!ARGHZ!heart so painful!!!dropped it while havin dinner wif jer n his family...dammit sia...wat the tootz...luckily there aint ani visible scratches on my fone,otherwise i'd feel so pissed!luckily it's ok...phew!
aniwae,it's the 1 wk study break now...tink i muz really start 2 study oready...cant wait 4 last min studyin again...but i may not adhere to wat i juz said...hurhur...
i betta get goin n head 2 bed rite now...gotta catch up on lost slp...

bloated!
whoo!juz got hm not too long ago frm lunch...my Teacher Officer treated the CIs 2 lunch...ate zi cha...now im so darn full!
aniwae,diz mornin while i was walkin 2 PHS 4 parade,the sercurity guard at Castle Green said good mornin 2 me...at 1st i din noe he was saein gd mornin 2 me,tot it was a resident hu was walkin out of the gate or smth...but he kept repeating gd mornin,gd mornin,gd mornin...n aft i walked past the entrance (wif my back facing the security guard),he changed his 'gd mornin' 2 'gd mornin inspector'...like wat the...apparently he read the word 'cadet inspector' printed my t-shirt lahz...onli den i realised dat all the while he was saein gd mornin 2 me...hah...farnie security guard lahz...
hmmz...aniawe,it's shower time!cheerios!

hip hip hooray!
there's no RWPS lesson tmr!!!yay!suppose 2 start sch at 11am,but since there's no RWPS,i start sch at 1pm!yay!haha...actually if it werent 4 electives,i dun even hafta go 2 sch at all...dang!but owellz,goin 2 sch at 1pm is betta than nth...haha...can slp till late!yay!

presentation again...
tmr's RWPS presentation...it also calls 4 the deadline of the report...but im onli halfwae done!dang!help me sumbody!i so dun feel like doin it 2dae...mayb i'll hand in on wed...she allowed us 2 hand in nxt tues as well,but nxt wk is my study break,im so nt gonna go back 2 sch juz 2 hand in the report...so muz pia!
im sucha bum...ate so much 4 dinner...dammit...feel so totally bloated now...gotta watch it...yelch...

yay!!!
finally...the com is in my rm!yippie!hah...so now i finally got a com datz workin n has internet access!yay!i tink diz happiness wld soon fade awae...it's juz dat now im so thrilled!hah...
i wan a optical mouse thou...daddy saez he's gonna gif his optical mouse 2 me...yay!tink i'll get goin now...hehe... happy,shalala...it's so nice 2 b happy...ok,im mad...

boohoo
all over again...boohoo...

bad girl!
im sucha baddie...i juz arrived in sch wen my lesson is supopsed 2 start at 9am!heh...woke up at 7.15am,cld actually b on time...but tummy gave me a lil prob diz mornin,so i sorta took my time 2 shower n change...even played wif sparky b4 i left the hse...haha...
walked slowly 2 the bus stop,missed 1 train but din bother...reached dover n STROLLED 2 class...hah...it's IS class (dat freakin 3hr com lab lesson)!so yeahz,dat explains it ehz?
aniwae,ydae duty was terrible...we catered food 4 100 ppl...ended up onli abt 30 came...sad case ok!if i were the person giving the tok,i'd b so freakin demoralised!so the food was like damn alot!and we ate damn alot too...haha...n dat sorta settled my dinner 4 me...hah...
met hon aft dat,n his fren victor...wen 2 amk 4 dinner...his fren was like damn lame but at nt in the irritating manner...hah...
okiez,got to go!

phew!
my TQM presentation is finally over!been bz wif projects the past few nitez...last nite din really slp properly,kept fallin aslp while writin out my speech...so relieved it's over!
im off,gotta do RWPS slides now...sianz...proj aft proj...presentation aft presentation...gotta take hon's advice n treat the judges like monkeys!wahaha!ok,lame!bye!

never ending...
the fall never ends...i wanna reach the ground soon!!!goin insane...i wanna feel the security of solid ground n i wanna taste sweet fruits...

hmmz...it's in the middle of the nite n im rushin last min project...gotta do up a personal portfolio 4 diz module called Etiquette & Professional Image...imagine havin 2 write up a personal portfolio on sucha module...gotta write up on our body shape,the appropriate dressing 4 the hypothetical situation dat we've chosen,the style of dressing as well as the relevant aspects of business etiquette in accordance with the hypothetical situation of our choice...diz is crap...
ok,betta get back 2 my work...otherwise i can 4get abt slpin 2nite...smth's wrong...n im missin him...haiz...

finally postin a pic!


Sparky is so adorable!

hah...as u can c,im bored again...stonnin at hm...there's nth 2 do n im tinkin of FOOD...diz is bad...hah...sparky's so cute...heh...

yay!
finally watched "The Terminal" on thursdae nite...the nite b4 my Tax CA2...datz 2 de-stress... hehehe!
aft Tax test ydae,wen 2 dhoby ghaut 2 mit him...had dinner n walked arnd alot...frm dhoby ghaut 2 city hall...walked the long wae,saw mani tings i've sorta nv seen b4...wen 2 fort canning park n we tried 2 freak ourselves out. ..mad?no,it's juz 4 the thrill of it...
aniwae,i feel dat ppl shld juz mind their own fuckin business.

hugz hugz!
hon was sooo swt!ydae he gave me our 10 mth anniversary gift...it's a heart-shaped cookie from mrs fields!it's a big one n on top of it was written "happy 10th anniversary"...apparently the cookie wasnt big enuf 2 include the word "month" in it...haha...or rather,the writing was too big dat there wasnt enuf space...grinz...
the cookie is really prety n delicious!!!at 1st i din bear 2 eat it at all but hon wanted 2 eat it so badly so yeahz,ended up eatin it up...gonna save the balance n eat it slowly...heh...tink im gonna get his gift 2dae...cant blame me 4 bein late in the prezzie!coz there wasnt stock...heh...it's onli cumin in 2dae...hah...kk,i gotta get goin...

madness...
in class now...hon's online but dunno y he aint replyin me...so sad... aniwae,im helpin val wif her new blog...haha...do until can go crazy but quite fun...althou abit eye pain 2 go thru the template...hah...ok ok...goin 2 help her summore...dunno watz wif dat boi aniwae...

it's been a long week...tings r finally calm again...

pissed!!!!!
damn,im fuckin pissed 2 the max!i lent my cashcard 2 my fren n her grp mates ydae n guess wat?dey left it in the bloody cashcard reader!!!damn!my fren aint 2 b blamed,coz she left earlier but constantly reminded her bloody grp mates 2 rem 2 take my cashcard out of the reader but dey 4got!
wat makes me really pissed is dat my cashcard is a limited edition merc benz cashcard!fuck fuck fuck!i hate dem!n there's like 20bucks worth in it!dey r gonna pay me back the cash but i wan the card itself back!!!limited edition card gone juz liddat!fuck!juz coz dey were so fuckin irresponsible!fucked up!MY LIMITED EDITION CASHCARD!!!!!i hate dem!i really do!hate their sense of irresponsibility!
idiots!fuming like mad!

wat a bummer!
sch's starts at 9am 2dae but i woke up at 7.50am...yeahz...like i almost got the shock of my life can?but aft sittin up on my bed,i remembered dat diz lesson the tcher is like damn lenient..so yeahz...haha...luckily my mum was still at hm as well...so yepz,she sent me 2 sch...grinz...hah...reached sch onli at 9.25am?haha..tcher haven even started lessons...like duh...hah!
"r we there yet?r we there yet?r we there yet?r we there yet?r we there yet?r we there yet?" datz quoted frm Garfield...hahaha...he's soooooooooo cute!fat cat,cute cat!hah!
hmmz...wonder how's he aniwae...still missin him...kk,im off!

feelin betta...i guess...?
heard no news frm him the whole of ydae but he called me aft midnite...was damn surprise 2 receive his call...my heart kinda skipped a beat...owellz...
we toked abt mani tings...glad dat he still cares...i guess i've got 2 thank him coz i tink im stronger now aft diz round...but i still miss him,especially his hugs..haiz...

haiz...
it's been a long dae 4 me 2dae...it was a tuff 1 as well...felt ok wen i was in sch wif all my frenz arnd but once i got hm,emotions welled up again...i juz cant seem 2 fight the emptiness inside me...i nid a healing soul...i nid help...
he's been on my mind every min of the dae...there wasnt 1 moment wen he was out of my mind...i tot abt tings...din really help...im missin him so much...

shattered...
my life juz crumbled down on me at 1238am...tings ended...over smth trival...wat was actually a chat,was interpreted by him as an argument juz bcos he took it too hard...if u tot i was pickin a fight wif u,im sorri...
the tings u've done 4 me,i'll remember dem 4 life...the place in my heart will stay open...nv haf i fallen in love so quickly n coz of dat,the pain hurts like mad...
althou we were frm the same sch,we onli got 2 noe each other aft graduating...n juz noein each other 4 2 weeks,we opened the chapter 2 our love story...the story dat i tot wld last 4eva...
the emptiness i feel in me is beyond description...i feel so lost...the burnin flame has died...the road ahead is a blur...the footprint u left in my heart will stay embedded deep in me...
thank you for the sweet memories u've gave me,thank u for moulding me in2 the person i m now...
mayb time will bring us back 2gether...i'll wait till u're ready 2 tok,even if it's a long wait...

hmmz...
it's been ages since i last blogged...cant rem wat happened the last few daez oso...memory is failing me...
hmmz...i had a great time wif my baby ydae...n afew daez back...he made his hse's atmosphere so damn romantic can?haha...wif yellow lites,turned on the living rm's air con n played some sentimental disc on the player...it was like WHOO!haha...
ok,aniwae i gtg...hafta do my proj...sux...ciaoz...

absent-minded me...
tink my memory is slowly failing me...wanted 2 blog dat i had a haircut on sundae...it's super layered...ppl sae dat it doesnt look ani much diff but onli aft i lift my hair den the change can b seen...coz it's really too too too layered...i like haf short hair on the outer layer n damn long hair on the inner layer...
initially cldnt get use 2 my new haircut coz i felt like i had lionhead... haha...but guess it's ok now...it's juz a matter of gettin used 2 it...kinda happy wif my new haircut...at least i feel it's smth diff...
dammit,i feel so damn freakin slpy...slept at 3.40am last nite!was doin crochetting...so damn addictive,cldnt stop doin...so i juz wen on n on till my eyes cldnt take it animore...cld actually haf continued,but i tot 2 myself: "i nid my rest or i'd die in sch"...hah...
haha...alritez...tcher's startin class soon...gotta get goin...cheerios!

aye!
yay!the com is finally workin rite again!my dumb com had some probz...cldnt connect 2 the internet at all...tink there was some probz wif my wireless...but it's all good n workin again now!so happy!
aniwaez,been pretty much the same since i last blogged till now...had my Financial Accounting CA2 2dae...i onli started really studyin 4 the paper juz now while waitin 4 the paper 2 start...i din even noe dat we were havin CA2 till saturdae wen steph msged!how gr8 huh?val oso din noe abt it...like duhz...how blur can the 3 of us get?
so yeahz...hmmz...nth much 2 blog animore...goin off...

whoo!full!
juz got hm nt too long ago...wen 4 dinner at cafe cartel wif hon n his jc frenz...hmmz...had spag wif cream sauce!yum!but im feelin so bloated!i din finish my spag summore...aft dat we chilled at coffee bean...

groanz...
guess wat?im in sch...yes...during my holz!yucks!y?coz the com dat im sharin wif my dad at hm has no microsoft words 4 me 2 use,so ive got no choice but 2 use sch's com!my bros r selfish pigs,so i can totally kick the idea of using their com at all...
aniawe,hon surprised me ydae...he took MC n i din noe abt it...actually i kinda suspected it the nite b4 but din really tink abt it...so yeahz,i wen 2 phs 4 my sec2's campcraft training...n aft training,wen i was abt 2 go hm,hon juz appeared behind me!heh!i was tinking which freak was following me n wen i turned arnd...TA-DAH!grinz!hmmz...we quarreled again thou...but resolved tings...thank goodness...
alritez...i gtg...gotta start on my work now otherwise i wun b able 2 finish it on time...gotta go fetch hon later aft his work...grinz...

Whoa!!!
ydae's outing was fabalucious!wen 2 ktv wif the 2 babes (steph n val),sang 4 dunno how mani hrs...can die...den aft dat we wen 4 dinner at Tony Roma's...i wanted 2 treat hon 2 Tony Roma's as his bdae meal but he cldnt make it coz he had 2 go hm...so sad but there's alwaes a nxt time...or mayb i shld go n get him dat ting dat i wanted 2 get...hmmz...
aniwae,Tony Roma's food was so-so onli...my ribs was the best of the lot...my 2 babes had some chicken...the chicken was like so tuff!tink the onli ting datz edible in Tony Roma's wld b their ribs bcos dey r famous 4 their ribs,so probably dat explains it...
i tink i wld hafta consider goin back to Tony Roma's again...coz the food wasnt all dat fantastic...rather dine at elsewhere...
i ate till i almost exploded...so did the other 2...it was sucha killer!we were like moaning n groaning aft the meal...n we walked like turtles aft dat...it was seriously damn hilarious!2dae i wen 2 bouna vista 2 pick hon up...grinz...tink i'll do dat since im kinda free diz whole wk coz it's the HOLZ!yay!haha...
ps:my damn IE has some prob!cant get in2 webbies!luckily there's mozilla firefox otherwise i can't blog...hiakz!

HAPPY BIRTHDAE!!!
happy bdae hon n val!!!
i miz my teddy bear so much!althou we din do aniting special 2dae,juz spendin time wif my teddy was very fruitful...

missin him...
the trip 2 the zoo 2dae was kinda productive...got all our qns answered,so yupz,the interview wen pretty well...aft dat we wen our own separate waes n hon n i walked almost the entire zoo(i tink)... walked so darn much 2dae!good exercise!grinz!
it's hon's bdae tmr!lalala...another yr older...u r OLD!grinz...nahz...nt dat old aniwae...heh!u r finally 19!u've been the same age as me 4 the past 3 mths plus!heh!

grinz...
it's been afew daez since i last blogged...aniwae,i 4got 2 blog dat 4 the .38 shootin finals competition,i came in 5th position...so freakin lousy but at least i improved frm the previous 7th position...so yeahz...tmr there's air rifle competition in PHS...n there's the CI/WCI category..dang...i din noe abt it until like...juz?haha!n im like involved...like wat the...gotta reach PHS at 7.30am tmr...so darn early...boohoohoo...
goin 2 the zoo tmr as well for project work...goin there 2 interview sum1...hopefully hon wanna join us?haha...den mayb i can go dating wif him in the zoo...yeahz...wif the monkeys n elephants n tigers n wat else...grinz...
okiez...gotta go...really hafta slp...nitez...

movies movies movies!
the stepford wives was damn nice!watched it ydae wif hon...gd man the show!haha...so futuristic,so cool!
and i wanna catch the cinderella story as well as the terminal!the trailers looked so good 2 me!heh!i cant wait 4 halloween period again!i wan all my HORROR SHOWS!
oh yes!1 wk holz r cumin up soon!juz nxt wk!i cant wait 4 den too!so tired lately...gotta catch up on lost slp durin the holz...feel so zombified man...yawnz!
oh btw,the moon is so yellow n round 2dae!juz happen 2 look out of the balcony n i saw the moon...i noe the moon is so wae out of pt but owellz...hah!

Qualitative Analysis SUCKED 2 the CORE!
yes,had my QA test 2dae n it was TERRIBLE!!!!!all of us were like so glum-faced wen we walked out of the examination rm...all thanks 2 the lecturer...set so freakin hard!the module itself is ez 2 study actually...but doin it n applyin the skills r so hard!
tutorials were like chicken feed...but the CA was a KILLER!ARGH!the qns was so darn different frm the tutorials qn...bluff ppl sia!so angry...bleahz!
aniwae,had a gr8 afternoon wif hon...met him aft my CA n aft he booked out...wen out wif him n 2 of his other NS pals...now he's at some NCC dinner thingy...
aniwae,wen shoppin wif mummy ydae n it was gr8!she bought me a couple of eyeshadow,lip gloss n a pair of slippers frm C&K...so comfy! now i noe y so mani ppl patronise C&K!their prices r reasonable too!
hmmz...kk,gotta do lotsa other stuff now...cheerios!

argh!plan foiled!
2dae's 1st lesson is IS,dat boring 3 freakin hrs lesson of doin nth in the computer lab!class starts at 9am n i planned 2 reach at 9.30am...
if i wanted 2 reach at 9,i shld leave hm at 7.45am,but i juz stepped in2 the shower at the time dat im supposed 2 leave...YES!dat was done on purpose!but guess wat?my mum happend 2 b still at hm n i actually wanted her 2 juz send me 2 the mrt station...she ended up sendin me directly 2 sch...n i was like on time!!!
my plan of wantin 2 reach sch late has been totally crapped up!haha... nt blaming my mum,happy dat she sent me 2 sch so den i nid nt haf 2 squeeze wif all the workin adults on the train...
oh dang...i had 1 roti prata diz mornin on the wae sch in the car but im hungry now oready!argh!!!!!HUNGRY HUNGRY HUNGRY!wen will he gif us a break?i wanna EAT!argh!i feel so piggy...haha!

damn chaotic start!
i totally 4got dat sch starts at 9am 2dae coz a lesson was postponed 2 2dae...luckily i woke up ealier than the time dat im supposed 2...n luckily daddy was still at hm!i rushed like mad!everyting was done in a frenzy...rushed arnd the hse like a freak!
best ting was dat i haven decided wat 2 wear yet,so i juz anihow grabbed a piece...omg...i was like out of the hse 10mins aft i woke up...is dat like fast or wat?tink diz happened twice b4 too...total madness...
argh!ok,i gtg...muz listen 2 tcher now...cheerios!

y muz it b like diz?
i really wonder y some tings have 2 b at the state dat it is...he dropped me a mail in frenster...n dat mail is troubling me...y has it gotta b like dat?y has it gotta take diz twisted turn 1st place?i dun understand,i dun get it...does he tink dat by doin wat he's doin,he's bein fair 2 me?i long 2 salvage diz frenship...but i guess he doesnt realize it at all...
he's the 1st male "buddy" i had...n i guess he's oso probably the last...the bond dat we had,where has it gone 2?the promise dat he made 2 me,were dey juz lies?"frenz 4eva" was wat he told me... mani times in fact...apparently i dun c dat happening...
"i'll alwaes b in his heart" was wat he once said as well,but now,he's juz erasing me off entirely frm his memory...he doesnt realize the fact dat frenz dun cum by easily...yes,frenz make mistakes at time,but if u r an understandin person,u'd nt end a frenship wif sum1 juz coz of some misunderstandins or mistakes made...the fact now is dat im not entirely 2 b blamed 4 everyting dat has happened...the blame has 2 b shared...
but i guess,2 him,it's 4eva alwaes my fault...he doesnt realize dat our frenship means a lot to me,but i guess it's nv b meant 2 b...if he feels dat wat he's doin is bein fair 2 me,den i'll juz leave it as dat...2 tink he'd sever all ties wif me coz of smth dat happened almost 9 mths ago...
i tot dat he wld tink differently now...i was utterly wrong...he doesnt c the light frm a different angle...i guess diz is the end den...but i hope nt coz it's a real pity 2 let everyting dwn the drain juz lyk dat...
juz last wk i felt dat there was hope...dat tings wld get betta soon...but y the sudden change?it's a 180 degrees change...im perplexed...i juz hope dat he reads diz n tinks thru it...n i hope dat tings will take a betta turn frm here onwards...

fruitful dae...
no sch 4 me 2dae n so happen dat both my parents were on leave!so the 3 of us wen shoppin!n shoppin wif parents definitely is damn good!coz dey cover all expenses!!!!!hahaha...n majority of the tings i wan,dey'll get it 4 me...how nice!
tmr is also another good dae coz sch starts at 11 instead of the usual 9!yay!i can slp in!n mayb my dad wld b takin the mornin off so meanin he'll b able 2 send me 2 sch!den i nid not go 2 sch myself!yay!haha...
best ting is dat mum gave me 20 bucks xtra 4 pocket money diz wk!haha...i so wanted 2 buy diz pair of slippers frm royal sportin hse ydae...wen wif jer but there wasnt my size...i mentioned it 2 mum 2dae n she actually brought me 2 look 4 it at shaw house's outlet,she wanted 2 buy it 4 me!haha...how nice...BUT,dat outlet din haf the design dat i wanted!!!!ARGH!tink dat design is on hot demand!im so gonna hunt 4 it at other possible outlets!im nt gonna gif up juz yet!mayb i shld try north pt...simply too in luv wif dat pair of slippers!but of coz,i luv hon more!heh!
on the down side,i've got a paper cumin up diz saturdae...sux...n it's Qualitative Analysis...kinda like stats...reminds me so much of stats...mayb coz it's damn mathematical...eww!
hmmz...i gotta get goin...TV time!

steph cant make it 2 my place 4 the cookin gatherin we were supposed 2 haf tmr!!!!!diz is BAD!i tink i shall tell val dat we shld postpone it 2 some other dae instead...coz if tmr there's onli val n i doin the cookin,it'll b weird...haiz...luckily my parents r on leave tmr n dey'd b goin 2 town...so at least my 1 dae holidae wun go 2 waste!i can at least go out wif my parents!i cant wait!haha...
hmmz...aniwae,im missin my boy oready...juz sent him back 2 camp less than 2 hrs ago yet im missin him so fast...i luv u jer...

yay!
juz came back frm the .38 revolver shoot finals quite some time ago...i got 5th position...got a throphy,n it's kinda pretty...
wen 4 lunch aft dat wif kel,tecksoon n wei quan at bishan...the 1st ting wei quan did was 2 pinch me real hard on my cheek!shit dat ass!tecksoon was saein smth like "dun u feel u pinch a lil too hard?" 2 wei quan...like duh!i like screamed OWWW so loudly can?so freakin maluating!
aniwae,will b goin 2 amk central 2 mit hon in half an hour's time...tink im goin 2 prepare now...ciaoz!

big dae tmr!
been bz,haven had time 2 cum online but im back now!
aniwae,tmr's the finals 4 the .38 shooting competition...gotta go dwn 2 Police Academy earli in the mornin 4 the finals...tink i gotta b at PA by 7.30am?im nt too sure...juz noe dat it starts at 8am...gotta cfm wif my fellow colleague...
aniwae,i cant wait 4 mondae 2 cum!coz i dun hafta go 2 sch!yay!coz 1 lesson is onli on odd wks,den the other lesson was oready held the other dae...so coz we dun haf ani sch,steph n val will b cumin over 2 my place!n we'll b cookin lunch!hahaha!
steph will b cookin pasta(cream base!yay!but of coz the cream base sauce will b provided by me...)tink most of the ingredients will b provided by me...val will b preparing a mushroom dish i tink...n i'll b fryin soft yolk eggs!haha...the 2 babes were so impressed dat i can fry soft yolk eggs,mayb coz dey cant seem 2 fry their eggs while kipin their yolks soft...haha...so yeahz,i'll b doin dat n probably throw chicken nuggets in2 the toaster?haha...i wanted 2 make battered food,den it'll b crispy n nice...but i haf nth 2 to coat it with the batter...so sad...owellz,we'll c wat else we can whip up den... *grinz* i cant wait!
hmmz...msn is shit...i cant download it n it's givin me loads of probz...tink i shall nt bother abt it 4 now n juz go 2 bed...i nid the energy 4 tmr's com...tink i betta get goin...i miz my boy alot...

debate is finally over!
our debate topic 4 2dae was: The key strategy in running a business is price,not quality.
n i was on the opposition team...Q&A was horrible,coz out of 3 qns,i was bein bombed wif 2 of dem...i almost dieded!the best ting was dat val n steph were in the proposition team!1st qn was posted by diz 4warded module student but the qn was bein asked by val...den 2nd qn was bein asked by steph...both my buddies tried 2 kill me by directing qns at me!boo hoo!
the mean ting i did (which was my immediate natural reaction) was dat i mouthed "shit u" 2 steph wen she directed the qn at me...i feel so mean now...haha...sorry babe!heh!
btw...hon booked out!!!!!yay!haha...he's on MC till tmr nite!yay!so 2 sae i'd get 2 c him tmr!hehe...will b goin over 2 his hse in the mornin,den go 2 sch...den aft sch i tink most prob is go over 2 his place again...haha...
alritez...im off 2 watch the repeat of Singapore Idol's 1st epsiode now!

worried!!!
sent hon back 2 camp last nite n all of a sudden he said he din feel rite n he started 2 feel feverish...he said his body muscles ached,headache,n aft awhile he said his throat is startin 2 get sore...oh no...go 2 seletar island overnite den bcum liddat?hmmz...muz b those vicious sandflies there!nasty!
hmmz...he hasnt msged me the whole dae...dunno watz happening...hope he's alrite...hopefully he'll leave me a msg soon too...anixiety is building up,n diz feeling aint nice...dunno watz wrong wif him...dunno if he's feeling alrite...dunno if he's able 2 do his duty the whole of 2dae...dunno if he wen 2 MO...hope he gets back 2 me soon!
i hate tmr...sch's gonna last frm 9am-6pm!damn tutor changed another dae's lesson 2 tmr frm 4-6pm...otherwise we'd b released at 4pm!n the worse ting is she changed the lesson 2 tmr juz coz she wanna hold the debate earlier!shit her!juz last wk she informed us on our debate topic,den she expect us 2 b ready in a week's time?n im 1 of the speakers!shucks!opposition,speaker no 2...wat the hell!i tink i'd juz freak out...the closest i was 2 debate was juz a debate timer,nt a debator!im so gonna screw up!the best ting is dat the proposition is filled wif all the good speakers!my grp ppl r all so...erm...like me perhaps?haha!owellz,we juz gotta do our best!?!alritez,i'll stop complainin...im off...

yucks!desperados on the loose!
guys r really desperate creatures!i juz uploaded 2 new pics on frenster last night n now i haf like 12 freakin msgs askin 2 my my fren?!?!?!yucks!i haven even open a single msg yet,too mani 2 even decide which 1 open 1st...im so ultra disgusted...nxt time i shall put a pig's picture on frenster...GROSSED 2 the MAX!watz wrong wif those guys?
nv haf i received so mani msgs overnite liddat...males! *shakes head* OMG!soooo pervertic!!!!!there r like afew hu r reachin 30 yrs old n married n dey still wanna noe me!!!dammit man!shit those men!there's 1,the WINNER!name's Tom...his pic is so freakin obscene!!!yucks!he ought 2 get SHOT!here's his link...warning 2 all...perhaps it mite turn u on but it definitely turned my insides out...GROSSED UP!his bloody link... http://www.friendster.com/user.php?uid=10532868 ...go check it out if u peeps wan...juz a note of caution...best dun go...ultra disgusting...major pervert!no sense of SHAME at all...
oh,clap clap 4 diz 1 as well!i got invited 2 the sghornybabe in frenster..fuck sia!watz filled in the brains of those ppl man?jerks,asses,lamers,losers!cannot stand it...tink by the time i go thru ALL 12 msgs i'd juz die of anger...fuck it...those ppl can jolly well mind their own bloody business whether or nt gals post pics or nt rite?freaks!n they shld learn to keep their dicks in their pants!im gonna ignore those creeps...wat a waste of my precious time...
aniwae,dunno where's hon now...cant contact him coz apparently he said he left his hp in camp...he booked out diz afternoon n wen 2 seletar island 2 drive boat 4 some ncc activities...haven heard frm him since...kinda weird...owellz,i juz gotta wait patiently...but i'm gettin edgy n worried oready...baby boy,where r u?

whoo hoo!lalala!
5 1/2 hrs of intensive studyin has got me MAD!yes!im like ultra hyper now can?!TAXATION CA is FINALY over!!!!!YAY!skipped a tutorial 2dae 2 study continuously 4 those 5 hrs plus...n i sent loads of MMS 2dae!haha...y?coz M1 is havin FREE MMS promotion everydae frm now till 18th aug!but it's free onli frm 11am-1pm!yay!hahaha...so those ppl usin M1,it's MMS war time!!!!!
ok,too much of studyin really has gotten me a lil mad...but i dunno y im so happy 2dae!mayb it's the MMS thingy,mayb it was the studyin,mayb it was dat i got 2 c hon...haha...but no matter wat it was,im glad dat im feelin diz wae...it's been quite some time since i felt diz wae...crazy me!hahaz...kk...got lotsa pic 2 upload!gtg!

ps: hon posted my pic on his blog!hahaha!so funny...i miz him!!!!!

"life"...watz the real meanin of it?
learnt a couple of tings 2dae due 2 dat incident...it was hurting,yes,n i shant elaborate...but at least i learnt some lessons...humans r alwaes growing n learning,n i learnt a pretty valuable lesson 2dae...whether or nt dat lesson will b embedded deep in my mind,dat i dunno...but it'll b a constant reminder 4 me...
the meaning of "life" is still kinda fuzzy 2 me...guess im living on diz earth onli bcoz im bein given a life...howeva,im glad dat in diz fuzzy life of mine,i haf ppl hu care 4 me...althou im sometimes hurt deeply by dem n vice versa,im still glad dat dey haf nv given up hope on me...esp hon...i noe we've been thru alot,n i really mean ALOT...let's try 2 work 2wards a more pleasant relationship frm now on coz our constant bickerings wun get us aniwhere...let's juz b totally honest n nt hide tings frm 1 another...n im sure in dat manner,we'll b happier...let's strive 2wards our goal 2gether as 1 ok?i dunno how 2 really express myself very well,especially wen it cums 2 my thots n feelings,but althou i dun show it,u really mean alot 2 me...
2 all my frenz arnd...i love u all...life's too short 2 bear grudges...coz u'll nv eva noe wat'll happen the nxt dae...so y live life in misery?i guess frm now on i'll treat each dae as my last,so den i'll learn 2 treasure my life more,n i'll b able 2 spend each dat happily...howeva,i noe diz is easier said than done...but i gotta try 2 do it...
aniwae,i'll b skippin the 1st 2 lesssons tmr...by rite,i start sch at 9am...but im onli goin 2 sch at 2pm...1st lesson is Information Systems n dat lesson is 3 freakin hrs!followed by Financial Accounting lecture,which is an hr...thereafter wld b lunch break...so i'll onli b goin aft lunch...finally 4 the 1st time in my whole entire poly life,i get 2 go 2 sch so late!ermz...it's not legal but a self-declared thing,but the thot of goin 2 sch at 2pm n bein released at 4pm juz rawks!
by the wae,i 4got 2 mention dat the fireworks durin NDP 2004 was fantastic!so pretty n colourful!esp the heart-shaped ones...im so in love wif fireworks now... *grinz*
time check: 0021 hrs...im slpy,gtg...nitez all!take care every1!cheerios!

whoo hoo!!!
im back frm NDP!whee!it's my 1st time in 18 yrs dat i attend NDP (LIVE)!hahaha...the atmosphere is really very very diff frm watchin the whole parade at hm!heh!i wen wif hon's family...hon wasnt there coz he had NDP duty 2 uncover the colours...so yeahz,i was wif his family the whole time thru myself...wen 4 dinner aft the parade + jer...
the goody bag is so filled wif stuff manz!haha...now my mum's explorin my goodie bag...haha...oh the best part is dat...i HAVEN studied 4 my financial accounting CA tmr!!!argh!damn,im so darn dead...as in REALLY DEAD!
kk,i betta stop crappin n go get started on my notes now!cheerios!

sighz...
he promised me juz now dat he'll change 4 me...he said dat it's juz him dat he alwaes gif me dat treatment wen he's out havin fun,but he said he'll change...i really do hope dat he'll stick 2 his word,n dun disappoint me again...
how i wish dat there aint so mani of such major obstacles dat we gotta cross...it really isnt a nice ting 2 go thru...if onli life can b smoother,if onli there's a wae dat such tings can b prevented...too mani "if onli"...
owellz,i gotta get goin 2 bed...lost lotsa slp last nite...nitez...

ps: happy bdae 2 Singapore!

shit+crap+disappointment=ULTRA CRAPPY LIFE!nasty!
haiz...y izzit dat weneva he's out there havin his nite life fun,den i'll b givin such shitty treatment by him?it's alwaes wen he has nite activities,den im bein treated like dirt?i abhor diz treatment,hate it TOTALLY!
tell me,hueva on earth can stand bein treated liddat?moreover im supposed 2 b sum1 hu's impt 2 him.im soon abt 2 lose the wee bit of sanity dat i haf left...y do i deserve diz?i really m gonna go mad...reachin breakin pt...HELP!

explosion in process...
juz got hm frm dinner wif my family (inclusive of my bro's gf,or wife-2-b rather)...ate 'zi cha'...we had deer meat,baby kai lan,pork ribs,fried sotong,n a damn big fish head!
yum yum yum...i ate a wee bit of rice but LOTSA ingredients!wahaha...datz wat i alwaes do!cut dwn on the carbo n juz eat the ingredients...eatin the ingredients alone can make me explode!haha!nw if u'd 2 gimme animore food i tink i'll juz burst!
aniwae,hon's goin 4 his phsncc farewell chalet...hope he'll b a gd gd boi...alritez,im gonna watch tv oready...

yawnz...
juz got hm...was at hon's hse since last nite...stayed over...my dad was supposed 2 cum n pick me at arnd midnite,coz he had 2 pick my younger bro,but i haf no idea y my dad din call me at all last nite...i waited till arnd 1am,cldnt take it ani longer so juz fell aslp...had a sleepless nite coz i was still waitin 4 my dad 2 call...so yeahz,datz how i ended up spendin the nite at hon's place...
woke up at 11am diz mornin...lazed arnd like a bum...wen 4 lunch n he wen back 2 camp...goin 4 dinner 2nite wif my family,too bad hon cant join us...the other time the buffet at Conrad he oso cldnt make it...alwaes juz nice wen we haf family meal n he's invited den he gotta b in camp,humpx...too bad he doesnt haf the priviledge 2 enjoy good food wif us...aww...
ok ok...i gotta get goin...muz start 2 study 4 my nxt paper which is on tues...most prob wun b studyin on mon coz im goin 4 NDP(LIVE)!wahaha...alritez...ciaoz!gonna slp i tink...tired 2 the max!

yum yum... *burp*
whee!i cooked my own dinner 2dae!hehe...it was western style!ok ok...i din exactly cooked my dinner,i basically juz toasted 2 english sausages,made abit of frozen mixed veggie which i juz had 2 put it in a bowl n throw it in2 the microwave oven,n the ting dat i spent the most time on was the squid!hehe...had 2 dip it in2 egg,den cover it wif flour,den fry!yum yum!my mum tried some n said it was nt bad...whee!heh!
aniwae,i edited hon's blog 4 him oready...n i finally got everyting properly done after spendin so much time! :)
oh manz...i gtg...muz study 4 my CA tmr...it's Cost Accounting...1st 2 chpts...very theoretical... alritez,betta get goin,still got 2 tutorials 2 do summore...bz 2 the max!ARGHZ!

lazy baby...
notty hon was supposed 2 cum over 2 my hse 2dae (coz he's havin his off dae 2dae),but as usual,he din make it...coz he slept late last nite,n so he overslept diz mornin...apparently he was doin up his blog last nite...nt a bad job done baby...but still kinda sad dat u din cum over diz mornin...again u make me wake up earli n get disappointed...bleah!lazy cow...
hehe...i'll b mitin him aft sch thou...cant wait...alrite,i betta get goin back 2 my lesson...muz listen!ciaoz!

cold...tired...
it's sucha cold cold dae 2dae...rained almost the whole dae...wen 2 sch as usual 2dae den wen 2 suntec aft sch...wen 2 carrefour 2 buy biscuits 4 hon...i intend 2 buy more biscuits 4 him so he can bring 2 camp 2 eat,n dat he wun starve...coz apparently his colleagues aint very helpful,alwaes leavin him 2 do duty den no1 bothers 2 replace him 4 him 2 go n take his meals...
tink i myself oso very in2 biscuits now...yum yum...seems like my lunch is alwaes biscuit biscuit biscuit...sometimes there'll b additional stuff,datz wen i feel greedy n feel like munchin on sch's food...heh!
oh man...im hungry oready...n dinner is still at least 2 hrs awae!!!argh!hmmz...i'll probably go munch on abit on biscuit 1st...wahaha!kk,gonna take a short nap...ultra tired...

slpy slpy...
ok...good news 1st!i've finally got a com 2 use!!!wahaha...it's a shared com wif my daddy!yay yay yay!muahahaha!the onli flaw is dat the screen of diz com is like ULTRA small...small 2 the max can?n the com is stationed in my dad's rm...how i wish the com can b in MY rm!!!wahaha...
aniwae,i onli spent 5hrs wif hon diz wkend...meanin 4 1 whole wk we onli spent 5 hrs 2gether! kinda pathetic huh?so lil time...haiz...
argh...tutorial still not done...was starin at it 4 the past 2 hrs...did abit...cant seem 2 balance the accounts properly...it's so difficult!arghz!
alritez,i gtg n do mani other stuff!haven been online long enuf!ciaoz!

ps: gotta buy biscuits 4 hon 2 bring 2 camp...dat poor boi has been skippin lunch n sometimes dinner due 2 his bz work schedule...

late!
im an hr late 4 sch...but i've got a valid reason 4 dat...i woke up at 6.45am,oready wantin 2 get ready 2 go 2 sch,in fact if i did leave wif my dad n younger bro,i wld haf reached sch an hr earlier!
howeva,my body wen bonkers...i woke up wif a nasty tummy ache n had the major runs 4 45mins!yes,45 freakin mins...wif severe pains...i felt like vomittin as well...tink im sufferin frm minor food poisonin...diz feelin aint good...
ended up leavin the hse real late...as i was leavin hm,the severe pain came back den it wen awae aft awhile...
finally in sch n luckily diz tcher is very lenient,he gave me my attendance n said i shld haf stayed at hm instead...how nice...hehe...
ok ok,i betta go n start listening 2 his lesson now...break's over...ciaoz...

*really hope dat i'll b ok 2nite,n nt vomit...*

boringz...
been thru alot the past few daez...esp saturdae nite...some tings happened,it was pretty nasty...hope it'll nv eva happen again...it betta not...or the promise will b broken once again n dat'll most probably b the end of it all...
life's juz been a lil messy but i'm still coping...im off now...

my world's crashin dwn...
been thru quite alot the past 2 daez...major quarrel again...wun go in2 details thou...i've juz been stabbed in the heart,hard...
haiz...my world's crumbling...i really hope dat diz will blow over soon...it's sucha hard period 2 go thru...history seems 2 b repeating itself...it happened 3 yrs ago...the same hardship dat im goin thru now...it musnt happen...i'll juz go berserk...prayin hard dat it'll b soon over...

*im sorri,i noe im in the wrong for some tings,but u shld tink of wat u've done 2 me too...*

boring...
im currently in class now...havin a module called Information System...damn lame module..n the worst part is dat diz is a freakin 3 hrs class!
aniwae,im no longer pissed wif my bros...i cant b bothered wif dem animore...i din even tok 2 my younger bro 4 the past few daez ever since dat incident happened...apparently i dun even glance at him weneva we walk past each other at hm...oh wait,i tink it has alwaes been diz wae,we each mind our own business...so it doesnt make a difference 2 me...
argh dammit!i gotta get goin...damn tcher is staring...he's got a stiff neck btw...he practically moves his whole body weneva he wans 2 turn his focus on another pt,he seriously cant turn his neck...heard he was in an accident b4 dat caused him 2 b liddat...kk,im off now!

shit ass!
yeah great!now i cant even check my bloody email!coz i cant visit ani websites dat r interactive or mail...wat the hell!my brothers r selfish BRATS!suckers!
oh at least ICQ is workin!but wat the heck!my ICQ is practically redundant!there's so lil ppl on my list...sux!i wan MSN!!!freako bros!

brothers r SUCKERS!!!
both my brothers r suckers!fuckheads!my bloody brothers conspired wif 1 another 2 lemme use the fuckin family account on the com instead of the admin account!so i DUN HAF msn 2 use!i cant even get in2 fuckin frenster!y?coz diz bloody family account CANNOT log on 2 ani interactive websites!FUCK!
yeahz rite,so much tok abt my elder bro wanting 2 get my bloody com fixed rite?fuckshit!i shld haf known betta!he's been saein dat 4 the past 2 yrs n wat do i get?no fuckin shit!pissed 2 the MAX!my elder bro wanted the G-shock dat i won,now he can totally 4get abt havin it AT ALL!i still contemplated givin it 2 him since his bdae's round the corner,but nw,HELL NO!i rather juz leave it in the box n let it ROT!
my younger bloody bro was like juz saein "u go n ask kor kor lah,he sae onli 2 let u use the family account"...c,he ganged up wif my elder bro!he doesnt even wanna lemme use the com awhile juz coz "kor kor said so"!fuck!yeahz,if my elder bro asked him 2 go n jump off the bloody building or eat shit,i bet he'd listen as well!coz "kor kor said so"!yes yes,im damn bloody vulgur 2dae but i dont fuckin care!im like so bloody pissed!dey wanna play?SURE fuckin ting man!diz really "made" my fuckin dae man!

enuf of ranting...guess i've let out enuf steam (althou im still boiling inside)...aniwae,wanna "complain" a lil abt ydae...hon booked out onli ydae at 6am n he told me 2 go over 2 his hse at 8am,so yeahz,i was there on time...wen i got 2 his place,i called him,no reply...msg him,no reply...ok nvm,so i waited...awhile later i called n msg again...still no reply...so i tot mayb he had some last min duty n got held back...so yeahz,i waited n waited...n guess how long i waited?u'll nv guess it at all...3hrs 15mins!whoo hoo!is dat like record breakin or wat?cant believe i actually had the patience 2 wait DAT long!
i admit dat i was gettin real pissed aft an hr...2 hrs later i almost exploded!so i made my wae 2 the market 2 get a drink 2 calm myself...on the 3rd hr,i was on the verge of makin my wae hm oready n den juz nice he sent me a msg...n guess where he was?AT HOME!!!!!ARGH!i almost wanted 2 fling my hp far awae man!
apparently he was home at arnd 6.30am,n he fell aslp on the couch...n yes,he left his hp in his room...how smart can he get?so yeahz,my msges n fonecalls din reach him at all coz his hp was on silent mode...GRR!so much 4 waitin so long... :(
waited frm 8am to 11.15am...was so tired dat i almost wanted 2 juz find a cosy corner n slp...wahaha!oh...is dat a laff?yeahz,a "laff" is finally cumin out frm me,wat a wonder...2 tink i can still laff aft dat shit (my irritating bros thingy) juz happened...
owellz,wateva...im outta there...there's no fuckin shit 4 me 2 do online oready... im gettin too lanky on my post aniwae...been kinda long winded in my previous post as well...so yeahz,im off!

phew!
abt dat NS boi involved in dat accident...thank goodness he's alrite!like wat i predicted,he's stayin in Bullion Park...so ydae wen my mum n i wen round our area 2 try 2 look 4 him,my mum was smart enuf 2 leave her hp no wif the security guard of Bullion Park...the victim's mum called my mum up diz mornin...she told my mum dat her son is ok...juz a sprained ankle n some open wounds on his arm...according 2 her,she said dat her son din call an ambulance...instead he got his dad 2 send him 2 a clinic!my goodness!he flew off his bike yet he merely wen 2 a clinic?owellz,at least he's alrite...
i was a bloody couch potato the WHOLE dae!watched tv...den watched the Final Fantasy X DVD dat hon bought 4 me last month...finally got dwn 2 watchin the 1st disc (there's onli 3 disc)...dat 1 disc lasted a whole 4 hrs!long huh?i was like tinkin wen on earth wld the 1st disc end...by the time it ended i was too tired 2 carry on wif the other 2 disc...guess those 2 will hafta wait till nxt wk or smth... *grinz*
aniwae...hon cant book out 2dae coz he had 2 do duty 4 dat NE show 4 pri sch kids!sux...n coz it ended so darn late,he's onli able 2 book out tmr mornin...den at nite he gotta book back in...wat a lame arrangement man!like 4 a whole wk i onli get 2 b wif him 4 abt 10 hrs... :(
aniwae...my bro finally got the damn com fixed...well,nt fixed exactly,but at least he got it running...i cant use msn thou...cant even go in2 frenster coz apparently websites dealing wif chats or is interactive haf been blocked...tink it's the internet options settings...dammit...

ps:my watch rawks man...there's diz movement sensor thingy whereby the watch can b put on animation mode n wen u lift ur wrist parallel or 15 degrees higher than parellel to the ground,the animation will go awae,revealing the time n the time will show for 3 seconds b4 it goes back 2 the animation...cool-ness!

so mani happenings...
1stly,i've collected my prizes frm Singtel...the mp3 player i still gotta go dwn 2 Samsung's dunno where 2 get it...so mafan...but got my cheque n watches...so pretty!
aniwae,on my wae hm wif my mummy,we saw a traffic accident involving a mini bus n a poor motorcyclist...the motorcyclist was an NS man (he was clad in No.4)...i din c the whole ting coz i was bz lookin at my hp but i heard the damn loud BANG wen the mini bus hit the rear of the motorcycle!according 2 my mum,the poor boi flew quite a distance...wen i looked up he was oready sprawled on the ground...wen we drove past him,i saw dat his whole right arm was badly grazed!n he walked wif a limp as he was tryin 2 make his wae 2 the curb...
all diz happened sumwhere outside Castle Green...we wen hm 2 park the car,got out a bottle of 1.5 litre of water n tissues...wanted 2 aid dat poor guy...but by the time we were abt 2 reach him,he got on2 his bike n drove off...tink he's stayin arnd my area coz he drove into Lentor estate...it's amazing dat he cld still get on2 his bike n ride hm...hope he's ok...the worst ting was dat the driver of the mini bus stopped his vehicle like so damn far awae,n i tink he left aft awhile w/o even takin a look at the NS boi...so i guess it's a hit n run?
freak dat driver!luckily the NS guy seems alrite...owellz...my mum was like in sucha daze man!n i was like kinda stunned too...felt weird n all at the point in time...hopefully i wun get nitemares 2nite...
owellz...tink i'll get goin now...nitez all...n God Bless dat dude...

bad news...
haven blogged 4 quite a long time coz my com at hm crashed...darn!dunno wat my kor did 2 the com...last sundae he was using it,den BAM!it crashed!wat the hell?haiz...nvm...
aniwae im still hoping dat tings turn arnd soon...sumtimes i really dunno wat i wan as well,but datz beside the pt...
hmmz...hon's got his physio tmr,too bad i cant go wif him coz ive got sch...

notty gal...
i haven been good 2dae...y?coz i din go 2 sch...howeva,if i'd gone 2 sch,i'd b wastin my time n energy,coz i onli haf an hr (12-1) of lecture 2dae...the other 2 lessons (which r both tutorials),haf been cancelled...so it wldnt haf made ani sense 2 travel all the wae 2 dover 4 an hr of lecture den travel all the wae back hm...
actually,i had no intentions of skippin sch 2dae...it's coz hon booked out ydae 2 send his parents off 2 cambodia diz mornin at 6am...he got 2 book in by 12.30pm,so he came over 2 my hse diz mornin at arnd 10 n we kinda overslept...by the time we were ready 2 leave,im oready late 4 sch...the thot of takin a cab did cross my mind,but the thot of havin hon 2 take lunch all by himself sux,so i ended up havin lunch wif him n skipped sch...
ok den aniwae,i accompanied him back 2 camp n came hm aft dat...the onli ting i feel bad abt nw is dat i pang seh val...i was supposed 2 go 4 lecture wif her coz steph aint goin 2 sch 2dae...end up val wen 4 lecture w/o me...damn...i intend 2 gif her a treat on mondae 4 leavin her in the lurch at the last min...
owellz...so slpy now...tink i'll take a short nap...cheerios!

had 2hrs lunch break 2dae,so val,steph n i wen over 2 the new cafe at School of MM...den i saw jay-jay...wahaha...he wen 2 the cafe too...din tok,juz hi n bye...heard frm him dat his class has onli 2 gals...haha...c the vast difference in engineering sch n business sch?wahaha...
argh...tired tired tired...gonna slp soon...ciaoz!

1st dae at sch of my yr 2 life
so mani tings happened 2dae!1stly,i got my ultra belated bdae presents frm val n steph...den my classmates said i became tanner(which is good news 2 me)...haha...n my yr1 lecture mate,Bryan,screamed my name out so loudly at the lift landing,tellin me dat he saw me on tv n he was so excited n kept tellin his fren "datz my fren on tv!!!"...ermz...like watz the excitement?oh!another ting is daryl actually quit jc n is now attending sch at SP!!!he's in Business Admin...so weird...
ok aniwae,wen 2 town aft sch 2dae...wen 2 look 4 my mum aft dat,coz i was too tired 2 make my wae hm on my own...
i hate havin 2 tink of wat 2 wear 2 sch everydae...so bothersome!muz really buy more more more clothes!i haf a lot of untouched clothes in my cupboard n i dont like dem...owellz,guess most gals r liddat...buy n end up decorating our cupboards!

ps:din get 2 watch spiderman2 2dae...coz slots were all filling fast n we were too lazy 2 wait 4 the later slots...so happy coz hon is callin me almost everydae...hugz!

yawnz...
sch's startin tmr, =( at least i'll b watchin spiderman 2 wif stephanie...she juz dropped me a msg abt an hr ago...we'll b askin val if she's available tmr...nt mitin up wif those 2 babes 4 the whole holidaez was terrible!our bitchin outin was cancelled time n again due 2 clashes of our timings...so sad case man!owellz,sch reopen we'll haf more time im sure!
tmr's gonna b the 1st dae of my yr 2 life in poly...gonna see all our lil freshmen...hmmz...cum 2 tink of it,1 yr passes by real fast!kinda lookin 4ward 2 sch n dreadin it as well...mixed feelings...darnz...
mamamia!!!wireless is great man!i no longer hafta fight wif my younger bro!!!muahaha!n yes,he's using his ultra expensive laptop(UNFAIR!)dunno y my dad got him the best model in the whole range recommended by ngee ann poly...but owellz,guess it's a good ting dat he's got his own laptop afterall,so den now he can surf his own monkey business,while i surf my own stuff as well!whee!great,im ultra slpy now...betta head 2 bed soon...ciaoz all!

ps:my nokia 7200 looks kinda old now...it's onli a week n it looks old...tink it's the cloth material of the casing...gets dirty easily...i still love it thou...but i love the limited edition 1 betta!the one wif the white casing!so pretty!haha...kk,im gone!ciaoz!

B-O-R-I-N-G
damn...another boring dae 4 me...wen out 2 yck mrt earlier diz afternoon 2 mit up wif my class rep...i passed him my bag which i dowan oready cos he wans it, dont know y too...aniwae,it's some cheapo backpack,n since i dowan it,muz as well gif it 2 sum1 hu'll use it...
prior 2 diz (meanin usin the com),i was playin PS2...so u peeps can tell how ultra BORED i am man!ok,now my hm has wireless access n itz a gd ting cos frm now on,i can use the net while he's usin it as well...he can happily b glued 2 his laptop,while i get 2 use the desktop...how nice!i dun eva hafta start fighting wif him over the usage of the internet animore...but 1 ting bad is wen my elder bro books out over the weekend,i cant use the com...boohoohoo!i seriously nid 2 get the dumb com in my room fixed...den i'll haf internet access rite in the comfort of my own room...
goin back 2 my PS2 again...ciaoz every1!

my oh my!
whoo hoo!i've been medalling wif my n7200 4 the past 2 daez...haha...the craze 4 it is over oready thou...still excited but nt so mad now...dwnloaded loads of ringtones...im MAD!cant wait 2 receive the rest of my prizes...i wonder wen will dat b man?cant wait 4 the mp3 n cash especially!
ok ok...sch's gonna start n dat sux!BOOYA!my timetable's finally out!here it goes...
mon: 0900-1300
tue: 0900-1600
wed: 1100-1500
thu: 0900-1600
fri: 1000-1600
weird timetable...but owellz...doesnt look dat bad 2 me as compared 2 yr 1's 1st sem...hahaha...alritez,i gtg...cya all arnd!cheerios!

ps:hon gtg 4 his physio 2dae...miz him...

yes man!
i got in2 the top 5 4 the singtel shootout!whee!meanin i juz won myself a new nokia 7200,$500,a pair of watches,a samsung mp3 player n lots more!ive got the fone wif me nw oready!hahaha...
dammit!so thrilled!got 4th place onli thou...saded...3rd-5th position r entitled 2 onli $500,2nd position $1250 n champ is $12500...i wanna b at least 2nd...so sad!owellz,at least $500 is betta than those aft the 5th position!hahaha...
thrilled thrilled thrilled!im mad!!!!!ARGH!

7th mths!
HAPPY 7TH MTHS ANNIVERSARY HON!!!the row we juz had ydae was horrible...i was 1/2 expectin history 2 repeat itself...the feelin dat i had 3 yrs ago btwn him n i was the same as last nite...im glad dat tings r ok now...dunno wat happened 2 u last nite...dunno wat u really did...hope u'll tell me the truth...
n HAPPY BDAE 2 DANPING!!!whee!sum1's finally 18!!!yay!hehehe...mit up soon yahz?n so sorri i cant go n 4 ur bdae celebration 2dae...hugz hugz!
ok...i guess none of u out there noe diz(besides hon)...but i joined the singtel shootout comepetition...n im goin 4 the finals soon...in abt another 5 mins i'll b headin dwn 2 orchard 4 the finals...yeahz... haha...din wanna tell ani1...aniwae,by the time u peeps read diz,i'll probably oready b over wif the finals!so yay!haha...alritez all,i gtg oready...kinda runnin late...wish me luck!ciaoz!

whee!
1stly,i'd like 2 sae,happy 17th bdae lil bro!!!wen 2 orchard at 8.14am diz mornin!yeahz man!2 mit Deb...4 wat?4 the Mango sale of coz!haha...it was MADNESS!ok,i onli bought 1 miserable orange top dat i eyed previously...the rest wasnt really wat i'd wear so dat explains it...haha...spotted a droop top...but my shoulders aint broad enuf 2 hold dat droop top on my shoulders,n it's oready like size S!it practically DROOPED all the wae 2 my chest!liked it alot,but cant fit me,sad case!wat 2 do?!
bought a pair of heels as well,frm Isetan...oh yeahz,Steph wen bonkers wen she heard abt the Mango sale...tink she's gonna fly dwn 2 ani outlet in no time!cant wait 4 the sch term 2 start again,wanna b wif those 2 nutcases again!haha!
aniwae,gotta go 4 npcc mitin tmr mornin...n im gonna watch "The Best Bet" wif hon tmr...hehe...yay!cant wait 2 c him...love u bonkers hon!

hi there all!
whoo hoo!it's been ages since i last blogged cos my bro stopped work oready so he's hm practically everydae,so my chances of touchin the com is like 0.01%?haha...so now dat he's out,i get 2 use the com!but it's noon n there's no1 online...sad case!
aniwae,met up wif Deb ydae...changed my top,ended up wif the pink 1 coz the blue 1 doesnt haf the size dat i wan...den headed 2 FOX...BIG disappointment...HAIZ!retty on the outside but the clothes weren't pretty!those nice pieces r alwaes spoilt by ugly sleeves...Deb,i guess onli u noe wat im tryin 2 sae here...well,cant do anithing if it's their style...
oh aniwae,lemme update abt the past few daez ever since i stopped bloggin...i met up wif jer everydae,n everyone's so worried abt his back prob...wen 2 sentosa on sundae wif my gramps,2nd uncle's family,n my own family...hon came along too!we were supposed 2 spend father's dae wif my grandpa but in the end,we split up n wen on wif our own activities in sentosa coz the adults said it was too much of a hassel 2 mit up at sentosa n go everywhere 2gether...so it actually defeats the purpose of havin 2 spend father's dae wif my grandpa...
alritez...i guess im tinkin too much nw...heh!betta get goin nw!cheerios!

outing wif deb ydae was great althou it was pretty short coz i had 2 rush back 2 mit jer(he wen 2 the hosp 4 his back prob,slipdisc or howeva u spell it?)aniwae,bought an espirit top...n i should haf listened 2 Deb n haf gotten small!argh!i juz tried it at hm n find it's too big...
hmmz...suppose 2 go over 2 his hse now but im pissed wif him...4 mani tings datz juz happened within 30mins aft i woke up...can u believe it?i wake up n he does tings 2 make me unhappy...he's like ignoring me on msn n God noes wat the heck is he doin...argh!

ultimate!
goodness gracious!!!i haven been online 4 juz the past 2 daez n i've got like 49 emails?freak!n there's like 16 in my junk mail...so all in all i've got like 65 unread mails?i almost fainted wen i signed in2 msn!
aniwae,i'm peeling like nobody's business...my back is peeling nicely but my right arm seems 2 peel in a very horrible wae!thank goodness left arm aint peeling...diz may sound insane,but i LOVE peeling the skin off!it's like so fun can?
aniwae,will b mitin deb at 4.15pm later!!!goin 4 a lil eyebrow trimmin cum shopping session!hehe...followed by dinner...cant wait cant wait!

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again?!
oh damn...yes,i did it AGAIN!watched 3 movies in a row again 2dae!watz my life cumin 2 man?aniwae,watched Harry Potter,followed by Duplex then Jerry Maguire...tink i shld do smth more productive tmr...
Harry Potter was alritez,aint as nice as the last 2 seasons but it was still nice...oh,readin the book b4 watchin the show wld make more sense,trust me...heh!Duplex was hilarious!it's all abt a couple tryin waes 2 murder an old lady hu lives above dem coz she pisses the hell outta dem...frankly speakin,if i were dem,i wld haf tried all waes n means 2 slaughter dat old hag as well!coz she's juz a cranky old lady hu acts so swt but yet she's a damn devil inside!haha...i seriously had a good laff man! *ginz* as 4 jerry maguire,it was kinda monotonous...wif a tinge of love story in it...
im outta here...buaiz!

surprise surprise!
whee!hon tagged me frm camp!wat a surprise!was so shocked wen i came in2 my page n saw his name on my tagboard!n he tagged trice!whee!
aniwae,2dae was an EXTREMELY slack dae 4 me(erm...as usual i guess...like watz new?heh!)...i watched 3 movies in a row!1st was kill bill 2,den shrek followed by shrek 2!haha...shrek n shrek 2 was hilarious man!nice!so romantic summore...haha!
aniwae,i tink im healing frm the post-tanning slight burns...it's less painful now so i guess i'll finally b able 2 haf a gd slp 2nite!dat oso spells dat im ready 4 another tanning session soon deb!haha...we've really gotta go n even out our tan otherwise we'll look so ridiculous!haha...

burnt behind!
im bloggin frm deb's place...she's over at dat kid's hse givin him tuition,she'll b back soon...im suppose 2 b watchin Dawn of the Dead but im takin a break frm it...it's so cold in her room summore...
aniwae,wen tannin wif deb 2dae at Sentosa n we r baked!im baked behind n she's baked infront!haha...it's so hilarious coz we r onli tanned on one side...im still so fair infront...gross!we've gotta go tan again to even out our tan!n i juz realized dat ny face is oso onli partially burnt...diz is BAD!
now my skin on my back feels so painful...my shoulders esp...hope i dun start 2 shed skin...dat'll b the most terrible ting...
alritez,im goin back 2 the show nw...cheerios!

blur vision = tired
crap,im damn tired now...vision's blur...tink i'll b slpin soon...aniwae,2dae was sucha long dae 4 me...wen 2 PHS,den 2 PA,den back 2 PHS den 2 PA again...my gawd!travel to n fro...1st trip 1 PA was 2 bring my sec1 cadets 2 collect their full u...2nd trip dwn was 2 get my probation form signed but the HR head wasnt in(AGAIN!)like y on earth is she alwaes nt arnd?irritating...
aft my 2nd trip dwn 2 PA,i was still kinda earli 2 go back 2 PHS 4 sec2 n 3's air rifle shooting practice,so i wen 2 Toa Payoh 2 collect my jeans...
*jumps 4 joy*!!!mummy said she's gonna bring me 2 buy more jeans!meaning it doesnt hafta b on my own expense!yay!diz pair i got frm TPY was at my own expense...really cant wait 2 go shoppin wif mum!shoppin wif mum is simple the best!i told her i wanna get abt another 4 more pairs n she scolded me siao...watz so mad abt dat?1 dae 1 pair 2 wear 2 sch wat...i've excluded wkends very good oready...haha...
alritez,i tried tokin 2 ben online 2dae...tings went...hmm...nt smooth neither was it bad...it was juz ok...at least more tings r kinda cleared now...he's still kinda weird n all dat...din really go in2 ani kinda discussion,juz a superficial conversation...but owellz...i'll juz wait n c how tings goes...
hmmz...diz is gettin abit too draggy...i'll betta b off 4 now...off 2 bed...zZzZ...nitez!

yawnz!!!
2dae practically juz spent the whole dae wif hon...ate so much as well...datz bad!aniwae,im lookin 4ward 2 seein him again soon diz fridae...cant wait...
aniwae,diz post is actually kinda dedicated 2 danping...din wanna blog 2dae but aft seein wat my dear fren has been thru,i really felt dat i shld blog diz out...
2 danping: i noe u r goin thru a pretty rough patch nw...but try 2 hang in there,dun let such tings get in ur wae n pull ur chirpy spirit dwn...if there's aniting u nid,i'll alwaes b arnd,juz feel free 2 approach me if there's a nid yeahz?here's a tight hug 4 ya!*HUGZ*!take care gal,n b back 2 ur usual self soon!take care yeahz?!
alritez,guess i'll end here 4 nw...ciaoz!

"birthdae gift" frm my cadets
i suddenly juz remembered diz datz y im onli bloggin it now...last saturdae(29th may),i wen 2 PHS as usual 4 npcc training n aft training,my cadets surprised me by dropping 2 pumping position n started singing 'happy birthdae' 2 me...dat muz haf been planned by kelvin n joo song...
aniwae,aft holding dat pumping position n aft the song ended,dey spelt out 'Happy Birthday Woman Cadet Inspector Chan May Anne Yiptong' n 4 every letter,dey had 2 do 1 pumping!oh my goodness!aniwae,they din complete my name coz dey were unsure of my surname,i changed surnames so mani times(or rather they changed it 4 me),ranging frm chung to cheong to chen...like wat the...in the end they spelt chong i tink...dun even noe my surname?like watz my name tag on my full uniform there 4 den?dey left out 'Yiptong'...guess it was pretty tiring 4 dem!haha...
so yeahz,got diz sutffed toy frm joosong n a bracelet wif my name engraved on it frm kelvin...but i tink everybody(meaning the rest of my colleagues)chipped in 4 my gift too...the bracelet is really pretty...hehe...ok ok,gonna watch movie...at hm...haha!shh!cheerios!

Troy
woot!i've finally watched Troy...it's alrite,i wldnt sae it's fantastic,i'd juz sae it's quite good...n oh,i actually spaced out a no of times during the show coz i was so freakin slpy!watched the midnite slot which started at 12am n ended at abt 3am...
aniwae,ydae wen 2 hon's ns bunk mate's hse,n dat guy happens 2 b my CII during CI course,the world is so small!or at least,Singapore is...heh!
n dat guy's "room" is like so ultra cool can?!he lives in a maisonette...coz his family consist of (including him) 8 ppl,his "room" is actually juz a cosy corner slightly off the living room!wen i sae a corner,i really mean a CORNER,whereby his bed is above his study table...he has like NO walkin space in his so called "room" but it's so ultra cool n cosy!hahaha...
met all his bunk mates except 1 hu din turn up n they are so corny but smart!the corniest of all among the 8 of dem was actually frm Chinese High can?so brainy but shit juz kips cumin outta him,but he brought so much laughter last nite!haha...
alritez,im tired,super tired...spent every single min wif hon ever since he booked out frm camp...n i really mean every single min...aniwaez,nitez all...

oh gosh!
yeeks!my grades r so darn terrible!!!almost died wen i saw my grades...but owellz,at least i passed all my modules...so i can actually heave a sigh of relieve...aniwae,here r my sucky grades:

statistics for business : D
principles of accounting : B
economics : D
critical reasoning skills: B
ITAB 2 : B
character development : A

my oh my...i scored donkies 4 both core subjects n got a bloody A 4 character development?y do i alwaes score in crappy modules?diz is so like CME n 'hao gong min' man!n i did so well 4 sucha "..." module?dammit man...*runs 2 the wall n headbutts* i feel so much like killin myself...argh...crappy results...urgh...gotta work hard oready...gonna commit suicide now...NAHZ!but im off...ciaoz!